Led a very fucked up life, I have diabetes, I miss my ex-girlfriend, I have type 1 diabetes...

How can I pray to Jesus?
My exgirlfriend is Christan but she was a bitch

jesus stroking his next meat lover.

don't pray to Him as much as just talk to him.
some Christians are bitches, we're not perfect.
i promise you if you trust Jesus you will start seeing him do some amazing things in your life.
i get up in the morning and say, Good morning, Jesus. thanks for this day.
and throughout the day i talk to him. when i cuss i apologize to him. i thank him so many times a day.
it's not hard, op, and it's free. costs nothing. and i promise you, he will help you incredibly, as he has helped me and does every day.

She is my exgirlfriend , she broken up my heart because she wanted me just fuck , and I think that relationship could be good but it wasn't

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she just wanted sex?

Well I think I'll begin talk to him like you I need learn English because I'm Mexican and i'm living on Texas and studying With a lot of Americans

good. follow hard after him.

are you at all alcoholic? i think aa would be great for you. people get together and talk about what they're going through and how they're dealing with it.

the meetings are all over and easy to find.

and i'm pretty sure Jesus understands spanish :)

My mom died in a car crash this weekend. Get the fuck over yourself and use what little time you have. Don't complain to me about your selfish bullshit.

so sorry to hear, dude. how old was she

ssssssssucccc my ass

Yeah I thought , because everybody said me about her when we dating t "she is a bitch that want attention and sex" "she had a lot of boyfriend that had sex with them" and a lot of things , and I talk her about that and she told me yes but she won't do that again and I was like OK I won't worry , after a month , I want to my high school to pick up a Chromebook , and her parents take me to there so i just had to go her house and go to school , when I come , she said me "Ricardo , I wanna tell you something" and i said her "what's up?" And she said " I was unfaithful with you , I showed my tits to someone on the church but I won't did it again I swear " and i just be relax because I was on her house and I need my Chromebook so I don't said her nothing

try learning to spell?

he died for your yiff

People die, family members. It sucks, but the world is a huge place and we're all family.

well, that's interesting -- that she was unfaithful -- but when did she become your ex?

anyway friend, i must go to bed. so glad you're going to try talking to Jesus.

one day i hope you will thank me. God bless you and your mom and dad.

and pray about your ex girlfriend. maybe something will work out with her! Jesus can do many things in many ways, try it and see.

54 and she was a fucking wonderful person. Better than any of you niggerfaggots will ever be. You motherfuckers are just like me and have all the time in the world to be a good person and you waste every minute on here. I'm just here in a moment of clarity to tell you motherfuckers to get your shit together. I consider myself lucky to have had such a great person in my life. Be thankful for what you have now and don't ever post this bullshit again.

Yeah she become my ex after that , I really loved her but well

Ehhhhhhh, my Grandma has dementia and I take care of her 24/7 and I have to make money because it's vascular dementia and maybe stem cells can help at least her memory (she's got good vocabulary, she just sleeps all the time and can't remember anything). What do?

You don't take care of her 24/7 that's a lie. Stem cells probably aren't going to save her and you seem to know that. Doesn't mean you should stop caring for her. If she's someone you love than you do what you can. I sleep all the time and can't remember shit either so it doesn't seem all that bad right now to me.

I do "take care" of her 24/7, in fact I got a bariatric bed so I can sleep beside her so when she needs to pee I can pick her up and put her on the commode. I'm not saying I'm doing caretasks 24/7, but I am around her 24/7. But I'd say it's about 4 hours a day at least (feeding and physio take a long time, diaper changes are like 20 minutes a pop). Stem cells might not save her, but it's the only shot I got so I gotta make money and see if that helps her regenerate some neurons.

Good look fighting the natural order of things. I'm not trying to be a dick because clearly you care for her but you should damn well know you're swimming upstream. All I'm saying is you better cherish what time you have because there will always be an end. Some people get stuck in the suffering but you need to stay logical about your own life. Don't come crying to other people about your sob story when there is always a bigger fish.

Isn't that the same as "don't complain cuz somebody has it worse". Sometimes pitying yourself resets your energy, like a cry without the crying. Also, I'm aware that my goals are unrealistic, but the only goals I've ever deemed worth pursuing are unrealistic anyway so this is just another one on the list. It barely even overwhelms me anymore, but sometimes self-pitying helps when it does.

This is exactly why I never reply to you cocksuckers. Deal with your own shit faggot. See if anyone gives a fuck. Next time you want to post, go kill yourself instead. The world doesn't revolve around your insignificant bitch ass.

Why do you want others to stop complaining, why does it make you so angry? Is it cuz whenever you complained no one cared?

Sup OP, type 1 here.
I know that feel. You are probably feeling the beginning of nihilism and despair - I started feeling this pretty fast once I realized that most people will NEVER understand how good they have it.
But take heart. I'm not gonna gloat about how awesome I am, but I know that having this disease will give you an edge over normies. You will find in your despair, a desire to overcome your illness, an urge to challenge the hand of cards life has dealt you.
Or you will wither and falter.

My advice to you is to use the moments you are alone and lonely to learn about the world - read books, listen to podcasts. Become wise.
Use the time spent without a gf to train your body, do as many sit ups and push ups as you can every day.
Look at your unhealthy family and learn from their lifestyles about what NOT to do, so that you may fare better.
You can't change anyone but yourself and as a diabetic, you will have to work harder than everyone else... But you're already ahead of a huge chunk of the population because you came to Yea Forums
I wish you the best, OP.

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This thread:
>Muh diabetes feels
>Feel bad for me
>Muh diabetic intellect gives me superior moral insight into everyone's life
>Did I mention muh feels?

Boo hoo, someone has it worse so stfu already.
Can't believe you think you deserve replies with this garbage. Did I mention suicide is a completely valid option yet? Instead of bothering other people with these whiny trash threads.