I'm scared shitless Yea Forums. A lot of weird shit has been happening to me for the past two months that I can't explain. I'll greentext in more depth but I'll just summarize
>I keep blacking out. Usually, the last thing I'll remember is going about my morning routine (drinking coffee, showering, etc) and the next thing I know I'm waking up the following morning, fully clothed in an outfit I didn't have on the day before. Also once I came too while driving and almost crashed cuz I panicked. Another time I came too in an empty building and my car was outside.
>people keep seeing me and saying they know me but I've never met them. Usually, it's harmless like people saying we met at my work the weekend before or whatever, but a few times its been utterly fucking bizarre
>I keep having weird dreams. They're all hyper realistic and follow a general theme. There's one dream in particular that keeps reoccurring but it's not like a normal dream. Instead, its like it just picks up right where it left off the last time, kind of like a show that you need to go to sleep to watch the next episode. I also wake up mid sentence sometimes like I've been sleep talking, but I've never sleep talked before.
There's more but I don't wanna get accused of LARPing. Any psychology or neurology fags here? Am I going insane or something?
I'm scared shitless Yea Forums...
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You're a werewolf.
its all good as long you don't initiate project mayhem
He is right
Hey fuckhead you just broke rule 1 and rule 2
A werewolf that fucking drives? Damn I'm more badass than I thought.
smoke weed
Bump because I really want some help here and Ive already seen a therapist about this.
I used to but I quit like 3 months before this all started.
Start again.
Hey user, are you on any medications ? How's your sleep schedule ? And what's your job ?
He makes soap.
hmm.. maybe a werecar then.
None currently. Most recently I was on 50mg Seroquel XR but they took me off of it because I had a dramatic upswing in life, but that was a year ago and was only on it becauss SSRIs made my depression worse. And I get about 6-8 hours a night. Idk how my job really matters but I'm just a server at this fancy restraunt.
Something horrible is about to happen to you.You should stay in your room and be EXTREMELY careful with everything you do.
I’ll take multiple faggot personalities for $2000, Alex
Nice try faggot. Apart from the bouts of memory loss I'm not batshit yet.
Job info in case you were in presence of chemicals, and Quetiapine (seroquel) has (in some cases) side effects including abnormal dreams, and memory loss, although SSRIs in general fuck with your memory quite often. These side effects can be accompanied by abnormal heart rate and pressure so keep an eye on that. Plus, weed can interact with antidepressants making the whole lot worse. Advice would be to go see another therapist or neurologist user.
The mentally insane rarely know that they are.
Stop watching Johnathan on Netflix and posting it like your life faggot
You seem to know what you are talking about. Are there any instances of people learning new things while blacked out that you know of? If the details are necessary than I'll share but like I really dont wanna sound like some faggot LARPer from /x/
Oh shit is this a show? Is it any good?
Wake up donnie.
buy a carbon monoxide detector you dummy
Summarize in 5 words
Depends user, "learning" meaning a feeling of already knowing something ---> Déja Vu or genuinely being able to recite your knowledge but not remembering how you learned it ?
I have one. I've already read about that. My oxygen levels are normal though.
best of luck then hombre
Split personality. Go see a doctor
You're definitely LARPing.
One of the people I met was Russian (not heritage wise, straight up he was on vacation from Russia.) At first when he was speaking to me I legitimately thought he was speaking spanish (I'm fluent in Spanish cuz 86% of my graduating class were beans) Idk if you speak more than one language but for me anyway there's about a second long delay between hearing the words and translating them to english, but a few words in and I realized he was speaking to me in Russian. I've never taken a class or even looked at a phrase guide for any european language but I understood every word he said. I couldn't really speak it back to him so I just replied in English, which he obviously barely understood. This is what I meant by I dont wanna sound like I'm larping.
Tell us more about what happens in these dreams, user.
Also
> expecting a doctor or someone thag went to college to be in Yea Forums
You are definetly LARPing.Theres boards that could help you like Fit and paranormal.
