Feeling suicidal. Can we have a feels thread? If not let it 404 so I can kms

Yeah, ok. That's harsh.

My kids still like to hang out with me from time to time. It's the only plus in my life at this point basically. That and my friends, who for some unknown reason put up with my useless ass...

Any friends or relatives that can help you out??

>Child support
Another reason to beat the shit out of women.

the saddest thing I've heard in a while was that Aniki was never actually gay and had a wife and kid/s and just did the gay porny stuff as a job

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>Tfw being charged with assault because I grabbed a woman's throat in public.

Lawyers probably gonna get me off with brain injury claim

You dumb cunt....he was gay. If he sucked dick and took it in the ass.....he was a faggot.

Mostly due to requiring a driver's license. Because of my child support arrears they won't allow me to have a driver's license. The others I've applied to only have me come in and fill papers to never get a call back.

I haven't seen my oldest daughter in about nine years. No pictures. No contact. I don't know where her mother lives. I can't afford a private investigator to find them. My family is mostly dead. My mom brings me food sometimes. I don't have friends.

Take the bus man. If you live in a rural area then you have to buy a bike for $80 at walmart and ride that shit. I've been thinking about doing that myself. Get an umbrella too for when it rains. After a month or two you can get a car if you want, but having a car is a waste of money imo

I wouldn't be able to use a car if I did buy it. As the state won't issue me a license due to the arrears. I live in a city, so there's buses and trains. However many of these positions still require a valid driver's license. Which I don't have. I simply just have to find a position that doesn't ask for one.

Sounds horrible. Where do you spend your days? Got someplace to sleep?

I don't think they would ask for a license if you're just working on a line at a factory. You can surely find something. You can do it man

My best friend was in a similar situation. It was just him and his mom, no family. He ended up drinking himself to death. Please don't end up like him. I miss him alot and probably will never forget him, and I'm sure his mom misses him too

Libraries mostly. I was evicted like two years ago and just never went back to housing. Sometimes if I'm lucky someone will hand me some bread or offer to let me take a shower. It's really awkard going to interviews smelling as I do so I carry cologne everywhere I go. Trains run all night so I usually sleep on the train.

Some places ask because you don't just work the line. Sometimes they need someone with driving experience for the forklifts and moving trucks and stuff. That's the excuse I'm given when I apply.

"You're like one of the toys from Toy Story"
Yeah, no.

No chip dont do it

I'm sorry to hear about your best friend. I don't know what having a best friend is like but I'm sure you were the best he ever had. I'll pray for you.

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I enjoyed hearing someone understand what it feels like to be a worthless tool. My identity has been gone for a long time and I still don't know what I am.

What country do you live in? I live in a factory town in the states and you have to apply for forklifts and trucks separately than line jobs
He was great. Nicest person I've ever met besides my mom. I'm sure you're a nice person too. There's someone out there like me that needs a friend like you

I'm in the US. One of the big liberal states. There are separate truck jobs from line jobs however I'm just having a terrible time finding any within a 20 mile area. Usually I send a bunch of applications and answer calls until the library kicks me out. Then whatever turns into an interview I work out. Been doing that about a year now.

Thank you but I doubt there's any friends for me. I'm nobody.

You need a special certificate for to drive a forklift. I smell bs.

We're all nobody. There's a nobody for everybody, trust me. You type like a sane person, so I know there's somebody for you. Getting a job makes it a lot easier to find friends too

Yes you are correct you need specialist certificate for forklifts. Some places will train you for them. Provided you have a driver's license. I hope that clears it up.

I can only imagine how many friends I can get at my next job. Whenever that may be. I got fired from FedEx so I'm hoping the experience from there will fast track me into another warehouse position.

Good luck man. I need to get a job myself

suicide is a losers way out, man up and start treating yourself with love

lol

hey, at least you have children, I'm 45 and I got nothing, look up Prince EA, he has some really good motivational videos

>Because of my child support arrears they won't allow me to have a driver's license.
that doesn't sound right; arrears != driving ability

That's easy to say when you know how to love yourself?

I mean he did it for wealth and success.

It doesn't sound right yes. But that's what they do. They did a similar thing to my security license about five years ago. Basically they prevent you from paying child support by taking your license. Then jail you for not paying child support. You lose job opportunities or jobs themselves due to jail time. You owe more in arrears until the only way out is suicide.

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Same as me then.

Look, I know I can't help you, but I hope being able to vent helps you feel better.

Please know you're not alone in a shitty situation. I really hope it clears up.

This conversation was better than me sitting alone with my thoughts trying to convince myself my kids are better without me. So I guess thanks?

Well this wasn't technically feels. But thanks to all the anons who let me vent. If I by the grace of God find some steady work I'll update you guys. Happy good Friday.

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No problem. Hope you feel better man

Real suicidal people are successful with their suicides. People seeking attention complain about it.

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No, thank you user.

I really hope it works out.

If you read the first post I simply asked for feels. If you wanted me to kms you would've saged the thread. Faggot.

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You're not suicidal.

get

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Hey buddy I think you got the wrong door. The leather club's 3 blocks down

You're quoting the wrong guy.

Ok if you think you can beat me 1,2 3, we'll go. Just take off that jabroney outfit and I'll show you who's the boss of this gym

Sorry to hear that, I must feel horrible.

I don't know what that feels like but have you tried being positive? I think it's the best thing you could do for now, thinking about being caged make you see less exits

Anyway, I hope everything gets better for you, just remember not everything is permanent :)

Less talk more action, faggot.

>Feeling suicidal. Can we have a feels thread?
I don't get this logic.
You're sad, so you want a thread to make you even more sad?
Surely if you're sad and suicidal you should be asking for a funny thread or something that will make you feel better, not worse?
Unless you actually want to feel worse of course...

The point of a feels thread is to make you cry so you get all your emotions out and feel better afterwards