New Shotacon thread since last one hit Image limit,
New Shotacon thread since last one hit Image limit
goku is toddlercon, not shotacon
Nice try but that's Kid Goku, Baby Goku is smaller and always crying.
toddlercon
You're thinking of Gohan. Gohan's 4 at the start of Z. Goku is like 10 in DB.
I see you are quite the Goku fan. I've always preferred Gohan, but Goku is still cute.
Could I get some hardcore? I wanna see shota ass get rammed.
Any shota of teemo?
Ass rammed shotas per request
fuckin' A
Any shota of Rocket from guardians of the galaxy?
Many thanks.
Both are good so post more Gohan if you have.
I would be here until sunrise if I posted every picture of Gohan I have.
Okay.
Please post shota of Hastur from the anime haiyore! nyaruko-san
>lewdness intensifies
I want this on my face right now
Did everyone leave?
Can we keep the Goku shit to a minimum? If you wanna spam a thread to half the image cap with a single character, don't make a general shots thread. Not everybody likes toddler shit for fuck sakes.
>Stop contributing!
Okay then, last post for the night then.
Which Super Smash Shota has the tightest butthole?
ill never understand why artists make the saiyan boys have enormous cocks. and always use the excuse that their aliens so they have huge penises
when we have canonical evidence like this that the saiyans are small in size i anything
luigi
Imagine witnessing this happen. What do?
Mega man right? Pit is a slut, and link has definitely been fucked once or twice.
Fuck more smash
I don't really have much in terms of lewd with the smash boys(That is pictures of them together with a Smash theme, not the characters in general), it's mostly cute pics of them.
yeah surely a boy literally designed in a lab by a lonely creepy old man hasnt been molested straight out o the test tube
So what’s your take then? I agree mega man is definitely a fuck toy, so then link? Maybe pit really is a virginal angel but he’s always struck me as a teasing slut
id say kid link. grew up in a forest without adult interference
i mean sure, the boys around him were hundreds of years old and im sure they got down to some things. but surely how much damage could they do?
i think your right about pit
Palutena uses Pit for /ss/, so he's not a virgin in that sense, but his butt is unclaimed.
Lmao you are a fool if you think pit isn’t getting fucked in the ass
Is this thread really dead already
Speaking of angelical boys, I like to think this is what going to heaven would be like
>gay heaven
Everyone knows the entrance to heaven is a lolis pussy and the entrance to hell is a little boys ass
Hell would be to fuck a loli, so that ain't heaven for me
Now this would be heaven
Gigi was the best!
Well obviously personal physical heaven would be inside the butt of a boy, I’m just talking religiously that’s what is actually representative of heaven/hell
Fuck you know this happened all the time too
Why do angel shotas dress like that if they claim to be pure?
Well that depends on what you consider "pure"; what's impure about love and sex?
>what’s impure about fucking a little boy in his asshole until you cum up his intestines
Mega man is the lewdest smash shota
Fuck that’s hot
Agreed. More like this? Manly men fucking boys
Why is this thread so dead
this is from that one thread on Yea Forums
Fuck right?! I wanna see that good good
That's a biased statement, but I'm not implying is OK to fuck kids if that's what you got from my question.
Thanks
Fuck yeah
How do you find the best shota
Toddler boys?
Please?
Yeassssssss
my folder is pretty small its mostly what ive picked up from previous threads
Please do share i would be eternally greatful :3
This is a first time I see a shota thread start with an image of Goku
I've yet to see a loli thread start with Arale
ok with this post youve seen it all
Cute, a bit old looking though
i just found one more in another folder that i was going through. it's got boys in it but theres an arcanine too...
Fucking hotter
aight
:DD
idk if thats how the threads headed but ill leave you with this then. peace
is this shota Trump?
hahaha i didn't realize that haha, it's Dennis!
Hehehe
Fuck that’s the right way
Your pic related:
Brings back memories of humping the mattress when I first started to ejaculate.
I would quickly slip hand into my underwear or PJ's or get my palm between the mattress
and my throbbing erection to catch the semen and stop it making a mess on my clothes and bedding.
The regular trips to the bathroom to wash my sticky hand was a real pain for a few weeks,
until I decided to keep a wad of neatly prepared toilet tissue under my pillow.
I had a special way to fold them, like a hexagon, that could fit across my palm and fingers,
during ejaculation then be screwed up and tossed under the bed
until my next visit to the toilet:
when I hopefully remember to flush the used wad and prepare a fresh one to put back under the pillow,
ready for the next time that, by then, might only be a matter of a few hours, or even minutes, away.
