g/fur
G/fur
Aiden Thomas
Jace Carter
Chase Morris
Asher Walker
is this supposed to be the non-Nibi thread?
Evan Hughes
Yes.
Chase Wilson
Aiden Johnson
dope
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Oliver Young
Evan Ortiz
Brody Anderson
Connor Hughes
Okay. I'm down. though if his dies he's just gonna find this one and be a faggot here anyway.
Daniel Nguyen
HELLO
Joshua Cox
Hopefully he's too wasted before then and just passes out.
Alexander Allen
im posting in his.
hi there im just gonna keep ending whatever i post with
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Liam Perez
That's a really cute pic, I love cute bois in latex.
Nolan Fisher
I shall one day fix this damn thing
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Dominic Myers
Nathaniel Powell
Yeah, anyway when we were talking about driving.
Okay. At least that way I'll know when you post.
Elijah Murphy
I do too.
Bentley Perez
Jeremiah Fisher
Anthony Kelly
yea Sumfox is now just
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Jonathan Robinson
What about it?
Christian Walker
I dunno I just want to help you out with it. Give suggestions. Thread kinda ended right when I started.
Jeremiah Rodriguez
Well I don't really have much else to say honestly. I'm really depressed now anyway.
Bentley Edwards
I really wonder why it's being such a bitch for you. when no one else is having problems and clearly you weren't having any issues beforehand. Did you install anything the day it got fucky?
Julian Hall
Oh, I'm sorry. That's no good.
Isaiah Lewis
nope just was off the thread for a few days and came back to this. I'm wondering if when i left someway some how my cats fucked something up. Only thing i can think of.
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Carson Cook
It's fine. The happiness, or "normal" feelings rather, never last long, so I'm used to it.
Christopher Gonzalez
like how? it's not like they can log in to your computer.
Jack Ross
Adrian Richardson
Jack Wilson
this is true. i have no idea what happened but i felt like blaming them
Henry Moore
Juan James
Daniel Powell
Well okay, I don't want to say don't start bashing yourself, but I can't say that. Just know if you do we'll likely get into it how we have been for the past week or so.
Daniel Williams
I don't even have anything to say. I've tried to sleep as much as I possibly could yesterday, so I doubt I could even sleep if I try. Guess I'll just sit here and do nothing, per usual.
Gavin Roberts
Is it possible you have yourself set to be filtered as anonymous? I dunno man. If it's not an adblocker or antivirus thing then I dunno.
Thomas Wilson
Well. I suppose I'll leave you to it. I'm here if you end up having something to say though.
Xavier Harris
Jaxon Flores
Xavier Howard
that is possible but no idea how to check, i've gone through a bunch of the settings already, my firewall isn't messing with it neither is adblocker.
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Jack Cruz
Gabriel Stewart
Elijah Martin
Grayson Reed
William Ortiz
Jaxson Russell
I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm bored of this game, I have nothing better to do. I don't even have any good fucking drugs unless I want to take Benadryl or more caffeine. I wish I could be normal. Not be a fucking loser, have a life and friends, and more than anything I just want someone to love me.
Mason Smith
Maybe check your sync settings I dunno. It's really weird.
Anthony Hill
Robert Howard
I know you do. The caffeine will just keep you awake, it may not feel like it does anything but it will contribute to keeping you awake. I can't think of much better you could do, because you can't go anywhere. Part of your depression may come from boredom or at least the boredom does nothing to help it.
Aaron Richardson
If I was interested, I could probably fix it
But im not
Parker Ortiz
My depression comes from not enjoying anything, and the few things I do enjoy it's only for a short period of time. Also extreme loneliness, no hobby or skills. God I just want someone to love me.
Carson Scott
I can't run the risk of saving this content to any of my devices, so could anyone surprise me w/ femboy gifs?
Joshua Torres
Check my dubs, also
Mason Watson
why can't you save it?
Wyatt Taylor
Benjamin Rivera
You do need to overcome the things that make you extremely anxious like talking to actual people. Without being able to talk to people you can't stop being lonely. You do have a hobby, vehicles.
Chase Davis
Its still not working but meh, i'll figure it out eventually
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Nolan Myers
Kevin Nguyen
Hm. I wonder if that dude who wanted to see the shit I wrote on Inkbunny is having a good time with it.
Lincoln Long
The g is for goat
Jace Smith
I refuse to hold any evidence in any format of my guilty pleasure, in which I specifically come to Yea Forums for. I won't add it to my search history either. Enough people know enough of my sexual proclivities, this one, none but user may know. ;)
Evan Parker
sounds tiring like it would get annoying.
