Sup Yea Forums. I'm 29 years old and feeling pretty low for various reasons...

29 too, i live in a shithole country. Life is hard and expensive in here and i'm not bitching.
Start exercising and stop being a faggot please

29 here too, living in a LATAM shithole, too depressed to finish my studies(grad)... Fed up with everything... Gaming is the only escapism that gets me going... Dont know how saying "get help" would help you because that never worked for me... But i guess there are worse fates than this, but there are ones worse than death too... In doubt if this is one.

Not alone, heaps of us miserable cunts around. I've been hoping I get a incurable disease and spend my remaining time hunting down the bullies and people who have wronged me.

But that's not gunna fuckin happen anytime soon so I'm gunna get a tattoo and start a new job.

incurable disease or not, we will die anyways

whats keeping you from molotoving their car

You're not alone. I'm 29, have a degree but I'm under-employed and have been since graduating. Work in retail. Feel useless. Have been hospitalized because of a suicide attempt due to bipolar type 2. Depression is the most versatile of illnesses and will find a way to make your insecurities into terrible realities.

But after hospital stay I started taking my medication management and counseling seriously and have improved. But the hard realization is that once the veil starts to lift you are not "cured." You still have to learn to appreciate your strengths and acknowledge your weaknesses in a healthy way.

26 years old here. Contemplating suicide. I have a loaded .45 caliber handgun in my computer desk, but I am too afraid to use it on myself.

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Im 21. Im wheelchair bound and have never been with a woman before. I dont even care that much about sex. I just want someone to hug and laugh with. Im afraid of dying alone.

Pussy, Nothing is better.

No point throwing my shitty life away over something small like firebombing a car, I would do time and the only jobs I'll get are fast-food or nightstacking supermarket shelves.

If I'm going out it's with a bang.

look up a dating website for people in wheelchairs

or try tinder

srsly

dont give up

why are you in a wheel chair?

25 here everyday feels like the same, it just keeps getting shorter and shorter. vidya games barely interest me anymore. the industry has lost all heart and soul.

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>stand up

problem solved

Spinal damage during some surgery >> nerves below hips damaged heavely >> muscles in my legs literarly cannot grow.

Thanks for that laugh bro.

Shit son...if I had access to a handgun, I definitely would not be alive right now.

>25 here everyday feels like the same
Yeah 23 hours, 56 minutes, 4 seconds to be exact
>it just keeps getting shorter and shorter.
No it doesn't see above
>vidya games barely interest me anymore. the industry has lost all heart and soul.
No it hasn't you just believed something that was virtual was real and now your brain has finally processes the reality

no dont stay we will keep you company

I would take up sailing and get a boat, your legs start to waste away if you stay at sea for a long time on a sail boat, it's the one environment where you don't really need legs. More importantly it's a place where you don't get to see how your disability makes you less than others.
Find a girl also in a wheel chair(wheel chair dating) or pay some Philippine girl to be my carer.

Did you sue and get money for the damage done in surgery?

I am 54 and bipolar been in prison twice and had a lifetime of train wrecks, you are the only person on here who I could feel sorry for.

I'm 25 and things are pretty all right, but I am dealing with bad skin, that flares up and down all the time. It's crippling sometimes and I'm embarrassed to show my face.

> 30 this year
I have it made, had a good job, girlfriend, friends and family. Somehow, I keep drinking and fucking things up. Even when I go through the withdraw and stop drinking for a few weeks, yeah i feel better physically but then the depression hits again and i end up doing the same things that id do while drunk. so, im not sure how to get out of this.

I didnt get a dime.
I have thought of pipe bombing the doc, but I cant see the point in that anyway, dont wanna risk innocents.

everyone has their poison, for you it is alcohol, for me it is cocaine(because of bipolar) just chose another drug(weed is the safest bet) to deal with the depression.

I know plenty of people who just cant drink alcohol, they become fucking monsters, as long as they stick to other drugs they are usually OK I suggest you do the same.

that must suck but what is done is done.
Go with water, swimming, sailing ...plenty of water based activities where people wont even know you are disabled.
Shit there are a few people who swim where I swim with no legs and you don't even know they are disabled until they have to get out, they swim faster than normal swimmers because they have a lot less drag.

I would do sailing because you can live a 24/7 life without legs and never be reminded of your disability...you can get a boat for free if you join a club.....so many people have boat dreams then something else comes along.....boat yards are full of abandoned boats, and the sailing community is very close....I am sure people would get together to help you.

I wouldn't recommend using any street drug to deal with depression. It seems to help at the time but long term it holds you in the place you were in to begin with. You feel better while you're using but that's because you forget about the things making you unhappy temporarily. Once you come down you are still facing the same reality. And that can actually compound the problem because you thought you were feeling better and must face the fact that the problem was just on hold for a little while.

