Drug thread

Haven't you got homework to do?

Do you only chase it?

damn on a new year?

I quit march 16th 2014. I forget the year sadly lol. But I know I quit 10 days before my birthday. Shot the white powder heroin for 2 years til I finally lost all support and help and decided i'd quit on my own.

what do you mean? it doesn't matter where I go. I want to get high all the time. even when I know I can't get it.

china white is garbage compared to black tar.

Shit, my bad. I mean do you only inhale the resin from foil?

Chocolate
I can smoke for a week a pack a day everyday and not get addicted , i can drink gallons of wine and bottles of whisky on the regular and not feel the urge to gulp that shit down
But chocolate... I can't get through the day without a tab of that nigger juice. When i don't get my daily portion my brain tries to suck sugar from from shit like bread and any combo of fat&sugar you can imagine
I get anxious and violent when i don't have my sweet shit. My mom used to beat my ass daily for eating all the choko she was buying
Chocolate makes me happy, it makes me smile. That sweet creamy taste makes my tongue orgasm evey time. The more i abstain the bigger the dopamine reward
If we meet on the streets don't be surorised if i rob your ass to buy solid cocoa

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sell me a gram and ill do it

Would you take it in the ass for a hit of the mexican chiva?

you mean smoke it? yes I only smoke it.
I used to shoot it up but I stopped that years ago

DeltaFosB ma nigga.

yup

What about a big city made you feel that way? I hate my small town.

Brother I've been there. I can't do anything for you right now but you can beat it. Go to a meeting, tonight. Destroy the shit you have in that pic. Play a video game don't smoke that shit. You and I both know you can only be sober if you want to.

I've been in my program for years, seen a lot of people come in and out. You already have the mentality I genuinely want you to do this.

I tried to buy it from this crip nigger but he ripped me off.
typical

Why couldn't I think of "smoke it"?

Someone mentions heroin and I turn into a gangsta.

Yes I had had a poke all squared away, arm tied and everything when I had this massive epiphany. I smashed the needle, burned the dope, and haven't used again. Been going to meetings almost everyday since then.

I don't have any that pic is from the internet.
just because I know that its everywhere here. especially Denver. I've always heard theres a lot of heroin here. and I thought I could get it easy but seeing how this happened
it turned me off and made me stop wandering the street. but im still dying for it. now im just sit-in in my motel room fuckin feening wanting to blow my head off with my 380 right now

So because of that shit my brain will be fucked up for years after stopping the consumption? That's why it's so hard to NoFap

and I do want to be sober. I'd give anything to be sober for the rest of my life. but that doesn't change the fact that I want to get high and I'm literally about to go back into town and continue looking.

I will pray for you.

ITT:
piece of shit fiends that blame drugs for ruining their lives
Sensitive ledditors trying to get said pieces of shit to turn their lives around
OP, whom, apparently is begging for hookups on Yea Forums in the denver area.

I pray for myself. I beg god to help me. been doing it for years. I fuckin cry to him. but im still on my own. with no one. I still have faith but I know im on my own in this

you got that last part right.
got any faggot?

Stop man. Call someone, do you want my number? Everytime I see a pic like the OP I think about floating in the clouds the urge never fully goes away.

Go into the city and find a meeting. Don't do it.

No, retard. Denver is full obnoxious teenage stoners. Aside from that, you can EASILY score anywhere in the US region if you just open that jaw just a bit. Have fun scoring gear, trailer trash. Hope your shit gets cut.

>Anonymous 04/20/19(Sat)17:15:19 No.7978698
do mushrooms instead

He doesnt want your number retard lol. I think youre a little lost, facebook is that direction.

>sensitive ledditors
You've never done drugs like this. I'm no "sensitive ledditor" but I do have a spot for people who have been in the same spot as I have.

>improper qoutation
>just do other drugs hurrrr shrooms/acid can cure anyone's ailments durrrrr it has a 100% success rate because science told me so DURRRRRRRR

talking to someone doesn't help me. and I don't want to go to a meeting and talk about drugs with a bunch of drug addicts. how will that help?

Actually I think I'm right where I'm supposed to be.

whorse drug and the best , if u inject dat u see stars

>youve never done drugs like this if you dont immediately take a caring approach to fiends
Youve never lived in a 'hood. Period. Doing hard drugs is nothing to take pride in. The only people who see who you really are while youre on drugs are the people whom youre stealing an am/fm radio from at 3 in the morning. More power to you if you can take things in moderation but most cant. Go ahead, though. Take pity on everyone you come across. See how long you go until youre robbed. Count the days from now.

I do want help but I know taking your number and talking would do nothing for me

Yeah. You gotta ride it out and ignore the devil on your shoulder. It fucking sucks.

