My mind is falling apart

My mind is falling apart.

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I probably have you beat. I didn't know anything about schizophrenia until last year when I started developing it. I'm 25 years old and I was expecting the rest of my life to be somewhat normal. Do you know what it's like to hear voices? I mean hear them constantly and talking over each other. It's a misconception that you focus on what the voices have to say. They never shut up it's like having headphones on with random people talking all the time and it's just annoying as hell and you just want to kill yourself. It's completely debilitating I can't concentrate on literally fucking anything.

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Damn dude, that really sucks man.
Are you taking any medication for it?
I hope you do well in life man, for real.

Looks like my attic. Except my is fixed. Go see a therapist bro. Shit helped me.

Try meditation. If that doesn't help try medication. Read a book called the Jose silva mind control method. Good stuff. It will help you attain the alpha brain wave.

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Life is falling apart. Faster than we know too.

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I don't have schizophrenia, but meditation does WONDERS for my anxiety.
It's such a small thing to do, yet it gives big results.
Meditating while high is the best.

>alpha brainwave
KEK
No offense bro but youre fucking retarded hahaha

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I'm sure you know but those voices are just your own sub concise talking random shit that your mind throw out their. It's fucked up for sure. You have to use your willpower to help you. They may never go away but you can turn the volume down. You have to practice and honestly put the work in. Tip, don't try to force yourself, can make it worse cause for some reason the mind likes to fuck with you when it can. You are paying attention to the voices and that makes it worse. I know if it was that easy, ect.. I know it's not but it's worth the fight. You control your mind, free your mind ,seriously.

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alpha_wave

Alpha waves are neural oscillations in the frequency range of 8–12 Hz[1] arising from the synchronous and coherent (in phase or constructive) electrical activity of thalamic pacemaker cells in humans. They are also called Berger's waves after the founder of EEG.

Why don't you shut the fuck up you uneducated faggot?

Awesome. I am glad to hear it help. Keep doing it.

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Exactly the same thing here, I have schizoaffective disorder, but I'm only 18.
Just a bomb waiting to explode.

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You are educated in bullshit.

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Holy shit I'm fucking dying. Never change captain alpha waves

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Do you take medications for your disorder? Do you do drugs?

>frog poster
>thinks he is intelligent

Remain ignorant. You are probably an unsuccessful in life anyway.

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Cool.

Your a fucking crazy person.

Faggots like you put medical science back fucking 100s of years.

Kill yourself you crystal healing faggot.

Any faggot can get a patent.
Doesn't make it real.
Kill yourself.

drugs and alcohol might help

psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-athletes-way/201504/alpha-brain-waves-boost-creativity-and-reduce-depression

Why don't you take some lithium? Or depakote? Diazepam? I worked with these medications for almost a decade and know the effects of them on the human brain. What do you know about the brain?

Okay. How do Apha Waves in relation to psychological disorder?

"It was already known that during meditation brain wave activity increases in areas like alpha waves. ... A famous study of Tibetan Buddhist monks showed activity in the area of the brain associated with compassion. Loss of grey matter (brain cells) and their connections is a common part of aging."

chopra.com/articles/what-happens-to-the-brain-during-meditation

that your mom doesnt have one

AHJAHAHHHHAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAHHAHH

You have just proved my point. You are educated in bullshit.

jokes on all of ya pussies im already dead literally

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To be honest I don't care whether you believe me or not. You can continue to be manipulated by those around you and be the weak mind person, constantly being pushed around by those around you. Good luck user, you are going to need it.

Tell me, what do you do for a living? Are you happy? If so then why?

im happy doing your mom in the ass every sunday

I don't expect much from you.

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>engines need back pressure
>the parties switched
>climate change is happening
Holy fuck man...

You, I have hope that you will find the reality of this world. Maybe you will disconnect from the globalized mind control machine. Remember, tin foil only enhances the electromagnetic waves to your brain.

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Your bullshit is not relevant to my job, happiness, or why. You may have strong belief in your quasi self taught knowledge, but to assume that it relevant everything around you is a naive and tragic. The world is so much more complicated then ever article you read and post. To come at psychology and neurology with the idea that closing your eyes will improve anyones illness is just beyond idiotic.

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This.
Right up there with the fatass housewife saying, "I read a weight-loss book, so it should be coming off any minute now."

