Garters are geeeeey.
Garters are geeeeey
Its because you're not sexy enough for him.
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Whenever I see this picture I can't tell if he's mad that the guy got it all over his face and whatnot or if the guy didn't give fair warning.
Yesssss
I have had lots of big in me
Over rated
Over hyped
Hire children! Teach and pay em $1!
Probably both.
well fuck
i will pay them in experience
I mean I probably like guy fieri or bobby flay more than ramsay overall, but I can't say I like anyone else's colorful commentary of bad food more than ramsay's. It IS mostly about the memes though. however when it comes to food reviewing specifically, nobody beats Steve1989.
Well, i tried to sleep but i was not able to.
that's fair, I would imagine washing cum out of fur is like washing cum out of hair. Or washing cum out of pretty much anything.
Try being sexier.
Get naked.
Weighted by past
My heart bleeds
Supporting others
Neglecting my needs
Blinded by shadow
Ensnared, enchained
Seeing all
Watching nothing
Void, chaos
Love, pain
Encased in ice
Sweltering within
Desire for freedom
Fear of independence
Ambition, inhibition
Slave to ambivalence
Infinite emotion
Eternally numb
Waiting patiently
'Til the day is done
I'm bored.
This isn't Skyrim
Okay
Is it poetry night? I have some edgy stuff from high school.
I used to think about being a poet. I like writing even though I'm lazy as fuck. I used to have lots of ideas, but never wrote them down. I just kinda felt like thinking up something dumb just because.
I was naked, now i have clothes on again, will probably not be able to sleep for another 3 hours or so, but i need to be awake for a couple of packages that are arriving in 9-14 hours
im getting tired
oh, a butt a happen to have for snarf!
That is a very fine butt, one of my favorites.
that's what a lot of aspiring writers do, however writing them down can actually be beneficial because you get used to writing. It doesn't even matter what you're writing about. It's the best way to practice or so I've been told. To just start writing from a single point then making it up as you go, essentially doing that daily. i can't really say if it works though because I only write every now and again. same with drawing.
That's pretty much what I did. It's not anything special, thought provoking, or even good, but it's meaningful, envisioning, and I think it captures a good bit of how I feel. I didn't feel like going on because it's stupid and cringy already.
Come to think of it, I never actually wrote down a single of my ideas, and haven't really thought of anything in years. I'm not sure why I felt like it tonight, boredom I guess.
What a great day to wake up feeling sick.
ugh i am trying
they will get high levels
if it's something you can call cathartic in any way then it's not a bad idea to keep going. Even if no one else is ever going to read it, it's not terrible to get things onto a piece of paper. I will admit that laziness gets in my way with writing as well. I haven't written anything for a long time. I actually have a few things on inkbunny that are sexual that I wrote. I don't know how I personally feel about them.
my sister got me sick, i hope i can sleep it off and not hit stage 3 of whatever this is
I'd actually like to be a musician, kinda. I play guitar, bass, keyboard, and sing, all of which I'm awful at, and I can't ever think of anything meaningful instrumentally or lyrically. Yet I have many ideas for furry comics, movies, novels. I just couldn't be assed to write anything down.
It sounds like you could definitely do something in a partnership of some kind. A lot of artists that people think are one person are actually multiple people. Or at least two. Writers and artists that made a patreon or something. Just have to make sure the amount of people doesn't trivialize the amount you make.
For some reason i feel hatred against certain types of weakness, like when a main character in a book decides to not takes revenge and they try to play it off as him being too good for it, i find it disgusting.
I think when that type of stuff is done it's normally to show a pivotal moment, where a person can grow or can be the same as they always were. I don't mind that kind of stuff, but if there's no reason not to kill the person, then holding back makes no sense.
I can't even contact someone I don't know over the phone or internet. I've had ideas for furry characters for years; my bat boi fursona, tigress, milf bear. Still haven't commissioned anything because I can't talk to people, and I wouldn't want to do something like that anyway. I sure as hell won't jump on any Patreon bullshit.
Just read one story where a kid the MC took care of and played with for like half a year got killed and skinned and then the MC just lets the dude who did it go, and tell him to live his life etc, i just find it gross and weak.
Why did you get dressed?
The little bit of sack showing from behind is best.
I should get my tiny plastic kitties in a few days.
I just feel nauseated, it's been happening pretty often when I wake up.
Are you having cold-like symptoms?
