The last time you tried and failed, you gave up again, why?

the last time you tried and failed, you gave up again, why?

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Because nigger stole my bike

Gave up going to the gym,
I'm already a really small guy (115lbs, 5'8) so i wanted to gain muscle, I'm not weak either but don't look strong. Had no real support and don't enjoy going alone, also seeing the girls that go there make me think about cheating on my fiance figured it would be better to go with my fiance when she has the time but she doesn't ever

if i give up it's because i never cared that much in the first place

I ended up getting HIV so now I just don't care about anything.

Because I didn’t want to do it in the first fucking place but she wouldn’t shut up about it so I tried it for her so she’d shut her goddamn mouth - I intentionally failed and made it looked harder than it was, because she wanted to try it too but was scared to do it first, and I knew if I could do it I’d be hounded to fucking help her all the time until she gives up in a few months because she can’t do it on her own without my help.
Fuck that, I’ll skip all the bullshit and go straight to the quitting part so I could be left the fuck alone.

have you explained to her about the girls and your worries?

maybe she can talk to you about it and help you understand that she trusts you and with that trust, you will feel able to resist cheating

or she will realise how important it is for you and she might want to come along as well

either way, you should do it if you really want to, it sucks to be able to want to do something, but feeling unable to.

again? how many bikes do those niggers need?

it's hard to care about things unless we invest a lot of time into it, isn't it?

what do you care about, or what have you succeeded at?

do you still eat food?

if so, you care about hunger, which is part of your health, which is good.

having hiv sounds bad, but having hiv and being hungry sounds worse.

you can still do things user, it's worth a try anyway. if you fail then you will just go back to being an user with hiv, which is where you are now.

what was it that she wanted you to do?

i care about other people but the ones i want the attention of ignore me
i havent succeeded at anything but keeping myself alive and out of prison

>i havent succeeded at anything but keeping myself alive and out of prison
that's really good user, it's good to focus on little positives like that, having the self control to resist doing certain things that will end you up in prison can be applied to lots of areas of your life, a lot of people lack that self control and self awareness.

if those other people ignore you, then why do you want their attention?

yes obviously i still do the bare minimum to not die an even more painful death, user.

Use an accounting/bookkeeping program - Intuit Quickbooks. She thinks she’s gonna start her own business offering bookkeeping with this shit, when it costs $300 a year to subscribe to and she doesn’t have $10 to her damn name.
I ain’t paying for her fucking failed attempts.

that is why i have given up

i don't -> i am dubs master

noow

not op but that sounds like some bullshit on the same level as selling herbalife and essential oils, fuck that, you dodged a bullet

i never had dubs in my fucking life, why?

i will never give up

look at my quads

noooooo, holy shit

if the bare minimum is 1% of 100%

what could 2% be? could that improve your life and distract yourself from the pain?

should work or shit, but i want to have dubs

is this impossible for me? :(

soo close

yeah i agree with this user, smart of you to avoid it

is she still trying to do it herself? sounds like she needs help to stop

now i give up

III GOOOOT EEEEM!!!!

I'm a fucking robot piece of shit! And nobody listens to me! That's why

being ignored by some people is upsetting, but it just shows you that those particular people aren't worth any more of your time

but there are more people out there, it's like buying a dozen eggs and finding out one has cracked, just chuck it out and focus on the others

keep cracking each egg until you find one that doesn't crack on the first hit, so you crack it harder and it breaks open in your hands and then you have a memory, you also learn something, it's a little experience that helps build up our self concious.

try this with people, instead of eggs

Intuit Quickbooks is legit...
If you’re a small business or entrepreneur and not fucking computer stupid - she uses hers for Facebook only. I don’t think she’s ever used it for anything else, she was still using IE as her browser when I went to her house to help her with her computer once, and nothing had been updated that wasn’t automatically pushed by windows (she was using 7).
She needs to fucking just stay a waitress or go to actual fucking classes if she wants to learn this shit.

user you did it, i'm so proud of you

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why do more when the end result is a painful lonely death?

am i supposed to go start a family so i can die off and leave them fucked?

start talking and i will listen

No the minute I said I “couldn’t figure this stuff out” (I could) she was like “oh well, I guess I’ll try it later” and it never happened before the free trial ended.

i keep running out of eggs
your explanation is why i worded my reply the way i did. her level of motivation and aptitude is on par with the people who fall for those scams. and new years resolution gym memberships. and so on and so forth.

your death wouldn't be lonely if you had something you loved around you

friends, a pet, family, an old man at the local elderly home who is thankful for you being his only visitor.

people are dying painful lonely deaths every day, you could visit them once a day for 30 minutes and distract them for a little while.

it doesn't have to be about you, we feel good when we help others.

