G/fur

g/fur

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it's the boooiiiiiiii

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imma boooiiiiii

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God damn it Sinfuldreams, make images that aren't giant 5 MB .png's so I can post them.

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i have that with a lot of images, why's the limit gotta be so shitty

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how's everyone?

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Because Hiroshimoot is a kike and doesn't want to spend the money to allow Yea Forums to have 4 or 8 MB images.

Bored.

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somewut average

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this is so stupid. Wouldnt people notice?

bored and sleepy, you?

fair

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I actually checked again to make sure and I actually do have a suelix one that s like 42MB

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probably, but that adds to the fun

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pretty decent

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I have a few over 10 MB. My largest is a 10000x10000 image, 156 MB.

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>what is exhibitionism

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that is absurd, I get wanting quality resolution. but 10000x10000 is a bit more than what someone needs

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being bored is the only reason I'm here x3

aww, how come?

sames here

that's good :3

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dang, 29mb is my bigest

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It is, but the detail is actually incredible.

And that's why I spend nearly every waking minute in the fur threads, because I have nothing else to do.

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Hey guys! I actually went to the sex shop I was talking about yesterday

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get anything fun?

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I mean at that size you could put that as like a huge area in a video game and it wouldn't have any blurriness.

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Came.

Do remember my running average these days is low.
But nothing particularly annoying has happened today. Although I am concerned that it might drizzle tomorrow, which would kill desired activities.

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Outside

I ended up getting a fleshlight and lube, I was a bit too nervous to buy a dildo, also glad I didnt buy one because it ended up being more expensive than I thought. Total with tax (15% tax in canada) ended at 140 CAD. Maybe next week Ill go buy a dildo

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One of my all time favorite images is also one of my largest, 7000x5500, 20 MB. And that's after I converted it to .jpg.

What did you get? Take pics!

I want a 43" 4K monitor so I can view furry porn in all its absurd res glory.

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Oh, really? I wasn't aware, thanks.

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hm, I mean for me it's either here, work or vidya gae

hai there, you better buy s biiig drildo

ahh yea I get you, it was kinda raining today and I didn't wanna do anything

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there's something about having a draped shawl or like shroud type clothing item that I like a lot. It's very distinguishing even if it's a very outdated mode of dressing.

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That's a fucking rip off go on Adam and Eve I'm pretty sure they ship to Canada

>try to Google reverse image search it and see how big it is in .png.
>Your client issued a request that was too large.
fuck

Nice. I need a new fleshlight. My BD Hazel is too smol, I tore the fuck out of the opening after a week, so I started using the other side, and now that's starting to have a small tear too. I need a bigger fleshlight.

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nice mousepad

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I cant order for privacy reasons

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as long as it's a darker pic and isn't blinding. I still remember the Imax induced headache from a few days ago.

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you could get that on amazon for less than 60 i almost grantee you

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men who appear to be in prestigious positions are mah thing.

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>swiss navy is the name of the lube
fucking kek

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I realized I repeated my statement and tried to abort the upload at the last second, but it still posted, so it didn't show my name. Damn it, I hate it when that happens.

Yeah, I don't like bright light, it hurts my eyes. These vampire bat eyes don't like lights or the sun.

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There's certainly something about them that I like. I mean I guess they do say that power is sexy.

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My setup

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>trying to cover his mouth and hide his moans
That's cute.

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Why 2 tho?

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why does everyone else's setup look so clean? I have random stuff everywhere

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60 CAD or USD?

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how much was that case yo? Even got lights in it. Can't say I'm into that. Function over form.

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i respect the s340 elite and the white cable sleeves, same on mine, but why you gotta have a wide mouse pad then have another one that's necessarily large

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i got a custom

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is that the TN or IPS verison of that monitor?

i was thinking gbp so about 100 for you

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Is that a tiger as a pirate? I think I wrote a story with a tiger pirate captain once.

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I had a best buy card and there was nothing for me to get so I just got it for looks. Its also comfortable and I didnt want it to replace my larger logitech ine in the right

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That's fucking cool. I just have a black HyperX extended mousepad because I'm not a fan of flashy designs.

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dont think so, but dunno.
the 'yeen is Nomax's character. go to e6 and find pix with his dic'.

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I think the case cost me 100 CAD lights were seperste I think 40 CAD... Could be completely off though I dont remember

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TN buts its 180Hz

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maybe I will.

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Is that really necessary? 144hz is already overkill.

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them refresh rates though

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But is there really any discernible difference between 144 and 180? That just seems like a waste of money to me.

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Overkill? Maybe, but it feels smooth as butter

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I mean it's your money but okay. I have no use for high refresh monitors as I don't play games. Games are for children.

