How do I stop drinking
I don't want to go through withdrawals and DTs anymore
Don't tell me AA, I tried that for a few years and it never worked
How do I stop drinking
I don't want to go through withdrawals and DTs anymore
Don't tell me AA, I tried that for a few years and it never worked
Other urls found in this thread:
discord.
youtu.be
youtu.be
twitter.com
What else is there in life, nothing makes me happy
If I'm drunk I don't have to worry about problems and when I'm strung out I only focus on how shit I feel and not dieing
drink enough that you can keep down a full breakfast, then do less until you can sleep, or get drugs at the doctors like valium.
I might go to detox tommorow
But anything that puts me out of my comfort zone puts me out of my comfort zone, I'm worried they'd keep me there too long, I have school shit to do, do you think they'd let me have my laptop?
I thought I was going to die this morning, woke up at 4 a.m. couldn't sleep, just laid there going in and out of consciousness briefly. Crawled into bed around 6 and listened to last podcast on the left, briefly sleeping for an hour, I remember because the dream I had was pretty cool
Woke again and had hard sweats and heart palpitations for hours, hallucinated whenever I opened my eyes.
Finally got up around 12 feeling a bit better, watched TV until 2 but had to read and do homework cont
sounds like you probably need detox, was in pretty much the exact same situation with school and everything. Kinda shitty depending on your schools policy but you should be able to use it as a medical excuse just the same as if you got hit by a bus or some shit. I was able to hand in finals a week late cuz my body pretty much gave out on me and I had to go to detox.
I was at a pretty small detox place at a hospital but it honestly wasn't bad. Alcohol will be a 5 day mandatory but your just wacked out on benzos, eating unlimited ice cream, and socializing with fellow junkies and alcoholics. I was more or less just passed out for the first day or two and never really had the symptoms from the withdrawals, just completely knocked out from the benzos and malnutrition.
>tldr just go to detox bud its not that bad and you will figure somin out with shcool
I don't think it works for everyone, but check out Iboga. It's a psychedelic tree of which you can ingest the root bark supposed to help with addiction. There are reports of people winning over their alc abuse!
I didn't feel to horrible until about 4 while I was trying to write homework papers. I could feel my nervous system taking a shit in me and my hands weren't working to type the papers I had to get done.
So I reluctantly drank the last bit of vodka I had to stop the shakes, submitted my shitily written papers and went to class, drinking a bit there, sitting in there in agony until it was over, and drinking on the way back
A year ago I got out of a halfway house, couple months later started drinking moderately again, but now I'm back to this fucking shit again
I just want to be happy, and not constantly feel like I'm going to die
Please help Yea Forumsros
I suggest you stop drinking.
I'll just reiterate for the fuck of it lol, I used to do be in the exact same situation a year and 4 months ago, went to detox and its honestly not the end of the world. Five days and you'll be right back doin w/e it was you were doin before
No fucking shit fuck head, it's kinda hard when your hearts about to pop from withdrawals or you go into seizures or DTs
I've been to rehab 3 times before man, I know it's not the end of the world, I just don't have the time to sit it out in detox, if they just would give me the valium and let me fuck off that would be fine, Ive done that before, but I don't know anyone who pushes benzos anymore
Everyones withdrawals are different, mine come on extremely hard and fast, like no hangover, straight withdrawals when my bpa goes down enough.
Shittiest part is I did a good enough job tapering off Thursday night that Friday I felt fine, but I still decided to down a 750.oz of fire ball, just because I can't fight off that fucking craving anymore
It also helps with the cravings without acting as a substitute like methadon to opiates!
not to be a dick but if you know the deal then you know the deal man. I was in the same spot, hard 6 hour limit between drinks before I would start sweating and twitching unless I was trashed. If you've been through all this before you know as well as anyone the battle after is about putting your head down and accepting your gonna be fucked for a while but its better than what you were before.
6 gallons of fireball would do it buddy but ima assume you meant ml. If your still able to taper off just one night and feel fine the next day your not in very deep yet and should just do a slow taper, take some time off the booze and just buck up on the cravings. Better than getting to the point your fucked.
Stop going to this website. It's not healthy.
Call a substance abuse helpline. Almost every non-Trump voting state has one. If you're in Wyoming or some shit, good fucking luck. Go to church I guess.
Ya I did mean ml
I've had about a pint and 5 tall boys since 4pm
I might call around for benzos or go to the hospital tomorrow, I really thought my heart was going to give out this morning, or yesterday now I guess
NA Yea Forumsro. FUCK AA, it's for cucks. NA is where the alphas are made. Pick a date and stick with it.
I'm in Omaha, there are a bunch of clinics here because there's nothing to do but drink
And you know we're here forever
yea i mean just do it man atleast spend some time clean and let your body recover, feels good not bein sick everyday for a while
Would anabuse help after detox for you? Weed may help with seizures as would benzos.
