I just want to say...thank you to all who support and help me vent with my mental health issues. It's not easy for me...

Love could help a bit if it's the right person. They understand what you need to keep them together or put them back together. But I definitely have mental illness. And I said it before it's horrible that Christian churches say things like oh you're not Christian so its demon possession. It gets me mad. Idk what triggers what some days are better than others but all's I know is when I run out of meds I get some psychosis. Idk if it's from withdrawal or what and i don't want anyone to see me like this.

I think society has a hard time talking about things like this because it shows weakness and or instability and some people aren't willing to face that in themselves. They probably think if you can personally relate to someone who has issues then what does that say about yourself?

What problems do you have /b

Freak
Any meds or diagnosis?
Meds or diagnosis?

I don't take meds for anxiety no. I think it makes us human. If we were always happy we would have no need to make changes. Plus I hate pills a lot of incel mass shooters are on SSRI drugs, anti depressants and stuff like that.

Well imo I think there is alot of things wrong with society today and this PC age. Early 90s you were allowed to say what this wanted when you wanted no repercussions. Now everything is PC and makes a big deal. There are a different type of crazy but I mean like all these social media age. That one girl who I despise ava louise or whatever should just die. Seriously. Because if this is the age of censor I don't know how that is allowed. Its disgusting. Her personality and looks are horrible. How she treats people. I mean there is something definitely wrong with her and like how can they allow this to influence young girls. I mean I'm not cocky or anything but no makeup and I'm way cuter than her but I have anxiety issues and I would never want to be so toxic to make a living and stuff. I think the social media age is not good for anyone including society. She is not important. None of these Instagram models are.
Well i don't when it's nice conversations like this and venting. But the ones who shit post and stuff.

I've never heard of her but that's why I couldn't tell if you were being serious in the beginning because you're a cute girl the average person wouldn't see you and assume you had anxiety issues but this is something I hear prevalent with our age group.. I know a lot of people with anxiety from all walks of life. I personally just stress myself out because I'm working on a video game while I work at a restaurant which are always known to be high stress environments.

Well that is you're choice believe me I did not operate well with SSRI's as well I got taken off them. There was only one that worked and i tried them all. Still debating if I should try again. But all the other meds I take I need. I would rather take more natural substances to cut the pills in half but medical marijuana is the only thing that would work. I'm gonna try to get that instead. Pills in general are no good. But like don't afraid if you feel you need something. Dosent mean you will become one.

Social media doesn't care about how they program the youth so long as they are trading in attention. A toxic person can be more interesting to the average day to day person rather than someone nice. Catch me outside girl vs Oprah

Yeah I was going to recommend stuff like that but I didn't know the extent of how you feel and operate and its probably not wise to recommend things to people you may not know or understand. That being said I think you should also focus on taking care of your body nutritional needs. I feel like when I don't take certain supplements I can catch myself in worse states of mind. Tldr mind body spirit? Too hipster?

YouTube ava louise no jumper interview. Try to get through all of it. Such a horrible person. But thank you user I appreciate that. Even if people thought I was cute I never want to do this. And I feel these times I hate. Everyone in social media trying to come up, flex, earn clout. It's stupid. My favorite times is when I'm with friends I trust 100 percent having a good time. No cameras no posting maybe 1 or 2 at the beginning or ending of the night group photo but people make every moment and every second about their life. I do not like this age of social media. It gives me anxiety and social withdrawal because I'm like most of the time when I say I don't want to be apart of it to get the camera out of my face.

Honestly being present in every moment is probably the hardest thing, that's where social media thrives. I know I'm hooked to my phone more than I should be. I'm working on advertising my game on Facebook right now so I'm especially hooked and inviting people to like my games page..

I kind of see your point in that aspect but yeah she got famous off doctor Phil. But after she blew up I truly believe it's just a act now and she's humble. She ran with that image because people like that but she dosent act all crazy anymore like on the show. And she is only 15. And I feel for her because she didn't have a dad in her life. The difference is this ava louise girl is 20-21 parents extremely rich. Lives off them. Makes them pay for surgery apartment and whatever else. She is set for life got wealthy her parents are. Yet she is trying to cash out on social media. And I believe it's not a act I believe it's how she really is. She acts how she always acts cameras around or not so I do believe she truly is a disgusting person. I think she is a bad role model for younger girls.

