Feels/Baww thread

I know how that feels, user. It's not stupid at all. Here's hoping that things look up for you soon

>gba released like 3 years later
>sell gbc
>buy gba
>ds released like 3 years later
>sell gba
>buy ds
>etc etc
>can never buy back your father

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i just wish i had the know how to fuck this person or persons life straight to hell

Me or them?
Why?

no the person trying to steal my shit. im a very spiteful and sadistic person when im pissed off

Gonna be honest I've been round the wold and this life for quite the cycle. Got a BSc for physics and made had gotten a post-doc through my contribution to vacuum polarization, after the drudgery of labs and offices went to the army for a bit as infantry then intelligence operator. After that did some private security jobs that paid good cash, then preceded to put that into investments and some for 3 years of rent and necessities after getting tired of that too. So now I'm doing a diploma/degree for television production and radio broadcasting, even hired a singing coach to feed my hobby. But for some reason life still feels so damn empty and boring. I became everything I wanted, overcame some many things, grew, but for some reason life isn't as exciting as what it said on the tin. Everything feels like a disappointment, everything.

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That's a feeling I know well. Anhedonia is a bitch. I wish I knew how to help, user

feel like I cannot put my full trust onto anyone. They always end up telling other people, or making fun of me, or outright leaving me because they find me to be too eccentric but not in a good way. So I'm stuck just helping everyone I meet, tryingI to find some meaning in life, and the stress is piling up, and I want to express it to someone who I think is important, but no one in my life fits that criteria.

Maybe people see me as someone who they can use, but I dont get why, even friends I've had for over a decade, out of the blue, deceive me at the drop of the hat these days. I don't mean to sound pretentious, but I don't think I've done anything wrong to anyone. It eats at me, and I find myself alone with no one to relate to

That sounds really frustrating and lonely. You sound like a caring person who really doesn't deserve to be treated like that.

For what it's worth, those who are going to drop you just like that are not people you want to spend time with, yeah? But the lack of someone "important" is absolutely frustrating, and I can for sure relate. I can't say I know how to fix it, but I hope you keep trying and I hope you find someone who you can share everything about yourself with, and who will love the whole you.

Fuck thieves, man. Most people don't realize it but they don't just steal your possessions or money, they steal the time you put towards earning those things and the time you'll put towards earning them back. If I had my way, every scumbag thief would get a bullet in their head for taking my fellow men's precious time in this world away. They're no better than murderers.

>be me
>struggled in high school
>joined army at 18 because free college
>bit of a fatty, but lose the weight and gain some muscle
>pass basic without real incident
>pass AIT without real incident
>in the best shape of my life
>love life for the first time since middle school
>start losing focus
>gain weight
>2 years into enlistment get kicked out for being overweight
>at least I have a gf
>get married
>move to home my parents owned while they live overseas for long term work
>fail horribly in college
>fail at finding a job
>wife wants to leave me
she hasn't yet. She's been the only thing keeping me sane through all of my failures. I think I've become dependent on her but I absolutely can't stand the thought of her leaving. I promised I wouldn't kms over a woman, but bros it hurts.

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its ok user ill be ur new wife

Sounds like you're in a stressful situation, user. I'm sorry. Getting dependent on someone is nothing to be ashamed of. While it's not the healthiest mindset, it's also very common and I'll be the first to admit I do it a lot. I'm going to offer some advice here, but I don't know your situation so if I'm completely wrong I apologize.

You haven't failed at finding a job, you just haven't succeeded yet. There is a job out there for you, I'm sure of it.

As for your wife, are you able to get counseling of any kind? My first advice is always to communicate and be honest with each other, and if that's difficult, a professional can help.

Hopelessness is a fucking awful feeling, and whatever you believe in -- prayers, good vibes, whatever -- I'll put some good thoughts out into the universe for you, user.

Yeah, it is. Worst part is that I know the cause of my ailment, this world was supposed to be beautiful and wonderful, it was supposed to be a big adventure. But for some reason everything around this worlds seems darker, with a lot less hope, with a lot less wanderlust and progress. Everything that myself had done was supposed to be for this big great thing, some kind of beautiful change. But everything feels so stagnant or regressing, this world, this society, this place. So face, so superficial, so plain, so unchanging, so ordinary. Whenever there would be articles of stories told by other my jealousy flares up because how the hell are they living a life so vibrant by drinking beer with some friends doing stupid shit late at night in the 90's or 80's unlike mine in this current era?

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this is really relatable for me. people see you as someone who they can use because you help people, and I am pretty sure you do it without asking for anything. I stopped helping people because that's exactly how people saw me. or at least I do things for something so people don't take you for granted. when people take you for granted they no longer see you as a human, they see you as an object. you are expendable, and your feelings don't matter. stand up for yourself a little more and don't do things for others when you know they are just taking advantage of you. there may be some who use you and you would call "friend", but if you truly don't comprehend them and they don't comprehend you they are just leeches. maybe approach the closest one you have and open up about this problem with them, but I can assure you the best solution is cuting off all relationships in which they treat you like that. if they are coworkers, treat them like coworkers. if they are classmates, treat them like classmates. that doesn't mean you should stop helping people if you can, but the main focus in your life should always be you and your happiness. I wish you the best user.
sorry if my english is bad btw.

God, it's like you're reading my mind! For what it's worth, if nothing else, you're quite a good writer lol

my wife says that I need counseling, too. She's a psychologist so she should know.
I've got some hopes of salvage, but I'm struggling. The sentiment is appreciated, user.
its ok you don't have to user, appreciate the thought though.

I'm crying already.

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It's okay user. Let it out. We're here to listen if you need

I lost her bros. Don't even have anything to put the anger towards, so I'll just face it towards myself like I usually do.

