Alright anons, what do I do?
>Be me
>Be early 30’s
>Be single for the last couple of years because my last ex was going to cheat on me
>Not first time a woman has cheated on me
>Seems to happen more often than I’d like, which is fucked because I’m attractive, fun, have a nice above-average-sized penis, have friends, a solid “catch” if I do say so myself, just not loaded financially
>Should have seen the cheating coming, sex life was gone and good times were fading on a daily basis it was getting worse
>Fast forward to last year and finally doing a proper social media dating website
>Almost give up again after a week until a woman seeks me
>She’s mid 30’s, no kids, dog and 2 cats, works in retail
>Seem to have a lot in common, including smoking cigarettes
>Hit it off well on first few dates
>Things progress, things still going well
>Set aside money for ring and propose over winter
>Move-in together a few months ago
>Sacrifice my commute to live in her home town
>Realize after moving-in together that she is exactly like other girls
>She tells me drunkenly one night how many sexual partners she's had - 12 to 15
>I bring up one night about Sperm Chimerism study
>She asks about it
>I tell her about it
>She immediately gets super testy about it, refutes the study, and takes great exception to it
>I realize she's thinking about all the cum she's guzzled in her life and all the loads that have been pumped into her
>Realize I've been pumping loads into her because of her IUD for birth-control that she's had for over 10 years straight.
>Realize she must have taken way more than 12 to 15 different dude's loads into her body to make her react that way
>Sex life starting to decline rapidly, ever since moving-in together, but especially after I realize how many dude's loads she's probably swallowed
>Tells me ‘the same things that turn-on you and other guys are not the same things that turn me on’
/pt 1
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