What are your gayest sexual experiences? Did you experiment with your friends growing up...

how did it start? how far did you take things?

>be me, 9 years old
>i just discovered orgasming but didnt know about masturbating, so i was just humping pillows and blankets
>brother, who is one year younger, catches me a few times so i ask him if he ever gets this tingly feeling in his penis
>says no so i tell him to pull his pants down and lay down
>he does, i do the same and lay on top of him and start rubbing our smooth, hairless, boy cocks together
>after a while i orgasm, no cum though
>ask if bro felt it too, he says no but he feels something and to keep moving
>after a while i give my bro his first orgasm
Theres more stuff we did, cont?

Uh yeah. Do you even have to ask?

please. when were the two of you able to start cumming?

Did the gay once back when I thought combining alcohol and benzos was a good idea. Don't remember much other than a general sense of weirdness. I think I got my dick sucked and some fingers in the butt...

I don't regret it but don't have the urge to try that again either.

>we do the weiner rubbing on a few other occasions
>nothing too exciting
>one day my mom starts babysitting some other kid
>one year younger so same age as bro
>i know him from school, dont really like him but whatever, lets call him isaac
>few weeks pass
>dont remember what i was doing but my brother leads me to our room
>"youve got to see this user"
>theres isaac on sitting on my bed
>"show him isaac"
>he pulls down his shorts to reveal it
>his uncut cock had to be at least the size of a hot dog, a bit thinner at the base, then got thicker towards the head
>"whoa its huge and weird shaped"
>isaac pulls out the "i showed you guys mine now show me yours"
>we do it
>we all kind of play around
>rubbing against eachothers dicks, humping butts occasionally
>then comes some of the real fun
>isaac: hey try putting mine in your mouth
>say "Ew no, youll pee in my mouth"
>isaac: i promise i wont, come on
>say "Only if you do me first"
>isaac scoots up to my little erect cock
>puts his mouth awkwardly around it for a few seconds but i dont cum
>isaac: ok, now me
>i do the same thing because i dont really know how to suck dick
>fast forward a few nights
>im underneath my bed with a flashlight reading for school
>isaac rolls underneath with me and asks me if i want to do more stuff
>say sure
>he asks me what i want him to do
>we start with just rubbing our cock and balls together
>more nights go on and i ask him if he can use his mouth
>says ya
>he isnt to good so sometimes he lets me controll his head or hump his face
>eventually he gets good and learns to actually suck
>we essentially get to do this every night
>always finished with his mouth and never have to worry about cum because im too young to produce ejaculate
>its a win for me because all he ever wants in return is to hump my butt
>only with him naked and me clothed, he always insisted on it unless it was my turn, then he would let our naked parts touch

I sucked my friends cock a few times in high school.

please tell me this continued into puberty so all three of you were able to start cumming

I started noticing i could produce cum around 10-11 years old. I had to tell my brother about it because he was going to start to soon too.

"Isaac" didnt stay in the equation. Which im not too worried about because he was kind of an asshole

so did it get to the point where you, your bro and Isaac were all cumming on/in each other? that's what would be really fun to hear about

>isaac didnt stay for too long
>we stopped seeing him when he caused issues i wont discuss
>my bro and i didnt really do that much between the time i was 10 or 11, just the occasional hump
>around age 11 my mom finally ditched the rich douche she was going out with and we started searching for a new house
>one of the times we went looking at houses me and my brother were by ourselves looking at the rooms
>"hey user, mom isnt here, let me try using my mouth on you"
>i try to refuse, saying well be caught
>"theyre downstairs, we can hear them if they walk up"
>my mind keeps saying no, but i never really give him an answer
>walk to another room and look out window
>see neighbor kids playing, riding bikes in the yard and such
>bro walks in unzips my pants and pulls out my wiener through the hole in my boxers
>i kind of roll my eyes as he starts blowing me awkwardly but it feels good
>neighbor kids see me but cant see below my waist because of window
>they wave
>i wave back while getting sucked off by little bro
>this is the last time i get any for a while again though

>isaac didnt stay for too long
>we stopped seeing him when he caused issues i wont discuss
>my bro and i didnt really do that much between the time i was 10 or 11, just the occasional hump
>around age 11 my mom finally ditched the rich douche she was going out with and we started searching for a new house
>one of the times we went looking at houses me and my brother were by ourselves looking at the rooms
>"hey user, mom isnt here, let me try using my mouth on you"
>i try to refuse, saying well be caught
>"theyre downstairs, we can hear them if they walk up"
>my mind keeps saying no, but i never really give him an answer
>walk to another room and look out window
>see neighbor kids playing, riding bikes in the yard and such
>bro walks in unzips my pants and pulls out my wiener through the hole in my boxers
>i kind of roll my eyes as he starts blowing me awkwardly but it feels good
>neighbor kids see me but cant see below my waist because of window
>they wave
>i wave back while getting sucked off by little bro
>this is the last time i get any for a while again though

Shit copied the wrong section. I wrote too much and had to split the post

not a big deal, continue

>we move into a new house
>get an xbox 360 around the time i turn 12
>my bro is a trouble maker and gets grounded from xbox
>watches me play after school and begs me to let him play for like a month
>i get an idea
>tell him ill let him play if he gives me a blowjob
>he refuses this offer for about a week then finally says ok
>i let him on and watch him play for a bit
>about a half hour later he puts down the contoller and looks over at me
>"ok user, pull down your pants"
>i just take off my pants and lean back on the couch
>weve watched some actual porn so he knows how to do a real blowjob now
>his warm mouth surrounds my cock and his lips glide up and down
>we eventually move to the bathroom because i can shoot a load now and he doesnt want me to cum in his mouth
>i tell him im getting close
>we get up and turn to face the toilet, he jerks me from behind
>bust a nut into the toilet as his hand works my cock
>this happens a few more times before he decides to stop again

I jerk off with my best friend to hentai. Pretty chill.

