yep, many times, not recently tho, but when I was younger I tried many many times, in school and later, like I'd go to social situations with coworkers to try and meet girls, but, it's like you know when they just don't want to pay any attention to you, even with your best game they just seem bored or distant, at first I thought I just had to wait for "the one", like there was a girl perfect for me, but after falling in love many times, and even after seminars and shit to improve my game all those girls just "didn't feel a connection" with me, I started getting really depressed, after a while you become a bitter person, you don't care about others, and even your incel friends go their own way, I mean right now I'm completely alone, broken to the point of no return, even if I found a girl now, I think I'm too mentally sick to be able to love her, I'm too afraid of the chance of her leaving me for some chad or that she could just get bored of me or some shit like that, I'm 28 now, still young some would say, but I think I've had enough already, and to be honest I don't think it's fair, I think I didn't deserve all that hate earlier in my life, but that's how things are, and sooner than later I'll just off myself, I have nothing to live for, and I see no way of improving my situation, finding a girl at this point seems impossible, I feel I'm working and making money for no reason at all, sucks but life isn't fair I guess
I have a question for all you Incels out there. From my understanding...
At this point ill take anything reasonable coming my way and i still can never make it happen.
That's rough, man. Are you seeing a psychiatrist or anything? Dating apps? Bars? Have you at least had sex before?
Have You tried medication or therapy to help with your social awkwardness?
I'm seeing a psychiatrist but honestly I have low hopes of improving, I mean I still feel suicidal all the time, and I've been taking pills for months already, I'm not a virgin tho, I mean I still got some decent money from my job, so I've paid for sex a couple of times, just to see what I was missing at first, and to be honest with you, I didn't enjoy any of that, not knowing the girl put me off every time, regardless of how hot she was, so no more sex for me, I'm ok tho, I know I'm ugly, I've come to accept that fact, and I know most if not all people women are really shallow, they won't date or even talk much with you if you're as ugly as I am, so I've decided already that I won't pass 30, I may take my life some day this year, I've been really dreaming about that lately, I want to jump from a really high place, like some cliff or somewhere in nature, I know it may sound really retarded but I want to feel the wind while falling, taking my last breath and finally end it all, somewhere nice, all by myself, alone as I always was
I'm sad to here you plan on doing that.
Id be ok with therapy but dont believe in medication, in a way. Used to self medicate with drugs but still never got laid
it's ok don't be sad, I mean that's what I want to do after all, I'd be sad if for some whatever reason I didn't have the right to take my own life, that would be sad, but knowing that at least I'm in control of that makes me feel kinda nice
some time ago I thought the same way as you, I mean I even hated incels before knowing what it all was about because the media and all feminists really portray them as sick fucks, but after some research I realized I'm kinda incel too, I mean most of their ideas really make sense to me. I'm a kissless virgin, I'm ugly, not fat or anything, I'm even kinda fit, but my face really has some serious issues, and I sincerely thought I had to dig a bit lower in the attractiveness scale, like go for the whales and lower end of the spectrum, but after trying some couple times, and getting rejected more than enough, I realized having a gf just isn't for me. I was sure it had to be something about my personality, because I was so sure that girls don't care as much as guys about appearance, but well after reading some real science I realized how wrong I was, there is this YouTuber, FaceandLMS, he's put some very informative content, and because of him I feel kinda better now, knowing it's not all my fault, that I may not be as shitty of a guy as I first thought, but it really sucks to know there's no hope for me, I mean being a wizard already felt a tad bad, but now knowing that I'm already in my way downwards feels even worse, I can't deny I'm also feeling really suicidal too, not sure when or how I'll do it, I think I'll go for some painless method coz I'm a bit of a pussy, but I don't feel like living much longer, being alone fucks you deep
Hey now, some of us are normal, functioning white people