Humanity does not have the ability to form and shape the brain physically yet. I never said it would "cure" these mental disorders. It does help them grow and prosper. As stated before they need to continue to take the proper medications and stop alcohol and drug use. These things help cause schizophrenia.

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I can tell you and OP are under 30. I hear this shit from millennials all the fucking time, acting like they're some unique species that shouldn't have to deal with the world in it's current state, even though it's now the simplest and easiest and most hospitable time to live in world history.

kek. Is that a LPT port?

Just stop.

We all deal with the earth's issues everyday. You make it seem like all millennial's do nothing. That every one of us is the same person. An older man who thinks that your generation accomplished everything and yet, we are trying to clean the mess that you all created.

What have you done to change this planet?

>My mind is falling apart.

AND SOO IS THE WHOLE FUCKNG WORLD, SO SUCK IT UP OR SUCK ON THE END OF A FUCKING SHOTGUN YOU FAGGOT!!!

Nah. I am good.

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>all millennial's do nothing
In general, yes. Most corporations are taking notice also.
>every one of us is the same person
Uniqueness is not one of your strong traits.
>trying to clean the mess that you all created
What mess did I create? What are you doing to "fix" things besides free healthcare, livable wage, and voting socialism?
>What have you done to change this planet?
Nothing. No one can change the planet.

I am actually a millennial. The excuse that everybody has shit to deal with it a poor point to make. You say "we" as if there was some sort of hive mind. Everything and anything can change the world - the measurement is called time. Get back in fucking line.

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Both of you will just suffer through your days and one day wake up with nothing (if it hasn't already happened) Good luck guys. You are going to need it.

I'm halfway through my days and I'm doing fine. The only thing I have worth losing is family and that seems unlikely.

Lets say it's only 30% of you that are leaving a stain. What else is 30%? What other group can get 30% of the whole to look so stupid? And it's probably much larger than that.

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HL2

Are you telling me what I feel? Because we don't agree with your cuntcake ideas we are miserable?

I'm glad you think you have some sort of of 1-UP on everything, because you believe in something. That's dandy, but believe or not there are plenty happy without it.

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Yes it sucks I also have bi polar on top of this which is worse. I am on meds that are supposed to treat both but dosent seem strong enough. My psychotic breakdowns and psychosis are kind of strange at times.

Dude, I'm not even sure what you are trying to argue with me about, but the word millennial is a label for a group born in a certain time. We don't go around proud to be one. You litterally have no choice. So, stop throwing percentages at me like they describe me.

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as a yogi, i think you fill your life with too many things to do, and very little time spent thinking things through. meaning that you will go from task to task or event to event without categorizing what occured. so the voices sound like it's all the events just randomly and chaotically appearing since they were never categorized.

meditation is the mental effort to turn all activity happening both physical and mental. I recommend laying on the floor and trying your best to do nothing. 30 mins a day should cure you of this mental disease. develop a mental image of some sort of trash recycling for thoughts. my one friend uses bubbles, he imagines thoughts as bubbles and as they appear he pops them. I use a picture frame. the sounds or random movie clips become entrapped in a frame and i float the frame away from my mind and body until it disappears.

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Unless you prove otherwise, you are part of the herd. There's too many of you in lockstep.

And if you're not, life should be easy. Your competition is literally a bunch of drugged up, lazy, uneducated, loadie, parasites. The only thing easier would be if you were all that and black.

ATTENTION: Schizophrenia is a purely neurochemical disorder. You can have psychosis (a symptom) without having Schizophrenia. The same can be said about Bi-Polar and ADHD.

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Wow, you are incredibly jaded. Who hurt you man?

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I don't have to prove anything. This is Yea Forums. I enjoy braking down you pathetic arguement for fun. I don't actually give a fuck.

The end comes soon, so worry not.
Your problems are only temporary.

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Meaning what?

>you are incredibly jaded
Extremely. I have a 22 yr old that has worked maybe a total of 19 hours in his life. He's dropped out of college (after we paid for it), he's quit I don't even know how many jobs, been kicked out of apts (after we paid for it) he's sold his only car (after we paid for it) for weed, lost a handful of GFs for being lazy... only to hear about how "he lacks initiative under our roof" and "I might be depressed" every third day.