Sounds like fun. Either of y'all still doing gay stuff? Not necessarily with each other.

>Met a gay guy when I was out drinking
>told him im straight
>end up going back to his
>sat on couch next to him
>leans over to kiss me
>tell him no
>5 mins go past
>I reach over and start rubbing his cock through his trousers
>he returns the favour and pulls mine out
>starts jerking me
>pulls my trousers off and sucks my cock
>I do the same for him
>both naked in 69
>stand up facing each other rubbing out cocks together
>he goes down and gives best deepthroat
>sucks my balls and jerks me off til I cum
>shoot load on my body
>jerk him til he shoots on my body
>clean up and leave

Repeated every week or 2 for a couple months

I think I'm done with gay experiences now, was really enjoyable at the time tho

so neither of you ever came in each other's mouths? did you ever try anal?

when i was 5 i asked my 6 years old cousin if i could suck his cock and he just put it out and allowed me in middle of the yard, since then i had multiple gay experiences, but there is something about family and close friends dicks that just gets me really hard like when around 10 we discover masturbation with friends and used to do it all the time together

>when around 10 we discover masturbation with friends and used to do it all the time together

did you ever do more as a group when you all hit puberty, like sucking or anal?

>After being 12 i cant really remember much of our encounters untill im 13 which is probably the kinkiest peak of our relationship
>be me
>am 13 now
>parents work so often we pretty much move in with our grandparents for a while
>brother had completely stopped intimate stuff with me for a while, dont know why
>one day were playing in the basement at grandparents
>its a finished basement, very nice one
>we were wrestling in a pile of blankets and such
>pervert master mind me gets another idea
>I bury myself under all the blankets and leave a small hole and stick dick through
>dont expect him to actually do anything
>hear and audible "ooh"
>all of the sudden i feel a wet warmth envelope my cock
>i cant see him but i know hes sucking my dick
>oh god yes
>finally after a year of no contact except my hand my bro is back to being a horndog
>basic finish, i tell him im getting close then bust in the toilet
>basic stuff goes on for a while. Often i get him to jerk me off, rarely get him to suck me off
Here comes the best part
>one day i convince him to actually suck me off
>im sitting in the recliner, bro is already sucking me off
>he stops for a sec
>"hey, you can cum in my mouth if you want to"
>catches me off guard but i tell him ok
>hes made some jokes about swallowing before and makes another one
>i tell him dont swallow thats gross
>he starts jerking then goes to sucking
>i just sit back and enjoy the feeling
>suddenly he starts jerking the base and sucking at the same time
>holy shit, hes never done this before
>i almost cum immediately
>does this for like 30 more seconds
>tell him im getting close
>he starts bobbing his head violently
>oh fuck, oh shit
>i nut hard in his mouth
>he slowly pulls off my rod trying not to let any jizz slip out
>god damn it felt so good
>too my suprise im able to get him to do this for me for the rest of the time we stayed at our grandparents. almost every night he would suck me off let me blow my load in his mouth

>we stopped seeing him when he caused issues i wont discuss
What kind of issues?

Gayest thing I ever did was discovering Yea Forums and now I’m stuck here

I got to cum in his mouth quite a bit, i only ever let him cum in my mouth once.

so you never actually fucked each other?

Remember when i said "isaac" was a bit of an asshole? He kind of liked to bully my brother and just caused problems in general around the house

No. He tried to get me to stick it in his ass once but i refused

>He tried to get me to stick it in his ass once but i refused

do you regret this?

fucking a guy while he was fucking my wife.

Not really. Me and my brother are still pretty close today. Not gay close but brotherly close. I think if we had pushed that boundary we might not be. We both understand that what we were doing was just trying to make each other feel good.

Oh fuck that was so hot. How long were you living at your grandparents? lol Wanna know how many times you shot in his mouth. Did he swallow anyway?

I grew up with a similar situation with a friend so these stories always turn me on. That last bit made me swell.

i have never been with more than one person having sex, the first time i got touched anally was once i was drunk and passed out somehow ended up un a 50 yr old junkie house that started sucking me off the i went all 4 s on sucking his dick as he started fingering me i jerkd like 30 seconds and i cum all over his bed cuz i couldnt handle the arousal, then i got buttfucked once with another guy but i dont have passive sex with men that often,but i like sucking dick tho

did you do any oral with any of those friends when you were around 10 or a bit older?

He never swallowed except for maybe the first time i blew in his mouth because he told me it shot to the back of his throat. So if he did it was unintentional. We were at our grandparents for about a school year, so for 9 months.

I know i wish i could go back to being little again because at that age your so open to experimentation and i know i could have gotten friends in on this stuff too. I know for a fact my brother did.

how do you know your brother was fooling around with his friends? what did they do?

what was the situation with you and your friend, how far did you take things?