Lies!!
Because i couldn't sleep and my computer chair is leather
I mean that particular situation yes it's the dumbest thing in the world because they have every reason to kill them. Usually when it's a less drastic offense and it's someone the MC has decent history with, it can be okay for it to happen. Say if it was the MC's father and instead of killing and skinning the child he caused them some bad harm but nothing irreparable. Then there's a real choice to be made.
yeah, a little scratch in the back of my throat.
My sister has no conscience for not spreading a plague.
Yeah this was some random adventurer.
I can see that. I've never done it either. It's one of those things where if you want stories about your character done, you'd want to do it yourself or just not have it done.
send me pics of the kitties when you get them please!
i doughnut lie!!!
if it was someone that the MC did not know, then I'd say it's more of a moral choice and less of a personal choice. But he knew the kid. It's personal and when it's personal you do what you need to. Letting a clear murderer who will do easily do it again is just Goku level of writing.
And it was after the adventurer had formed a grudge against the MC and his friends, saying he would never let them live etc
Yo
at least i didnt have to carry an s/fur all frikin day
night
Plenty of negligence going around everywhere. That's how things gradually go wrong.
Nice of you to swing by.
Oh hello.
You've been absent for awhile now.
yeah that's just poor continuity. If there's one thing that always leads to poor writing, it's when you break continuity to force some sort of trope that doesn't fit in the context. Can't really just throw tropes in wherever and call it a day.
I've talked to you before but I've never had a name up until now.
Had to drop it
It hasn't been that long. How have you been?
About what did we talk?
I've been alright. Tired mostly. You?
Was this some sort of like amateur comic or something or was this from a big name? LIke DC or Marvel.
It was a web novel on royalroad
I often feel tired as well. Things have been so-so.
I have to go to work now.
Snarf! Use ur Bear powers on Evil Within 2
It's open world!
U do
Baal, Lord of Lies!
you've mentioned a few things, I think once we talked about how you dislike the stupid things they do in cop shows how they lie about having done criminal stuff before and then we talked about books and films about hard boiled detectives.
Oh. Yes, alright, I remember this.
Gay*
I don't know if that makes it a larger name or not, I don't go to many other places on the internet.
Yeh. I don't come in here often, I'll sometimes come in for a few consecutive days and then just kinda not for a few days.
It's just a small time thing
at first I though that sheer garment he had on was his body and his chest was like massive.
Me too, my dude.
I never really played it.
Ah okay. Small time comics and stuff tend to make more mistakes when it comes to their characters' decisions making sense all the time. Like if a character is meant to be a person with a lot of common sense making a clearly bad choice only to advance a plot in the direction of the most interesting way things could unfold, or at least with the most twists and turns. It seems a lot less interesting when characters behave out of character. Unless you're trying to make things seem very surreal
How've you been? I think I saw you say you were tired?
I need new guitar strings. I've barely played in the last month, and they're all really loose, out of tune, and starting to get rusty. Guitaring is not cheap.
Always tired, yes. I'm in the process of cleaning my brushes, gotta let them soak a bit longer, then scrape them out with a fork, then clean them with soap, then let them dry. It's quite a lot to do.
what kinds of brushes just hair brushes?
Not comic, web novel.
Most are shitty but there are a lot of them so i'll find a new one to take up my time after looking for just a minute or two most of the time.
I'ma try to sleep again, good night
Three weeks ago marked the first time I'd ever combed my hair in over two years. Paint brushes, oil paint, soaked into and even somewhat dried into the bristles.
I can't imagine it is. How much have you spent so far on guitaring?
night.
what kind of things do you paint?
Landscapes. Very boring landscapes.
So many changes, open world, and 1 shot moves
landscapes can be okay. Have you tried painting things other than landscapes?
Still lifes. Very boring still lifes.
do you every put happy little trees in your paintings?
Not exactly.
Oh. I wouldn't mind getting into painting, though I was never terribly good at it.
Jesus, I have no idea, well within the thousands. I got my first guitar at 12 which was some cheap beginner shit, like $200, the tuners broke so I had to spend like $80 on that plus fixed the tremolo and bought new strings for it which were about $20, so like $300 on that cheap one alone. Then a few years ago on Christmas I got my 7 string guitar which was $550, and later on my birthday I got my 5 string bass, same price. I've probably spent at least $300 on strings. My distortion pedal was $100, and all other various things probably another hundred. So probably around $2000.