That sounds about right. Trust me I grew up around filthy rich Saudis. The kids were driving Ferraris around their Miami compound when they were like 13.. Needless to say that family is in shambles now. Some people just have horrible emotional intelligence

Yeah well with all these new phones and everything they can do. I will admit I am hooked on my phone too but not social media. I don't have Instagram anymore. Facebook. Twitter. None of that. I text so much mostly. Go on YouTube. Go on steam or discord. Pay for something with my phone. Uber. Uber eats. And that's it. Nothing else. Oh and spotify. But yeah I don't do social media anymore. I may set up a snapchat in the future though still thinking about it.

Yeah I wouldn't doubt it but at the same time it irritates me that people would care about such a disgusting person like her. She needs to fall like she said her back up plan would be if social media failed her she would look for a old rich dude to marry. She needs to be knocked back into reality. She never earned anything and she's not better than anybody.

Snapchat is kinda fun. I wish i could ditch my social media but I'm hooked and trying to use it to make some money. I used to text more because my ex gf was the same way hated all social media and so we texted but now I don't really text anyone like that. I've been watching a lot of "I shouldn't be alive" videos on YouTube. True stories about horrible stories with decent endings lol just crazy to hear what people go through

Sadly that is the mindset of some people, I wouldn't worry though because I doubt she will be able to correctly monetize it. That being said some old geezer will probably pick her up for some odd years until he dumps her for a newer girl and since she never developed any actual skills, or personal relations she will be shit out of luck

So I just looked her up and just looking at her made me feel annoyed like there's just this unsettling bitchness to her lmao

Yeah never thought about it as a money thing again. Idk I know a few people who do it for fun. Like I'm not a hater I just really don't understand why people would support this trash. She isn't even that good looking no offense. I just feel there are so many good influential strong women out there who should be up there and don't get the credit. Real musicians and strong women.
Exactly no skill. Annoying voice. Talks about how rich she is and how everyone's broke. Not her money her parents money. Trying to follow all these rappers to get more followers. Apparently used to be fat but got surgery and calls people disguising and fat all the time. Meanwhile how did she lose the weight oh I got surgery and my fat cells frozen off I hate working out and if I need to again I'll do it again to stay skinny. And again not hating but for 21 she looks so busted from all the blackout drinking every single night and cocaine. It just disguises me.

She's 21? Oof lol yeah she's not cute at all in my opinion. Anyway fuck her don't worry about the dumb people following some bitch. If you want to worry then create your own content or help create a pathway for influential people. I don't think she's going to be rich her whole life. People like that are good at blowing money not making it and by the time she gets her inheritance she's probably going to run through half of it

Yeah and I also lived in Jersey for a good portion and none acts like that. Not even the Jersey shore Italians. But yeah I mean ok Yea Forums the whole cash me outside I get like I said before but this girl has got to go. She needs to go and marry a rich old guy and get out of the limelight. She is a disgrace to the human race.

Stop stressing about her so much it's not worth it. She is annoying and clearly fucked up but we both know she isn't going to make it far. She's not worth getting upset about

Yeah thanks user and I really try not to but like I seen some YouTube content and stuff that has been very positive and people blew up like they should of but it just annoys me when you see people like this. And of course she's gonna be rich for ever even thought she's not cute. Her parents are multimillionaires that pay for every single thing she has. Including her own place. But yeah you're right but at the same time how can it not annoy me you know. And the fact she calls everyone who isn't know. Claim to be a fan or not she looks at them as parasites.

Every cult leader is either left behind, or kills their herd. Its only a matter of time.and I get it no one likes to see shitty people thriving. At the same time don't get envious

Yeah you're right user. Thanks for listening. I do love the real ones on this board. You know part of some of my issues and hard to get out unless I vent a bit about it. I am just worried what the future will bring as well. Thanks for listening and helping me. I love you all that have been legitimate with me.