All the way. I ended up being too big for penetration beyond the first time I went in and it hurt. But I would let him slide in me sometimes if he was really horny.

how old were you two? did you cum in his ass that first time, and did he get to cum in yours? what was the kinkiest thing the two of you did with each other?

>how do you know your brother was fooling around with his friends? what did they do?
Some stuff he told me, other times i caught him. Off the top of my head i remember him telling me at a park he got a younger kid to follow him behind some bushes and suck him off, i asked if he was good at it and he said it was alright. The time i caught him we were at a friend of my dads who had a daughter, a little more than half our age. My brother was building forts with her out of blankets and stuff. When i entered the fort i caught her sucking my brother off.

Alright...
>One night we were "spending the night" over at his house.
>Did this all the time, equally at my house or his.
>He told me he had something to show me he had just learned.
>Okay.jpg
>He pulled down his boxers and started to stroke his boner.
>We're 12-13 and I didn't even know what a "boner" was at the time.
>I guess I'll try too...
>That night I learned that our things could shoot white stuff out.
>We were both lying on his bed on our backs next to each other.
>He came on his stomach.
>I had to work harder because I had never done it before.
>I ended up always lasting longer than him...
>I finally get there and understand why we exist.
>GirlsGoneWild_Infomercial.mp4
>Thought it was so much fun.
>Couldn't wait to do it again!

how quickly did you work your way up to sucking/fucking?

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Have mentioned this a couple times lately but then it's been on my mind a bit.
Four of us camping in a friend's backyard. Have access to alcohol and a porn mag. Sitting around one of the guys put a bag on his lap and starts jerking it. Moves bag and does it in the open. The guy sitting opposite him asks if he can touch it. Two minutes later he leaning forward sucking his dick in front of us all.

That was enough to start it all off. Slowly a bit more happens, someone else gets involved, I decide to try it out. Get mine sucked. Before you know it everyone is getting into it. We all cum, take it inside. Go again in my friends bedroom messing around all night.
Becomes a thing for the next few months. Some were more comfortable with the whole thing than others. But we were all horny af, put the weirdness to one side so whenever we are alone and able to, we make each other cum with our mouths. Doesn't matter if it's just one on one, or all four of us hanging together. Had my fav friend I enjoyed doing it to more.
Stressed us out sometimes worrying someone would tell but we managed to keep it secret

>Tfw I will never have a femboy bf

What's the hottest memory you have from all this? Did you and your fave friend ever get kinky with cum?

In my teens i would meet older guys online and then invite them over to suck them off when my parents were at work. Sometimes they would fuck me. Almost always I wore my moms panties and lingerie and sometimes we would do it in my parents bed. We would do this sometimes while we looked at older dirty pics and vids of my mom.

That took a while... probably a year or more.
We knew that none of our female friends would do any sexual stuff and realized we could "help" each other out.

We didn't even start jerking each other off for a while; just jacking off next to each other while watching porn, Howard Stern, GGW infomercials, MTV, or scrambled porn... Sports Illustrated swimsuit calendar.

>Finally one day he asks if I'd be okay with swapping.
>FeelsAmazing
>We end up cumming all over each others fists.
>Keep jerking it every day as soon as we get home from school.
>2-3 times every night we "spend the night..."
>Once or twice every morning as soon as we wake up.

got fucked by a daddy in a hotelroom wearing lingerie

Does cum inside mean in each other's mouths? That took a long time for us to work up to...

What made you like that one friend most?

All of our other friends were anti-gay so we never played or told anyone else what we were doing. But we were the ones getting blowjobs! They were only dreaming about the day it would finally happen.

Holy fuck. How did you meet them? Crazy that people would actually show up. It's a hot fantasy, but no way worth the potential consequences.

sleeping at my uncles and i notice he has a book called rods sitting out i look at it all gay guys i get instant wood. from then on when i would go over i would go up stairs and look at the magazine, i start jerking to it. get caught naked jerking of to it,my uncle shakes his head and leaves,comes back with his neighbor im embarrassed neighbor comes over starts rubbing my dick it feels good.then he sucks it for a bit stands up and makes me suck him i look over uncles cock is out. he comes over starts to fuck me (very painful first time) i open up and start getting it to it i suck the neighbor he cums,uncle cums then they make me jerk off and tease me when im doing it. i end up being their boy toy for two years and now im a cock sucker for other people because i loved what happened to me, i guess i always new i was gay

we used to do rock paper scissors with my best friend and the loser had to stare at the other asshole, or touch their dick, at last i ended up sucking his cock but just for 10 seconds because my mom was entering the room

Online of course. This was years ago in old local chatrooms.
Some knew, some thought I was 18.

my gayest is going on right now
>girl takes me to her house we go at it but my dick goes limp
>she is very understanding and likes me a lot
>she doesnt know im a virgin at the age of 25
>we sleep together 4 nights and we havent had sex yet
>tonight she wants me to go out with her and then go to her house
>I am not going because I don't feel well and actually I dont want to have anything with her since I am leaving the country in two days and I'd rather spend more time with my friends before leaving

Hottest memory?
Pretty much everytjing really. The first time as extreme because i was so nervous. There were two guys lying on their back side by side in the tent. Me and another guy next to each other in between a pair of legs each sucking cock
It was that moment I thought, damn I really like doing this. Also hot to be giving a bj while watching another one going on right next to me.
Me and this guy swapped places so I was in between my best friends legs now. Felt strange because I was self concious, didn't feel comfortable because I only ever saw him as a friend. Put that to one side though and put him in my mouth . Started to relax and get more chill with the idea, settled in to sucking him

Another time I remember was hanging with two of these guys at my place I'm the living room gaming. I went into the kitchen to get some cokes and chips, went to have a leak
Walk back in after a couple minutes and one of them is on the floor giving a blowjob to the other whose leaning back on the couch. Real casual he's still gaming.
I just stood and watched. Think that was the first time anything happened in my house in a room other my bedroom
It wasn't all that exciting probably, no talking or eye contact or anything. Just a casual bj. Dude starts getting worked up, puts the console down and blows. Other friend swallowed. Dick gets put away and we carry on as normal.

