Hi guys
>be me femanon
>grew up with abusive parents, I can’t form emotional attachments and I have anger issues ie socially fucked
>aspd, add, depression, but smart enough
>studying in an elite and notorious university, stressed to the point of mental breakdown
>never happy
>bored af, go online a lot
>meet guy online, he’s working a dead end job
>but he is empathetic and kind
>so different from me, I’m intrigued
>exchange pics
>nice.jpeg
>start talking sexually
>nice
>goes on for months, it’s really fun and I’m happy
>he says he loves me
>I can tell he truly does
>don’t know what to do
>i really like him even though I’m emotionally a tard
>decide I’m going to make an effort with him
>ask if he wants to date
>mfw he says he can’t sustain an online relationship
>mfw he says he craves physical sex so much he needs to seek it right now from other people, because I have to do school for years
>I feel bad
>I tell him I don’t want to talk anymore
>I pushed away the only person in the world who could love me
>there is nothing more for me to live for.
>I’m sorry anons if this was a boring read, but i felt like this was the only place I could truly talk about this. I wish peace to you all
Hi guys
>femanon
tits or gtfo.
kill yourself and the horny mfker
fpbp
tits or gtfo
Thems the rules dude
itt: bad fanfiction
You did the right choice you couldve ruined your life by staying with that loser, there are a lot of socially awkward people out there that could be your friends youre not alone
>femanon
No you're not.
ahem
tits with timestamp or gtfo
>pushed away the only person in the world who could love me
So far you've pushed the only one you've hooked up with.. so go out there in the open world, try dating, try dating apps, try social media, Instagram, etc. You'll get a lot attention no doubt about it, it's not the end user.
Fine, I'll take the bait.
Theres always more people. Especially for women.
No. The "one" doesn't exist. All you can do is hopefully find someone
who won't facefuck your life into the ground, and yet is pleasant to
talk to. Many people possess this quality.
You're not retarded. You've thought this already. Stop being emotional.
Tits
Or
gtfo
Why is anger bad? Cuz society says so?
ok, i'll bite. What did you expect? Some guy to wait around 4 years while you study? If you were REALLY making an effort you would have found a way to meet up and fuck his brains out. You were just pretending online coz it was safer that way.
>I wish peace to you all
This is the only bit that bothered me, this is Yea Forums, go fuck yourself.
There’s more retards in the sea and you don’t want a cuckboy with a dead end job.
But fix your fucking emotions you cant blame that shit on your labels, I have all the things you listed but I’m not fucked emotionally you sound more like a sociopath.
"Anger is an energy." - John Lydon
>be me femanon
Sure kid.
What are you studying? Where?
Don't worry user it is hard to be alone but there are people out there that can relate to you and be of good company, it can be hard to find these people but you will eventually, there always are people out there that can match with one on different levels. Group therapy might be a good things since people in the group can relate to eachother. Keep going strong user don't give up and take breaks when needed.
Youre a trap and in any ways the distance is too great for it to work out.
>Loves you
>Fucks other people
k, seems like you are better off like this
>I'm a girl, btw
and I'm Jimi Hendrix nigga please
Sigh...
So I guess in the new b tits or gtfo is not a thing anymore. The place is so filled with white knight newfriends willing to accept any neckbeard larping for attention... The whole place reeks of desperation and Cheetos.
Time to realize I dont belong here anymore, I guess.