I'd suggest setting up a camera somewhere in your home so if you last remember doing something like brushing your teeth you can see what took place after you blacked out or whatever. Assuming you're not LARPing then I'm guessing it's some psychological issue.
You realize Spain is Europe, right?
I do speak a couple of languages fluently but I think that he just said some words that were similar to spanish leading to a brain fart, you probably never understood what he actually was saying but just a sentence that would make sense in your head user
Well, in the dream that is reoccuring kind of, I'm a little kid again and I'm in school, but I'm not learning like addition and shit. I'm learning stuff like first aid (makes sense because I'm first aid certified irl so probably just from that.) In one of those dreams we all had to go through an obstacle course and in another we spent all day introducing ourselves as different people to eachother, but if you couldn't answer a question about the imaginary person you were pretending to be fast enough to the teacher, you got your daily points docked. It's hyper realistic like time makes sense in the dreams and it flows evenly, it doesnt just jump from setting to setting.
In the other dreams I'm almost always either chasing after someone or someones chasing after me, and I know whoever I'm trying to find/is trying to find me I'm going to kill or they are trying to kill me. Sometimes I'm a soldier in these dreams, in others I'm a cop. usually I'm just wearing normie clothes.
I am a fourth year medical student, I’ve done 2 rotations in Neurology and Psychiatry each.
Im going to generously assume you’re not larping, though it sounds like bullshit. I dunno why the fuck you’d go to a THERAPIST if this was real. Are you insane? If this is real, you need to see an actual fucking doctor. Go see a Neurologist, you goddam fool.
I could ask a bunch of questions to figure out the likely cause but I’m way too tired for that shit now. My list of possibilities, in vague order of likelihood:
1) Drug effects. This is the kind of thing you see with Long-term alcoholics and Sedative users. Any doctor will tell you this is the most likely cause. Proper use of prescription drugs? Possible but extremely fucking unlikely.
2) (Psychiatric) Fugue State. Probably due to extreme emotional stress. Rare and questionable but it fits. I’d want Neuro to rule out other shit before getting to this possibility.
3) Atypical Seizures. An EEG would probably be per of your workup.
4) Brain tumor. An MRI will probably also be done.
5) some type of early onset dementia
6) Prion Disease. This is very scary and would be rapidly progressing - it would get much worse in a month and you’d have other serious effects like paralysis.
7) Some kind of rare “undulating fever” type of infection
8) Metabolic issues
You realize mexican spanish and spain spanish are completely different, right?
Fake disease.
differenth
Tldr. Looks like larping
> this
this, but a gay furry type werewolf not a "cool badass" one.
your mind can't process this level of depravity and is repressing multi day yiff binges and furry conventions.
That’s quite an overstatement.
Sure some words are different and the accent, but you get by perfectly well in Mexico with proper Spanish too
European language none the less. Just a minor variation. (It is by no means “completely different”)
No man I fucking understood him. I guess without experiencing it it's hard to understand. He told me he'd look me up on Facebook and asked for my snapchat, which I told him my username. He also asked if I knew where the nearest Bar was and I pointed it out to him, which is where he went. Like I said, he didn't really speak English so for the most part I was only listening to him and pointing or using hand gestures. Maybe this will also help: I've always been social but kind of awkward and shy. Now, I'm still nervous when I'm in groups but its so much easier. It's hard to explain but after this all started I started automatically taking in more details before talking to someone. Like if they had a nice watch or rugged hands so I know what to talk about. I guess I'm more socially aware is the best way of putting it. Even my ex I ran into at the store said I seemed more outgoing than usual.
is right, IF this is real you need not only a real Medical Doctor, but a neuropsychology expert. Any decent "therapist" should have refereed you to a hospital ASAP.
This level of weird shit can be caused by life threatening conditions - a growing brain tumor, carbon monoxide poisoning (get an alarm and test the air around you!), serious psychological breaks, etc.
You sound like an oliver sacks case, and that is a bad thing.