In other newss: what do you play on steam?

It's literally been us two the entire thread that one guy posted but I don't know where the rest of /b is

True about again no envious. Not even myself I don't even have the desire or content to combat this but all's I'm saying is there Is plenty of girls out there who get no credit that should and bring a positive message.

Add me on discord?

Society doesn't reward messages it rewards the loudest person who is able to capture attention

would breed

Well I have no played steam in a very long time because my PC broke and I been trying to scrap some cash for a new one. And yes I have to play on a laptop so I haven't been playing at least. Within a couple months I'm gonna get a new one. You are welcome to add me if you would like and to discord. I play pretty much everything. All the main games on twitch homepage I have

Nothing wrong with gaming with a laptop i was notoriously good with a touchpad. What's your discord so I can add you before you go to bed. I haven't play in awhile either I've been working a lot but I would love to get back on

I do not remember my discord by heart. I will have to add you once I get my new PC set up but you can add me to steam for now meanwhile i haven't logged on in almost a year but again I'm looking to get a new PC soon and getting back into playing.

Which I don't agree with

I don't what I just want to add you on something before the thread disappears hit me with something

We don't have to agree with it, it just is.

Ok so I do not know my discord by heart I went through so many laptops I gave up for a while. If you would like to add me to steam my link is caffeinatedice. I have no played in like over a year now. My friend ultimately owns this account but I share it with him. As soon as I get a new PC hopefully soon I'll be down to play and I'll give my discord. I have every single popular multiplayer game anybody frequently plays atm. And I also have a overwatch account I don't like much but ok. But like I seen some of these comments and if you aren't like any of the nice guys i talked to tonight I'm blocking you. Some kids say some sexual things to me i don't like.

Posted but again it may be a bit before I log back on so bare with me when I get back I will accept

I couldn't find it.. You can't install it on your phone and accept a friend invite link? Which apparently I think is a newish thing.

I can't believe it's 5 am

Steamcommunity.com/id/LionEST

This should work. Keep in mind I do kind of share it for the time being but I have my own discord. And yes I am aware. Like I said I need a new computer so well will see who the real ones are. Once I do I should be back on more frequently. I don't know how long but you can send a request then I'll accept once I got my new PC set up. Also bare with me haven't played in almost a year or more now. If you are not one of the people I listed and said messed up things already I'm going to automatically block you. Also I need a new mouse pad mouse and headset as well when I buy the laptop. I may have to make a new discord as well. We shall see.

I can't believe it's not butter

Oh and I forgot to add I have a overwatch account. I don't like it. I'll sell it for cheap or cs skins

Link is below love. Just add if you want. I told you my situation. I will accept anyone who is cool but I need to wait on the hardware

Def seems like you have a lot of games. I don't know why I'm struggling to add you still the direct link took me to your page but it's set to private. I think I need to login on my browsers.

And I appreciate the butter joke lol

Erin you know the deal.

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I finally got it. I'm working through my phone so it took me a bit. And yeah I'll wait i don't mind just wish I had some way of reaching you until you decide to get that desktop or laptop

Yeah you may have to do that. And yeah like I said I have every single popular game out that is multiplayer that people like to play and more. Also like I said i have a overwatch account i do not play nor like. I'm looking to sell it or if not actually trade for some csgo skins and trading cards. I want to boost my profile rep level. And thanks hehehe. Idk I thought it was a bit corny. And yes everything is private because I have not logged on in a year but it's usually public friends comments friends only and my inventory always private.

I grew up on CS, try to login steam on your phone and accept the invite so I can send you my number so we can talk.

These people I'm trying to avoid so I do not want to leak anymore at this time.
Well if you requested me I will get around to it and like well I am trying to get something asap. I bought a msi brand new last year played few games turned it on next day the wiring was so bad I had to return it. No display. But laptops I know expensive but I just got so used to them ever seen my brother played cs 1.9 I always played on laptops. Also I moved around alot so I needed the portability. And well again as long as you keep the request and nice I'll get around to it as soon as I can. Also like I said overwatch account up for sale. I'll sell it half price even cash or csgo skins and card sets for rep.