Oh hell no i would sleep with that cum integrating within my closthes.
Well, yes - I did that too for a while:
when my ejaculate load was only a few little drops.
But even then, I might be leaving half a dozen or more unsightly yellow stains, spattered near the waistband of my tighty-whiteys, every day.
They created a strong sickly-sweet smell, a bit like caramel after they had dried out and the warmth of my body would make that smell permeate all around me. Also, the stains in my white underwear did not seem to wash out and I felt embarrassed seeing them still visible when they were hanging on the washing line, so I had to figured out a better way to deal with the mess, especially as the stains were getting noticeably bigger and probably more smelly.
That's really hot, thanks user.
I grew up humping my mattress as well, except I started it a few years before I began to ejaculate, so I got used to the pleasure of just being able to hump the mattress directly during orgasm. When I began to ejaculate, it was just a few drops at first, which was fine for a while, but then the loads increased. I would always lick it off and suck as much out of the sheets as I could before it dried, and then fall asleep on the wet spot. Sometimes I was too tired after ejaculation and just fell asleep on top of it. So after a few years I had a ton of stains on my mattress under the sheets, and I never realised that it was from my cum until a few years later. Then I began putting my covers under my body when humping. They were softer than just the sheets on the mattress and were a lot more pleasurable to cum into because of all the folds. Of course humping the mattress directly gave more pressure which was a separate kind of pleasure.
Also I never humped while wearing underwear; I would always be naked and hump with my bare dick.
Also that caramel smell you're talking about.
Every night I would cum into my mattress or covers, and then while licking off the fresh cum I would smell the remains of the cum from previous nights on that same spot (I would usually hump the same spot) which had penetrated too deep for me to clean, and it had that caramel smell you're talking about.
>I grew up humping my mattress as well, except I started it a few years before I began to ejaculate
Ditto !
I was definitely humping off regularly,on the floor, from about age five or six. I just thought it was a very pleasurable form of exercise that was helping to make my muscles firmer and bigger. Even at that time, I was determined to do it every day to get a regular "exercise" habit firmly established, like they recommended in PE classes at infant school.
By the time I was seven or eight, I had decided it was more comfortable to do it in bed, and stopped humping the floor. Between eight and ten I was doing it twice a day - just before getting dressed for school and last thing at night before going to sleep. At age twelve, I needed to do it just after getting home from school as well - three times per day.
I had always been experiencing dry orgasms, and learned about semen discharge ("spunking up") when I was ten, but I knew I wasn't old enough for it to happen then.
I never realised when my first ejaculation occurred - it would just have been a tiny little damp spot on the inside of my underwear.
First noticed signs of pubes on my thirteenth birthday and I think I started to use my toilet paper wads about six months later, when the stains were getting bigger and more numerous. Also, the smell was getting noticeable even to myself, so who knows how strong it must have seemed to other people when I walked into a fresh smelling room.
MODS! FUCK ME! MODS!
>I never realised when my first ejaculation occurred - it would just have been a tiny little damp spot on the inside of my under
Interestingly, I actually remember my first ejaculation very clearly. I even remember mentally recording the exact day it happened as soon as it occurred. Although I've forgotten the exact date, I remember it was during the Summer when I was 11 years old. The reason I remember is because I distinctly felt a different sensation during orgasm for the first time to the one I had become used to. For the first time ever I felt the sensation of rhythmic throbbing and pumping in the base of my dick and in my perineum. Of course there was almost no fluid, maybe just a drop of clear liquid. But before this an orgasm just felt like a really pleasant "tightening" sensation. The part inside my taint and the base of my dick would tighten up and it would feel really good, and then at some point it would gradually relax. But this time towards the end of the sensation it spasmed/pulsed a couple of times as well, and I could feel pressure throughout my urethra as if my dick was trying to spit something out. I immediately understood what it meant.
>Between eight and ten I was doing it twice a day - just before getting dressed for school and last thing at night before going to sleep. At age twelve, I needed to do it just after getting home from school as well - three times per day.
I rarely masturbated in the morning, actually. But I loved doing it last thing at night; I would fall asleep really easily straight afterwards. And for a while I did it often after coming home from school too, but that was before I started ejaculating.
Did any of you have sex as a shota?
Jerked off one, tried to hide ky smile when he started to feel tingly
Did you often hump and cum still wearing your underwear?
Request: boy taking a piss infront of a women. Pref forced;
I had probably a few-3 hundred frottage sex with a class mate starting from the age of five and continuing until the age of eleven.
