Do you guys have rules for drug use that keeps you safe?

Psychedelics
>Never more than once every 2 months
>Not with people I don't know
>Start off on half a dose, take full dose after 45mins-1hr
Molly, coke or pills
>Stay hydrated
Weed/hasj
>Only if I don't have shit to do, makes me fucking retarded
Alcohol
>Don't go out with my credit card

for me it is weed everyday alcohol wasted no more than three times a week and 1cig max a day when no weed

My rule is don't buy any or do any. It's been working haven't been ripped off or shorted in a really long time.

>Weed, don't do it every fucking day, make it last, only 0.05g every time is enough to get the job done for a couple of hours

> Always keep 3 months appart when using xtc ( which i don't do regularly)
> No rules on weedbut i'll probably bake edibles a lot for in the weekend when i'm moving out.
> try to drink less alcohol and just a can of energy drink instead
> Only grab ciggies from friends, i never buy them.

You have an interesting idea here, if it's true. I'd like to subscribe to your newsletter.

No more than 2 grams of weed a day

>Extacy no more than twice a year
lol wtf, you must be getting real stepped on shit if you cant do it more than twice a year

try heroin
see how long your precious rules last

I do meth about once a week now. Hopefully none soon.

I end up being badly depressed when I'm off it.

So not really safe.

Alcohol is an every day thing but I've been limiting it to a bottle or maybe two a day. Never getting drunk. Bad things happen when I get drunk.

Weed whenever I can get it.

The funniest thing about pill poppers is that most of the time they don't know how exactly it's fucking them up.
See you in 10 years buddy, when your grey matter is fucking fried.

My rule is: don't do drugs.

Druggies are pathetic losers, and that's not a crowd I want to join.

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Bottle of wine I should say.

My only rule is to keep substance abuse for enjoyment not as an escape, I break this rule quite often.

seriously this, people with rules need to man the fuck up

>only grab ciggies from friends
so your that guy huh?
kys
I don't smoke and even I hate you people

well life is actually pretty fucking boring and dull, how can you not use drugs as an escape from that shit?

the same with me when it comes to acid.
usually once a year at most for me.
its been like 4 years since I did it last. I even have 10 hits stored away

I hope you get hit by a small car, don't steal my fags.

My rules is STRICTLY NO DRUGS except:
>Coffee: if feeling extremely tired / need to pull an all-nighter
>Alcohol: a glass of champagne at Christmas and at New Year
>creatine: before sports session

Tap water is healthier than bottled water because plastic contains endocrine disrupting chemicals.

Drink tap water.

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>10 cigs a day is a lot
mfw i used to smoke a whole pack daily
now i'm quiting it and i'm in 3 at most per day

I just smoke weed and drink, so these limit themselves. If I smoke too much my social anxiety flares up and I spend all night reliving spaghetti moments. If I drink too much I get hungover.

dude im addicted to that shit. I can't stop. sometimes I make it a few days then I feel like im gonna die if I don't get some ASAP.
I can't help myself I know im a piece of shit

too much water is actually bad for you. Hyperhydration is a thing, you know?

I was joking.
but you would seriously have to drink GALLONS of water a day for that to happen

I'm addicted to using my onaholes. I don't have a way to protect myself. I just do it over and over until my dick is raw and it hurts too much to keep doing it. Then I let it heal and repeat. I think I'm going to get calluses on my dick head.

you boring fuck

Xtc never because its just meth and rc now
Coke only if its free
Booze have to go never because otherwise im an alcoholic
Cigs pfft no hahaha what year is it
Weed whenever
LSD no more than once every 2 weeks
DMT whenever
Any other psychadelic ill take if its offered but i dont seek out
Meth, pcp, ghb, ketamine, any other tranqs or literal holes in your brain tier shit never
Heroin or opiates/opium i will smoke but hardly ever run into them
Never shoot anything

Maybe, but I'm a Chad and I have a loving 8.5/10 waifu who gives me the head every fortnight, while you sit on your fat ass drunk as fuck every night and nobody likes you.