27 here. Been depressed for about 10 years now. The anxiety and depression has become crippling to the point where I now mostly feel numb/apathetic. Got no drive or motivation left. Nothing interests me anymore. Just feel so empty.

41 here. Raging alcoholic

Functional but it sucks

Fucking terrible advice. Don't take drugs or drink to cope with your emotional issues, you'll make your depressiom worse. Get some therapy.

have you take 8 grams of shrooms and if your not dead. your going to love everything

fuck off white knight faggot, I'm 54 spent a fucking lifetime suffering and around people suffering from depression and the fact is that most people self medicate with what stops them from kys.....and it aint the god-awful shit that doctors prescribe.....sure if you just stay on your drug of choice you wont be able to live a normal life, but at least you wont kys

28 here. i've been pretty severely depressed for the past month or so thanks to my ex-girlfriend basically replacing me in a matter of weeks. she's even living with her new dude that she cheated on me with.

it's funny because we were together for three years and had only begun to talk seriously about moving in together last month. i found a place, she moved into it by herself (since by that time, we had broken up already), and now the dude she's seeing is staying with her there. how fucking ironic is that?

the worst part about all of this is that i know this pales in comparison to some of the more severe problems that other people experience, but damn, this shit fucking hurts and i don't know if i'll ever be able to be the same person again.

Another unwelcome white knight faggot with no clue as to the reality of life with depression

I'm 25 and doing well. Hope you can find some help or a way to help yourself. Best advice is the only way to change this is to change your actions or beliefs. Keeping doing things or thinking the same way and you will get the same results.

Just because you wasted your adult life using substances to take the edge off real life doesn't mean everyone else has to live a pathetic meaningless life too, cunt.

Im scared to turn 21 because then who’ll stop me from becoming an alcoholic?

You found a girl once you will manage to find another, get on Tinder ASAP before you get any further depressed and find another, fuck away the pain...seriously ASAP there's a thin line between pleasure and pain...just switch that energy you are using for anguish into energy needed to say the right thing/impress/fuck a new girl........when you set up your new profile it will seem like pointless but you will be surprised how quickly you can get over her, if you meet someone else who is nice.....you're on a self pity fest which is just going to get worse by the day.

The fellowship bro.

Sorry you don't know me white knight faggot, I have achieved more than you probably will ever achieve, even with the drugs, I am bipolar which means when I am not depressed I can usually perform better than most people.....worked in aerospace at the top level, aviation and oil and mineral exploration, flying around the world in aircraft and helicopters.....do you suffer from depression ? if not why don't you fuck off.

It's become a state of being. Suicide is for pussies, only the strong survive

Source: I'm at a Tech School

And the suicide of my friend and death of my 18 year old cousin

I exist in a permanent state of despair. 23 y/o
Cant afford the help I desperately want and need because I'm dirt fucking poor and I'm just stuck in the uncle sam fucking me without lube or protection cycle.

I can only speak for myself, but alcohol has definitely made my problems way worse. Sure, in the short term it helped dull my terrible anxiety enough to go out and be social, but in the long term it just made my depression and anxiety worse.

i currently feel like cutting my self from ear to ear am 33 and about half way though a bottle of brandy

Hahaha boompolar addict

I get all my best advice from 54 year olds who have had a lifelong alcohol/drug problem.. Full of wisdom

>45
>can't work
>spend most time in room
>haven't left room for 3 days
You live in a nursing home with your mom and dad or some shit?

Alcohol has to be the worst drug to take long term to deal with depression, I said so plenty already, weed is probably the best, all of them will hold you in depression until you stop, with alcohol being bad because you become physically addicted and it usually leads to violence. But the fact of the matter is all these drugs allow you to make it to the next day without kys.....so saying you just have to stop that shit,,,,,,is fucking pointless without some sort of other plan......the way I get functioning again, is I come up with a plan, then I stop whatever drug I am using......and if your plan is good then it is a lot easier than just saying,,,,,,,oh first I must stop this drug then decide what to do next.....that never works.

Everyday Yea Forumsrother, everyday, best you can do is just do your best in whatever the fuck your doing with your life and just keep going, no point in suffering in sorrow, no point in icing your self.

Im 34. I have a good job but it's miserable. Never had a gf. Aside from escorts I'm a KV. All my former friends left me behind and have wives, kids, houses, etc. I go to strip clubs by myself. I live with my parents. The only thing that keeps me from killing myself is the massive anti-depressant dosage and that my mom is still alive.

lifelong? I have been off all drugs for many years, currently I am clean of all drugs for nearly a year, including alcohol.
Have you drunk any alcohol recently ? It's obvious you don't and have never suffered from depression why don't you fuck off and troll elsewhere with your bullshit "you just have to stop the drugs man" advice

I hope it gets better for you anons. Not worse as you guys. 20 yrs old, in college, I hate it but decent grades. It feels like college is a fucking scam and I want to get out.