Painting is terribly aggravating and I wouldn't recommend it to anyone who doesn't have to do it.
Fucking bass strings are half that even though they last way longer and I've only replaced them a handful of times. They're literally 2-4x the price of guitar strings on average.
And the controller talks
Oh is this for a job or something?
at least you're spending the money on a hobby that's productive. I think one of my female friend's fiance has spent a little too much on steam (probably nearing a thousand, don't ask me how I have no clue)
Compulsion.
I don't recall this about the game.
Well, none of it was really my money as I've never worked a day in my life. My grandma bought my first guitar, mom bought my real guitar and gave me the money for my bass, my dad got my distortion pedal, and the rest I've bought with just money my family has given me for Christmas and my birthday, mostly my mom. And I still suck massive cock after a decade.
And everyone's crazy in it.
you're compelled to paint things? Whatever for?
I could always just sell all my stuff along with my amps, my grandpa's bass and Washburn, or mine rather, and get maybe a thousand for drugs and shit. I'm worthless as a musician.
PS4 exclusive features
When the Witch (I swear is his girl) is hear the controller sings
Dying Light and other games rarely use it.
Random Witch Hunting times, all open world, so much bs
I find learning an instrument to be one of the harder things to do, but I consider myself as having "stupid fingers"
It's like an addiction. If I don't paint I get really cagey and agitated.
Really? Huh. The witch is that thing that makes everything go cold and dark yeah? she can phase through walls and such?
I can't say I enjoy when you trash yourself but I can't keep you from doing it.
Everything about me is pretty useless honestly. My hands are literally smaller than most women's as is my stature, and I'm trying to play an extended range guitar and bass. That fucking bass comes up to my shoulder when standing up, it looks ridiculous. Yet somehow I play that monster the best, which I jokingly attribute it to being in my blood as my grandpa played with a very famous country musician for about 40 years and is in the country music hall of fame. I'm going to fix his butchered Fender Precision Bass eventually, and even though he's been dead for 15 years, it's still his. I'm just borrowing it.
I'm sorry. I know nobody likes it, but it's extremely hard to control. My whole life is built around self loathing. Even when I'm joking and being funny it's just self deprecating humor. I don't know how to not be depressed.
At least it's better than most addictions? Do you call it an addiction because it somehow keeps you in a better state of mind, yet to some degree you don't like doing it?
It's okay, I can't make you be not depressed. In fact I can't make you do anything. The only thing I CAN do is talk to you like you're a person that matters, because you are.
Thank you, I really appreciate that. I do what I can.
Kind of. It's very hard to explain. It keeps me in a better state of mind, yes, and I really don't like doing it. It's more like, the release after, but getting there is stressful. Constant anxiety, racing thoughts, loss of sleep. I get totally fixated in on it, then when it's all over I can breathe and go about my life like a normal person until the compulsion hits again.
And that's appreciated as well.
Yeah
If you hear her and gather some info on Ch3 you can guess it's his daughter twisted into adult hood
I just started so that's my guess
I would call that an addiction yes, but normally an addiction usually comes from something that is usually directly harmful. I dunno. Maybe it's just oddly therapeutic for you. I can't say I know the inner workings of the mind. At all.
I never made that correlation, but I also have no idea if they have a strict "lore" that they want to keep or not. I've seen more about the game so I have my own ideas as to what she's supposed to represent.
I neglect everything else when I'm in a painting. It's not so much therapeutic while it's going on. The release comes after, when it's finished.
Idk
Just trying to pass the time so a seizure happens
That is certainly an interesting behavior.
I just don't want to spoil anything for you if you plan on playing the game to the end.
I suppose so. The line of painters I come from are known for this kind of behavior.
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Is there a history of painting within your family?
Yes and no. There were other painters in my family, other creatives besides painters too. But this is more the line of painters, my school, as it were. Not anyone I am related to by blood, just shared principles and attitudes.
it really sounds fascinating that among a collection of people that were all painters, they would have similar mental processes with it.
SPOLIER: The guy that tips them off about the ocean liner was actually a ghost that lures people to feed their souls to the cursed gold.
I think it's about time to head to bed, good night everyone.
Good night Zhiro. I enjoyed our conversation, and I'm glad to see a new name around here.
Night.
Thx
This isn't Pirates or Johnny Depp stories
That was the twist for Ghost Ship.
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