OTOH, My 15 yr old is changing the shocks on my car and welding on my trailer. But he's not really a millennial, is he?

I've been to all the HS events, I've met the friends and GFs, I've met the parents. If I'm being unfair, it's for a reason.

Just an average day on Yea Forums

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>I raised my kid like shit so now I hate an entire generation of kids many of whom were also raised like shit by people exactly like me.

The only possible fix is to correct the chemical imbalances in the neurotransmitters. Which is done with different medications. It has no cure, and can be heredity. It either starts at a very young age or can start 20 - 30 years old. There has been cases otherwise, but it's very rare.

Only with meds? Can it be fixed with natural vitamins and meditation?

Not quite. You'll see.

I am a millennial. At your sons age I worked two jobs, paid for my college in cash and earned a degree, moved out of the house at 20, and became an engineer. I now own a property and am working toward a second property. Maybe you need to let your son fail for him to grow.

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Seems like the non-millenial isn't a loser. That's sound parenting. Maybe it's the 22 year olds fault and not someone else's?

No. Once it starts, it is with you for life.

Are you the one I asked to prove it? Because that's proof and I commend you, as an oldfag, for being a member of the human race.

>let your son fail for him to grow
Yeah, we didn't at first, but he's been failing for almost 3 years straight now and he's not getting it. He's currently on/off homeless, no car, no girls, no job, no gf, nothing.

I am a millennial. I am 24 years old.

No you didn't ask me to prove anything. I know my generation suffer a lot at times, and chose to push through and make something of myself.

Did your son take medication growing up? Was he always this way?

No and yes.

Has he spoken to a therapist? Some people just are that way. It is hard for them to make changes and they suffer through life everyday. I can see you are trying your best, there are people out there that can help you user. Talk to friends and family and see if you can find a professional to help your son. Also, you may have to let him fail and not take him into your home. You can't have him ruin your life. He is a young man, but he is old enough to make his own decisions. Don't suffer because your son wants to evoke your anger.

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22 year old grew up halfway into the tech boom. Let me guess, you shoved a smart phone in his hands the moment he asked for one because it was so cool and gave him video games and Xboxs and lavished him in the wealth of your success. Then, you’re surprised when his brain, accustomed to the slower pre-smartphone era of the world becomes warped into a jumbled mess of high speed information developing a heightened sense of childhood he desperately tries to recapture with drugs and endless summer freedom. Not only does this surprise you but you are too stupid to even begin to comprehend what you just subjected your own child to, and assume it’s his fault when your younger child, born into the Information Age developing from birth to manage and handle it, is capable of work unlike the older child. Now not only is your eldest son lost in a whirlpool of chaos and confusion he has his own cynic father with a brain the size of a walnut glaring him down every time he passes with the stubborn pompous ignorance of a 1920s racist. Fuck you boomer fuck you and fuck your easy bullshit life you degenerate halfwit fruit.

>just are that way
Yeah, I know. A whole wave of millennials. Most of his friends act the same. Almost everyone I know in that age range acts the same. Can a therapist fix millennial?

Beautiful

Maybe you need to pull him out of the location where your family lives. Therapy can help a lot. He probably has a lot on his mind and doesn't know how to work through the problem. As successful as I am, we all have issues we need to work through. Your son is still young, and can get to a better point in his life. I mean, doing nothing will just hurt him more. Try therapy, see if your insurance covers it. I know my company offers free sessions for me (I don't have kids or a wife, but if I did, it would cover them as well.)

Btw, not all of us are here to hurt people and bring them down. Some of us know that this place (Yea Forums) is a place where we can let our guard down and talk about our lives anonymously. Even if we do get in heated debates.

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Holy fuck! That's some weapons-grade projection.

He didn't have any summer because he was busy getting a 1.2 GPA, which means he didn't have a phone. And that's in a town where half the students don't speak English. He wasn't caught up in some whirlwind. He was born in 97 and the iphone didn't come out til 97, and we certainly didn't buy him a phone at 10. And what, information is now some kind of disability? Whew, good thing I never went to the library that much. I had the internet since 95 (actually 92), which means he's always had it. There's no adjustment to information. And how the fuck does that make me similar to a racist? Because I want him to put his weight on a shovel for a few minutes and help me put in a foundation for a shed? Sorry I offended you with my ideal of basic work around the house.