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probably not any difference. I mean it's like when they say that humans can't see more than 20 frames per second anyway but there IS a noticeable difference between even 30 and 60. I'm not seeing a difference because I'm a liar and I just want muh 60 frames it's because I see a difference. Because people don't realize that you don't want to see something at 20 frames because if we can see them it isn't very smooth. You don't WANT to see the frames you want it to look smooth.

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There is, the only thing is, its only important to you if youve tried it before, once you go high refresh rates you cam never go back

You play one game.

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I can definitely see a difference between 60 and 144, but even then there's probably little difference between 144 and 120.

I have seen them, my brother has one. I still have no use for them, and I can't imagine anyone being able to see a 36hz difference between something that's already ridiculously high. That's like spending $1000 on an iPhone just because it's new and has maybe one or two new features. It's a waste.

Exactly.

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after playing games at high level at 60fps for as long as i did, i hard as i did; 60fps actually is now completely discernible, and frames matter.

my compy isnt good enough to run anything that matters over 100 :(

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Why the FUCK haven't you joined this server yet?
discordapp.com\invite\6H9PzSX

-zquezm

I mean I don't really care if people play games, I do. I don't feel childish for it. I just think it's fun. When it's that high I assume it may as well be a placebo effect where there isn't one but higher number means you feel you can see one. 144 and running 60fps or more is likely all you will ever need or want.

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Cause I'm shy

I'm kidding, I just like to say that as a joke sometimes, I say anime is for children too. Because I'm jaded and hate everything.

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Most of my freetime is pretty much just playing games with my friends

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you don't really need to do it for long or even be the one playing, you CAN see the difference but anything that can at least get to 30 frames is still playable. People who don't play a game at all only because "can't at 60 frames" is just an idiot, to me that is.

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Why the FUCK haven't you joined this server yet?
discordapp.com\invite\6H9PzSX

-kaf2l

Must be nice to have friends. Or enjoy games for that matter.

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And now I'm depressed again.

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I barely play multiplayer games so I couldn't tell ya. I also live far away from anyone who is a friend so I can't say I've been doing normal friend things either.

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Some Ch@ns-
>New XXX imageboards. Dont thank )


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:'(

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Holy fucking shit, I have never seen so many bots in one thread before.

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It would be nice if my brain would work and make the chemicals that make me feel good and enjoy things, but not even meds can. Only real drugs. Life is great.

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It reminds me of all the peeps who play OOT or SM64 at 20 and 30 frames, and have 99% consistency nailing 1 frame tricks.
At 60, 1 frames tricks get harder, but you can still train yourself to get some consistency for them.
Hard to say where the frames start to mess with '1 frame tricks' and if there are even any high frame games that care about them.

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You mean two? I can't say I've seen them post that close together before, but there's not that many that have posted anything in this thread.

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There have been five already.

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higher frame game are usually more competitive shit like shooters or even mobas, and fighting games. Frame lag in those can actually be an advantage to the one with shitty frames. Or it can be a huge detriment where they can barely play and they get stomped.

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I guess I scrolled back through too fast, it's not like the ones that post images are taking up the image limit though, they always get deleted. the rest are annoying but overall you can just ignore them.

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frames aren't as fixed as they used to be. its all about the performance your system can put out.
but ye
meh

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everyone's different though :/

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Well yeah, I just mean that there are even more bots recently, and most of them are discord now.

I don't want to be different. I want to be a normal, functioning human being. Or not even exist really.

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Yeah I feel you, Im lretty much on the edge of suicide, the couple friends I have a pretty much forcing me to live, it kinda sucks but some oart of my honestly wish they encouraged me to kill myself. Thr other osrt is grateful to have them. Fuck man this sucks I know they will feel like shit if I do it

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A thread died for this

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Ugh I hate typing in my phone

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On* uuuugh

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I had a shotgun in my mouth 2.5 years ago, a month after I started taking antidepressants. I didn't pull the trigger because I'm a pussy and didn't want to hurt my family, but honestly I just loved the adrenaline rush. It was the greatest feeling ever being that close to death. I tried to overdose back in September, I took 500mg seroquel and 14mg klonopin, both the last of the bottles. I was hoping the combination would make me pass out and stop breathing but it didn't. Went to the hospital, and remarkably I remember every moment, but of course slept from like 4 AM to noon. They let me go when I was still pretty fucked up, went home and slept until 10 PM still pretty high. It was nice, but I just wish it were opiates. I want heroin so god damn bad, I want to die feeling good for once.

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Good.

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I think a few of us in here would like to do it. Myself included. I can't say it solves anyone's problems but my own though. No matter how much I tell myself everyone else would be better off.

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Herro Snarf~

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Hey, how are you today?

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Honestly, if someone handed me a gun right now or a stamp of heroin and a syringe, I wouldn't hesitate to kill myself on the spot.

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Well that certainly won't be me.

