How has porn affected your life?

It varies with my weight, now at 70 kilos I hab 6 inches, 85 kilos was 5 and a half
I'm bot entirely convinced jerking off has anything to do with size, whilst stuff like phimosis and frenulum breve probably do
also it may depend how late you entered puberty and how long it lasted
I entered late so I still have 2~4 years left, might try jelwing but I'm losing interest in big dick since I preffer permavirgin lifestyle

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idk. Im 19 and never watched porn in my life. I only had acess to internet when i was 16, and when i was 17 i met my gf so....yeah never needed it.

it's eith hormonal imbalance or burnout
if you jack 3 times a day... stop and drop it to once per day
if you jerk off like twice a week or once a month is probably hormonal (given the presumption you aren't addicted to opioids or amphetamines)

*not
*jelqing

I just assumed I became bored with porn.
It started off with regular porn, then I needed more rough stuff, now I need rape to get me turned on.

perverted me and hurted my ability to form relationships with women

Fucked up my life pretty badly. Can't go a day without a wank anymore. Can't settle for casual porn anymore either.
:/

This

Onion sites are the only release!

i think i recently kicked my addiction to it but i cant tell if thats actually the case or if i really just finally fucked my sex drive.

I crave to be doxxed by Reiko and become a sissy now.

could be burnout then
I jerked off so much to 3DPD in the past that I can barely get a boner from it (although I still jerk off a lot to it)
the only difference is now I need some loli/ecchi/hentai startup in order to get be able to masturbate to regular porn

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I lost interest in sex

I’m retarded and have been edging for hours without using lube...my dick is damn near broken with little feeling

in the healing/nofap process now

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Yes it turned me into such a pathetic cuck. I am pro white yet I fap all the time to interracial porn and it both pisses me off and makes me feel so much shame because of how much of a hypocrite I am. I absolutely do not want to see white women getting blacked in real life but my god is it hot as hell in porn. I have no idea how it got to this but I wish I didn't have this fetish. I would be completely for a porn ban if it meant that this blacked shit would stop because at least then it would force me to have to change and then they couldn't keep teasing us all by constantly making all these hot girls get blacked in porn.

More? Those tits are hot.

Hit me up.
Hermes_#8056

Can't cum with my gf, only with degrading hardcore kinky porn where the sub slut is humiliated and degraded

sounds like porn has no downsides and everyone should watch it all the time and be in favor of it and argue that porn isn't a weapon

jews own all the major porn sites and companies, and they give away terabytes of porn for free. i wonder why they would do that? because jews love giving free gifts to goyim?

Do you ever get laid tho

stress is not a bad thing you retard. you're literally acknowledging that porn pacifies you when you should be stressed about your life situation so you work to improve it

My spiritual awareness has been compromised, probably beyond repair. I'm not going to stop watching porn anytime soon. I once saw a therapist who made me promise to stop masturbating for 90 days LOL what a joke

I am addicted to masturbation, i do it at least 20 times a day, anytime i close my eyes, porn comes to my mind i don't know if it is a legit mental illness but i wouldn't mind goin to a med

I wish
big titted girls is generally my go-to fap material

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you're making the choice then. i've been trying to stop watching it and stop masturbating as much as i can because it's so fucking bad for men. the phrase i think of now is that i don't want to "drain my balls".

after i jerked off a few days ago i literally could do half the reps the reps that i was doing at the end of the 7 days before then when i wasn't. you say your spiritual awareness "has been compromised". who let that happen? we CAN change. our brains CAN HEAL. but if we maintain our negative self-talk, and listen to our self-defeating talk, then we won't! we won't change, our brains won't heal. we can talk ourselves into losing as much as we want for the rest of our lives, and no one can stop us. is that what we want though? i must try again. you can try too.

don't need to
every single fuck I used to be friends with became miserable shit after taking a dip in pussy
neighbour straight up ended in looney bin because he assaulted his parents of a chick he lost his job over
other neighbour had some talk with police for knocking up a 15 yo gipsy, which wasn't prego with his kid, but her gipsy family came to his house with a van and several crowbar
long story short gipsies ended up sewer shaft bars in their windshield
at this point I see pussy as the ultimate curse

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that's sad. every single one of your ancestors back to the beginning of time successfully reproduced and raised a child to the point they successfully reproduced, and here you are taking the coward's way out.
>life scary
yeah no shit.
>need porny wornies and cummies to pacify myself
if you choose to be a fat anime faggot then that's your choice. you could choose to heal instead though.