I remember when I had this mindset.
I hope you are still young.
if not? then ill pray for you.
being off of all substances is so much better. because you get high on life instead of drugs. you feel way better on a day to day basis and normal things make you really happy.
I smoked weed for over 15 years and moved to the hard drugs. still struggling but I thank god I had this realization

cut back on the lsd/dmt and quit the opiates and your good bro

10 smokes a day is what i try to average work helps

Then... he won’t try heroin?

Lol what. LSD/DMT are among the safest drugs to take.

X is a neuro toxin and can cause permanent brain damage if the serotonin secreting cells get below a point. its best to wait until its completely replenished before doing it again. you wont notice the affects of serotonin depletion right away, but later in life.

Hate to tell you but acid doesnt last more than a few months. Enjoy eating your old strips of paper though.

>Never do heroin

I know but doing them that often isn't good for your brains chemical balance
I love acid but I do it less than once a year

I've been trying to move onto them more and away from MDMA since its got a lot of additives often and is destroying my brain. they're damn safe and seem to make me happier in the long run, a trip takes away a lot of my stresses

It really depends on the storage conditions, from my experiences it can last a hella long time

Nah, im pretty fucking healthy with them. No addictive personality here, booze is the one that gets me. I was a half gallon a day before i came to a legal weed state since then ive switched completely to that, ive drank 3 times in over a year. Pot and psychadelics are goat. Last time i even saw any opiate was over 2 years ago, i dont fuck around with addicts so i never run into that shit.

yea I know I've waited too long. but I've looked it up and asked people that are way into it and even tho it might get less potent. it still last a while(longer than a few months) so thankfully I got 10 hits. and if they are shit I can go back to Oregon and get more any time

Typical thing a waterjunkie would say

>ten cigs a day
the sooner you die form cancer the better. 90% of the people who smoke those things are assholes form my experience, and the less money that goes to tobacco companies the better.

you do acid?
acid is the same as X except you don't get the methy high. the rolling is the same but with acid the rolls are WAY more intense. especially if you lay down and be still while listening to music. if you get up and do stuff you get less high. also do it at night.

Yes, because 60% of smokers are french, and 100% of french people are assholes. Therefore at least 60% of smokers are assholes.

nah I wish I drank more water than I do. but I got a buddy who drinks a gallon a day, carries it around with him. and he says it makes him feel better
what state did you move to? cuz im from Oregon. had to leave cuz I was using heroin too much. in Texas now. but I was just in Colorado and I found heroin in less than 24 hours. regrettably

Jesus you have the worst advice, what are you some faggot rave kid?

I've done a hell of a lot of both and impaired my memory due to Mandy mate, usually on nights out or just with friends.

Washington. Everywheres dirty with drugs, if you go searching you WILL find no matter where you are. Psychadelics are hard enough to hit that urge and do way better for me.

I've been to raves. but no. just my experience. if you can handle the hallucinations then x and acid are the same thing.
because these days acid is just a designer drug its not true acid. so drugs like acid and 2cb are all the same thing. they just release serotonin

dem blyatiful trips

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Other than nootropics, I find it retarded to use any kind of drug

Thats ridiculous, the only people who think acid is just rcs now have no fucking clue. Mescaline is more of an mdma type feeling with lsd visuals btw go buy some cactus bark

Hilarious!

Then you start slowly adjusting your rules because pleasure is more important anything.

>food and the internet
Literally 90% of the traffic of this website. Hilarious.

well im not a huge druggy. so im not gonna argue cuz I really don't know anything for a fact. like I said tho. just my experience. but I used to love X and now I only do acid and the high seems exactly the same to me. except im hallucinating. and the rolls are way more intense. I have to back away from them I just lay there with my mouth open in awe of how fuckin amazing I feel

Not gonna lie those are some admirable rules.

>so im not gonna argue cuz I really don't know anything for a fact.
Typical Yea Forums logic.
Filename.

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grow up you child

there is no god you pathetic faggot

Try mescaline if you ever come across it you'll love it

I was addicted to meth for a bit, and you just gotta push through the depression. I was going through a divorce at the time too. Once I got off that shit everything got way better. Meth fucking sucks dude.

