Be me

Suck it up and go apologize to your mom. Also good fucking luck getting disability with those low tier beta ailments...I’m not saying it’s impossible but it’s going to take years of fighting to ever get approved.

Yes, pride will get you nowhere in regards to family. Eat that, and live on

Oh boy Colorado. Stoner paradise. What ever will you do?

>Have bpd, mdd, and panic disorder I literally can't hold down a job.
Really? You can't hold down a job flipping patties for a few hours?

Few things,
>suck it up and get a shitty job, at least to pay for hotel
>get treatment for your illnesses to get job
>look for local shelter and ask for help there

or what said. It's sink or swim.

Ive had issues with anxiety, and it can hinder even that type of work. But its a mental thing, and how much you actually want to succeed

As an attractive female, you have a choice
1) make up with your mother
2) go spread your legs for creeps to stick their cocks in you for $70 hh to make rent

other people have posted good advice. some books that helped me out with mental health:

* the power of now, by eckhart tolle - his other books are also good
* the happiness trap, by russ harris - his other books are also good
* stoic philosophy in general - The Empteror's Handbook and How to Think Like a Roman Empreror are good

Op Here
I'd like to thank everyone for your advice but I tend to argue with them a lot and I just got off the phone with my brother he says my mom and dad are NOT takeing me back so i guess I might be fucked here

What did you do??

Stop being a cunt to your mother you fucking NEET.

There. Problem solved.

probably diddled a relative

Call the shelter man. And also call your states welfare system. Im in texas, amd its a huge help. Im a single dad, and life is tough. But you can do it if you put pride aside. Survive man

Your made-up shit isn't disabilities you lazy fuck. Go to San Francisco and enjoy shitting on the sidewalk.

Op here again for those wondering what the argument was about it was about me playing videogames too much and not being with the family enough and I tried to stay calm but she was just really pissed and I guess she just snapped and kicked me out

Fair enough. I can't personally relate but I mean, logically, is it really impossible to power through?

It's basically "doing a 6-8 hour job to keep a warm roof over my head and not starve VERSUS stuck in a gutter dead." This threat seems external and it's going to fuck OP over if he doesn't do something tangible soon.

Besides going to a shelter, it's not like he has much options.

How old are you.

>the argument was about it was about me playing videogames too much and not being with the family enough
nigga are you for real

is this b8?

Its not impossible, thats why i said it's a mental thing. Its how well he was prepared by his parents for survival in the real world, coupled with his innate ability to adapt himself. It sucks, but if he wanta to live any kind of life he'll have to overcome

Just read the reason, and im going to say he's in for a battle. Terrible

this is important OP, if under 18 then you can get a fuck ton of help through social services, if not then your documentation on your mental illnesses better be up to snuff to build a case for gov't aid

OP how old are you.

TRIPS DEMANDS IT FAGGOT

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Fucking figures. Another male ruined by too much fucking freedom. Probably drowns in online porn enough to have ED already, foregoes basic hygiene protocols like showering and brushing his teeth to get extra time on vidya, has no girlfriend and is a virgin or has only had sex once, chugs soda, eats tendies, stays up all night and sleeps all day, and hasn't had a job or done anything to contribute to his mother's household in his entire life.

You've got a long, HARD fucking journey ahead of you, buddy. All these habits you've indulged throughout your adolescence has completely rewired your brain and changed you in to an ineffectual nothing who is afraid of the outside world and just wants to be alone and play video games like a child all the time.

what state

I turned 18 last month
I've tried holding down jobs but I always end up not showing up cause I have a panic attack or something of that nature and I can't show up and I just get fired. I've pretty much applied for every low skill level job in my area at some point (i want to work) but they keep turning me down I've only landed two jobs in my life and both of them fired me for either having an attack at work or not showing up because of an attack

Im a dead beat that plays too much vidya, but im always nice and social to my fam for this very reason. They're disappointed im me but would never kick me out

Alright so here's what you need to do. Go down to your local homeless shelter, or whatever equivalent there is for you, and stay there for the night. Then, you need to contact your mom in the morning, and try and reconcile. Because bruv, if you don't, you've a long and hard journey ahead of you. And I understand anxiety. I do. But push through that shit. I have attacks at work all the time. I go to the bathroom, or the dairy cooler (I work at a walmart) and take a few breaths. You need to get a job, whether your mother forgives you or not.

I'm willing to bet that you're having panic attacks because you've conditioned yourself to feel threatened by responsibility by never doing much of anything up to this point in your life that didn't satisfy your need for instant gratification, am I right?

Lots of time spent in your room alone over the years? Withdrawing from the real world to spend most of your waking hours either online or with your video games? How was school, did you have many friends? Do you have any now? Online ones don't count. Ever had a girlfriend?

Stop being a pathetic little bitch and get Shit done

You use any substances? Hows your physical health? I had terrible anxiety before and wouldnt go to school because of it. I got in shape and started eating right and it fixed the prob without meds. No friends you said? Do you freak out at people qhen stressed? Irrationally angry at all?

Yo where at?

Old Sage

I disagree with everyone here. Be homeless for a while, only go to shelters when you need to. Build some character by not only surviving, but by going so deep down that you know how bad it can get, and how much you want it to get better

Op here
And I think you may be right. tomorrow morning I'm going to see if I can apologize and see if I can live there again.
I might also listen to the guy who said eat right and exercise. I am a bit of a twig and I guess that would help.

Apologize, learn to control your anger, respect your parents and all that they do for you, and spend less time isolating yourself and playing video games.

I didn't mean to give you a hard time but I work in social services and I'm telling you that I see young men like you all the fucking time. It's like half a generation never grew up or something. I don't know if it was the internet or the video games or something else entirely, but many of the men I see like this end up as complete fucking failures, sorry to say.

That's why I was so blunt and straight with you. You need to make major changes starting tomorrow. Maybe you're not ready for a job just yet. That's okay. But leave the video games and social media/internet shit alone for a while. Spend time with your family. Learn to socialize again by hanging out with them. That will prepare you for the job you're inevitably going to have to get as you'll know how to deal with people more than you do sitting in your room playing Fortnite or whatever the fuck.

Exercise. Eat healthier foods, not tendies, nuggs, pizza rolls, and cheap garbage. Start taking care of your appearance and taking pride in it more. These are all classic life tools that will serve you for the rest of your life.

Godspeed, user.

Actually in tears thank you all do much and for all you advice I'll set it into action tomorrow morning. Feels slightly better man

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Youll prob be ok. Idk your fam tho. Def improve your health. Also since you still have a computer use it to learn useful skills like coding, outdoor survival, workouts, etc.

If you end up at the shelter dont let anybody see you have a laptop.

>learn useful skills like coding

>learn 2 code

When are all you useless faggots going to stop pushing this narrative like it's really easy for anybody to just learn to code? Is that you, Hillary? Because that was her answer to high-school drop out truck drivers and coal miners during her 2016 run.

I'm so sick of this meme.