>stress is not a bad thing you retard
it's not a good thing either, some people use their stress pragmaticly, but large majority including everyone around me just loses their shit and bitches about stuff yet nobody does anything to change that shit
>you're literally acknowledging that porn pacifies
yeah, that's the good thing, I'm not stressed about stuff that doesn't matter
getting pissed at the fact somedy left a mess on the stove after I cleaned it is not in my repertoir of stuff I should stress about
>when you should be stressed about your life situation
who gave you the authority to judge what others should and shouldn't stress about, it's highly a subjective thing
>so you work to improve it
if it ain't broken I won't fix it unless it's doomed to break soon
it would be nice if improvements were strictly rational, if working 6 hours about something gives me 70%, but 12 hours gives me 80% I'll almost certainly always choose 6 hours of work because 10% ain't much

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>succesfully reproduced
>cowards way out
user you know that surrogate mothers have been a thing for quite a while now?
I don't need to lose my life to pussy and raise my kids with cum sock in orther to have a happy and fulfilling life
>alzo
your argument is fraudulent, from primordial soup cell up till know there has been a constant line of ancestors up to me, yet there has been quite a bit more of those who never reproduced and never produced an offspring

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>made up numbers
being pacified is not a good thing.
with your stove example you could take responsibility by cleaning it yourself, because you want a clean stove. or you could confront your roommate and make them clean it (literally doesn't enter your passive baby brain). or you could live in squalor like a passive little boi (which is what you do)
>if it ain't broken I won't fix it unless it's doomed to break soon
LEL. literally waving off the concept of "maintenance". enjoy your broken cars, cavities, disgusting body, filthy house, and loneliness.

Honestly bro if that satisfies you then so be it that’s your life not mine. I can cope with not getting laid but it doesn’t mean I’m gonna stop trying

>life is scary so instead of growing up i'll just say PUSSY IS CURSED
>fraudulent, primordial soup, lose my life to pussy
100% retarded by porn. women have vaginas, a woman's companionship is the most fulfilling thing for a man to have, because being in his life gives purpose to his instinctive drives. lovemaking (CREATING LOVE) with the woman leads to children in all but tragic cases. and having a family to provide for and protect only further enhances the man's quality of life, and his sense of fulfillment.
choosing to be alone because you'd rather indulge your perversion than put down your toys and put some skin in the game is 100% the coward's way out.
>WHAT IF I TAKE A RISK AND I GET HURT.
that's called life experience. when you have children you can pass the wisdom you took and your perseverance on to them.

I'm sitting here with a carrot in my butt and 2 sponges around my dick instead of studying, you tell me

better to study relaxed than under stress

I want to rape 3000 year old lolis because of porn.

It showed me that children can do some amazing things that my even wife cant.

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Liar
You are on Yea Forums, which is literally covered in porn

you haven’t had a women rip your heart out and take everything from you the day after telling you she loved you eh?

as if that has anything to do with it

>lies
>on my Yea Forums
surely not, you must be mistaken

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in user's defense almost every muscle in our body obides the rule "if you don't use it- you loose it", including heart, tongue, vocal chords and to some extend your spongy dick, not to mention sexual stimulation increases testosterone levels

yes of course i've been hurt. do you think heartbreak has never been faced before by anyone but you? that the only response is to shut down and jerk off the rest of your life?
you are agreeing with me that you're just feeling shy and afraid because of pain you've dealt with, and you are AFRAID TO FEEL VULNERABLE again. but that is the COWARD's way out. you must face the risk of pain and find success, that's how you grow up and that's what gives your life value.
cummies will not make you smile warmly to yourself when you're 60 and taking in the evening outside. it's a drug, it's tapping your desire for human closeness and intimacy with no risk of being hurt. you can stop it, you can heal and you can face life again. accept the possibility of hurt, and reap the rewards of lasting fulfillment

Poem is where my rape fetish stems from, drugging, passed out fucking. after having actually drugging people and doing it I realize I can never go back.