James Rogers
Gabriel Torres
I can talk to people. I just don't like to. I can't explain it. I just have this hatred of everyone because of how many people treated me so horribly. It's not even fear, it's just anger and not wanting to be around anyone. But I want it more than anything. It's this paradoxical feeling of wanting to be alone, but needing to be with someone I can enjoy spending my time with. And I don't know how. The few friends I still had I don't talk to anymore. Now I have nobody. I'm so torn between myself, I just want to fucking scream and cry. I want to be someone else. I want to be normal, I don't want to be so fucked in the head. I hate it and I can't control it. I'm getting the urges to cut myself again, more and more recently. Pain and suffering is all I know, and bleeding is the only thing that gives me an instant release and good feeling. It's just absolute despair, and I have no release. If I had heroin then I wouldn't even care. I just want to feel something... and feel someone.
Andrew Martinez
Daniel Turner
I'll goat you.
Jaxson Scott
whatcha write on ink?
Zachary Gonzalez
shut up nigger
Luis Hughes
I like rams
Landon Peterson
Kevin Green
well then you gotta stop hating people, at least enough to talk to them.
Luke Cruz
dirty stuff :3
Isaiah Rogers
oooooo, now im interested
David Ortiz
is that still you sumfox, you stopped typing sf so I don't know.
Adrian Gomez
How can I stop hating people when so many people wronged me, and this world is so fucked up? When I go somewhere I just look around and see a bunch of fucking idiots, and we're all just the same disgusting humans. I hate humanity, I hate this world, I hate myself. I just don't know. I don't even have any way to go anywhere. I feel so imprisoned within this life of bullshit. I don't want to be alive, I don't want to be here. I just want to escape this miserable existence.
Jackson Hall
Ethan Hernandez
There isn't any special way, you just have to...let it go. If you can't let it go then you can't get anywhere.
Leo Wright
shit it's gonna take time for me to get used to typing sf
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Benjamin Reed
Isaac Stewart
Christopher Lee
I can't let it go. I've tried. It's this deep rooted hatred that won't go away. I can't forgive people. I can't forgive how fucked up everyone is, how fucked up this world is. It's an inner rage and I just want to fucking kill everyone. I'm disgusted with myself, I'm disgusted with the fact that I'm a human, apart of the sickest animals to ever exist in a world that is being destroyed by monsters, leading billions of idiots to do their bidding and fuck up this world even more. I want everyone to die. We don't deserve to live, none of us.
Thomas Walker
Ah. Anyway yeah you could likely go on there right now and read, name is same there as it is here. I set it so the stuff could be read by guests to you can likely read it even without having a profile.
Blake Nelson
i have a profile let me go see if i remember my pass.
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Jeremiah Gonzalez
Just, calm down okay? You CAN let it go you just aren't letting yourself, you're looking at it like evil is the only thing that humans have ever done. If that were true then there would in fact be less of us around.
Andrew Williams
You think I haven't tried? Every fucking time I've tried to be nice to someone, every time I let people see that I can be a good person, they fucking stab me in the back. They lie to me, they steal from me, and they crush every bit of trust I've had in people. Fuck everyone. I just want to fucking destroy and kill.
Colton Gonzalez
discord gg/fSTQHpZ
UwU
Parker Campbell
You know that not everyone is like that, I'm not like that.
Lincoln Russell
Robert Brooks
Noah Phillips
Christian Anderson
guessing it's the little trick?
Thomas Thomas
fuck for sf again.
Tyler Myers
Maybe not, but there's nothing that can change who I am. Who everyone else made me as a once shining child full of love... and everyone broke me. I tried to trust people, I tried to be nice, and they just crushed it. Over and over and over. There's no helping me, I'm too far gone. I just want die already.
Isaac Gray
Furry server
(Take off extra dot)
discord..gg
/PdMsWwn
Levi Wilson
nibi 2.0
Asher Nelson
there should be more than just that one, is it not showing anything else? that's just the most recent. technically speaking, it's not all that recent.
Nathan Smith
Fuck off and die you narcissistic cunt. Nobody likes you either you worthless piece of shit. You are exactly the kind of person I hate, the kind of person who made me this way, and the kind of person who has ruined this world. I want bash your god damn skull in you disgusting mongrel.
William Smith
Then i'll just be your friend as you are and you don't get to say no.