And fapping is fine and healthy. It's the daily porn that's bad.

Giving out your number on Yea Forums? Ive never seen a worse waste of trips. Wow, people are really this retarded.

It helps because it keeps you from fucking up your body with that toxin. These meetings only work if you want them to. You only get sober if you want to. If going out and finding this bullshit and using is what you want then I can't stop you. All I can do is pray and hope you find peace.

but recovery period ist so fucked , not all can do it; fact its today i have refalls with overdose about dat shit , no sida , no vhs , but im still lookking dvd

If giving out my number and getting all kinds of malicious texts and whatever else have you saves a life, it was worth it.

>piece of shit fiends that blame drugs for ruining their lives
It appears that there are 2 users here. 1 ex and one current. Neither have blamed drugs for their life. They've both blamed themselves.

You need to tits read more cock and stop focusing on fuck words.

you fuckin moron. theres drug addicts. and theres people struggling with addiction. lots of times its the same thing. but sometimes. like my situation. they are not. I work all the time. I have a normal life. I'm 100%clean for 3 months. and before that it was only a weekend thing because keeping my job comes before getting high.
op here btw

Never done anything over tabbacco and booze. Should I do weed and coco with my roomm8s?
I'm 1st year licence they're 2nd year master (6 years apart)

i just think humans want blown their minds to blind their eyes , and thats a sad fact

Fuck it, ill bite but only because this is low hanging fruit. Here we go:
>implying your words will save him
>implying he wont head right back to shooting, snorting and smoking gear.
>implying you can do much on the account that you probably dont even live in the same country
>implying he wants help
>implying you can change him without him wanting to change himself
And most of all
>being this hopeful and believing that life always has a happy ending for us at the end of this long, winding road.
But if just so happens that all of this somehow magically turns out, good on you. Youve went against the odds and have impacted someone in life. Good luck.

I take care for people who come into my meetings. I especially care for the ones I see once and then never again. I don't go to some sketchy part of town handing our Our Daily Bread literature I'm not stupid. I care about addicts because I am one.

China White is garbage! HA you must have been getting some shot china white you fag

Doesn't hurt to try.

Keep fighting the good fight friend

shit colors on ur post dont give you the true man

I want to go to bmore and try to cold cop but i'm kind of scared. I found meth in Boulder CO, so I'm sure I can get some h in bmore if I try but still....

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Use the sms on mailinator.com.

You haven’t really been a heroin addict unless you’ve been an IV user.

i just want my lolis

>been clean for 3 months
>im op btw
>picture of heroin as OP post
Youre not OP. Youre a ledditor that thinks people here are stupid enough to believe your upboat sob story that was made up on spot. If this were true and you were actually OP, id be slightly impressed but its not considering OP is high right now. Oh, well. Such is life.

china white just gives you the body high. it doesn't give you the massive rush of euphoria like black tar. thats all black tar is. is euphoria. china white is everything else. hence, garbage. I did china white in Cincinnati and it probably was cuz a lil but it still made me sick before I felt satisfied. 1 hit of black tar and im satisfied

Cant argue there.

L2MemeArrow :^)

that was me (op)
that picture is from the internet. I do not have any right now. read the thread and you will have already known that.

i do heroin about 2mg from day , them past lie 2 years with cloridrate of metadone with control , and work fix it , thats why all medicine ask is we are no so confortable

I can't stay OP. Please don't go out just stay home. I know your opinion of prayer, but it won't stop me from praying for you. You're stronger than that bullshit we both know it.

still with refallls , and overdoses , want die dont know why cant understand the world

So in that case, youre a self proclaimed heroin addict but behind the screen youre really just a larping teenager with nothing better to do? Noted. Enjoy your larp.

Still too coherent/10. It was a nice try but i, too, was once an opiate fiend. They dont mistype that bad. Its more of like an every other letter kind of thing.

back to fathers house not help at all , but are a less problem to shit burocracy program system shit, my problem is worse and come bad , but now they launch me shy to ask and try help

You are a fuckin moron dude just leave this thread. U couldn't be more wrong but your too stupid to see it

HOW DO O COLD COP IN BMORE?

im tallkking about range years mate , heroin , its heroin for life because honey for bees

maibe must admit , dat its a control to society? , they alow that in jails ,they want win medals with large caps , but drugs are allowed , opio just keep society on dream , fuck drugs

just 1 think make me happy its talk with other anons here , maibe next month about tax and probllems cant pay it , turn on shit and go to hell , somebody thinks internet its free and happy , and know they makke money with ours , how the fuck will not be a war?

you may as well just post spiderman pics at this point

I'm in Denver, specifically Aurora and I fucking hate it here. This place is horrible and I want to move out or kill myself soon.