I need to write this down somewhere Yea Forumsrends. Sorry for taking your time but I really hope anyone will help me.
Never known my dad cuz he left mum after knowing of pregnancy. Never seen photo. I'm not even sure what his name is kek. Was in plenty of relationships but still virgin beta fag. Had very low self-esteem. Always wanted flat belly and big dick. Got pretty bad anorexia which later got bulimia. Self harming since I was like 13. Everything changed 1 year and over 3 months ago. Met girl. 6.5/10. Well you can say she is not the miss of the world, she hasn't bigest tits in world or whatever. Lives 70km from my city so not big deal. We started dating and got together actually very quickly. I lost my virginity with her, quitted weed addiction. Started seeing myself as actually guy in good shape (187 cm - 72 kg). Discovered that my dick is not that small (18 cm). Stopped bulimia, self harm because I saw it hurt her so much. We talk every night and fall asleep together. No one ever loved me as she does, and vice versa. But there comes downhill. I was addicted to porn since I was like 8 or 10. Pretty badly though. She really don't want me to jerk off to other girls. Tried talking to her etc but there is no chance. First year of relationship I was every day watching porn without her knowing. I told her on our anniversary. We broke up then, but quickly got back together. From that time i tried to quit but there is always this "last time" which never ends. Even today I jerked off to some crappy hentai ( XD! ). I'm done with that. I don't want to break up with her. I don't want to kill myself. I can't fix it. Please... Help me. She is the only one who accepted me and I'm such trash to fuck this up. If anyone wants here is even my discord: WhiteCrosses#7174
You've got to DESTROY HER user... SEXUALLY! Oh my goddddddd stick it in there and UNF UNF de la UNF UNF de la UNF UNF de la UNF UNF de la UNF UNF de la UNF UNF de la UNF! I'm high as FUCK right now holy shit tutti fruition I'm in a fucking high ass condition! Man you gotta get high and jack off thinking about her Opie! Yes indeedle-de-deed smoke that weedle-dee-deed every God damn diddly day you ninny muggins! I'm high as FUCK!!
She desn't. Always when I ask she can send me nudes etc But porn is porn. I hope you understand...
Samuel Brown
i do somewhat. fucking women, they wanna own u and ur dick and ur brain. i mean.. come on
Noah Fisher
She just feels jelous because I wank to other bitches and not her. It lowers her self-esteem a lot.
Nolan Hughes
just slowly ween yourself off and focus more on her, then ween of constant masturbation in general
Josiah Nguyen
watch porn together. She may get addicted too, and you'll both maturbate to others fucking
Robert Roberts
Tbh tried this. Didn't work tho
Carter Hughes
i get that but i could never be in a relationship where the other side controls over of what i fap to or fap not to
Luis Nguyen
Slowly? How do I do this slowly?
Robert Price
I see, but milk is spilled. I want to stay with her or die. Thats kinda childish but thats how it is.
Michael Collins
i understand that you may feel it is the woman of your life, but if she will break up with you because you jerk off to a screen that means she may not like you that much. Im pretty sure she'll stop thinking its something that bad after a while and if she doesnt, you either break up with her, either wait for her to break up with you in the future and waste some time of your life when you can meat some better girls.
Dylan Morris
I'm pretty sure she won't break up by one simple reason. I'm also the one of few who saw in her somebody worth anything. This girl had tough past of sexual abuse from dad and violence. Comes from very poor family, and I took her out of this. She started caring of herself. Now she goes to hairdresser school and is very happy. To straighten things up. She never takes money from me or anything. When we are out somewhere I buy her sometimes food or coffee but never took from me a single penny.
Michael Thompson
>18cm
Ayden Murphy
Is it bad?
Andrew Perry
no that's like, nigger standard, the average where i live is about 7.
Jaxson Bennett
I always thought my pp is small cuz on videos guys have like 25 cm baseball bats dicks and mine was not that much in comparision.
Nicholas Bailey
But that actually makes me happy... Op is nigger now