I do the same thing. Want to put your feelings down here? I can't promise it'll fix the anger, but maybe it'll help you process it.

the world went to shit after late 2007-2008 user we live for the the cynical scared greedy people now

no moon landings, great wars, meaningful movements here just separatism and political correctness

welcome to real life

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Before I give you my story, I want you to know that I am not proud of myself and what good things I do have. but to summarize: I am the epitome of poisoned potential that ultimately is irredeemable.

Lots of different people, with no cross-contact with anyone but me, have told me that I am a genius. But if this is true, why am I such a fucking failure? I haven't failed college yet, but god damn it seems like I can never successfully apply myself. I don't get the homework done, I don't track stuff, my sleep schedule is a fucking disaster, and I will probably be fired soon for failing to produce any results because of my fucking lazy ass.

I score incredibly well on tests based on intelligence such as spatial reasoning and logic and such (I refuse to take an IQ test because I'm scared of being elitist and arrogant), but it seems that I can't fucking make myself work or even maintain anything about my life. My hygiene is shit, My room is filthy, and I feel like my relationship with my family has degraded to the point where they only put up with me out of habit. I am almost 22, and have never even kissed a girl, because I was sexually a late bloomer and never got along well with others outside my family and a very few (male) friends.

Thanks, it helps when writing a thesis
Amen to that

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Its because no matter how smart you are all that shit is based on discipline and habit. Every adult function of independence is based on repetition, and drive to continue that repetition. You're late to the party, buckle up cowboy or you're gonna be fucked once you reach 30.

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the only person (a girl) i cared about broke contact with me 5 months ago, i promised that i wouldn't bother her and never speak or contact w her again, but i can't stop thinking about her all the time, the feels are jusdt driving me crazy, i don't know what to do, i miss her a lot.
Sorry for my bad english

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Thanks man
I want to work on myself, and build myself back up, but I hate that I feel like I'm so alone. I just want to be treated like a person. I'm not begging people to treat me better, I'm just hoping I'll find someone who will
It's hard finding happiness man, it really is

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I am consciously aware of that, whatever that's worth.
Fuck, I'm never gonna win, am I? At this point I keep living for the hell of it, because I cannot believe that being dead would be better. I would almost certainly go to hell anyway.

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this is a classic, although, it still is a sad story

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Is that it?

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That's all she wrote
Dunno where the second part is

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fuck dude, you're me.

It makes me sad that anyone else has to deal with the burning pain of knowing that if you were only a little different, you could literally do anything.

But it makes me happy to know that I'm not alone I guess. I hope that it makes you happy too. I keep living for the sake of it. Suicide will not help anyone, I know that it's important to hear because I have to tell myself that all the time.

Fuck man this thread is killing me
I havent cried this hard in years

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Tell us your story user.
"Lazy Genius" fag here, I know that it helps me just to fucking tell anyone, because I can't tell anyone I actually know.

I guess I can't tell anyone the whole story.
The worst part about it is that there is a woman my age who actually does care about me and wants me to be better, but she's my cousin so I hate myself for the feelings that I feel about her.

that's a shame, i was somewhat invested.

It doesn't make me happy, it makes me sad that someone else has to go through this. I really hope you prevail in anything you attempt, user, I mean it.
If it counts for anything, don't kill yourself. It would make me sad.

thank you user. I means something to me that I'm not alone, and neither are you. Even though I have not succeeded, it is irrational to loose hope. There is always the small chance of a miracle, and it's never going to be zero. I wish you the best in life.

*it

my brain's gone to shit from looking at a screen everyday for the past year. didn't even notice haha.

it's good lol.
I wish I could give you advice.
at this point I'm changing things about my life at random to see what might work.

My life is shit, but I know exactly what I need to do in order for it to be better. But I won't. I can't. I can't bring myself to care enough about what makes other people happy to put forth the requisite effort anymore in a futile attempt to hold on to the illusion of being happy.

When I was 16, I spent a year trying to hurt my ex as much as she had hurt me. I sent her thousands of texts, said awful, downright terrible things to her. I don't know why she never went to her parents, or the principal, tell them the person who tried so hard to help her cope with her mental illness and eating disorder was undoing all of it with just a few words. We had a lot of mutual friends, understandably I was alone. She really seems happy now. Happier at least. I'm not. I'm a bad guy.

I had another group of good friends. They didn't really get the whole "clinically depressed" thing. That was fine. I was happy just to have another distraction I ended up losing them too. Or maybe I got rid of them. I don't know, on the one hand I don't particularly enjoy being lonely. On the other, no one deserves friends like them. Or maybe they didn't deserve to be stuck with me. Always negative, always hating, always needing to tear things down. They're better off without me. I'm a bad guy.

When I was 18 I met the one. I miss her. It's been 3 years. She probably changed her number since then. Or maybe she blocked me. She might've moved out of her parents house. Maybe she quit her job and found a new one. I wouldn't know. She doesn't leave a digital footprint. Doesn't even use facebook. What kind of person doesn't use facebook. The perfect kind. I don't even know if she's alive or dead. It's like she never existed. I took her sympathy, her time, her patience, every second she spent trying to make me feel like I'm a human being, and I couldn't just be her friend. I'm a bad guy.

I deserve to lose friends. And I deserve to be alone. And I deserve to live the rest of my life, however long I may wait to kill myself, never even knowing what happened to the one. Because I'm a bad guy.

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Yea you are a bad guy, but some people do deserve to get hurt. Use it against them :)) if she hurt you then she's a bitch and she deserved to get hurt. Don't hurt yourself, hurt others as much as you can. Hurt the ones who deserve it

become batman plz.

retard

user it might not mean much but I believe you can get your shit together

It means a lot more than you realize user.