Angel Myers
>blaming everyone but yourself
Ryan Garcia
thats the one showing up in the latest upload
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Isaac Carter
Also dash. You're so full of it. We were friends and chatted for years
Nothing changed except for you
Andrew Rodriguez
have you considered suicide, it's pretty easy
Logan Baker
Fuck you. I want to rip your fucking head off and tear you into pieces. I hate you so fucking much, you are a disgusting human being who thinks nothing of anyone but himself. You're a monster and you are why this world is the way it is. I would stab you a hundred times and rip you limb from limb.
Jayden Gray
I was never friends with you you disgusting sack of shit. I hate you more than anyone else here.
Liam Evans
Nibi and you would make a great couple
You both wish you were me
>Thats a lie
Oliver Murphy
And how do I know you won't do the same as everyone else?
Connor Davis
well yeah that's the latest one, but is it showing everything else? There's like 14 more and also a drawing, that's only kinda good to me. I think one of the stories is not dirty. I haven't been on there in a long time and somehow I still have watchers.
Juan Hall
Andrew Nelson
Ian James
I have nothing I could want to take from you. or do to harm you. You already know that. I know this is just the bipolar coming out.
Lucas Bailey
meh this is my first time back on this account in about a year so. and yea all your writing is still here.
Cameron Green
most of it should be gay, and it involves a female, it'll likely be pegging of a gay male.
Benjamin Davis
yup
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Zachary Allen
what are you like speed reading all of them?
Eli Brooks
James Williams
I don't even know what it is. I was fine, feeling good for once. Then I remembered how lonely I am, how nobody wants to be around me, how I have no friends, no life. And it just turned into anger because I remembered why I am this way: because of everyone else when all I ever wanted was for everyone to be nice and get along. Nibi's bullshit triggered that. The exact same shit everyone did to me throughout my entire childhood and teenage years when I never deserved it. I've always been nice to him when nobody else was, and he acts like a fucking idiot over a joke after a week or two, targeting me just because I showed him that heart I never show to anyone. And it just ignited that rage for everyone, that kind of person who just wants to bring everyone else down. That's why I'm mean to people and why I act this way. Because people are horrible, and the nicer you are to them, the worse they are to you. I practically have PTSD because of all the abuse and suffering I went through because of everyone else around me. And now I just burst into tears because it's as true as can be. I've been traumatized by people. I can't be around people, I just can't.
Xavier Scott
No, I was saying that all your work is there that you have i'm on the fourth story now.
Isaac Morales
any thoughts? it makes me nervous that you're reading them.
Chase Foster
Nolan Allen
Okay, I understand, but you have to let some of that go, you can't hold on to it because this is what happens when you do. I want you to get better, but you have to let go of the things that you hate. Even if you don't forgive you can't just hold it and harbor all this hate. You have to let some of it go.
Liam Sullivan
I still remember when my mom kicked me and told me to get up after she beat me for something I didn't do. I remember almost every single beating I got, 15 times with a belt, from age 5-12 until I stopped caring and just ignored the pain. I remember every time my older brother and sister beat me, when they excluded me from everything they did, when I was beaten for all the shit my cunt of a little brother did and blamed it on me, when people at school started fights with me just because I was a small white kiddo living in the ghetto around a bunch of stupid fucking niggers and gangs. Every word, every insult to me. Ostracized because I was a good person, and too sensitive for everyone, only to completely break me. I could have been something. I could have had a life, friends, maybe even a partner. But there's no hope for that anymore. I'm just... broken.
Jace Jones
Asher Fisher
I'm enjoying them, Certain things i would word differently but that's me. Also like the fact that it's not to drawn out either, nice short stories.
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Xavier Cook
15 times each that is, far more in total. Hit, slapped, shoved onto the floor. Not even being allowed to move as that psychotic bitch yelled at me for hours. I still hate her. I told her last year after a big fight that I used to want to kill her. It was stupid of me. And I lied and said it was just my meds. It wasn't. I still want to kill her.
Juan Taylor
Jayden Ramirez
Never. I will never forgive anyone until they're all dead, or until I am.
Landon Brooks
I can't even count how many times I've thought about killing myself just to spite her, and I still do. For her to feel the worst pain of her life as her child took his own because of her. And she would never even admit it's her fault because she's such a delusional, psychotic bitch.
Jonathan Sullivan
Nibi said this exact same thing to me
Then I realised I have $50k saved up and a good job
He said he'd out live me lmao
Jacob Brooks
Say something you hate about me. Stop focusing on her. Name one thing you can about me that you hate. Something that is in conjunction with stuff you already hate.
