So, I'm going to "peace out" shortly

So, I'm going to "peace out" shortly.
This isn't one of those cringey feels threads; I'm not looking for sympathy or someone to talk me into or out of it.
I just figured I would explain myself.

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cya buddy

it's been a nice ride, hope you're not leaving anyone behind

I'm a middle aged man, previously I would describe myself as happily married for many years. In recent years, I've noticed my wife has declining interest in sex - more specifically, in sex with me. To be clear, I have no reason to believe she has been unfaithful in any way, but let's just say her battery operated boyfriend gets a lot more action than I do anymore.

Anyway, this made me a little suspicious, and so I started doing what mildly autistic people do - obsessing and analyzing and ultimately spying. What I discovered was NOT infidelity, but rather just a collection of small but devastating (to me) untruths. Little lies, about mostly meaningless things, no one in itself terribly significant, but taken in the aggregate - soul crushing. She lies to me easily, almost instinctively it seems. How can this be, after so much trust, and for so long?

fair enough, good luck

Anyway. Over the past few weeks I've basically went from butthurt to numb and uncaring. I no longer crave sex or food or really anything that used to make me happy. The broken thing (trust) isn't going to be fixed and I just don't want to be here anymore. So that's it. Hope you liked my story. Peace, out.

>small but devastating (to me) untruths

Like what?

Or y'know just have sex with the babysitter or assistant at work like any other man who can't get sex with the wife anymore.

>be OP
>be male
>marry female

>She lies to me easily, almost instinctively it seems. How can this be, after so much trust, and for so long?

lol
Yeah, who fucking knows?

Go fuck a hooker,do some coke...if u still feel shit then do it

What makes you think other women want him more than his wife does?

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women always want what they can't have that other women have. there's a good chance he can get some.

I'll pour one out for you, user, have any preference? Hope whiskey's ok, because I that all I have atm.

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>im gonna end my life because my life feeds me little lies
well, i guess you better check out cuz life can get so much worse than that.

I also noticed you spent 0 seconds pondering what part you played in all this. But, fuck it right, blame everyone else so you can leave guilt free huh?

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If your for real. Go ruin your credit by buying shit you've always wanted. Go have a huge fucking party for yourself. Then end it on a high note. But honestly I hope you reconsider.

What kind of faggot needs to explain himself to strangers on an anonymous board

People lie when they love you. You sound older and more experienced than me but I am sure you know what I mean. She is tying herself to a piece of silicone to stay with you, no woman actively does that ime. Theyre actively looking for boyfriends at that point. This is the measure of faith for most people. It kind pf sounds like youre hard to connect with but not a bad person. If you arent the type of guy to think you can talk to her about this, and the fire being gone from your relationship (happens to everyone) is enough for you to have lost everything, no moving forward - good luck see you on the other side.

Even of it is true, and youre sure that you want death because youre causing an empty existence you cant say anything, wife would feel so guilty. Please dont leave anyone behind that will have to answer that stupid question in the hospital 'has anyone in your family ever...'.

But its not selfish. I will tell you that. I just hope you find something. Sorry its such a rough place.

Sorry, I'm back (for a sec) - figured I'd give it a final refresh before I go take a nice long walk in the woods.
Yeah, it's not really about the sex. It's about a decades-long marriage being filled with deception and broken trust.
I mean, figuring out that she was basically getting bored with me sexually hurt like hell, but that's not even news anymore. We are old. That shit happens. We still bang once or twice a week, but I know it's basically like doing the dishes or the laundry for her, which pretty much kills my interest as well. I can always rub one out to porn to satisfy those needs, I honestly have no interest in getting with someone else.
Super trivial shit that doesn't even matter, except that it's untrue. Faking a minor injury and claiming to be unable to sleep as an excuse for staying up all night watching videos, for example. Buying shit we discussed and agreed NOT to, and then hiding it. Literally nothing that matters, except... we have always had a relationship built on absolute honesty and trust. Only apparently, only *I* was actually doing that.
Anyway, I'm done, not reading any more comments, hasta.

No one you moron he wanted to leave something. Does everyone have to be an edgy quack

What lies exactly?

Op the faggot pussy, who would rather kill himself than to confront his wife and have communication about the insignificant problems they have.

I'm a 55 year old user. You couldn't have been though more shit than me. How old are you?

peace out bruh

To put your self worth in a woman is to have none at all. If anything I'd hope you have a better reason than

Helloo :3

>married

stopped there. whatever it is, you deserve it.

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I guess someone will find his body in the woods. hopefully it's a bear

okay that made me giggle
dude, I'm in a similar position but I'm not checking out. That's you giving up. Let me say that again - THAT IS YOU GIVING UP.

You don't have to do that. I'm not.

I'm out exercising, got a half marathon coming up, I come to 4 chan shoot the breeze a bit, jack off to some hotties, and make the best of the nearly 20 years relationship that I have because, well, that's just fucking life.

Try choosing life. Oh and I'm writing a book as well and working on changing my career just because I want a change. 48 years old and life is hard but I'm up for the challenge.

Step up my user buddy. You got this if you want...and if not, fucking hope the bear eats well.

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Why do people "recovering" from depression always feel the need to tell everyfuckingbody about how they improved their lives and what they do to not off themselves?

Reminds me of vegans telling me about how much their health improved.

Dude, did I say I was depressed? I was making the point that OP had a choice.

Why do people like you have to a) get their facts wrong b) be negative when someone tries to help?

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timestamp titties first you bitch

Love is more than just sex. Talk to you spouse honestly.

You fucking pussy cunt. Kill yourself because your wife stayed up watching videos? Wake up cunt, go on a holiday, smash some thai hookers and blow, play some video games. Fucking whiny little cunt

DO IT FAGGOT, DO IT NOW!

NOONE LIKES YOU ANYWAY, WE'RE GLAD TO GET RID OF YOU. LIVESTREAM IT SO WE CAN AT LEAST ENJOY THE SIGHT OF YOU KILLING YOURSELF.