As for cum. A couple things I can think of. Might post shortly . Am in middle of doing some stuff

Don't worry, take your time man

> each other's mouths?
Yeah, straight off the bat.

The friend I liked the most I always had a crush on him. He was more developed, acted older, was sort of a jock and had the most amazing body. He was real laid back and never said much, but the kind of guy everyone hung off whatever he said.
I liked when he and I were together because I had him to myself. Felt like he owned me or something, that I was all his.
He was the one who got his dick out I'm the tent and the guy who sucked him first ended up being gay.
Something more though, he was the one guy who never sucked dick all the way. He would mess around a little, put us in his mouth for a couple seconds or just lick it, but never blew any of us. Not even once. Jerked us a couple times.

Bumping again, would love to hear you get into the kinky cum stuff you remember

Grew up sheltered, and was pretty naive as a kid. No cable or internet in those days. I had a friend who was this little annoying kid but was a decent gamer and always had better games than I did. Skinny, higher pitched voice, I just thought he was nerdy. Around 11 or 12 he started bringing me dirty magazines from his dads stash. He always wanted to compare dicks which I liked because i had a way bigger dick than him. I should have figured things out when he asked if we could take turns sucking each other’s dicks. I said I didn’t want to but he offered to suck me anyway. 12 year old kid with a rock hard boner, I took the bait. Got to the point where I was giving him daily loads in his mouth. I got weirded out when he offered to take his clothes off while blowing me one day and I started hanging out with other guys. Sure enough he ended up being gay in high school and I avoided him like the plague for fear he would out me even though I wasn’t gay. Never sucked a dick in my life, but still get hard thinking about it here and there.

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>3 friends
>playing vidya
>i'm laying on the floor playing sonic
>best friend lays on top of me
>"get off me bro" giggling
>the universe hits pause
>grinds his hard little dick on my ass
>the universe un-pauses
>"get off fag" giggling
>was 20 years ago
>think about it once a week
and not in a good way. it makes me absolutely seething angry that the fruity fuck thought that was ok to do. if i ever see him i'm likely to do time.

I was staying at my friends house one night during the weekend. His parents fall asleep, and we were in bed a few hours later. He was laying on his side, ass pointed towards me. I pulled down his boxers, spit on my hand and rubbed it on my cock. I spent like 10 mins sliding my head up and down his crack. Eventually, I said fuck it and stuck it in his ass. I rolled him on his stomach and went to town. I lasted maybe 5 mins at the most before I came deep inside his ass.

shoulda fucked his ass tbh. also gotta hand it to him for not outing you despite the fact that you ghosted him after he voluntarily became your blowjob servant. Honestly, treating him like that would have made him more likely to put you so you should count yourself lucky.

The one time with cum that stands out wasnt planned. Feels degenerate thinking about it now.
My room, sleep over. Have my best friend and the gay dude both over. It's late lightsoff and everyone's in bed. Us three settling down for mutual blow jobs.

Have them both lying on my bed next to each other. My friends only in shorts, the gay one is naked. I'm lying in between them going from dick to dick, taking turns sucking each.
The gay one is really worked up and I can tell it won't take long for him. Hard to describe, get him up on his knees and I'm lying in front of him. But my best friend is under us, lying across the bed and I'm resting on his waist. Works out that I have both dicks right in front of me and can do them both at the same time.
Anyway step it up with the gay one, he starts cumming. Instead of swallowing I get off his dick, point it down so he blows all over my best friends junk
His dick is coated in cum. Pubes, balls, everywhere. I kneel over him and jerk myself real quick. Cum in the same way, coating his dick in more jizz
I then get down and suck his cum covered dick. I try not to swallow or lose any of it, just use it as lube. Sucking a dick that smells and tastes of cum is pretty out there . Felt gayer than anything I'd ever done.
Anyone the other one joins in, so we doubleteam him. We kissed a little which had happened before while doing double blowing. just this time first ever snowball
Anyway friend finally cums. It was all my idea so I make sure he does it in my mouth. I let it slide down his dick and get it messy again.
Get straight up go to the bathroom feeling proud but also grossed out by myself. Come back in and the gay one is finishing it off, friend is lying back legs open letting the other one get his face right im there and lick it all off.
I get onto vidya to stop the whole thing feeling so gay.

Did he enjoy it and did you and him do that again?

that's really fucking hot, wow. How did those two like you getting so slutty, were they saying anything to encourage you or just moaning?

I'm guessing none of you ever fucked, but did you ever play with each other's holes or do any fingering while this was going on?

What ages were you all when this started?