It consumes too much of my time admittedly but it did teach me a lot about sex and I’ve surprised every partner I’ve had

draining your balls 100% does not increase your testosterone levels, it lowers it. that's a big reason you're pacified after you cum. that's why guys who jerk off all the time look like soft babymen. that's one way you get pedoface.

I know this is a bot but why would you advertise having traps, femboys, and e girls in your server?

I said stimulation, not masturbation
people who look at tits all day tend to have higher test than guys that don't
still, it's not like eating the ejaculate won't reabsorb it back into system, creating an even bigger surplus of T (and I'm not even kidding, this shit works)
possible side effects
>zits
>hair loss
>stress
>muscle gain
>short temper
>ball shrinkage (not likely, we aren't dealing with doses that big)
>after months of daily repeatance there may be estrogen side effects, taking supplement that prevent testosterone into estrogen is recommended at that point)

>don't stop turning your brain into lust mush
>just eat your cum goy

negatively

I think it's taught me that I don't enjoy sex but I do enjoy the fantasy of it? Like I know exactly where to touch and how to touch it to the point that I'm like the picasso of jerking myself off. I can get myself right to the edge and hold it like that for half an hour slowly rubbing the tip with my index finger. It's also given me a lot of fetishes. I think for me the pyramid of horny is like fetish, then the person's personality and the dynamics between the characters, and then expressiveness, and then the way they look maybe? But yeah in terms of actual capital S sex I really don't enjoy it much at all. It's sweaty and there's some weird performance anxiety to it and there's fluids and ugh it's fucking gross. That's why I jerk off to rocket raccoon erotica and diapers instead

I've seen so much that it doesn't even turn me on anymore.

well it's one way to increase your test and gains
it's not like you can taste it once it's in the yoghurt or cookie batter
if you could I'd already be expelled two dozen times before I graduated

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>eat your fucking cum goy, never stop jerking off
>never use your sperm for its purpose to make a woman pregnant and become an adult father

because people like traps, femboys, and e gi- is this a real question?

what are your fetishes
i want a complete list

that’s not really what I’m implying...
do what makes you happy and keep everything in moderation

Love is a wonderful drug

>people
no you pervert shut-in, the vast majority of people are disgusted by that. kys

Mostly furry stuff and diapers. I wasn't joking about the rocket raccoon thing, I actually have a pretty popular twitter account where I post drawings and microstories and stuff

>you haven’t had a women rip your heart out and take everything from you the day after telling you she loved you eh?
>that’s not really what I’m implying...
>do what makes you happy and keep everything in moderation

>Love is a wonderful drug
why are you implying anything? just fucking say what you mean. don't just "do what makes you happy", do what will fulfill you in the long term, even when that means difficulty and struggle. happiness as a value (hedonism) has been explored and discovered to be a dead end for thousands of years. hedonism is a baby's way of looking at the world, it's the direction world culture is flowing in. it's a dead-end.

don't just do what makes you happy. i'm not saying this because i'm "in love", i'm not. overcoming struggle is lasting value. being defeated by pain and whacking your cock while you imagine being close to someone is not a lifehack for pleasure with no downsides.

My dick doesnt get hard anymore i can pull of a half chub. Fucked an ex the other stay and she said i still hit it but i wasnt feeling it.

sounds like porn has no downsides, im glad jews make sure we all get access to an unlimited amount of it for free, right in our pockets

It redpilled me on women

thanks heebs!

you mean black pilled

The depravity a masturbation addiction leads to, is honestly, the best part about it.

and yes, there is nothing like the onion to go deeper into that depravity :)

I only think about hentai and lewd anime girls
24/7

This makes me smile :)
they were made for porn

man of culture

we should all be Ghandi - I get it
calm down, champ

yeah not at all what im saying dummy, what im saying was standard issue shit men got from their fathers for generations before the boomers

>JERKING YOUR PECKER TO A COMPUTER IS LIVING MY BEST LIFE LOL CRYING THROUGH TEARS HAHA MY DICK DOESNT WORK WITH REAL WOMEN AND IM ACTUALLY *GLAD* IM A PERVERT CUMMIES WILL KEEP ME WARM AT NIGHT WHEN IVE LOST MY YOUTH

Get help m8.

