Does anybody else suffer from homosexual OCD? I'm straight and I enjoy being straight...

You seem FAR too concerned about this issue for a straight man. Look, grappling with your identity is normal. You MIGHT be some level of bi, but you are ABSOLUTELY curious, still seeing homosexuality as taboo. I guarantee you that you'll figure yourself out a lot more as you get older. Fuck it, maybe you'll even reach a point where you wanna experiment. Nothing wrong with any of that.

Fag.

I do. Don't come for advice to this site and get professional help. It can get better, but you need to take the step to get professional help.

OCD is a bitch.

I don't ever want to experiment. Men are too rough and hairy and muscular and they smell bad. They're everything I don't like. Women are everything soft and sweet and gentle and curvy. I love that. Women are fucking goddesses. Here's my thing. I don't ever want to touch a man, but sometimes I see a picturw of an objectively nice ass or cock on here, and I don't want it, but I can understand how somebody would be into it. Does that make any sense? I don't want to do anything with it because I'm not gay, but like, I get it. I understand how a gay person could be into it.

I guess it does make some sense. I've grappled with the idea that I myself might be bi. But those masculine features that most people like, I really can't stand.
I banged a trap, and it was probs the gayest thing I'll ever do.

Man, I wish these thoughts would fucking leave me alone. I still identify as straight, and I like being straight, and I don't ever want to be anything else or do anything with a man, but I keep obsessing over the idea that I might be bisexual and not know it. But I've been straight my whole life. I'm fucking 25. If I was bisexual, I feel like A.) I would know by now, and B.) I would be turned on by the idea, not disgusted by it.

Gimme the sauce all of it

Have you ever thought of experimentng with anyone to see if you do like it in one way

well, i understand your point, i have known for a while i'm bi, but never tried because 90% of my interest is in women, and honestly, i dont stand men that much, but in my case, after some time to do self-searching and thinking things with logic, i decided that trying it once woudn't kill me and help me clear things up, tried it with someone i was comfortable with, enjoyed the hell out of it, would be willing to do it again but my interest is still mostly on women.

My suggestion is: think about it, think about how you feel, dont try anything if you are not comfortable or prepared for the result

im 29, did this recently, its never too late and you are never too old to know and learn about youself.

Nah, the idea of messing around with a guy almost makes me throw up. Its weird. I don't see anything wrong with being gay, and I really don't think its that gross, but when I imagine MYSELF doing it, suddenly it makes me feel gross.

i once was curious for years, opened up grindr in the college town i was in, and experimented.

i got off, but i hated the overall experience. felt guilt for a few days until i plowed the next girl i met on tinder.

not worth it, user.

Hey OP, I can tell you you're not alone. I find it gets worse for me the longer I go without attention from women (which tbh has always been in short supply for me). I did get molested as a kid though so I wonder sometimes if that has something to do with it.

This. Don't fall for it. Being gay is a meme.

You're questioning, and you also have OCD. You're probably not bisexual, just deeply insecure.

stop watching porn completely.
no fap for 3-4 weeks. after that fap 2-3 times a week in the shower to your imagination, for 10-15 a time only.
if you are regularly having sex with your girlfriend, stop fapping completely unless you don't see her for a week or two.

within 6 months of no porn, your brain will be healed, you will feel a lot quieter and calmer in your thoughts and the fetishes/thoughts that don't match up with your true identity will be gone or faded to the point where you don't think about them.
read the website "your brain on porn", it has some useful insight.
It is likely that you spent years fapping to porn of other men having sex with women, you sat there, watching and fapping, and meanwhile your brain made a minor unconscious association with the penis of the dude in the video and the pleasure coming from masturbating. To deprogramme yourself, stop porn completely and let your brain return to how it should be. This works even better if you are spending regular time with a girl, as the programming is going the other way at the same time.

I've felt curious for a while, but I couldn't bring myself to do anything with a guy. Even getting too close to a guy makes me uncomfortable. You may think about this shit in your head, but I guarantee that if you actually tried it, you wouldn't be able to go through with it. That experience solidified the fact that I'm straight. I even get uncomfortable when my guy friends give me hugs or pat me on the back. I do not enjoy being touched by men.

So sometimes you jerk off to guys but you have no interest in fucking one?

Ok, so what? Jerk off to guys sometimes. Who gives a shit. Act on it or don't. Who cares?

alright, doctor

see Porn escalation induces fetishes that don't reflect your true desires. It is just searching for something more taboo over time.

see and stop worrying
just do something about it. if you aren't convinced, try it for 6 months, there is no risk. unless you think porn keeps you alive.