>the gay one
y'all 3 are gay

Most were nervous coming to my house, but my parents hardly ever came home unexpectedly. Never got caught. And all thought it was hot getting sucked off or fucking a sissy slut dressed in his moms lingerie while looking at pics and videos of his mom being a slut.
When i turned 16, i still met some at home, but met others in motel rooms or there home.
I even met some guys in public bathrooms while my mom was shopping

Not him but sexuality is a spectrum. It's normal for boys to try gay shit when puberty starts. Not like girls are gonna do anything at that age anyway so why not give brojobs a shot?

Met up with older doms when I first moved out on my own. Met them online, was really submissive and into big dicks and anal porn back then.

Crazy thing is we never said much during anything . It was always pretty quiet. Only thing I ever remember hearing was some groans and slurping noises. We weren't big talkers during it.

And it was only ever bjs or jerking it. Never butt stuff. Do know why. Probably tjought that would be too gay or taking it too far. Never appealed to me anyway, I was happy to get blown, all I had to do was return the faVor. So it was a trade off I was willing to make.

For the purposes of this story we were all exactly 18yo the entire time. :-)

Well, only one was out back then, so easier to call him the gay one. For the rest of us, we all ended up moving onto girls. Afaik all still in hetero relationships. So I just see it as experimenting.

I've got one more story I'll share with me and the jock guy which i remember real well. was risky as fuck because it was in tje bathroom in between classes. Will write it out shortly.

>home alone all day playing video games with best friend
>both have a girl each we're desperately trying to lose our virginity with
>tells me he showed his girl his dick, and she said it was too big for her
>develop this huge urge to see his dick
>tell him he's bullshitting, etc.,
>reluctantly he shows me, his really is pretty big
>he wants to compare his to mine
>i pulled it out, and i'm rock hard.. that made him laugh
>i told him i want to see how big it is when hard, and i just grabbed it like i was examining it
>watch his reaction, but he's just watching me, so i start stroking it and feel it grow hard
>compliment him, and offer to suck it. i was so nervous i just kind of mumbled my words, and started sucking it
>pretended to not be overly into it, but i was more turned on than ever in my life
>he came in 30 seconds, didn't stop

It became a regular thing when we were together at night, but hardly ever said a word about it.

When I was around 12, me and my friends had a sleep over at my place. I was trying to fall asleep about an hour after we went to bed when I felt my friend grab my arm super slightly. He then placed my hand around his cock and proceeded to jack off with my hand. I pretended to stay asleep and he cummed into my hand and wiped it up. That was the last time I held a cock. I'm 24 now. I've never had a gay experience since them and I still get hard thinking about it.

I don't have any because I'm not a fag.

I was earlier hetero
had female partners over years
I found sex with males disgusting
have even an attractive woman who loves me
but she doesn't give me much satisfaction
Now I'm 30 and want to fuck a 20 yo. male butt
that's so pervert
What happened with me?

I'd say you're at least some degree of bisexual given that you clearly enjoyed sucking and had an obvious attraction/interest in your friend. If all this has been on your mind a lot then part of you is still probably interested in doing it again. Not judging or anything, I don't doubt that you prefer women. There's just something uniquely special about guys getting off together, and fit you to take it that far with your friends probably left some sort of impression on you.

Looking forward to your last story. You don't need to describe this or anything but in addition to swallowing did you ever take facials and get your face decently covered in cum?

FYI I'm on kik if you ever want to talk more, name is kramer1337

I'm the same way. I was never gay until I hit my 30's. I guess that's when I stopped caring about what got me hard. Fact is, tons of things make me hard, a lot of which are completely disgusting. So I guess I've just come to except that a tight butt is a tight butt.

That's not even remotely perverted, you've probably just had a really overblown impression of what homosexual attraction is

Yeah maybe. I should have at least sucked him once. I liked how he spurred on the carpet while I was in his mouth. And I shouldn’t have ghosted him but I was a kid and didn’t know what to do. Luckily the change from middle school to high school put more distance between us so to speak

Best friend and I fucked during the summer vacation before we started high school, when we were both like 14. It continued through high school until we graduated and he went to a community college, got a girl pregnant, and moved away.

>Valentine's Day 2018.
>Find out one-i-tis has a secret boyfriend (long story)
>Fall into a deep depression.
>Open up Grindr for an ego boost.
>Decent looking italian guy messages me, and he tries to talk me into hooking up.
>I tell him I'm just there for the ego boost.
>He insists.
>I delete app.
>Hours pass and I'm bored.
>I download the app and he messages me again.
>We started talking, and he tells me that I am not the first straight guy he has done stuff to do. That nobody has to find out.
>I find myself telling him to go to the restroom on a lonely building on campus.
> I am frozen.
>I go into the restroom and he's already there waiting for me. Our eyes lock and my head starts swelling.
>He smiles and motions me to the handicap stall.
>I take an eternity to begin moving, feel like running out but I would feel awkward to do so.
>I feel like I'm going to pass out. I am not in the stall and he sees that I'm motionless.
>Goes for the belt buckle and starts removing my underwear and jeans.
>As my underwear goes down my legs, I feel so vulnerable.
>His mouth begins blowing me with precision and experience.
>This feels good, but I still can't believe I'm doing it.
>Start thinking of all the people I know and what they would think.
>He starts raising my shirt with his palm, and starts kissing my stomach and chest.
>"Wtf is going on"
>I suddenly feel his hands squeeze my ass.
>My penis begins feeling warm.
"Your ass was meant for fucking, user" he says.
>He gets naked as I'm trying to not explode all over myself.
>I turn around and I can feel his head rubbing on my ass, playing around with my emotions.
>He grabbed my sides and I shuddered.
>He began to position myself, and I suddenly felt his hands reach for my shirt and began to remove it.
>What followed was initial pain and discomfort only for it to be replaced with grunts from him and a surreal feeling on my part.
>I still have fear approaching women. Never did it again.

