I fucking hate being alive. There will always be more suffering in life than joy. To be alive is to suffer. The momentary happiness we all feel is overshadowed by the overwhelming amount of anguish we must endure. Every satisfaction is transitory. We will all die in anguish. It would be better to have no time left and have an end now than endure more. The future is tantalizing. It would be better to have never existed. Our parents cursed us with birth.
The agony of the devoured animal is always far greater than the pleasure of the devourer. We are the devoured. Devoured by time. There is no escape. We can only endure.
Your determination that you deserve better based on some factor rather than going out and achieving better is the root of your suffering. Strive and any suffering you experience will be flavoured with purpose, and be more bearable for it.
Hunter Taylor
To exist is to suffer, To live is to find meaning in your suffering.
Embrace the grind and strive for your goals. Whatever it is, If you want it badly enough, you'll find a way. God bless and good luck.
Blake Jones
You think you understand, but you don't. I don't want better. I feel like no matter what I do there is always going to be more unhappiness than happiness. It's not so much a feeling, rather it's a fact. I could achieve more. I could find what makes me happy, but even then there will always be unhappiness. That suffering is outside of my control; external factors at play that I cannot possibly hope to influence in any meaningful way.
No matter how well off you are, or where you find happiness at, it's all transitory. It's momentary. Happiness comes and goes, but suffering remains for far longer. Humans always remember negative experiences better than positive ones. All animals do.
Easton Gonzalez
I do understand. You want better or you would not experience unhappiness. Literally all unhappiness is rooted in your desire for better. If you did not at least subconsciously want better you would not be unhappy. This is a fact.
Strive for better and your suffering will have purpose. Settle for what you have and your suffering is impotent.
Nathaniel Sanchez
I want there to BE a better future for me to strive for.
Levi Scott
What an emo little faggot you are.
Asher Cruz
Stfu and keep it inside like a normal person. To whine about it is weakness. Deal with it in stoic silence. Shit like this just makes you sound like a mopey cunt.
Evan Roberts
Lol, wtf. Go get laid while doing drugs, taking the lords name in vain. You will feel better. When you got nothing, you got nothing to lose.
Grayson Mitchell
the only thing keeping me alive is the fear of hell OP
William Perry
Hell doesn't exist, go end it now faggot Also >Honk honk
The only better future comes if you strive. It doesn't happen the other way round. Remember that if the situation is unchangeable the only way to be happy is to change yourself. Strive for that.
Listen here Mr. Edge, that pic you posted, that's funny shit. You're probably pretty funny to hang out with. Well, seek in the moment happiness that doesn't violate the rights of others and just ride it out.
Isaac Jackson
I've been feeling more and more like op lately. After a point of being so disappointed with myself and my relations it's been harder and harder to pinpoint my efforts in anything. (games are fleeting, relations are shallow and betrayal is a constant fear) And I mean, I like me. I have some strong points. I just don't like me back, so why should anyone Ofc I won't hero to make yall suffer with me ;)
Andrew Martinez
Do what I did, become a recluse and learn to do things. I am learning python rn. I have never touched tech stuff. Just finished learning html5 (started simple). I worked years to teach myself a trade, got diagnosed with a spine fusing disease, being called a liar about having the disease got me laid off and blacklisted from my trade. All my friends helped my ex stalk me/fucked her. So now I'm a recluse. 2 "friends" left. When I look at those that burned me, they are still on the same wheel: running away in place. I am growing, learning, and have satisfaction.
TLDR: Pursue being content, not happy. Indifference is key.
Wyatt Foster
Waaaaay ahead of you. After my ex boss(whom I considered a friend) went to talk shit to my colleagues behind my back. Needless to say I quit and have been trying to educate myself in python and embedded. But I still get confronted with the reality that the effort I have been putting into this does not seem to have an impact in the world that I would support. It just seems it is about self preservation
And at the end of your response is the wisdom behind it all: self preservation. See you out there, friend. Godspeed.
Asher Sullivan
But that's the thing innit? It's not bigger than myself and I even ponder if it is supposed to be. And I think it's a pretty selfish position caring only for myself. But the opposite is false as it was shown me over and over again. Is there an alternative? Is my perspective wrong? Cuz I refuse to settle. It's not what makes us better
Granted I may be a little bit bitter and angry but I was told there was more to life than this...
William Martinez
Cogito ergo sum.
If you eat unhealthy food, you will have an unhealthy body.
If you think unhealthy thoughts, you will have a negative existence.
Yeah, its that simple.