Angel Allen
do it you coward
Eli Ward
I don't hate you. I hate that people try to help me though. I just want someone to kill me already. I'm already dead inside.
Jason Edwards
I'll let you in on a little secret and that a decent few are adapted from me and my bf roleplaying, and yeah I wish I could word things better.
Isaiah Young
that's really hot then.
Jordan Nelson
Lincoln Mitchell
Oliver Campbell
Gavin King
I guess I'll ask which one you liked most when you're done.
Lucas Allen
Brayden Price
Hudson Gonzalez
Angel Hernandez
i'm ending with Astral dream tonight, so far my favorite is getting comfortable.
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Matthew Jenkins
Aaron Turner
buy a realistic toy gun, call the cops on yourself and threaten them with it. it's easy
Matthew Gomez
I've had experiences very similar to yours, but probably not to such a severe degree. I was obsessed with the past and wanted to kill myself too, but in the end we're just programmed for survival.
I've sort of come to a conclusion that we live through whatever keeps looping in our heads. Some habitual thoughts come in the form of depression and anxiety which invoke constant negativity.
I don't know how to specifically help you, but my personal advice would be to look into self-development if you can rack the patience.
Aaron Murphy
I'm sorry. Nothing I said was personal. I just needed to vent I guess. I never explode in rage that bad, but the incessant bullshit of Nibi the past two weeks after being nice to him for so long, thinking I could actually help him, only to be treated like shit because of a joke... it just triggered that PTSD and gave me flashbacks of what everyone else did to me. How I just tried to be nice to everyone, only for them to hurt me and go out of their way to do so.
Anthony Reed
Nicholas Murphy
Live like a scumbag
Die like one
Ryan Miller
Thank you, Para. I appreciate the sentiment and just the reply. I'm still trying to better myself, but this environment and these people are preventing me... and I'm not moving back in with my mom no matter how much she wants it or how much money she has. So I'm just stuck like I have been for years, and I don't know what to do other than nothing, and just waste away until I finally die, whether it be an accident or intentional.
Christopher Nelson
You can't change what they did or how it has affected you, you can change how you feel about it, at least somewhat. I don't want to say you have to change, but it might help. Not that it's easy. Trying to renew yourself is a hard thing to do.
Jaxon Garcia
I still have nightmares about her too. Fighting for no reason just to treat me like shit, beat me. She's so delusional she doesn't believe she ever did anything wrong, she thinks she's been a great mother. But I'm permanently scarred because of so many others, and her most of all.
Adam Jones
Oh with the snek boi? Also astral dream is not a dirty one but I'll ask how you liked that too.
William Robinson
I don't know the woman, and perhaps she only believes that because of how she got out of the ghetto and got a business but that doesn't mean she's a great mother, she's just successful. I dunno. I wish I could help. I feel pretty powerless that I can't, a feeling I despise very much.
Asher Torres
I've tried so many times. I just give up. I can't escape these people. Last night I thought about just packing up all the essential stuff I have, clothing and some food, withdrawing all my money from my bank, and just leaving this life behind. I almost did when I was 16. I got into a fight with my mom because I got grounded over something stupid, and I just sat down to watch TV. She had just came home from work and flipped her shit just because I had turned on the TV, and I finally turned around to leave and go to my room. Just as I was about to go upstars she shoved me hard and I almost fell. I swear to God I was an inch away from beating the shit out of her, shaking and barely able to stand I was seething with rage, but I turned around and walked out the door, barefoot at 40°, and sat on the sign from our neighborhood for hours after my brother and sister told me to come back, until I couldn't feel anything anymore. I went home, warmed up for a while, and then when everyone was asleep I packed up my clothes, knife, some food, put on my leather jacket, and silently left and slept in the woods the whole night. And I wish I had never gone back. I want to leave everything and everyone behind. I'm sick of this bullshit, I'm sick of these people, and myself. I just want to be away from the world, or at least live in nature as we were intended.
Aaron Butler
Well, if whenever you're alone, you don't really have to focus on those people and that environment. In my case, I'm glad the internet is easily accessible to learn more about the outside world and how to make the most out of my temporary life.
Julian Moore
That's exactly why. She thinks that raising 5 kids, my sister being a fucking retarded druggie nigger who's probably bipolar too, and obviously myself being a retarded bipolar druggie, somehow makes her a good mother. She's so god damn delusional I hate to even think about her.
I don't want to learn about the outside world. I avoid it. I avoid all social media, all "news", all TV, movies, games, and especially people. I hate this world, or what humans have done to it really.