Was one of you bottom/top? Or both ways?

Friend who always takes but never sucks us off goes dark for a couple weeks. Think he was struggling with the whole thing and starts avoiding us. Sometimes happen so don't think too much of it.
It's like Tuesday morning in between lessons he runs into me. Think he ambushed me actually. He real quiet but determined, says he needs me and to follow him quickly
Walks to these off limit bathrooms by metalshop. No one is ever meant to go there outside of break time. Okay I see where this is going. I'm nervous because we never do anything outside of our homes, but I'm not going to say no.

Walk in go straight to the end stall. I sit down and he already has his dick out. Is jerking it and at half mast already. He seemed like real angry or stressed, puts one hand on my shoulder and squeezes it hard and with the other he's fapping fast.
I try to suck it a bit but he pulls back when I try. So I give up and just let him jerk it in front of my face. Doesn't take long tells me he's coming. I jump on.
Get on the end of his dick, put it in my mouth. He keeps jerking the base of it. Cums. Fucking cums buckets . I do what I'm there for, swallow it like crazy. Have to work hard because mouth is getting filled fast. Hes really going off leaning back and thrusting it. Really worried about spilling any on my uniform.
Anyway I take it all, finish him. Both make a deep breath and he takes it out. Remember thinking how shiny or glistening it looked. He doesn't say anything, puts it back in his pants, adjusts it all a bit then walks straight out.
Leaves me sitting there on my own with taste of cum in my mouth. I'm worked up now so fap myself real quick. Takes me about 23.6 seconds.

As I'm walking out get sprung. Think fast tell them I'm not feeling well so used those toilets for privacy. Mfw english department head says yeah you look real flushed, sweaty and your face is red, she says I should go to the sick bay.
Spend an hour in there having to pretend to be sick.

I was the top. He was a scrawny, really short kid until pretty much his senior year/post graduation (both his parents smoked cigarettes constantly, we're pretty sure it stunted his growth). We really weren't the sexy sort of teens you see in stories and porn videos. But we DID fuck a massive amount. Teenage hormones, and we had already been spending every weekend together and most summer breaks together for years anyway.

We tried it the other way once or twice, neither of us really felt it.

lol, that must have been awkward.

feel free to hit me up on kik if you're on there, name is kramer1337. down to chat whenever of you're looking to sort through your thoughts on all this.

yeah, but sex is just a part of intimacy
sex and intimacy with a male never attracted me before
I love my woman and I give her proper satisfaction, she I happy
but if I look on a younger attractive male
I get a boner sometimes and imagine being intimate with him
the lust after sex is there, but I want be with him together
cuddling, kissing being loved...etc
maybe I had too much females in my life and I think there must be more than that....
I'm masculine, tall and have good built body, I think a could attract a younger male
but I'm afraid when I go over this frontier
I destroy everything I have because I will stop to love it

Did he really like getting filled with your loads?

He seemed to. We didn't know dick about it at first, so the first time wasn't entirely sexy, but he didn't like me wearing condoms when we did that, so he started cleaning himself out every weekend before we hung out. And he sucked my dick a LOT. I'm really not all that hung, but I'm pretty thick, and at the time I was way bigger than him.

College roommate was a douche bag. Anything you had he seemed to have better and bragged about it. One day he came out of the shower in his towel and dropped it to get dressed in the closet. Damn asshole had about 11 inches of cock. He caught me staring and grabbed it. Yeah you wish you had this he bragged helicoptering it. Having 4 inches of tiny dick my ears burned with embarrassment. Yeah, I groaned. He misunderstood my comment, or heard what he wanted, and walked over to me still gripping it near his huge balls. I tried to say no, but he was already getting hard and put it into my mouth. I tried to close my mouth but part of his head was already inside. I felt completely emasculated so I just kind of told myself, this is happening, and took him as far as I could. He was a loud groaner, and started fucking my mouth, bragging more and more. Dumb shit, like yeah look at that huge cock, or feel all those veins bro? It felt like forever but he finally came, buckets. He kept telling me to swallow which I tried, but it tasted gross and there was just so much thick cum. He laid down on the bed, smiling and closed his eyes for a bit. I felt so ashamed, and i went into the bathroom to vomit. He got up and laughed at me, come on bro my shit ain’t that bad. I felt so bad I avoided him for weeks and when he did talk to me again he acted like nothing happened. He just bragged about whatever girl he was fucking that week. As bad as it was for me, I still use Grindr to get a nice hard cock here and there. My girlfriend doesn’t know.

I used to suck my own dick. Does this count? I could still do it, but I got bored of it.

I don't have Kik. Keep an eye out for me in these threads maybe. I feel like I've got some shit to work through.