You're a fag and just making more empty excuses for your vapid, depraved generation.

What problem? He walks to 24 business on the street where he currently couch-surfs? You get up and get a job. You don't need a shrink for that.

Another millennial speaks up for his sedimentary lifestyle.

*the iphone didn't come out til 07

>Half of the students don't speak English.

There is the problem right there.

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I hope you find some solace. Stay true and strong.

>There is the problem right
Don't get em started on that shit. Thing is, they lowered the whole curve to cater to them. HS should've been easy-peasy. Nope.

So build a new one.

>50mg
that's a still very small does user, ive been on seroquil for at least 8 years now, you just need to tweak the dose slightly. I asked for the script to be multiple smaller pills,those tiny fucking 10mg ones, and I worked my way down a bit until I felt better. Today I'm on 50mg myself, but I was eating like 250mg at my worst in looney bin. I know people on like 600mg. I also know people you can hardly handle 10 mg and put off taking their meds because of it. dont do that, seroquil builds up a resistance very quick, and dropping for just one day can hit extra hard. you probably know that.

try chopping up your pills in half. generally bad advice that you shouldn't take from a fag online, but call you doc and ask if you can. I'm also on cymablta, as a like drug cocktail to help keep things well covered, insted of just burring the problem in seroquil.

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No child left behind was a mistake.

The entire Dept. of Education was a mistake.

>30 year old boomer alert
common core is the go to shit education insult today gramps.

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it's all a mistake.

>complains about projecting
>literally slanders an entire generation of kids because he couldn’t raise his own child to have a higher than 1.2 GPA
Jesus Christ I might be projecting (the truth in any case), but I have reserved the right to do so by being a 4.0 GPA honor student and college grad yet still suffer from crippling mental problems caused by unhinged parenting in regards to technology use. I have a little brother who is doing much better than me because my parents started actually parenting with him where as they just let me do whatever the fuck I want on my computer and phone all day because they didn’t know how to communicate to me about the things I was doing in my free time and my grades were good so they didn’t give a shit. Because of this I have a slough of problems that your 22yo son likely has but all of the stuff in regards to academics is based on YOU and your own shitty genetics and parenting. Boomers are all bad parents to millennials, but you are just a bad parent period.

Forgot to even mention the fact that it sounds like you’re a spic. Explains a lot.

I get it, you're an aspie faggot. You could've saved all the typing and just said, "I'm a semi-functioning millennial." Message received.

>academics is based on YOU and your own shitty genetics
I thought you got a 4.0. More No child Left Behind academics, or just black?

>me bitching about non-english speakers
>spic
Berkeley's taking apps for faggots, valedicktorian.

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Don't even respond to these samefags. Let them be ignorant. They dont understand the brain.

To stop doing drugs and drinking? Lol you fucking retard. Die already you sack of bone dust.

Sedimentary?

It means their life was a rocky relationship

No fucking idea what you’re meaning with that last bit. My GPA was good because of my parents.
>inb4 but you said boomer parents bad wahhhhhh
My parents fucked up when they gave me unlimited technology and freedom of my grades we’re good, but they still actually made me get good grades like normal fucking decent parents unlike you who lets their kid run around with a 1.2 GPA and gets mad at him and posts on Yea Forums about it instead of being any sort of guiding light or helping hand. If he’s fucking up at school it’s because he doesn’t give a shit and if he doesn’t give a shit it means he has a warped sense of priorities and if he has a warped sense of priorities it’s because some pompous boomer faggot dad probably drilled it into his head that school is just that thing that asshole dad makes me do for no other reason to control me and subject me to the system that broke him, instead of seeing any sort of value in the education system like he would have with decent parents that exude strong intellectual accomplishment and happiness for their life choices.

It means you just settled there and let everything fall on top of you and you sit there under the weight and bitch about it on Yea Forums. Like the rock.

>because of my parents
And their genetics. Don't forget the genes. You could've done heroin everyday, but the genetics got your privileged ass those grades.

I didn't read the rest of your shit. You're 2.0 at best and I can tell you're going to be a soy dad.

Accept you’re a sociopath and move on faggot.

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If your mind is actually falling apart then get meds.

If you're just a bitch like me, try meditation and regular exercise. It really helped with my insomnia and stress.