Golden rule : just smoke weed and drink beer

Youre a fuckin retard fam, kys

how fuckin stupid are you? you must be a newfag.
thats all b/tards do around here is argue about something they know nothing about. hell 90% of the time they don't even google it before they give their retarded opinion and say its a fact

thats one hallucinogen I've never done. is it like acid and 2cb?

I used to do meth when I was a heroin addict. but I was never addicted to it. just heroin. im still in the process of recovering, how long before the depression goes away? I was at 3 months clean and I swear my depression was getting worse

The life of a beta male....

Its like mdmacid and its all natural baby

I was on my first few weeks clean and was going thru a break up as well. I was so fuckin depressed everyday was like a dream. so foggy and unreal. it was the fuckin worst thing ever. if I had insurance I would have went to the hospital

Never

Don't do all the smack in one line. Little at a time, till you get warm and noddy.
Don't snort your speedball all in one go.
Don't take more than 200mg 2cb.
Don't take more than 100mg yohimbine.
Don't eat more than 7g amanita muscaria.
Don't eat more than 11 tabs acid.
Don't snort meth and bath salts without grinding it fine.
Don't do too much coke if you want to get laid.
Bath salts and booze will give you a hangover.
Don't cut your stuff with too much benzo/lidocaine if you don't want to itch.
Don't put crack rocks on your dick.

fuck you don't say that man.

>don't put crack rocks on your dick
why not? thats my fave

The depression may not be entirely linked to the smack if it's been that long; try see a doctor.
I take vitamin D supplements now and that seems to help; you can also use things like Kratom and/or Incarvellia Sinensis to help with the opiate cravings.
You've got through the first few days/weeks, that's the hardest part- you just need to find something to live for.

Yeah, but it can give you blisters if you do it too much. And dick blisters are no fun.

I don't really like drinking but i'll smoke weed whenever i can get it, i love that shit. other drugs don't really interest me but id do shrooms

What do dick rocks feel like

No idea about dick rocks. But putting crack/coke/meth/bathsalts/etc on your dick can be kinda fun, just don't overdo it.

How, why the fuck would that work

I used alot of kratom when I was kicking heroin so I cant use any more or it will bring back my withdrawals. I use chocolate I know its weak but it works for a bit.
That's my problem b/ro i dont know what makes me happy, or what i want out of life. I'm so used to being numb from life/my feelings. Struggled with heroin addiction for 9 years. The only thing i know that makes me happy is having a women but God knows when I'll find one of those. Some people say 6 months and u start to really feel better. Some say 1 year. Fuckin sucks that's a long time being depressed

Stay away from stimulants, opiates and benzos. I havent followed this rule but thats why i can speak out of experience

I was kidding wtf does that even do? Are u fucking or something?

How old are you? Are you the colorado user? Cuz fuck man there are some seriously beautiful places there to just go and spend as much time as you need to find yourself. Nature works wonders, but none of that pussy weekend shit. Go spend 2 weeks in the mountains, go to a fuckin rainbow gathering and get some hallucinogenic pixie snatch. Do fun shit in slite of feeling like shit. You cant climb out of a hole if you just sit around making excuses forever and it gets worse as you get older.

The actual opiates should be out of your system within about 30 days, based on your usage; the depression is something else- were you depressed before you started using? I think the hardest part is finding something that can occupy your time in the same way, try to think if there's any hobbies or activities that you enjoyed while before or during the H. Sometimes the hardest part is just starting to do things, but once you get going it's not always so bad.
If chocolate works for you, it could be that you're suffering from actual depression; have you the option of seeing a doctor or anything like that?
It absorbs into the capillaries on your bell-end, same as in your nose. If you put it on your dick and then fuck the missus, you both get a buzz.
Each to their own, I like all of those, but it depends on my mood I reckon.