You’re preaching to the choir with me, user; but maybe your ree-ing will get through to some of the furry loving porn addicts in the thread

hopefully. planting seeds, anyway.

It kinda fucked with my sex drive. I still get horny but I don't really feel the need of being in relationships other than normal friendship. Honestly, it saved me money and kept me out of trouble. Ex: A friend of mine got a chick prego back in HS and he's fucked financially now.

Its less the amount and nore the kind. Regular porn got boring i stopped gettubg turned on my normal shit had to be anal had to be ahrd core had to have crazy close ups and squirtibg and spitting and slapping bitches and pissing up her ass. It just started taking more and more to get me off. South park was right

>it saved me money and kept me out of trouble
jewish values and stress avoidance. porn pacifies you. money is FOR making a family. unless you're a tendies manbaby hedonist

That's not actually true, you're just making shit up

your brain can heal. stop firing those pathways and give it time and effort. you don't have to stay in the damage

I'm mainly talking about my earlier years, I'm still in my early twenties when saving money is most important. I have a nice car, fully paid off, no debt, nice job and should be able to afford my own house soon.

Lol no im not it's been studied, not only that but you don't need to be linked the articles to know it's true. do men get more aggressive after sex, or more passive? it's got an obvious evolutionary reason to work that way

Yeah im starting a new job. Was off for a month and that month fucking did me in. Gotta train my brain again. Reading fanfics. As gay as it sounds has been a HUGE help becaus eim using ny brain to get hard again like when I was developing instead if mindless visual stimulation

Well, it started during my puberty. I was curious how naked women looked like and how sex was preformed. At that time I watched it only occasionally.

Over the years the consumption increased and I needed it more and more to get an erection and ejaculate. The porn I viewed became also more and more degenerate, since I seem to have desensitized to "normal 3D women".

Probably my underwhelming rl deprived me of sensation and porn was the only way I was able to get it.

Since all my efforts towards becoming fit, well educated, financially secure and in contact with people besides other things ended in comleate devestation, porn became the only constant in my pethetic existence.

Well, now I am 27 years old, a hugeless, kissless, dateless virgin, who can't even get an erection anymore properly and can get his kinks of only by watching porn pictures with deranged fetish themes like furry, scaly, scat and the like.

I do not know if pron is a cause or just occuring besides my miserable existence, but my existence was underwhelming even before porn. At least it gave me something to look out for the end of a day during my puberty.

It's been a series of trade-offs, really.
First real porn I saw was when I was 10 or 11.
It was pretty fucking fantastic. That's what I thought at the time.
Weird looking back on how completely and utterly I was affected by still images of a naked woman and like three of her having sex. Pulse increase, shallow breathing... and you know, other symptoms of arousal just hit me like a ton of bricks when I was looking at some mid-res JPEGs my dad had forgotten to clear out of our PC's recycle bin.
It's crazy to think that, if we were living in the pre-digital age, I'd probably feel the same way anytime seeing naked woman, almost certainly in a real life sexual encounter.
But now, I literally have the classic, sped-up Yea Forums porn spam gifs visible in the background as I type this, and I feel absolutely nothing.
If I wanted to concentrate on them, I could probably get aroused, but someone seeing something like this for the first time wouldn't even have a choice.
Regarding real life encounters w/ the opposite sex, I rarely (if ever) can get hard just looking at someone. Get half-mast sometimes, half-mast fooling around. Have to usually jack it a bit before I can get fully erect. Even then, I'm not hyper-aroused like I was just seeing a porn JPEG for the first time, and I've never had a woman able to make me cum.
So desensitization has definitely, definitely occurred. It probably started around when I was 13 or 14. When Limewire and other P2P apps made it possible to see any kind of pornography imaginable to mankind. I'd seen it all by the time I was 15 and deleted Limewire because I almost bricked the family computer.
But I started getting into habitually masturbating to online porn around the same period.
The manner and frequency of my masturbation, combined with the history of frequent porn consumption, has made intimate encounters about 10% as intense as they otherwise would be.
But there have been benefits to porn.. (1/2)