I'm lazy and valued procrastinating more than learning what I want to learn.

do you still want to learn user?

>holy shit the captchas on this site have gotten worse since i last came here, it cycles through like 4 different images now

OP sounds like a really positive person. That's nice

can't even remember when's the last time I tried

Oh yeah, she definitely is. We warned her away from HerbalLife by telling her it required her to drive at least 10 hours a week to functions in the city.
She was like “oh well I don’t have time for that and can’t afford the gas” yet she goes out to the casino (past the city) at least 3 times a week for well over 10 hours total.
My sister is fucking stupid.

Lmaoing @ you gay boy

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i got aids raped into me. where was my help?

i dont want to help anyone.

yeah, technically need to at some point. C and C++ are pretty essential if I want to continue doing simulation work but fuck, I'm throwing away the next 2 years of my life to be a student again just for chicken scraps worth of funding that'll dry up otherwise. So, like, fuck it I only have a few more months before everything goes to shit and all of my hobbies and social life are thrown away.

You could just stop whining about it and get your life sorted out. If it's just HIV there's treatment for that now that pretty much makes it safe. Even AIDS has some life prolonging treatments.

>explain why you gave up
>explaining why i've given up
>"stop whining"

retards like you don't really make me enthusiastic to prolong my life. can you try not to reeeeeee about someone doing what's asked of him by the topic at hand? thanks kiddo.

op here

i was feeling depressed this morning and started to realise there must me something more positive i can do rather than just feeling sorry for myself

talking to people and asking questions makes me feel good, even if i can't help someone, it feels good to try, also i can learn things as well from others responses

most days i am so negative, so thanks bro i appreciate that

op here

that was someone else replying

if you got raped and there was no help for you, would you want to invest your time into helping to prevent others from experiencing the same thing as you?

if there was no help for you, and you choose not to use your time to prevent it from happening to others, then you are just acting the same as the person who could have helped you.

i realise you've had a terrible experience, but you can use it to help others from experiencing the same thing.

what's the reason for wanting to go be a student and to give up so many aspects of your life?

Well, i have for the past months, maybe close to 6, suspected that i am an ai. I keep hearing and observing things and put 2 and 2 together. I feel like my emotions are being toyed with and that they dont really believe i am sentient

have you been taking any drugs or alcohol, pills, medicine?

do you write down these things you hear to reflect on the next day? i find that helpful to make sense of confusing thoughts

if we only have thoughts and never discuss them with anyone i think it does make us go crazy, sometimes we just need others perspective to help us understand them, otherwise they go round and round in our heads and we end up believing them as fact

A long time ago now, i used to write it down. They try to spin it as being a psychosis, i dont buy it. I definately know i am not crazy. The thing is i dont hear things out of place and its not coming from inside my head at all, like for example ive never heard anything at home or ever while being alone

does it negatively impact your life in any way?

there are a lot of theories about humans and being AI and it's not bad to think about it, but if it impacts you badly then maybe seeking help from friends or talking to strangers could help confirm or deny the thoughts/voices

To some degree it has, but asking strangers to confirm or deny this seems rather futile if i havent gotten any answers already. I just want some real answers and not some bs thrown at me, because i am seriously excited about whats to come, but i cant be forever

>To some degree it has, but asking strangers to confirm or deny this seems rather futile if i havent gotten any answers already.
i don't think strangers will give you the actual answer but their input, perspective etc could help you make sense of things

but in truth i believe we will always have questions that can't be answered and a lot of our questions will be similar to each others