The line is closed but I'll set up an appointment. She did reccomend a neurologist but the thing is it's not like I'm having headaches or long term memory loss. Just blackouts. And my life is going super good right now so I doubt its a breakdown but maybe
werewolf for sure.
“Neuropsychology” is a therapist specialty, it is not a medical specialty.
If real, OP needs to see a NEUROLOGIST.
As in, a person holding an MD or DO degree who completed a 4 year Neurology residency, and is board-certified in Neurology.
This happened once when I was watching that black mirror show. There were some soldiers speaking to russian villagers with a device that translates out loud a few seconds after. I thought it was funny that they needed a translator for the accent, then I realized the people weren’t speaking english at all. After that I didn’t understand a lick of it. Anyway, if you’re blacking out for long periods of time you need to see a doctor or therapist immediately. There could be something very wrong with you. I would recommend visiting a hospital, because a therapist will probably baker act you for safety
Paranormal has never helped anybody.
I don’t know why not having headaches or long term memory loss would matter at all
looks like your left brain is taking over, you gotta take that motherfucker out b4 he fucks it up big time for both of ya
OP here. I get these really bad headaches and then your mom will die In her sleep tonight if you don’t reply to this thread.
don't go to a doctor OP write it out because your shit look like a motherfuckin entertaining show!
Yup, larping.
This type of thing (“I suddenly know a new language!”) is what people say when they’re trying to convince people they have “dissociative identity disorder,” aka Split Personality Disorder.
Here’s the thing - everyone in law and medicine knows this is fake disease. It’s been described in medical literature, but it turns out, every single case was found in a criminal trying to get out going to prison. They never found a single case of this so-called “mental condition” where the patient WASNT in legal trouble. Oops!
My guess is that OP committed a crime and is posting bullshit like this to set up a a “paper trail” of internet posts to support an insanity plea. Bad news OP, smarter criminals than you have tried this before. Judges aren’t idiots.
No but is a good place for LARPers.
This, my mistake. Am not a medfag, didn't know the exact titles, but the point is you need a real highly-educated medical doctor and not just a talk therapist. Ideally someone practicing out of a big name hospital.
You might be wise to check yourself into a hospital right now in case this gets worse or is being caused by your home environment. Speaking of which...
THIS IS IMPORTANT AND COULD SAVE YOUR LIFE:
It would probably be smart to go to a different place RIGHT NOW to stay/sleep/eat until you get this figured out. A friend or family member's house would be ideal so they can keep an eye on you, but a hotel would suffice. It's possible that your living space is giving you carbon monoxide poisoning which will kill you in your sleep without warning. Or much less likely, someone is drugging you. Either way, it would be good to be around other trusted people (explain everything to them) who can observe you so you don't hurt yourself or anyone else.
Obviously if you take any drugs or alcohol STOP for now.
Ok fuck it y'all I've been accused of LARPing like 6 times so I'll just say this too: in all those dreams, it is literally military training but instead of soldiers we're all kids. Like you wouldn't know it at such a young age but being mature and experiencing this (in the dream I'm still a kid and this is just schooling) its all definitely things you shouldn't teach a kid. We learned firearm safety and how to shoot, how to find exits in buildings, so on. But they were all set up to look like kids worksheets. Imagine a coloring book with cartoon versions of "Freddy Firing Pin" inside. Also the game worksheets like mazes were all about tactical positioning. And even fucking hate vidya thats too realistic about this kind of stuff because its too hard so I really don't know much about it. Anyway you can accuse me of LARP now, but first you gotta realize that I am from a military family so like while in real life as far as I can recall I never learned tactical knowledge in school but I really did go to elementary on a Naval Base
>Op is having petit mal seizures and memory loss.
Wake up user this is a dream.
You cannot “check yourself into a hospital” unless you have a doctor admitting you. Having a disease doesn’t mean you can be admitted - you need to have a disease that requires a hospital stay (otherwise your insurance isn’t paying). You COULD go to the ER, but I wouldn’t recommend it. They’ll roll their eyes at your story, maybe they’ll do a quick blood test and head CT (which will almost certainly be normal) then kick you the fuck out and tell you to see a Neurologist.
