I'm 30 and feel ya. Current piece of ass I'm nailing is 20, and I'm flirting with an 18yo on the side who has a daddy complex.
But honestly, I wish they were both like 15.
Idk man. For me, honestly, is how stress ages you. Like I see women my age who are stoic, hardened, emotionless, and cold. Life has best them down time and time again.
And dating people my age is so hard. Work, college, a house, kids... So much responsibility. Many women my age just can't get out of the house. When they can, they typically are looking for an escape - not a relationship.
Dating at my age is dead.
That's why I like younger women in general; Life hasn't broken them down just yet. They are full of aspirations, joy, wonderment, and lust.
As for being attracted to 15yos, man that's just as simple as they are hot. Bodies are starting to mature and grow, everything is tight, skin is soft and light, big bright eyes, joyous personality, curious desires, high sex drive.
I tell ya, they are perfect. And when they get all bitchy and moody? Fucking give them some snacks and dick. That'll shut them right up.
But alas, I don't want to go to prison. So I just date women like 10 years younger than me.