>live in small town
>worst life ever
>anytime i find a way out god attacks me and comes after me and traps me here
>no girls no people nothing to do
>only friend is 5 miles away and autistic
>everyone in my town is crazy as fuck like actual scizophrenic
>everyone around me is a hillbilly or douchebag
>my town is literally 2 dead roads and no people
>no beaches amusement parks friends events concerts mall shopping centers
>literally dont even have a fucking sidewalk
>dont even get t do fun country shit like bows and arrows and four wheelers and shit
>literally just an extra lonely place to sit on a pc all day
>fat as fuck from depression and sitting on a computer alone all day
>no point in dressing good showering doing anything or even going outside no people
>too cold to go outside literally like 9 months out of the year its either way too fucking cold to even look outside or hot and humid as fuck and unable to even walk outside
>nothing but small villages around me tat still take all day of driving and he shit towns only have like one main road with like 5 stores in them
>>nothing but fast food and shitty pizzaplaces no stores
>no skills no trades no jobs nothing around no money everyones poor
>literally not one job besides Burger King and stupid shit like that
>on probation for being black so i cant even do drugs
>could get laid or be normal but trapped in the wood and completely raped and defeated by life and god
Live in small town
free your mind and the rest will follow
Come on m9, you just gotta try, go get some bs job in a real city that will allow you to at least survive. Every gas station in the fucking country is hiring right now, work a couple extra hours and live off that at first, at least you'll be around more opportunities - career, friendship, and relationship wise. And don't give me that "eh I don't want to work that kind of job" shit, because if that's the case, your situation is not that bad and you're just bitching.
Fuck off you keep posting this shit thread just not be mentally handicapped and move
I’m on probation for being black id be homeless to leave
First of all, that victimhood mentality is not going to get you anywhere. And the type of jobs I just mentioned don't give a fuck about your criminal history half the time. Bro I'm seriously trying to help you, because I've been in your position before and now my life is seriously great. You have to stop. making. excuses. Otherwise accept your fate and stop asking for help.
>>on probation for being black
Is that nigger for "I'm incapable of taking responsibility for my actions and choices."?
It’s not criminal history its that I’m 7 hours away from a big city and would have to transfer probation there and they’d have to somehow accept me as an employee from all the fucking way out here
I can type really fast and have good grammar and spelling and know every Microsoft office product so i could get a data entry down there no problem but I’m out here in the middle of nowhere idk how to get a job so far away
Well some of these places are so desperate for help that you could do what I did - left my small town to Salt Lake City by responding to a CL add, doing a phone interview and having the job before i even packed my bags. How much longer do you have on your probation? I know when I was on probation, there were a few classes that I could've done sooner to get off earlier, do you have any options like that?
No I don’t but if I got a job over the phone I could probably just transfer there
Yup, exactly. I get you when you talk about how where you live brings you down. I'll admit, there are places with pretty much no opportunity. The good news is, you can leave. Nope nope stop, I can hear you typing another excuse already, Stop. You can leave. If you really want it you can leave to a better place where you can at least put yourself out there in the world. Not asking you to dox yourself, but what state do you live in if you don't mind me asking?
Not samefag but Other user is right go to gas station, get job, start saving up enough to get the hell out of there. This is what I did and I work with majority felons, seriously stop with the victim bs and get yourself together one step at a time. If you put forth effort you will be able to get out. If I did it you can do it
You post this shit every day. Fuck off. All your posts are just filled with excuses. Your life sucks because you are obviously mentally handicapped or some shit.
Well I mean I can’t leave if I just get on a bus and go I’d have to go to jail eventually I heard transferring my shit in the state is easy
It’s not my record that’s the problem it’s the punishment I’m on
>laying in bed
>hot fart escapes ham flaps
>heated liquid diarrhea explodes out at end of gas flue
>burning sensation on anus alerts me of escaped fluids
>check liquidy mess
>semen gets stuck to hand
>proceed to jerk off with other hand
>complete myself into bed puddle
>shower the next day
Such is life in russia
Yep, and the gas station gig is a seriously underrated starting job. Don't get me wrong, the work sucks, but you are in front of possibly thousands of customers a day, and if you show a good work ethic, you can surprise people that expect all gas station workers to be lowlife dug addicts. I was offered about 5 total jobs by customers in a year. I took the last one i was offered by some dude who was "impressed by my attitude" and holy shit dude my life has improved 10x. I seriously don't deserve my life right now. Another good lesson for OP: hear my story, borther. I was working the shittiest job ever but didn't act like it. Attitude and ambition really does get you places.
I don't know what you're trying to say. Why would you have to go to jail eventually?
I’m on probation its either have a lawyer get me off it, lose my life, transfer it, or go to jail. Literally no winning outcome without a miracle
I would take any job literally to leave this shit hole even if i had to scrub floors at Burger King or some shit i even have money and shit
Bro I've been on probation before. You're not on probation forever, how much longer do you have?
Then do it, that's literally what I'm telling you to do. Talk to your PO next time you meet with him and tell him that you want to transfer somewhere to get a job. He should be able to help you with that
What if theyre just like fuck you no you have to be trapped in this sad country shit and wanna kill yourself forever like me