Jaxon Diaz
Juan Allen
Josiah Richardson
I think I agree with para here you should try and find solace in the silent moments rather than reflecting on what has been bad.
Angel Wright
I can't. I just think about how fucked up everything is, and myself. I don't like silence. I don't even like going to sleep because I just lie in bed, either fantasizing about having a good friend and partner, or just how miserable I am. I can't find peace in solitude because that's when my mind rips itself apart.
Joshua Howard
so do you like my attempt at fantasy? initially it wasn't furry but you can't post anything non furry that has a certain level of explicit content.
Liam Gonzalez
I don't want to keep suggesting the same thing, because that makes you angry, however finding peace in moments where you're alone can help you deal with the bullshit more. I might suggest meditation? Just push all the thoughts out and meditate, soak in the silence and relax.
Sebastian Taylor
I actually did a couple nights ago, and many times before. Real meditation, total silence and darkness, thinking about the universe, this existence, trying to find peace and center myself. I felt really calm for an hour or so then I slowly went back to normal. Then I wake up to the exact same bullshit.
Samuel Diaz
Benjamin Howard
Isaac Morales
Asher Peterson
do it more often. It worked once clearly, so it's not a bad idea to do it regularly. and for longer. You say you have nothing better to do, well use the time to meditate.
Kevin Bennett
I don't want to. I don't want to waste my time on something I've already tried countless times. I don't even want to be happy. I don't like being so depressed and worthless, but I don't want to put effort into something that hasn't worked after doing it consistently for weeks only for nothing to change.
Jason Rodriguez
Well think about it.
Gabriel King
I'm really hungry but don't want to eat. I've barely eaten anything the past week, only like one meal a day, but I'm too depressed to even care.
Hunter Allen
also I think sumfox kinda just left, although I don't know.
Nicholas Cooper
Thinking is my worst enemy. I wish I couldn't think at all. I wish I could just get lobotomized.
James Watson
you don't want to eat but your body wants to eat, so eat.
Alexander Rivera
Social media and news are crap obviously, but you know there's still some good things you can find and enjoy in life. There's a lot out there.
Misanthropy is a totally valid reaction in your case, but again, there are some good things in human beings as well.
Oliver Brooks
I hate eating though. I hate the taste of food, and the longer I go without it the worse everything tastes. It's always been a chore for me.
I know there are good things and good people in this world, but it seems like that's all overshadowed by how bad everything is.
Aaron Baker
It's not that you stop thinking, it's that burning out tiny parts of your brain with a red hot needle make you incapable of feeling certain things, a lobotomy could actually make it so you could only ever be happy about things. Or at least it will stop the bad emotions. it won't automatically activate the good emotions.
Blake Walker
Well that just gives me an even better reason to do it.
Aaron Turner
I don't see how being hungry could make anything taste worse, at the point of near starvation someone would probably eat a leather shoe and think it was steak. Also don't focus on the bad. That's how you end up hating everything.
Jason Bell
It's only overshadowed in your perspective. I know it doesn't help to say that, but this all ties into what I said earlier. Your thoughts (and consequently feelings) are always on a loop. Trust me, you can make life (if not happy) more balanced if you learn how to change your perspective.
Joshua Carter
I mean. I don't know the whole over-under of lobotomies, but it might also make you incapable of other things, such as making decisions for yourself. More often than not giving a lobotomy is to make someone more docile and mentally malleable by taking away the ability to get angry or hate.
Jaxon Long
Ah well. I'm probably gonna head off. Night everyone and if sumfox IS still here I want to hear your thoughts the next time I happen to be in a thread the same time as you.
John Walker
Have you ever quit soda for a couple weeks or more, then try it again? Because then you realize how disgusting it is. That's how it is with all food for me. I've learned to just deal with the pain of starvation. I've already suffered through a life of countless other types of pain.
That's the thing, even when I was meditating I was focusing on everything, including the good, that's why I felt so calm; because I was viewing everything rationally without letting any emotions intervene. I've tried changing my perspective, and I actually have a few times and have been "happy" for a month or more, but then I just stop caring again because nothing actually changed.
So just what I need then.
Oh, okay. Good night, Zhiro. Sorry for doing this shit yet again.
Eli Turner
It may be worth considering your expectations. You could be overthinking about how to make the happiness last, which can ironically make you anxious about it and spiral downwards from there.
There's little things like that which can help if you know yourself and start to notice.
Levi Green
Should I even bother making a new thread? I'm certainly not going to sleep any time soon.