Answering your question I didn't really like cum. only wanted to swallow it, wasn't big on the taste or the mess. But also super paranoid about leaving any evidence. So yeah drinkng it straight from the source was the unwritten rule. Or if someone wasn't ready or you came.on someone, that got cleaned up real quick

One time it got messy was when I was on my knees for best friend and the gay one. They were standing sort of hugging grinding on each other . Had the gay one in my mouth and he could tell he was gonna blow. My head was squashed in between them and I couldnt get on him properly. Tried my best but when he came maybe 20% was in my mouth the rest on chin and down my front. Usually I'd clean up straight away but this time thought fuck it, went straight onto my best friend started blowing him. Staued on my knees. Took it a while for him and ended up jerking him. When he was cumming he pulled back blew on my face. Had my mouth open but most of it went elsewhere. Closed my eyes and let it happen. Weird feeling. Was exciting, but felt too gay and degrading. I didn't let it happen again. I didn't mind it but felt it was taking shit too far if you know what I mean

Central texas

steers & queers

Well if you change your mind I'm on there, it's a good easy app to download.

You still in touch with your friends? You think they still think about your time spent together?

Maybe? I self facial often. With my mouth wide open

Do you guys like greentext, so there it is.
>be me, suffered 4 years of isolation, bullying from all kind and be raped by my older brother
>Girls used to call me "pretty" when I knew that these bitches see me as a ugly weirdo
>Boys calls me faggot and weirdo
>Both punch me at circle and made everything to my life be a hell for 4 fucking years
>Depressive as fuck
>One more year and I gonna kill everyone
>Enters high school
>Pretty cool people, but I am so damn autist and didn't trust anyone there
>A guy from the fucking preschool befriends me
>Guy that plays Tibia when we were young became very friendly, let's call him M
>Most of the people thinks that I am a psychopath
>No bullies on the classroom
>A guy was always asking about me, why I was like that and stuff
>Let's call him S
>Ignores
>One day, when I was on the window looking the skies, he came to me
>He asked why I looked so reflexive and sad
>Told him that I couldn't answer the question
>He look at me for some seconds and ask what I see on the skies
>"Nothing"
>We speak a little while about the classroom
>Became very friendly
>S is very popular at school
>M is well known because of his family, a lot of friends too
>Everyone asks about me
>"Who's this weirdo?"
>M is a fat fuck that play a lot of tibia and CS
>S is a popular guy that fuck women at construction site
>S see me and M as a potential guys to be like him
>Ignored him and said that was bullshit
>He asks me why I am so negative with this
>Promises to explain one day
>We hang out at park and I told everything about my past and stuff
>I began to cry
>"I'll be there for you"
>We began to share sexual desires
>He teach me everything about it
>M enters academy
>I don't have money, I let my hair grown up
>Months later
>M loses weight and now M is muscular guy
>S loses her girlfriend for kissing 7 women in a party
>Now I dress real clothes and my hair is good
>We became popular with women
>We're like the three musketeers
>Kisses my first girl with 16 yo

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>Now everyone asks about us
>Get drunk with them
>First party is amazing
>Kisses a lot of girls
>First blowjob from a girl
>M goes home and I live away from the city, I need to sleep at S house
>I was on the house of S, but without M
>Both a bit drunk
>House of his aunt is empty
>We're on the same bed because she lives alone
>We began to talk about sex
>Share my fetishes
>He share his
>We start to watch porn from my fetish
>We both get horny
>I speak
>"We should try our sexual desires someday"
>"How about now?"
>He kisses me and we take off clothes
>I suck him off
>He suck me
>We kiss a lot
>He turn me out and start to fuck me
>Is so painful, but so good
>He fucked me for 20 minutes and then we ejaculated together
>My ass hurts
>Every weekend, we go to parties and we fuck at night
>Months later, we speak to M about our relationship
>He accepts
>Was one of the best sensations of my life, 9 months fucking every weekend
>I want to fuck a woman but he feel jealous about it
>Gets bored of him
>We don't talk until the end of high school
>3 years later
>He messages me to hang out again
>"As friends"
Never made any effort to hang out with him again since my life someway good, never fucked with any man except for him and my brother.

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This has a wholesome ending but it ain't gay

Happy you found a good group though

scratch what I said, that was very gay

N I C E

I wanna do this so badly

Thanks man. I'll consider it

I'm sort of in touch with a couple of them my best friend lives elsewhere now. Funny thing is we messed around a couple times few years back when we were 20. I was single, his gf was away a lot. One time we were talking over beers and somehow it kicked off again. It felt wrong for so many reasons but also hot af. If I'm honest as good as with a chick, better in some ways because it felt taboo that we should know better, both real ashamed after though.
caught up when he came back to town at Christmas. Shared some beers as always. Nothing mentioned about those experiences. He's starting to get fat and has permature baldness happeneing. I don't think I'll be going there again. It's in the past.

The jock guy is a realtor in our town. I see his face on billboards or bus stops sometimes. Makes me lol. We still say hi if we run into each other.

The gay guy, he lives in another country now. We were never that close anyway and I haven't had anything to do with him in years.