>risking the cancer
>when payment for threatment is over 90000$
nice idiots

see
Capillaries and shit

whut

>Weed, never if I have something to do the next day

I feel that one. I did pretty bad when I first started college because I was smoking quite often. I save it for the weekends now because I know I’m not gonna want to be productive post-weed high

Shigarettes

>Molly not more than once a month, ideally 2 or 3 months inbetween
>Coke, im a fuck up when i'm on coke but at least it's only when I use.
>Alcohol, I don't drink often and I don't drink a lot when I do
>Weed, only once every so often because overuse gives me anxiety

E, Coke, Booze, Weed- not more than a few times a day.

>Weed every weekend
>cigs a pack a day
>nothing else

Ya I'm the colorado user I'm 29. I know the wilderness has always given me peace, sucks cuz theres none of that here in texas. I went up to colorado to move there but just being that close to heroin made me fuckin relapse. So I know I cant go there even tho I want to. And I cant go back to oregon for the same reason. I'm trying to climb out of this hole but it's hard. Everything I try doesnt work out. I'm running out of options. I wanna move back to the mountains but it would have to be a small town, which is harder to find work, and when I work somewhere i dont like it makes my depression worse. I'm trying to get into trucking cuz i love travelling. That's seriously the LAST thing i can think of to fix this. I'm at the end of my rope. My last option is joining the military cuz i dont care if i die. But i have ulcers so i dont know if they will even take me. I'm so fuckin lost

I dont do stuff that was unworth it THE first 2-3 times

No I wasn't depressed before I started using. But I was also 20 yo. Now I'm 29. Ya occupying my time is hard here in texas cuz everything I like doing is in the mountains wilderness. Far from here. And I dont have insurance so I cant go to a doctor

I just stay away from hard drugs like coke and heroine also no cigerets. I do phycodelics and weed though

Why not just hitch hike and shit? Thats what i did to get out of the midwest. Id be dead if i had stayed in that part of the country. The real issue is that no matter where you go you will do drugs if youre weak. First priority is saying no, and i know how hard that is especially when its right in front of your face. The nice thing about being a tramp is you can just walk away from any situation at any time. You can build yourself up to be the person you wanna be. Dont stay anywhere more than 2 days or so, stay in motion and reinvent yourself dude. Dont worry about money or food, its everywhere. Worry about sleep, and staying away from addicts i.e. stay out of cities. Go see the country for free and if you wanna be a trucker you can switch to doing that whenever.

That doesn't sound like much fun; you need to try and find a hobby. As for your mental health, how much is health insurance there?
Alternatively, try vitamin tablets- I've been taking them for a couple of weeks now and they've been really helping.

He should get on state insurance fo free, just gotta fill out the forms if he has no income he is approved. Sounds like his main problem is stagnation imo

I just don't do the hard shit, although if offered opium I'd try it, I never smoke weed when I have to drive or be responsible for anything, only one cigar per week, and I only drink alcohol socially.

I don't know if that will work for me. I like working, I'm used to it. I like having money. And that sounds like I would be alone alot. When I'm alone my depression is the worst. Makes me cry often. Working and being around people really helps me. Unless I have a shitty job. And hitchhiking isn't what it used to be.

I work too much I would pay out the ass for insurance. I've been taking herbalife powder every day for a while now and I havnt noticed anything

Working is good; if it's occupying your time and keeps your head above water then it's as good as a hobby, right? Maybe you could try meeting up with work friends, or throw yourself into the job more, get a promotion or whatnot, like challenging yourself kinda thing.

Don't know what herbalife is; I've just been taking A-Z vitamin supplements and a vit D tablet every day and it seems to have helped- I'm on a lot of other meds though, so it might just be that :p

Well I havnt been in texas for very long and I'm the only employee my boss has. And there no opportunity hes just keeping me busy till I find something else. And I dont know anyone here. And there isn't very much people around. Barely any women my age. Nothing to do except work. I'm feel seriously fucked right now

You can be around whoever you want. You literally get to pick and choose every aspect of your life. There is work everywhere user. If you were under 25 id tell you to join conservation corps, but going on 30 is the worst time to be a lazy fuck about this. If you arent careful youre going to cement these bad habits forever. I made over 30k my first year traveling. Paid off all my student loans within 8mo and i barely panhandled, most was just given to me from people who would give me rides. Now im working at a legal weed farm living out of a bus making 4k a month with no bills. If you already have a vehicle the country is at your doorstep. Work and move, work and move, if work is your thing. Keeping everything fresh and forcing myself into action is the healthiest shit i ever did for myself. You can really travel and work in so many different ways, dont have to just look at it from a bum perspective.
But really, youve already been a junkie so you know full well money is everywhere and you can get it so many different ways. I dunno man, just dont sell yourself short you only have one shot at this bullshit you may as well try your hardest to find something that works. Sitting around in depression is the worst.