This happened to me. Porn is awful and only leads to more and more degenerate shit. The image of an ass getting fucked is an ass getting fucked, whether its a male ass or a female ass. I love watching females get plowed. I've had gay thoughts from scrolling past gay shit on here. I didn't even notice that it was a gif of a dude getting pounded at first. I just saw somebody getting pounded and my brain went "that looks like that thing I like" and once I realized that it was a dude, I felt super gross.
I'm not gay and have no interest in fucking men. I took a break from porn and Yea Forums and felt better.

Yeah, same for me and my buddy. We are both completely straight and have girlfriends, but we decided to move in together and as a joke I wear an apron and cook for him, I even quit my job so I can keep the house clean for him. Also I wear high heels because he says he finds it easier to stimulate my prostate like that. I also wear make up so he feels more comfortable with all of it, and I've been taking oestrogen hormone pills for about 8 months now, my tits are already quite well formed. Found out last week that we both have aids, but we aren't bothered about that, plus we heard that if you spread it to your girlfriend it cures you 50%, so we are going to spread our aids to both our girlfriends and probably that will mean the aids is 100% gone.
We're completely straight though, it is just like masturbation, only with a man's penis in your rectum and having aids.

>lol you're a fag in denial

Sneaks up on you, and there was no one to warn us about this crap because internet endless porn has only been around for one generation. When I realised it a few years ago, I deleted all my porn and after a few tries at no fap/no porn I managed it. After a month or so I just fapped to my imagination and it felt quite different, didn't feel a massive urge to spend hours looking through porn, and within 6-8 months I noticed all my fetishes had disappeared. After you quit from porn for a while, it loses its hold on you.

Fucking this. Porn has ruined me.

I hope you're not lying. I'm so helplessly addicted. I just want to get better.

Just let go and enjoy whatever you want to; regardless of what you think that makes you; you're still the same as everyone else,

Porn is absolute poison for your mind.

I think if you’re having gay thoughts, you’re probably gay. Some would say you’re on the spectrum, but I don’t believe in this 31 flavors of faggotry bullshit. There is no scale between gay and straight, if you sometimes think of sucking a cock, you’re a faggot. Inb4’ing is basically denying you’re in denial. I also don’t believe in OCD. That’s just a term the establishment came up with to explain why millennials obsess over everything. You have sensory overload with all of your media, and back in the day you could live your whole life and not know you want to suck cocks until of course the internet came along and now you can watch men getting fucked by other men and it turns you on. In laymen’s terms, you are a homo. Congratulations. It’s 2019, it’s okay to be a faggot. You get like special considerations, like niggers with their affirmative action.

surpressing it make it worse, just have the thoughts and think them through and they will go away by themselfes, maybe make a diary that helped mer with my thoughts of violance towards my family and friends

Sounds like you just watch WAY too much porn, you've been getting into more and more degenerate shit, and this is where you've drawn the line. Sounds like you can accept everything else, like fucked up hentai and bestiality and whatever else, but not this. You're straight. Stop watching porn.

this

>drawn the line
Why here?

copy pasta from another thread

Because the nigga ain't gay. He might want to watch a woman suck off a horse, or fuck a nun, or an anime demon girl, but not a dude.

I mean I'm straight. I think. I watch trap porn and have only had 1 gf in my life. Level 20 virgin, so I guess technically I'm bi?

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-di9

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Who cares? Sexuality is a spectrum. If you KNOW that you'll never fuck a man, just call yourself straight.

This, and when you're dead, you're dead. Who cares?

Read the website "your brain on porn", don't take my word for it.
The first two weeks of no fap/no porn are the hardest, after that it becomes easier and you think about it less.
Keep yourself busy, stay around other people as much as possible, go outside more, keep your doors and curtains open to limit your privacy.
If you slip up after a few days, don't make a big deal out of it, any amount of days away from porn is already doing good for your brain. Just start again and repeat as many times as is necessary until you can break from it completely.

I love porn though. I just want to cut back my viewing. Not stop all together.

stop completely for 6 months, see how your brain feels.
it is just a few months, and if you find it is what gives meaning to your life, you can always go back to it.
any reduction is helpful, but completely avoiding it for several months is what you do to reset your brain to normal.

I have the same problem and when im really horny i give in to the urges to jerk off to gay/bi porn and after i cum the porn looks disgusting

anyone got the discord server link for TITS or GTFO

I don't even jerk off to gay porn. Its just intrusive thoughts.

Just ignore it.

I'm bisexual, so not really.

this lmao

This.

>pestered by intrusive gay thoughts

The gays are using their mind control rays to try to turn you. Wrap your head in tinfoil and you should go back to normal in a few days.

Fuck off. HOCD is a real thing among straight people.