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I see this psychologist, told me my first step to stoo getting depressed was to get a job. Took me like a month to get the motivation to apply. Ended up getting a job, parents are all proud and happy and shit but little do they onow the soul reason to why I started apolying was cause I wanted to save up money to buy a gun. Made a promise to one of my friends I wouldnt kill myself until the end of 2019 cause he was crying and was scared I did it soon after the call. Unsure if I can keep that promise though. I need to find someone who can sell me a gun cause Im too much of a pussy to sufficate myself to death and I live in canada so I cant just buy one legally

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Hello.

Not good. Had stomach problems all day.

Mine took the rifles from me at some point.

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That's no good. Hopefully they'll go away soon.

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I'll find some one day. My stupid nigger sister and her nigger bf's could maybe get me hydrocodone but that's about it. Oxy would be pretty great. I just want some fucking opiates, god they're amazing.

That's probably not a good idea. Last time I was at my friend's house back in January, who is no longer my friend because he's a narcissistic piece of shit, we got into an argument about something completely retarded, arguing over whether a pellet for a pellet gun is considered a round. His brother and I both said no, looked up the definitions and how by modern standards it isn't a round because it has no cartridge, primer, or bullet, and that stupid cunt still wouldn't admit he's wrong, going so far as to actually go to Wikipedia and try to edit to page to prove his point that it's unreliable because he couldn't find a source. It was so stupid, and being dumb I pulled my knife out because I'd do that with my brother just fucking around, nothing serious at all, and him and his brother tried to stop me and I said nope until they let go. He had just bought a Glock, and went to get it, so I asked for it, cocked it, put it in my mouth and pulled the trigger without hesitation. They gave me a what the fuck look and he said it wasn't loaded, and I said "too bad, I was hoping it was".

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I never told anyone either. Haven't talked to them since. So now I have no friends.

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That makes me hurt.

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Life hurts.

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It doesn't have to.

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>Connection error while posting.
>Connection error while posting.
>Connection error while posting.
I AM GOING TO FUCKING SHOOT MYSELF IN THE FACE. I'VE DEALT WITH THIS BULLSHIT FOR 3 WEEKS, COMPLETELY RANDOM FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES AT A TIME AND GOD DAMN IT I AM LOSING MY MIND.

I don't have a choice.

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Why the FUCK haven't you joined this server yet?
discordapp.com\invite\6H9PzSX

-txxln

I'm going to break my fucking hand if I smash my desk anymore.

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7 bots. That has to be a new record.

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Okay...

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Why the FUCK haven't you joined this server yet?
discordapp.com\invite\6H9PzSX

-ixdzre

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Well what the fuck else am I supposed to do? I've tried everything everyone has suggested for my whole life to the point it just makes me angry when people say the same shit, and I've been on 15 medications in the past 2.5 years. Clearly nothing is helping.

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I don't know. I can't help you. It drives me crazy that I can't, but I can't. In fact I can't help anyone because I'm just that shitty at it.

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It's not your fault. I was just dealt a really shitty, fucked up hand in life, and there's nothing I can do but waste away and wait until I die, or just kill myself once I've decided I've had enough. That same guy bought an old 600cc sport bike with zero experience, rode it once for like 30ft, and never again. I still think about going over there and riding it just so I can go as fast as I can and kill myself. At least it'll be instant.

And the adrenaline is the next best drug after heroin. That's about the only feel good chemical my brain can make.

Y'know it's whatever. It doesn't matter because I never help anyone, it's always in the way and always not what they want. At some point I have to assume they just don't want me. It's fine.

Stop that. It isn't your fault, you've done nothing wrong, and talking to me at all I greatly appreciate, honestly. But I can't help myself, nobody can, and I don't even want to because I just gave up. So don't worry about me, I'm just some guy on the internet.

Sadness in the gfur threads today, I see.

you best not be too!

Sorry, this is all my fault. I don't even feel bad right now, this is just routine because happiness isn't possible for me.

I just feel nothing right now. Not sad, depressed, happy, even okay. I just don't feel anything at all, which I guess is about as close to happy as I can get.

Not at all, I need to start my workout, but other than that I'm pretty great.

Seems like you're just a little desensitized.

yay!

Yeah no shit. I'm just numb, to everything.

But anyway, glad to hear you're doing okay. I didn't exercise Friday or yesterday because I was too depressed, and now I just don't care.

Well I did eat a bowl of cereal and I'm a little bummed out because of that :c

How are you doing?

I get that way all of the time, and the not working out throws me into an even deeper depression, my mind is gay.

don't feel bad about cereal! it's great and think of all the i r o n in it

eeeh, i'm okay, feeling shitty about eating nothing but chocolate and left over pizza all day

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You ate my half of the pizza? You monster.

Junk food and snack food is good for the soul, at least. I'm sorry you're feeling bad :(