I don't want your overwatch account. But it really sounds like you know your shit..

I mean yeah we can of course talk but here is my paranoia kicking in. I don't know if you were one of the nicer ones or one asking for tits or whatever. And well I mean as of now. I'm not saying no I could in time. I would rather text most times than discord since I'm old school but I just need a bit of time to get settled and not just this but everything I said in this thread it is not easy for me but I'm 100 percent honest

Oh um thanks. I don't know if I do or don't. I was so excited getting my msi and that cheap wiring inside broke in under 2 weeks. It was my first msi as well. Asus I may give another shot. That one lasted me a long time. Very durable.

How old are you user btw just curious my brother introduced me to the 1.9

I didn't ask for tits or see any of your other threads. I just started talking to you tonight. I haven't said anything like that..

I'm 24 turning 25 next month. Hbu?

My laptop is an Asus right now. I think I'm going on 4 or 5 years with it.

Oh I know user. I'm not blaming you but there were some kids saying weird things. I rather not deal with it but like if I feel someone is violating me I just block anyway. And again not saying it was you but there were some kids definitely being disrespectful that's all. Don't take it personal.

27 4 months

Tits or gtfo

I'm not taking it personal it's /b you're honestly lucky the waters were so calm tonight. Normally I'm sure you know there's almost always more flame and hate. 2 guys saying weird shit is a lowball for a night on /b

Yes that's why I think I want to try to invest in another. Very durable and underrated imo. I had a 960m that lasted me like almost that same amount of time at least 4 years and was still going strong but the hard drive started going

Very nice well you could still pass for 21 lol. I on the other hand am getting more salt and pepper hair by the week. My brother also introduced me to 1.6 I think it was at the time?

I think that's what's happening to my laptop atm. I need to reinstall the operating system and see if that fixes my issues. I don't really use it anymore anyway.

Yes user I understand completely. I'm glad. I know this is Yea Forums but I feel occasionally when it comes to mental health, society, or venting things people are going through. I feel some come together and help and vent together and others try to shit post. I am glad it worked out tonight. Like I said any of you can add me I'll accept it once I get a new set up. We can play. And I am selling my overwatch again. I wish I had it now. I have every single multiplayer game people play consistently right now. I want to do a little cs again I know. But yes anyone who was sweet this whole time tonight add me and I'll accept once I can. And as for discord goes I may have to make a new one in the process. But the one guy who asked for my number I may be open to that since I do text alot I'm old school but I would like to talk a bit first.

Again you have been talking to one guy ( me ) almost the whole time aside from the 2 guys who left one shit post. Just approve my add on steam and we'll swap numbers there

Thanks I know I look kind of young in this photo but meh I guess it will be good for me in the future.
Oh and right if anyone know much about internet security when I get set up. Much help would be appreciated. I know I'm a bit paranoid but I just don't want my stuff to be hacked lol

We can talk about that stuff later. I'm going to bed soon. What time is it by you?

They are?!?! I thought I was talking to a few including you and forget those 2 guys who said that but ok. Like I may even have to reclaim my account and I did not want to do that until I have my new set up. But you really seem to want my number

See like what guy is this again? And where exactly are you from just curious

I need to do some reclaiming of the account I do not wish to do right now. I would rather just post my number and delete this thread if anything

It's all still the guy that thought you were bait in the beginning. I'm from South Florida. I don't want you to post your number here lol

Ok but before I decide this...you are claiming you are every single post you posted to me?

Yeah I'm enjoying talking to you and I appreciate the way you feel about certain things so it would be nice and probably good for both of us but either way its not a big deal

Beside the two /b posts yeah.

Ok well its not big deal and it will show if there are others and if I don't like them I delete

Alright well what's your move cowgirl?

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I want to go to bed soon so make your decision and tell me!

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....I did....about to delete

You both guy 5 minutes and as for all the other guys who were sweet not trolling fine by me I can always block and o said feel free to add steam but won't be about to be for a while but will of requested

Um ok wow.

Its whatever I guess I'm going to bed

Thank you for listening you sweet anons! The ones not trolling!