Me before porn;
Fat
Hateful
Boring
Retarded bc porn drain zinc and cause neurological problem
Obsessed with naked women
Obsessed with interracial pornography bestiality in general and paedophilia
Obsessed with traps
Depressed
Gay
Paranoia
Antisocial
Lazy
Stupid
Weak physically
Weak emotional
Lots of mental disorders
Addicted to Prozac
If a girl showed a slight interest she ran away after knowing me more
Gullible to the point thinking girls were animals or inferior
A bad actor more like a clown

2 years after porn
Masculinity went to the roof
Sincere
Genuine like a child
Athletic body
Friendly
Girls literally proposed marriage to me.
Not afraid of anything
Thinking porn is an old estrange outdated concept
Female attraction
Hard working
Find pleasure in little things for example seeing the stars is weird
Disgusted by homosexuality and paedophilia
Love kids
Love trees
Love animals
Love people
Mentally stable
Happy
Sleep like never before
Happy.
I could go all day.

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Happy with your results man, you did well. I’m literally the same as you , with your results I mean.

**After quiting porn.

afree seeing porn for so long i only got a huge deception after feeling boobs and having sex, is hugelly overrated, still have sex often with my gf but i hardly cum and is not so great. dont help she dont like oral neither give or recive

Porn highjacked your reward system.

See this pretty much spot on you will see that females are actually human beings and instead of trying to fuck them you will only want to befriend them and something weird will happen d they will try to fuck with you but there are no shortcuts you need to fix your hormonal unbalance and withdraw the dopamine high.

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(2/2)
Pros:
-outlet 4 libido and sexual urges: there are women I've almost fucked who I very much would've regretted fucking, & the only thing that saved me from such encounters was I decided to jack off before sending that final go-ahead text to meet up. Availability of porn greatly increases my propensity to masturbate. Without it, I'd probably have many more regrettable hook ups than I already do.
-intimate skills; one of my favorite videos to watch when I was 15/16 was the Nina Hartley clip where she teaches the viewer how to eat pussy w/ a live demonstration. That got me into related videos, getting women off... That got me into some of the better amateur stuff where everyone is being pleasured pretty thoroughly, along with a lot of BDSM/kink where women orgasm. This has all translated into real life skill, to a certain extent. I can fuck pretty well, if my dick can stay hard. And I eat pussy like a fucking champ. I've never been unable to get a woman off. Yet.
-endurance; when I can keep my dick hard, it can stay hard for a pretty long amount of time. Dick and arousal threshold are so desensitized that fucking feels less intense than a hand job or jacking off. Being premature has never been a problem.

Cons:
-mental & physical desensitization; as I mentioned, never had a woman able to get me off. Always have to finish with my hand. Don't enjoy sex nearly as much as if I felt the way someone w/ completely normal sensitivity would. Can watch porn of pretty much any and all legal ages and body types, but irl, if my partner is not like a 7/10 or more, I'm not going to feel like actually aroused. Speaking as someone who's a 6/10, it's difficult to have consistently pleasurable hook-ups
-time; how many hours of my life have been wasted jacking off but not finishing until I find that perfect vid? Many.
-misc; early exposure to the hardest and harshest porn throw a wrench in the gears of my sexual behavior during my adolescence for a little bit, to put it mildly

kind of the same, but with lube and a grip like a steel-mill worker's
best of luck to you

not to get too personal, but just curious, do you have a big dick?
i'm not huge, but I'm above average. and I feel like I might feel threatened/aroused simultaneously by that kind of stuff were it not for the fact that my dick is literally bigger than most black dudes'
again, not huge though

Care to chat? wickr?

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