Ayden Foster
OH JuSt b3 + aNd aLl iZ g0OD
Nah dude. Tried that. Can't help to think of it as delusional and self centered. Right now what's working best is being stoic about it. Preparing myself for the worst. Just so I don't get hurt so bad. But that only gives me the discipline to cover this loathing feeling, it does not bring joy
Tyler Brooks
People that brush off the bad feelings are either unconscious or awful human beings
Noah Lopez
Ever heard of life is what you make it? I think it's bullshit, it's more: invent your life. I have been so many things: from amateur porn star to beer brewer. You do you. Fuck everyone else. I've told the VP of Dominos how gross it is to shake a rich man's hand, and he laughed his ass off. I've driven across the country to show a woman I loved her, and she broke me, but I still love. I think it was Hunter S. Thompson: "Buy the ticket, ride the ride" Nigga, the ride is your life, the man on the soapbox is your destiny. Stop walking by the god damned thing and ride. The ticket is free for fucks sake.
Josiah Gutierrez
Or we dealt with worse shit. Traumatic experiences turn people into Narcissists.
Anthony Perry
And you are stating that you don't regret any of it? Because for all intents and purposes, you Should! Don't get me wrong I'm sure the experiences enriched you but can you honestly say that the outcome was more positive than all the shit you had to pull through or made others put up with? From my experience there is a lot of shit show before any profit "fuck everyone else" is just good enough for an angry teen. I want a ride that goes somewhere, not a fucking roller-coaster where I end up where I started (delusional I know)
David Ross
All those people brought about why I had to change course. Being diagnosed with a disease does not mean people will believe you have anything: family, friends, your boss. They will all doubt you. I regret nothing, because the sting of their ire was worse. That ire twists you into a bitter person. Take that away from them. Buy the ticket. Ride the ride.
Hudson Torres
Whatever, pussy. Go jump off a bridge and spare the rest of the world your pathetic whining, you waste of oxygen.
Asher Richardson
I was just talking about people that try to twist you into bitterness. Take that shit away from them. I guess you have to keep up being a dick when you can't keep your dick up. I'm going to eat the shit out of my girl's pussy tonight, because you're being a little shit. Remember that when you're eating dinner: I'm fucking.
Daniel Evans
Birth is a curse. Life is most definitely not a gift; what type of gift is struggling to survive the meager existence that most people endure? Fuck your stupid optimism. Had I a preview before birth as to what life really entails, I would have definitely turned it down. Parents only think about what a child means to them with little to no regard as to the pain the child will have to contend with. Better to have never been born.
Julian Gray
Existence is the gift.
Daniel Harris
this is what happens when you don't leave the house for 5 years
Matthew Ross
No, it's not a gift. Bringing someone into this meaningless world is not a gift.
Matthew Bell
Think about the odds that your dad was nutting in your mom at that moment: those decisions leading to that. There are infinite universes where you never exist. Then of all those sperm cells, you made it. You're the swimmer. Then you manage to be born. Go look at the statistics: you very well should've died or been born under a special condition where you would've died if it wasn't for the era you were born. Take your winning lottery ticket, and start living. Alex Jones that shit, and break the conditioning. Lol
Angel Smith
There is no meaning that is not attributed by humans to anything. If you want meaning you must assign it yourself. If you want to be happier, change yourself, the world is mostly unchangeable.
Mason Clark
Lol you think people made your conciousness? Bitch they can't even fucking tell you where conciousness comes from: it's a scientific mystery. That's your fucking gift.
Evan Ramirez
>There are infinite universes and what makes you think that?
Asher James
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Luis Thompson
Grandfather clause
Tyler Nguyen
If there is a decision between a and b: a reality exists for every possibility. If you were to change something at some point in history, it wouldn't change your reality. There is now a new one with the change. I'm sure I'm oversimplifying the principle too much, but that's the ghist.
Save your feeble attempt to convince me that life is wonderful and how lucky I am to be alive. I wonder if you're subconsciously trying to convince yourself?
Logan Roberts
kek what a sad faggot lift weights for easy dopamine erryday
I don't care if you pass by me or if I get left behind. Eventually you'll fall in the street like all good-intentioned people. Life will see to it...
Bentley Davis
And miss the opportunity of triggering faggots like you? Hahahahahha it's your oxygen I'll be consuming bitch
Hudson Morgan
That is not necessarily true. Many good-intentioned people live satisfying lives and die fulfilled. You are a pessimist.
Landon James
Look you are absolutely right about that. But he means well and it's our duty to find meaning. I mean, we might aswell try to give our miserable existence something g to do
I just haven't for myself...
Ryder Collins
No, I'm a die-hard realist.
Benjamin Hernandez
I could have it worse.( Cancer still didn't hit) Zizec said something that really resonated with me. "don't let your sadness define your existence". So this is where I am at
Connor Morales
>SOURCE?
Bentley Rivera
Dude it's the year of the clown so turn that frown upside down and give us a merry HONK