Just lie on the forms and say youre homeless. Hell, drive to OK and get state insurance there, then just gotts go there for free doctors

The feeling is probably as detrimental as the reality; what do you feel would make things better for you? If you can think of something to aim for, that might help motivate you more.

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>Weed, never if I have something to do the next day
>the next day
How severely does weed fuck you up OP?

Work and move is exactly what I'm doing. Or trying to do. But I feel like I'm running away from I dont even know what. I need a way to learn about different jobs. Especially travelling jobs. Trucking is the only thing I know.
I dont really want medication tho I feel like that would make me worse in the long run.
I've been trying to find something since I got clean and I'm running out of options. I don't know what else to do. I'm down to my last resorts.

Mine are Alcohol once a week Max and weed once a month and everything else never

Context first:
When I was younger I started experimenting with drugs, I around 13 years old when I sniffed my first "research" chemical.

I got in with a bad group of people, some of which were 30+ years old & had been drug addicts since my age. They'd be sniffing various legal highs, smoking weed (Real & synthetic) all while washing it down with countless beers & spirits all throughout the night.
Most of them were fairly normal people, a lot had jobs & would only get high on weekends, others were on the doll & would get fucked as far as their JSA & other benefits would take them.
The typical drugs I'd do from age 13 to 18 were
>Alcohol.
>Weed.
>Mephadrone & various legal highs.
>Ketamine.
>MDMA.
>Coke.

The rules I gave myself were;
>Never mix substances.
>Always take it slow while sniffing.
'You can add to a little line after its done, you can't take away from a big one'
>If I don't feel comfortable, leave the situation.
>Don't use drugs with people I don't trust.
Generally speaking you can't trust any drug addict, it goes without being said.
>Never under any circumstances 'Experiment' with the following drugs: Crack, heroine & pills.

Theses are more or less the main rules I tried to follow during my teen years, 24 now with a decently paying job in a management position, no long lasting effects that I know of or have shown yet, only drugs I take now are perfectly legal taxable drugs such as cigarettes & alcohol..

Meds are to help you feel more normals for things you cant control. Then your mountains might look more like hills and you can actually make some progress. Anyways im tellin ya, your excuses dont work. They arent real. Whole country out there waiting for you. You cant just plan everything out from some hidey hole and then one day suddenly spring your plans into action fixing your life, you have to go out and get into it to see and its scary and shit but really, what do you have to be scared about after dancing with death for 9 fucking years? You wont ever find a piece of this country without heroin, so get your ass back somewhere natural and get out of texas and the midwest forever. Fuck that shit. If you have to latch on to trucking, you can literally sign up for that shit right now at this very moment and be hired on. Trust me, tons of truckers have tried to recruit me over the years. Decker is a good one and based sort of near you. Stay away from the huge lines and apparently its a pretty cushy life.

I feel ya and honestly that's what I'm trying to do.
Stay away from the huge lines? I dont have a cdl I was going for CRENGLAND or Swift.

I want to do long haul cuz I dont really have a home at the moment. Just renting a room

Medication isn't as bad as you might think, but it can take a while to get it right. What kinda shit did you enjoy doing when you were still on the smack? You might find you still enjoy it if you give it a go :)

1. Dont smoke weed first thing in the morning if I have stuff to do that day.

2. Have someone hide my debit card after i buy coke; if not self control goes out the window and ill empty my bank account.

3. Dont dose on LSD more than two days in a row. Ate a 10 strip in 3 days last year and went into a psychosis for a few months.