I am actually. I'm writing a screenplay based off of the reoccurring dreams about a kid who is trained by the government to be an assassin, but is brainwashed to forget and in full American Ultra status, is activated and suddenly remembers all his training the second he turns 18. But I'm fairly certain this is a legitimate medical or psychological issue and not a top secret government experiment. Also I've yet to suddenly know Kung Fu or anything, so if that is what's happening they must have been brainwashing me to be an analyst or something because shits wack
>inb4 HURR DURR YOU SAID YOU UNDERSTOOD RUSSIAN EARLIER LARRRPPP
>purely coincidental, as that happened AFTER I started the screenplay.
Dude don't play ok that could be true with how realistic this shit is. In one of the dreams I came home from school, talked about it with my dad until dinner, and then went to bed, and when I went to bed I woke up in real life.
Could be low-level sewer gas poisoning. Get checked, OP.
user wake up.
>If op wasn't LARPING he wouldn't skip a medical post. Confirmed Op is a massive faking attention seeking faggot.
That would make sense if he wasn't the 3rd fucking person to reply with the same answer. God damn I knew coming here was a bad idea. Too many retards on this site
Carl. It's just a dream. Wake up.
Check your dwelling for carbon monoxide sources, like bad water heater.
There's a gas leak! Get out of here! Wake up! Wake up!
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Nobody specified the type of seizure you flaming faggot. For all we know he could had a possible also stroke and doesn't remember it you nigger
1) did is real
2) if you ask idiot criminals of course they'll be shit at faking it
3) faggot
Yo op.
Signs/Symptoms
Allergies
Medications
Past medical history
Last oral intake
Events leading to incident
Onset what were you doing before it began?
Provocation what makes it better or worse?
Quality Can you describe it better?
Radiate Are there any other signs/Symptoms and do they radiate anywhere in the body?
Scale 1-10 with ten the worst what is the severity?
Time when did this first begin?
Without looking these up
Who is the current president?
Where are you right now?
What time is it?
What happened before the incident began?
What is your SP02 levels?
Are you a diabetic or have a family history of diabetes?
What are your current vital signs?
You can check yourself in as a psych patient, but most people probably wouldn't want to do that. A head CT, some documentation, and maybe even a neuro referral is better than nothing.
But OP is probably trolling us.
Gas leak in your house? Maybe get it checked, long term exposure in small amounts causes memory loss/blackouts.
Check your carbon monoxide detectors if the batteries are dead
now i'm really convinced you're larping.
gtfo with your trained child sleeper assassin nonsense
>Op abandoned the thread and is a larping nigger. It doesn't take 17 minutes to answer a few medical questions.
Wake up,donnie
I like how NO ONE mentions poisoning.
This just confirms it,youre a larping fgt.
I like how op doesn't respond to my medical questions which could be relayed to a physician for proper diagnosis or we can play 20 questions off the info provided.
what if OP blacked out? you're right that he's most likely a LARPing faggot but there's always a chance.
If op blacked out again we must hope that it actually wasn't carbon monoxide, stroke, or a full body seizure. He'll probably be found dead a few days later if that's the case.
How do you know all this isn’t a dream and your dreams is your real life?
OP is the next government shooter project
Do you live alone? Could be a carbon monoxide leak at your home. Carbon monoxide poisoning will really fuck with your head, almost exactly as you're describing. Go buy a carbon monoxide detector.
>If it was poisoning ops fucked because the post was made 2 hours ago. The minimum time to administer activated charcoal is under an hour with the dose 1 gm per kg and will only bind to drugs, it cannot be taken to bind acids,bases,or alkalines, or alcohol.
He said his oxygen levels were fine earlier in the thread () so it couldn't be that
> Taking any thing OP says as a fact.
drugs are bad stupid motherfucker
check into a behavioral hospital the next time you think it might happen if you can predict it.
Good to see things are going as planned.
We'll see you next week.