feeling some feel? feel thread. here you can vent if you need to, talk with some other user
>be real to yourself, open your heart, show everything you have. but for real, who cares? edition
feeling some feel? feel thread. here you can vent if you need to, talk with some other user
>be real to yourself, open your heart, show everything you have. but for real, who cares? edition
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what happens to my depress gang?
Well, in my personal love life I have dated 14 people. I fall for them severely but i have a pretty fucked up past to begin with that makes me get super clingy and obsessive. A majority of them all ended the same (which were mostly me being cheated on). It makes me pretty upset to realize that im still super into them. One girl i dated for over 2 years and when i found out she cheated on me i became suicidal. I am still overly depressed about it and its been about 2 years. She was great and id do anything to fall for someone that hard again and not be totally fucked over in the end. ):
as a professional antisocial i never had a real relationship. but i can only imagine getting betrayed by the person you love the most being really hurtful. i wish you find the good one
Yeah im super antisocial too. I know how it is. Thanks though ^^. Im sure you are cool
i would like to be lol
How do I hide my presence inside my work place? I don't want to be seen anymore.
Hit it off with a guy I've been mutal friends with for a while and he said he had a little crush on me. Been avoiding him since I am super depressed and going no where in life, I don't want to bring him down with me.
Totally feel you on that one, I'd love to be someone but completely feel the same way.
i have just found out i am a weeb
now im sad
FeelsGoodMan
Thanks user knowing I'm not the only one makes me feel a bit better.
try to buy some potion of invisibility or don't go to work
i feel the same, i can't take care of myself so i can't take care of someone else
lol fucking weeb
You are welcome user, all to preserve the downward social weeb spiral UwU
Rip, thats 3 people who cant take care of themselves (at least emotionally) me being one
I'll never be anything cool, just dead
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well relationship with 2 person that can't take care of themselves and other finished always fighting each other but not leaving each other
well personally (not to sound like a beta) I never really fight/argue with anyone that im with due to being overly obsessive /:
that's a good thing
Yeah I guess, just I’m trying to put off relationships to try and focus on myself. Trying to stop being self-destructive and shit like that
anyone got advice for a 20 year old depressed introvert that cant go to uni and has no idea what he wants to do in life But is being pressured by parents to pick something but has no fucking idea and its making me more depressed every day.
good luck with that
find what you want... thats all i got
You can choose your degree as undecided and you'll buy yourself time.
I'm trying to compete in this esports stuff, I guess in a way to prove I'm worth something and I get so frustrated with myself when I do bad I self harm. Yesterday morning I was practicing and I had a few bad games and I ended up hitting myself in the leg so bad I had a knot the size of a damn baseball on it and I couldn't walk, still not walking all that well today. Along with cutting my wrists a few times, kind of superficial. Despite not recovering 100% I practiced more today, I ended up getting some good games in and in the moment, yeah it felt good but the adrenaline and stuff really fucks with me in the worst ways. I hate that feeling and the pressure. After that I had a bad game and cut again, less superficial than the others from yesterday. On top of that I don't really have anyone to talk to about this type of stuff anymore. I mean, I do, there's a few friends I could talk to but I don't feel like I actually can. Everyone is busy or dealing with their own stuff and I don't want to add onto it with my ridiculous problems.
20 years old, still in highschool because I online school due to severe social anxiety. Now that I'm 20, after this semester it will cost money for courses that my family can't afford. I've lied to my friends and girlfriend about my life saying that I'm in college and have a job but for roughly 2 years just to feed my ego of being superior and make others envy me. Now that it's that it's all come crashing down I realize I live a lie and seek to fix it but I just don't know how. Any and all advice is appreciated alot.
there's something missing you need to find. even when you win you end up hurting yourself. you clearly need someone to talk to
be true to yourself man
youre all weeb faggots. you all deserve what you have coming on the day of the rope.
Probably right I wish i had the balls to end it, if only guns were legal in Australia
right
stop with the weed pics you nigger
sure man
I think it's self worth I'm missing, idk anymore though
Same except guns are legal here I'm just too poor to buy one, ill end up dying from my self destructive ways anyways I'm sure, by the end of the year, I've known for a long time I won't see 26
happy
now the question is: will you find your worth in the esport?
thank you sir
Tbh, probably not. I have this need to feel good enough for people but I realized I don't even feel good enough for myself if that makes sense. I could be the best and win every game and make all kinds of money and I'd still find a reason to be unhappy with myself and my performance.
where will you search then
I have no idea
this is where your adventure begins
But what do I do?
im waiting for something this month, and if it isn't what i expect, or what i need it to be, then there's no reason for me keep clinging to life anymore. and i feel like ive got so much riding on this thing that there's no way it could live up to my expectations.
you live life until you find out
what are you waiting for, otherwise good luck with it
Be more clear user anime guru
you'll find out eventually