4. Dont buy oxys, but if I get offered some then be sure to have kratom for the day after; if not, again I'll empty my bank account.

5. Dont touch heroin.

Do a shit ton of googling and phone calls, every company is different sometimes WAY different. They should have a rep to talk to. For starters only look at ones that will pay for your training, you want to make it as easy as possible for yourself and you can always go to a different company later if you dont end up liking the first one. They all drug test randomly so it will keep you honest, or keep you fucked, it will all still be up to you. Go hang out at the closest truck stop, talk to truckers. They love to talk, you can ask them anything and get all the info you need.

Probably sitting on a bed slumped over with his eyes closed eh

I was using heroin. Never want to go back. I just want to be clean off EVERYTHING

Actually heroin gave me energy I was doing activities nonstop. I could never get high and sit around. Not possible for me. Shit was like meth

I meant, what did you enjoy doing when you were on the heroin? Like, I use it to help with pain, so when there's no pain I sculpt, paint etc.

I totally misunderstood your comment. Ya I only have a handful of things I've always liked doing. Clean or high. And i still do those things as much as i can. But it's hard when u live in a place that has nothing around and barely any people either

Switch to ecigs like juul.
You will be amazed how much better you feel in just 2 weeks.
It's actually not that hard. Former smoker here and I'd say juul is about 90% what real cigs are. Dump that tobacco

I know that feel, Yea Forumsro. But it sounds like you're heading in the right direction at least, do you give yourself any credit for that? Like, you've got clean of a nine year smack habit and you're still going strong, that's pretty good, right?

Ya I try to stay positive. And I'm proud of myself. And I really think my life will get alot better eventually. But this shit is just fuckin hard, man. Theres so many things working against me it feels like. I really just want a good girl that's the only thing I know will make me happy. But when it comes to finding a woman theres alot of things working against me on that too. The thought that it will probably be years until I'm happy is a total downer.

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If youd get out of your comfort zone itd happen much much faster. Not sure why youre so hesitant too, seeing as how your comfort zone sounds horrible. Wanting a girl to hide behind is mental cancer. Its the same as just using. This shit is up to you and only you. Dont drag some girl into the middle of your darkest time, get out of it first. Any girl whod want to be with someone who has so much self loathing would be absolutely horrible support anyways.

No

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Yeah.

I know too that every time I do meth I just end up being more depressed after some time than if I had just stayed a little depressed and off the meth.

Rose tinted glasses though.

You seem unhelpful.
Sounds like you're heading in the right direction; try not to think too much about the future if you can help it, enjoy the present as best you can :)

By buddy has given me this advice numerous times. And I have gotten out of my comfort zone. Alot. And I'm still trying. And deep down I agree with you about the woman thing. But that doesnt stop me from really wanting a (good) girl. I know I need to fix myself first. But if I found the right girl it could make all this alot smoother and easier ya know?

...I thought meth was overrated, personally. But that's just me, I thought coke was a bit overrated too tbh

Yea, Mine are:

> don’t do drugs

How does weed affect you the next day? I've never woken up high from the night before.

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Fuck dude that's honestly some really good if not obvious advice. That's exactly what I need to do. Enjoy the present and try to trust my instincts as much as possible but dont rush things. I gotta try to not let my depression over come it tho

i limit smoking meth to around once per month, wait the same amount or longer for psycedelics and things of that sort.
smoke weed most of the time and i try to stay away from booze as a previous alcoholic

LSD and Weed on the weekends. Maybe weed some week days but only if I finish my HW first.

I do agree and ive been there done that, actually happily married 5 years now with 2 kids. But you know what, i never would have found her if i hadnt found me first. And it never wouldve worked out either. I had to go through a ton of shit to end up a stable person. I tried all the drugs, all the girls, anything i could obsess over to hide from the deep dark shit i didnt want to admit. Everyone goes through that. You wanna grow, youre gonna have to sort your shit out and if you manage to waste another 10 years without making progress its gonna be done and over with and youll have missed your chance. All the poisonous thought processes and shit will just be that much more ingrained and even harder to change. Its work user plain and simple. Hard work to change yourself. Give yourself every advantage you can, and be real about it.