I've been to AA, NA, and CMA, it's all the same stuff, I see how it helps people but it's never worked for me, I usually went and picked up bottles after meetings because I never got what I needed from them, sponsors I had wouldn't understand that I'm an introvert and always pestered me until I just ignored them
This last year I've done better than I had in a long time, I'm back in school and have been on the Dean's list every quarter (community college) but I never had straight A's in highschool or my first college stint
I think working a shit job I hate only because the pay and insurance is good, but not being able to switch positions because of school schedule constraints, along with all my friends never hitting me up anymore, and not having any female attention, not that I even have time for that, or in this day and age it's even worth anything
I'm trying to be a bloomer and not doomer
I'm almost positive I'm allergic to weed, due to the fact that if I smoke it when I'm not drinking every bone in my body starts to feel like their moving and cracking and popping
I feel like my body is just not designed for any chemical alteration, but my brain craves escapism, so my life suffers as a whole.
Go to AA it works if you do it.
Lol you never did the program. It isn't magic you faggot and yeah it's not fuckin easy but it is simple.
GOOD SERVERS NEVER DIE, NOR DO THEY FADE AWAY. JOIN THE BEST DISCORD RIGHT FREAKING NOW!
discord.
gg/fKsW4m
'/
Go for a fucking jog or somethign you unhealthy swine.
I got to the 5th step and didn't feel shit from it, like I said it probably works for some people but I'd rather spend my time doing other things
I'm buying a jump rope and hand wieghts when I'm over this crap, if anything I'm a skinny skeleton man and need some mass
Get benzos as an outpatient OP. Beg borrow or steal. That’s all detox is anyway, benzos and blood pressure monitoring (which the benzos help, anyway)
Go to a doctor or ER and tell them u have panic attacks. Go to a doctor or ER and tell them u want an outpatient taper. They can’t make u go to detox.
Steal pills from friends if u need to.
6 to 8 mg Ativan should be more than enough, look up equivalency tables if ur using some other benzo.
Best of luck brother, been to detox 4 times myself but have 2 years clean now, u can do it.
Yeah wow you didn't even do half and it didn't work. Do they let you buy a car with half the money or get a college degree with half the work?
Smoke weed
GOOD SERVERS NEVER DIE, NOR DO THEY FADE AWAY. JOIN THE BEST DISCORD RIGHT FREAKING NOW!
discord.
gg/fKsW4m
19k
You're not going get shit until the middle of the 9th step, but it seems like you got everything figured out. I mean you're asking for help on Yea Forums board for Christ's sake. You don't want help, you just want to bitch about how life has no meaning or it doesn't go your way. Go on to the bitter end jail's, institutions, or death. That's all you have to look forward to. If you don't want that, then give your recovery all you got. The first thing you put before your recovery is the first thing you lose. Recovery Over Everything.
But you'll just stay on Yea Forums and Yea Forumsitch. Whatevers good luck. I'm a year and a month sober and I'm almost half way through my 9th step and life has never been better. It wasn't easy but it was worth it.
Good one user
Dude I did my 90 in 90 and then another year of biweekly meetings and never went back, didn't buy any of the religious shit, didn't do step work, took what I needed from the program and my 10 year sober anniversary is in August. You're right on the money. Anybody who says the shit doesn't work just wants to keep getting fucked up. I was a fuckin substance trash can too on heavy benzo and booze and everything else daily. It works.
Just fuckin stop. It sounds stupid but it is so simple. When I feel like I am hitting alcoholism, I am doing 3 day long detox. No alcohol, gambling, coffeine, no tabacoo. I only have emergency vape in case nicotine hunger kicks too much.
First day is the worst. A lot of working to keep you mind focused, at home a lot of laying on the bed, struggling with yourself.
Day 2 is better if you can survive smokeless morning in my case. You feel healtier and regained control over yourself.
Day 3 is test day. If during day 3 you only thing how glad you are you can have a drink next day, you probably should reduce drinking.
I just don't miss it anymore
Are you experiencing fever after 24 hours of cessation? This can happen up to 72 hours after. I have gotten hallucinations and had mild a fever, but controlled it with aspirin. Regardless, I sweat buckets and its important to drink water like you have the flu.
Anyways, if you make it 72 hours without experiencing a fever that is already "shit I should be in the hospital for this regardless" levels...you will start to normalize around 96 hours. So eat, stay hydrated...so serious about both of those btw...and watch your symptoms. Fyi any benzo helps, aspirin for fever, and I like kratom so I did some light doses every 4 to 6 hours just to keep my mood up, especially since not sleeping, aches, and a mild fever is going to put you in a really bummed out mood.
You can do it.
It works if you work it.
Also AA is not the only program. Anyways long term abstinence and therapy is the way to go.
youtu.be
^^This is the only way to stay clean^^
Start smoking weed
The internet is your friend for finding those valiums, might take a couple weeks..check out offshore pharmacies
You can do it user! I believe in you!
have you woken up dripping sweat and have had hallucinations yet? if not then you can wean yourself off and be fine
The jews are so blinded by profit that they didn’t realize this was traumatizing.
Lol at everyone suggesting you turn your drinking problem into a drinking and benzo problem. Alcohol withdrawal is brutal. Benzo withdrawal is fucking death incarnate for months and months.