Don't have money or a desire to move to Thailand.
I actually did get a membership to Planet Fitness, but then I realized how in debt I was and I stopped going to work more. It's just feeling like I don't really do anything and that I'm alone. But I'm still $1950 in debt, and I have to move come July, but stay in my shitty state because of school, which I haven't been able to do because my apartment rent is too expensive. It's an entire Trainwreck.
Yeah are you working out and dont have any vitamin deficiency?
I’m heart broken over a girl I blew it with, I’m gonna be laid off of work in two weeks, and my mom has cancer and is expected to die soon. Can someone honestly match how bad my life is right now?
Well if you're in California, Crunch fitness is dirt cheap and a gym that gets the job done. If that's too much, just run for a mile or two around your place of work.
If you're apartment is that expensive you can consider getting roommates. It'll help with your anxieties and you might make some good irl friends along the way.
And don't try using work as a coping mechanism, you'll just find yourself slaving away as a form of self-entertainment, which obviously isn't good.
That's partially why I'm sad and pissed. I'm trying to become a Navy rescue swimmer so that I can at least dedicate this pitiful life of mine in service of others. But I have failed the swim portion of the test three times now as of today and I thought I was improving.
Heartbreak is tough. I can't figure out how this girl feels about me and I'm prepared for the worst that she just friendzones me.
I have no job and I have had no luck getting there.
My parents finally confessed that they're fighting despite hiding it since I was almost 4.
You're not the first person to experience this sadness, you're definitely not gonna be the last, and you'll never experience the worst.
How'd you mess up with your girl? What caused you to be laid off from work? Are you trying your best to spend time with your mother when you can?
I'm in KinFucky.
And it's not so much the price as it is the time. I have to put away around $1,500 to get moved (deposits, first months rent, etc, and I'm probably over estimating). My last day off was the 9th, to put it in perspective.
Before I made the chunks that I did, I was $3,000 in debt, totalling roughly $4,500 to be made from March to July, while paying rent and my normal bills.
PF isn't expensive at all, but I have been needing to rake in overtime like crazy.
I don't like roommates, because I've had a few bad experiences and firmly believe "Can't afford it alone, can't afford it with roommates" so I'm finding a cheaper place.
Just need to get money together and in order, which is a part of where using work as a coping mechanism came in. I justify it with "I don't have much reason to be home anyway". Which, in contrast, I could've become an alcoholic. I feel like I made a less destructive choice overall.
Well then just keep on the grind, sounds like you know what you're doing and you're progressing, time is money anyways.
You're not wrong either though, being a workaholic > an alcoholic, but have you ever tried to hang out with coworkers? I know it's weird, but even at my past part time jobs it was fine.
What kind of roommate experiences did you have? Because you not being as social might be a factor since you can't read people that well too.
Your maw has it worse.
You sound like a whiney bitch who wants people to be sorry for you.
Its shit you're single (if you dont want to be!) but, as you said YOU BLEW IT!
Sign up to POF or Tinder and move on you drippy cunt.
Your job is a moveable feast, go work somewhere else, if the job exists there it probably does at twenty other places in same town or next one over...
Take fucking charge of your life.
Granted your maw situation isnt gonna get better but at least you know its coming... Make the remaining time count.
Lots of people leave things and they remain unsaid when a death occurs suddenly: you have the opportunity to make sure that doesn't happen.
Fixit n buck up user.