Cheers dude, I've been in therapy for 16-17 years so I try to remember the bits that seem helpful- and that's definitely one of the bits that helps me, it's easier to keep going if I can lose myself in something (like a task or sculpture) than planning for the future and getting worried about shit.
The hard part is getting going, once you've made a start it's not so bad :)

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and 0 game. congrats

now lets hear about your lavish top game lifestyle you claim to live. can't wait

Lolwut. Drugs are for people with no game. You dont need game if you have an 8 ball retard.

Fuck dude I'm happy for you. And knowing that what happened with you could eventually happen to me is the only thing keeping me going. I'm just so sick of being unhappy. Goin on 10 years is a long time. I really do think I'm trying my hardest tho.

Drugs are for niggers

ooga booga

Unhappiness will always be there, always. The best you can ask for is balance. Depression, however, wont always be there. Just remember youre shooting for the middle right now, save the top for later and keep your expectations realistic. That was the hardest part for me. That and i had to stop buying my own bullshit. Youll make it as long as you dont lie to yourself, and if you can manage to cement these small steps they will grow into a foundation eventually. Dont be the dude that says "ill start tomorrow" etc. Im sure youve heard all the basic bitch motivators before, i know i had. Its gay how true it all is in the end though, cant fight it.

i dont get wasted in sketchy parts of town. dont do drugs of any kind anymore. stopped getting tanked on beer, switched to clear liquor cocktails at home just chilling out.

What is a sketchy part of town

Smackville

How do i tell if im there

negroes, hobos and tweakers.....

Hobos usually hang out in downtowns or on shopping strips

There's a sign, it reads "Sackville Street". Avoid that street.

Forsure man I can dig that. Anything is better than the bottom and since thats where I'm at, Any direction is where I want to go. Well I know I can go backwards still physically. But not mentally.

Alcohol
>only beer through the work week
>never before lunch unless it's xmas or my birthday
>rarely more than 2 drinks in the daytime
>drink a glass of water after every 2 drinks
>stop drinking by 10:30pm
>every day is fine but aim for at least 1 sober day a week

Weed
>rarely more than 4 days a week
>never before 8pm through the week
>mostly smoke up on weekends (reward for a week's hard work)
>only allow daytime smoking if it's the weekend and ideally if i'm /out/ camping, fishing or at the beach

Shrooms
>tolerance builds quickly and stays for a couple of weeks, so never more often than once or twice a month
>never take more than a cap or two on shrooms, just use it to get more loosey-goosey with weed on the weekend or out camping.

LSD
>only once every few months (trip's so long plus it's dependent on mood it can be hard to fit in)
>cuz it's dependent on mood, i always wait until things are going really well in my life and I'm feeling great
>usually marathon a tv or anime series, draw/paint or take it /out/ somewhere like innawoods or remote beach
>always drop around 2pm so I'm peaking at sunset and peak is done by 7pm. i dont like tripping balls in the dark that much.

pic related to thread: Drug synergy chart

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>I wish I drank more water than I do
smoke weed.
you'll drink a gallon a day just cuz of cottonmouth.

>paying for healthcare
lel
that's what other people's taxes are for, my dude

Kys you mooching pos

it doesn't.
once in a while if you go full retard with edibles and endless bong rips and dabs the night before you might still feel a bit "cloudy" when you wake up but you can get high as fuck all day the day before and feel 100% fine the next day.
best part of weed is no hangover. main reason I prefer it over alcohol. if alcohol didnt make you feel so fucking tired and hung over the next day it'd be my favourite.

>favourite
Hows Europe? Surprised you havnt been beheaded by muslims yet

>the less money that goes to tobacco companies the better
Do you realise that for someone to die from smoking, they will have to buy a fuckload of cigarettes?
Also, did you know all this hating of tobacco companies is driving some people not to invest in them, the 'sin stock-anomaly', causing their stocks to be undervalued? I've been making pretty hefty profits of of that hate. *laughs in philip morris*