Why isn’t your life amazing, Yea Forums?

Im my own worst enemy in a constant battle against myself . And I don't understand myself shit some days I don't even know how I'm anymore . Im a psychological mess trapped in my own head fighting against the demons within myself . I never wanted help for it but something or better everything in my head isn't really well . As a kid I always had a picture in my head of the man I wanted to be when I grew up and knew what I never wanted to be . Now I'm older and I'm absolutely everything I never wanted to be and could not be further away from what I aspired to become .

Basically shit is fucking fucked mate . And the only answer I see is suicide

I try to watch the show and be respectful to the chefs.

Are there any items I should never order?

Any tricks to get some perks or upgrades for free?

Time. Society.

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just be a human being, be nice to people and treat them with respect, you will see that you will get upgrades and stuff for free just for smiling (a smile can make a lot of difference in a shitty day).
For tip, never eat out, and check if the chef cloths are clean

> because I spend most of my time between taking care of my sick mother and 2 shitty jobs
> I have a couple of good friends but I don't get to see them much
> most girls I like don't want to date a broke 33yo fuck with no time

It is, but it seems shallow compared to how amazing I am myself

I notice some patrons not being friendly or holding loud conversations while the poor chef cooks. And THEN they complain about shit.

are you a moron?

being nice and smile to people only makes other people to take advantage of you

nobody respect nice people

is not worth it

Idk for the last 4 years i've been doing alot of drugs and succesive drinking. Really fell down a hole. Lost many friends and became a reject cause of my actions. It wasnt like i was a bad person or anything it was more of a status thing, people ignored me cuz i did drugs every once in a while, i was never on drugs when i was hanging out with em, and it was mainly just weed but as i lost more friends i did more drugs. mostly downers. Now im doing better, getting a job soon and drivers license aswell. So things is getting in place, just keep yourself alive and think Open minded and youll be fine someday OP

spotted the incel

you are not wrong, but at the same time making this life more unbearable

I get what ypu mean but in my own experience a smile can make a huge difference .plus seems like you have a only meet shitty people in your life . Sorry to here that . Be a bit of both I'd say it helps a lot and try to deal with all the anger and disappointment in you that's not healthy .

life always suck

just have to make it suck less

here's a thought: how about if we just stop caring about being accepted and loved and just try to be at peace with ourselves

just find what ever makes you happy and let it kill you

don't follow what other say that you should do

user how old are you?

33

I'm this guy

agree with you user, was just giving tips for the benihana guy, having someone help you without any reason in the middle of dipshits we live with,makes your day and the cook might give you a better service. hope everything gets better from now on user, you don't seem like a bad lad

thank you

Is not like I want to be a buzzkill

but that's how I trully feel

sometimes is better just to keep the expecvtations low, try to do the best you can with what you have aviable

be realistic

Everybody's life is amazing and I find it very sad that so many people don't realise that basic fact.

ama?
what advice can you give us
times / foods
would you eat there? what's the best thing to do / avoid?

My life is amazing. This picture is my life. I have a great family, kids have straight A's and are both Varsity athletes. My wife is sexy and still puts out hot nasty sex. I have a beautiful home, a well trained dog, and cats that don't fuck with me. I have a great job that pays very well and plenty in savings. I drive a BMW x5 as my commuter car and a vintage Honda cafe racer that my son and I built on the weekends. My only vice is that I spend too much time on this fucking website because deep down inside I crave darkness and evil.