>be 15
>everyone is drinking except for me
>they get me into their group
>i puke and get shitfaced the first night, they laugh at me
>i'm not giving up
>1 year later i'm drinking more than the best drinker in our group
>2 years later i'm out drinking the whole group
>10 years later i wake up from a drunken state
>proceed to drink 6 litres of beer and some hard liquor
How the fuck do i wake up from this nightmare Yea Forums?
I've been literally drunk for the past 10 years of my life and i canno't stop
Be 15
Ah, one day at a time, man. Sobriety is kind of a lifestyle, and it doesn't agree with everyone.
At the very least, Move over to weed
Moving onto weed is not really an option, cuz it fucks up with me because of my mental ilness
Sobriety it is then.
fuck me
>>i'm not giving up
year later i'm drinking more than the best drinker in our group
This is where you fucked up. The point isn't to drink the most, it was to hang. And you fucked that up. Enjoy dying by 45
i'dont actually mind that, i take everything as a competition, tbh i would be glad i'f i died tomorrow
Then why wait? Plenty of ways to make that happen.
Bonus: you're no longer a burden on everybody around you
lol what a little faggot
Don't come to 4chin for actual life advice mate, try start vaping or something to replace it