Lol I guess yeah

>Be me, late 70's, in 2nd grade
>go to catholic school
>no sexual experiences or anything
>last class of the day is music class
>One day out of the blue kid next to me whispers "user, you ever suck dick?"
>screwface.jpg
>"what? no, what the hell?"
>"it's fun, I'll show you in the bathroom"
>boys bathroom is literally next door to music room
>class lets out and we get our things from our lockers
>go to bathroom to pee, other kid walks in.
>"ready user?"
>"are you sure about this?"
>"yes, me and my cousin do it all the time"
>Done peeing, turn away from the urinal with my dick out.
>he bends over and puts his mouth on my dick
>feels pretty good
>does this for a while, just sucks but no up and down action, just suction.
>"ok, now you do me"
>drops pants and underwear to his ankles
>I touch it, first time touching a dick other than mine
>go towards it slowly, then put my mouth on it like he did
>tastes a bit salty.
>"now suck like did"
>start sucking the same way
>alternate back and forth for a few minutes until the door opens
>we jump and turn to the urinals
>kid I walk home with comes in
>zip up and wash my hands before leaving

We did this every day for the rest of the school year. Eventually he wanted me to try sticking my dick in his ass but that didn't work out too well. Over the summer he learned how to give actual blowjobs and he taught me about a week after 3rd grade started. We kept doing this nearly every day until they moved over xmas break.

That seems to be how it goes. Hope to hear from you soon if you kik me. I've got some interesting perspective on all this stuff based off my own weird teenage friendships.

what happened with your brother?

Are you from Asia?

Helped a cute 12yo boy bathe/shower several times. Wasn't overtly sexual but still pretty fun

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When I was in my teens I used to make out with my male friends at any chance I got, usually when we were drunk. I offered to blow a few of them but they all respectfully declined and I never forced myself on anyone.

Years later I realise I've been trans my whole life but repressed it and can't stop thinking about how much of a slut I would've been if i'd been born female. Would've had at least 8 of those guys deep in my pussy.

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>Be me
>19yr old college kid.
>was fat, decide I wanted to lose weight
>joined swim club expecting to meet cute girls
>some, but all out of my league, especially since fat. Mostly men anyways
>we practiced like 3/5 days per week plus saturdays
>Swim bros help me lose weight, really push me to do more laps, etc. Also start making social gains. Go from fat to just chub. become one of the bros.
>we'd do shit like slapping eachothers ass in the change room, make fun of dick size, occasional wrestle, but nothing too big.
>get invited to swim club party near end of the year. Bros tell me that all the swim girls are gonna be there as well
>jackpot.jpeg
>party comes around and its a fun time. We mostly just hang out and drink, and occasionally dance/grind. Got grinded on by one of the cuter chicks while this was happening.
>eventually party games were brought up
>play stupid shit like truth or dare. If you couldn't do the dare or truth, you'd drink.
>the guys start daring girls to do raunchy shit, they start daring us back.
>I avoid most of it because I'm the chub
>eventually one of the bros picks on me, dares me to makeout with one of the guys
>chose the resident twink without really thinking. He's this Manlet with longer black hair. We start making out and everyons hooting. He ends up being into it more than me.
>couple rounds pass then he gets picked on. One of the girls dares him to sit in my lap rest of the game.
>he gets up, moves over to me, and plops down. He sits there the rest of the night, shifting every once in a while.
>get dared almost immediately after to make out again with him on my lap
>when he does, he runs a hand down my stomach and around my thigh
>neverbeensexualytouchedbefore.mp3
>pop a chub.
>worried he'd feel it.
>if he did, he didn't say anything.
>also starting to questions of im gay
>game goes on
>at one point I'm told to bend him over and slap his ass
>one of the girls was dared to make out with him ontop of me
>etc

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Years ago while traveling Mexico, I found myself staying at a hostel since i was too cheap to pay for anything more expensive (and it wasn't a hellhole.)

After going to the club, I had a gun pulled out on me, got mugged, and had to cancel my credit cards, which left me with less money that anticipated.

I explained my situation to the hostel owner asking for a cut, and he absolutely refused. We ended up fucking in exchange for my stay there.

Felt like shit (although he was tight) but I still rationalize it in my head when it comes to pursuing women and still feeling like a man.

>ff to end of party.
>people are hooking up or going home
>I'm sort of blasted off my ass
>sitting on the couch, watching whatever as on t.v, half falling asleep.
>twink ends up settling down beside me on couch, really close to me
>pretends to fall asleep and lean on me. Don't know why but I put an arm around him. He "wakes" up. Sort of looks up at me. Goes in for a kiss.
>I accept it.
>start making out
>he begins to rubs his hands up and down my body
>eventualky easy lower down to my pants. He unzips them and pulls out my soft cock. Begins to slowly suck it. Sort of awkwardly fun my hands through his hair
>get hard.
>he tarts jerking and sucks it at the sam time
>feelsgoodman.
>he stops and I feel BlueBalled
>he gets up and stands in front of me. Turning around he pulls down his pants, revealing his bubbly ass. He pulls at it, showing off his tight asshole.
>he steps out of his pants, and turns around to suck my dick some more. Then he gets up again, and slowly guides my dick into his ass.
>tightest thing I ever felt. Almost came immediatly, but it's also because I was a virgin
>he starts bouncing, slowly at first, but as he gets used to it, he gets faster and faster
>end up cumming on his ass without warning
>he moans, grinds a bit more, then gets off.
>he cleans up with some paper towels from the kitchen, then just puts his pants back on
>I put my on as well
>we just sort of cuddle on the couch until we hear someone come down, and then sperate
>never talked about it again at meet ups
>he starts moaning
>I'm loving it, and squeezing his ass and slapping as he goes
>