I'm so fucking sick of everything, Yea Forums. You're pretty much all I have, sadly. I've been coming here for over a decade.
In that decade, I went to uni, finished my bachelors in mathematics, volunteered, and got experience while in uni. I'm almost 30 and I have nothing. In fact, I have less than nothing, I am tens of thousands in debt from school. It's been four years since I graduated and I cannot find a job no matter what I do. I live in one of the most liberal cities in Canada. The few interviews I had the company was filled with chinks, pajeets, and women. They always ghosted me.
The only jobs I can get are low skill, low wage jobs. Right now, I am washing dishes at a kitchen in a brewery. I feel like such a fucking loser. The only thing that gets me through my shift is fantasizing about committing suicide and I drive home every night fighting back tears. There's no way I will ever pay back this debt and I've pretty much given up all hope of getting a job in my desired field, data analytics. At this point, I'll never have a family or own a home.
It's even worse out in the real world. My culture, society and civilization are collapsing and my people are dying. All I see are rich chinks and pajeets driving fancy foreign cars while my fellow whites kill themselves with alcohol and opiates.
Tonight is a dinner with my GF's posh neo-liberal family, the first since I got my dishwashing job. I know I will face subtle humiliation as her mom makes subtle comments on my stature.
I just can't do it anymore, and I lack the constitution for a straight suicide. I am going to start drinking heavily so my liver withers away.
TL;DR but thanks for the movie tip! Long ass time since I watched Falling Down.
Hudson Turner
should have done something useful, like welding.
Colton Ross
Don't be such a bitch OP.
You have a girlfriend and a degree. If you really wanted, you could go out and get yourself a forklift license and find work in a warehouse (going through an agency will net you $16/hr-$22/hr). Use that money to start paying down your debts and investing into assets.
And since you have a girlfriend, investing into assets will be much easier since you two can divide the bills. Don't be such a downer, there are other minorities that are just as pissed at all the fucking immigrants. You got it good though faggot, take your complaints with a grain of salt.
Luis Adams
Look for jobs in America user. If you are in data you should be able to find something.
Benjamin Carter
You need to learn to count your blessings op and fer fucks sake find a new girlfriend
Fortunately not. The one thing going for me in life is my love for exercise and pumping iron.
Andrew Garcia
A BA in Mathematics, but you're readily shoveling out the >muh culture narrative.
Better get to washing those dishes until they're white and clean, you milquetoast faggot.
Joseph Green
Not sure what any of that means.
Josiah Parker
Well you did say you were vertically challenged how about moving to Asia ? your stature will be fine over there and future girlfriends mum will only care about the size of your wallet
It means, somehow, a brainlet got a degree in math.
Adam Brooks
OP if you're a white male it's ok. All of us 30 year old white men are noticing that we have become invisible in the last 10 years. Our women are fucking niggers and race mixing. I recommend you go buy yourself a pistol and a rifle and start training with it. Store only as much ammo as you can carry. White men are going to rise up. Not all of us are soy boys and cucks. The ones that are not are becoming really really fucking angry.
Caring about culture means I'm a brainlet? I think you're under aged, please leave.
John Flores
are you gonna pay for his plane ticket, dumbfuck?
Cooper King
What culture? Convenience store chains and sitcom reruns? "Culture," if it ever existed, was gone a long time ago. It's just mass produced garbage now, and the reaction to it is just sentimentality. The old times were shit anyway, people were miserable and died at age 60.
John Reyes
Soooooo 6 foot tall with a slender slightly muscled thing going on and a bit shy ? move back to the mother country kid the pajeets sisters will be sucking your dick trust me
Caring about "culture" in the way you are, is what a brainlet would do. You are wasting your time eagerly deepthroating rhetorical garbage, instead of plotting a less self-indulgent, more worthwhile course for your life. You're in this position because of your lack of initiative and imagination... which is surprising, given the fact that you have a degree in math.
A degree in math. And you can't figure out how to approach the situation until you have a better job? Fuck me. Did you ever think about freelance work in this day and age? At all? You're got a degree in math, you should be able to expand your horizons with your implied capacities. There are several things you could be doing right now instead of self-pitying and wasting the rest of your wasted life. 30 with a degree in math, doesn't know how to move forwards... fuck me sideways. They aren't teaching shit, are they.
Learn how to program, for starters. Or, cry about pajeet and women and "culture" all day while you scrub crusted curry off a plate with pruned fingers, drying it off with you degree.
>you're under aged Dumbass.
Ian Perry
He's not a manlet, and he clearly hates asians since they're ruining his culture and shit. Why would he want to be around more of them?
Don't listen to this guy. Calculate how long it will take for all that aspirin and alcohol to fuck your liver up. And then celebrate on a life well lived, you did the best you could do, bud.
Because the average westerner gets treated like a movie star in much of Asia
Benjamin Green
>self-indulgent I take it you're a libertarian?
And I do know how to program and have a few projects on my github, which is always linked to in my cover letters. 99% of the applications go without response.
Michael Thomas
>>All I see are rich chinks and pajeets driving fancy foreign cars while my fellow whites kill themselves with alcohol and opiates and this is why you can't find a good job. who wants a racist who believes the world is owed to them. angry unhappy assholes are not good employees or coworkers
James Scott
nah that's only in movies
Nolan Wood
He's going to fuck it up. He couldn't use that analytical mind of his to weed out the easiest, high-paying jobs that require moderate effort on his part. There's no way he's going to bother cracking anything else.
>libertarian You have confirmed that you are pants-on-head retarded. The depth of you capacity for contextual thought must be as deep as the kiddie pool. Man alive, what the fuck. Libertarian? Really? Out of all of this... you're going to go to >that place? Where's the rationale? Libertarian? For what reason? Really?
Libertarian. Someone telling you to suck it up, is a Libertarian.
>99% of the applications go without response Your programs are probably shit no one wants or cares about. Fuck me. Libertarian... no wonder. It turns out you might've failed upwards in life.
Carter Nelson
I went to japan 8 years ago, i am nothing special but i got way more attention from the females than i ever did here in England
Asher Bennett
>THEY STILL HAVE NOT JOINED THE BEST 4CHAB DISCORD SERVER IN THE WORLD!
>choosing suicide (slowly no less) over vengeance I like how you think your choice will make you feel any better at anytime. As if you have claimed control again by saying "HAH FUCK YOU WORLD... I will die, then you will see how much shit sucks without your whipping boy." You mean nothing in the long run or short for that matter. But that has been by choice. You never attempted much of anything and assume you never can, so you won't. But why give up and disappear when you can make people who hurt you suffer. Plot, scheme strike in cold subtle and not so subtle fashion. Take from them, change their world, give your enemy your suffering and in turn realize you are better than what you let yourself be all along. Grow, become better and on the backs of your enemies build a better world for you and what you value.
Angel Gonzalez
>I'm so fucking sick of everything, Yea Forums. You're pretty much all I have you say this having a dregree and a gf.