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gross a 45.? If you're gonna off yourself atleast do it with something that has less expensive ammo

wtf is a KV?

if you have a good job then why are you living with your parents?

If you have a good job and are living with your parents why don't you have plenty of money?

Why are you taking massive doses of anti-depressants if you still are miserable and they are obviously not working?

Where are all those white knight faggots with their get help from doctors and take meds bs now?

This is what happens to people who go the doctors meds route,,,,they end up as lifeless zombies. But because they are not causing problems with anyone else it is supposed to be acceptable.

You must have plenty of funds if your story is true.......make an escape plan......and execute it.....which is a lot more you can do than 90% of the people who suffer from depression

Nope. No one else only you.

sadness is not depression.
if you found a new girlfriend and now you are as happy as a lark and you go home and are by yourself and are still happy as a lark then you dont have depression.
Depression is when you found a new girlfriend you are happy as a lark when you are with her, then you go home and are by yourself and you now feel really sad for some unexplainable reason, like something is not quite right, a sense of foreboding that you cant explain.

Just going through a shitty patch at college with no gf is not depression.

16 yo have anxiety related to school and acidemics. Socially awkward no gf and only a handful of close friends

I'm high on oxy and fpheni...still sad about where I am in life but at least I'm still trying. Gotta stop using drugs soon cause substance abuse isn't cool. I enjoy this artificial happiness though.

Oh I'm 26

I'm 32, it doesn't get better.
It's okay.

when you are 16 your body is raging with hormones it used to be called teenage angst and was perfectly normal, you worry about loads of shit and you get pissed off and edgy about lots of shit....it was normal.......how the fuck did it now become and illness or anxiety and require medication God only knows.

If I was you I would just accept it as a hormone right of passage and just keep moving on and not let anyone tell you you have some sort of medical problem. You will make it through no problem like a billions of teenagers through millennia have done.....if when you get to 21 you still feel the same only then seek help.....psychiatry is junk science, it's mostly subjective so it can't be a science....you would do best to treat it with a lot of scepticism and believe in yourself rather than allow them to convince you there is something wrong.

I'm 37. I make six figures. I'm handsome, have social skills, and am funny. Outside of work, I am alone and depressed, all the time. I feel completely disconnected from other people, and find it hard to get out of bed or go outside for anything, except to go to work. Then I get there, oversee half the company, smile and have drive and connect well with others. And come back to crippling loneliness and depression. And I don't fucking know why. I'm not sad about anything. I'm not afraid of interacting with people.

26 year old NEET here with ADHD and depression and cant figure what kind of career I should go for. Thats the only thing thats fucking me. Everything else is fine, got an amazing girlfriend, but this lack of direction will threaten all other aspects of my life if I dont get past it. Dont know what the fuck to do. I have the energy to put in, I just dont know which path is the right one.

Yeah this is the same for me, this is what I call depression, your life can be a bed of roses, you can be socially great, the life and soul of any party, fuck bitches.......but when you get on your own it's like the colours of everything change like there is something wrong a sense of foreboding....

Then to make matters even worse we get lumped in with people who are just fucking lazy and have shitty lives because they do fuck all and are suffering from boredom....kek

One of my keys to not getting depression is to stay away from depression groups and boards like this......because instead of meeting people with similar problems you meet lazy fuckwits who are just attentions seeking and do not have a clue as to the depth of the feelings of hopelessness that you can suffer from.

I am fully convinced that the only real solution to genuine depression is to stay the fuck away from psychiatry and doctors and support groups and spend as much time with happy people and never spend any amount of time on your own.

>I am feeling low so I decided to post suicide pepe and listen to a bunch of other depressed people

You must be one of those really gifted people no one understands

Stick with your gf, never allow yourself too much time on your own, stay the fuck away from psychiatry and crazy meds and support groups and other "sufferers".....go with whatever your gf thinks is the best path, so you can keep things sweet with her.....being alone or with other "sufferers" is the kiss of death...kek.....I have a new gf possibility.....if I never come back to /b again I will know I am cured....hahaha

You clearly need a girlfriend and at least one close mate, of course youre depressed, youve isolated yourself in your personal life.

Thats what depressed people do though lol you tard.

Only the super smart ones lol

Almost 26

Depressed since 15
No friends in middle/high school
Dropped out
Got well paying job at 16 an hour.l
End up not showing up but boss is forgiving and always let's me work when I need
No dental hygiene because depressed as fuck and just don't care
Finally meet amazing girl and she actually shows that she cares and treats me like I matter
She invites me to hangout and such
2017, she is killed in a motor accident
Depression hits twice as hard
Stop eating, sleeping, working
Have access to revolver but no guts to finally do it.

What do.

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take up creative writing lessons
come back and tell your story so it makes sense
then kys