(pic not related)
From the time I was five mastubated or had sex at least one time a day every day of my life. from ages of seven through eleven it was 2-3 times a day (mostly masturbation) and from 11 to 14 it was probably 4-6 times a day.
from 7-11 "mostly" masturbation?
What about the "not mostly"?
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>I actually remember my first ejaculation very clearly. ...
> ... The reason I remember is because I distinctly felt a different sensation
> during orgasm for the first time to the one I had become used to.
> For the first time ever I felt the sensation of
> rhythmic throbbing and pumping in the base of my dick and in my perineum.
I was definitely aware of those " throbbing and pumping" sensations for many years before puberty and actual ejaculation. Probably from about age eight, they were very strong and I don't recall them ever becoming noticeably different when I first started to ejaculate about five years later. The only significant change of sensation was the feeling of high pressure semen squirting through my urethra as though it was a torrent of white-water hurtling down the rapids on an Olympic kayak slalom.
Although I tried masturbating by hand occasionally around age 13, because my friends did it that way, I couldn't get it to work quickly enough and would inevitably roll over onto my stomach to use my familiar technique.
Eventually, when I was around seventeen, I mastered the more normal hand rubbing technique and that was probably when I first noticed that the orgasmic throbbing was actually a series of powerful rhythmic pulse like expansions and relaxations, rather than just a perception of a prolonged series of muscular contractions and release.
That's hot :o Did you like him?
faggot pedos
As long as no one is having sex with kids, I don't think it matters what you fantasize about when you fap.
>I was definitely aware of those " throbbing and pumping" sensations for many years before puberty and actual ejaculation.
Now that you say that, I guess I might have misremembered a little bit. The pumping sensations in the base and the taint were probably always there, but during my first ejaculation I felt my entire urethra squeezing and contracting too, as if something was supposed to be coming out (even if there was an imperceptible amount of fluid and essentially nothing was). I definitely do not remember that squeezing sensation throughout my entire urethra ever happening before that day.
Perhaps you recognise what I'm talking about when I say that occasionally when you orgasm by humping, your thrusts don't match up with the rhythm of your contractions in the right way or maybe you didn't quite position the pressure on your dick right, and you get the sensation of semen getting "stuck", almost, in the middle/base of your dick and then dripping out later? Like your contractions aren't sending it out the whole way? It might happen only with a couple contractions during one ejaculation. You feel discomfort inside your urethra as well.
If you know what I'm talking about, that sensation can only happen when you've started ejaculating.
If it happens normally, it feels extra satisfying feeling those jets of cum shoot out in perfect harmony, and you don't really notice it.
>Although I tried masturbating by hand occasionally around age 13, because my friends did it that way, I couldn't get it to work quickly enough and would inevitably roll over onto my stomach to use my familiar technique.
I never could get used to cumming by hand. I eventually learnt how to get myself to orgasm by hand relatively quickly, but it just doesn't feel as satisfying.
>I first noticed that the orgasmic throbbing was actually a series of powerful rhythmic pulse like expansions and relaxations, rather than just a perception of a prolonged series of muscular contractions and release.
Could you go into more detail about what you mean here? To me the "muscular contractions" descriptions sounds correct. Not sure I understand what the "expansions" are.
the not mostly was the classmate frottage sex I mentioned earlier.
what a slut
yep, I did. and he liked me.
Aww :)
cum as in "dry" orgasm - once a day, most days, between about 5 or 6 y.o. until I was 8 or 9 y.o. I would usually be wearing my underwear (maybe with outer clothing or pyjamas as well), but occasionally, just PJ's or sports shorts - especially in summer. Maybe around one thousand times before I was ten.
Between about 9 and 12 y.o I was doing it twice a day, most days while wearing underwear and had stopped wearing PJ's before I was twelve:
that would have been maybe another two thousand times, totalling around 3000 before puberty.
By the time I started puberty, I was masturbating while wearing underwear, typically three times a day, most days by humping my mattress. I would still usually have been wearing underwear and regularly ejaculating into them, while humping, for several months after I started to ejaculate.
So that would have been around another 3000 times, with perhaps the latter 500 times creating very obvious semen stains in my underwear.
Even after I started to use wads of tissue to catch the semen, thus reducing the stains and dried semen smells, I would usually have been wearing my underwear.
After I started to master the techniques of jerking off by hand, I still usually just slipped the underwear down at the front, and often hooked the waistband behind my nuts, or a bit further down to the middle of my thighs , or down around my ankles.
I guess I was just instinctively too efficient/lazy to take off underwear for a few minutes, if I was only going to put them on again right afterwards.
all pedos will hang
Oh nice!
I usually kept my underwear on as a kid. I'd lie with my crotch, chest and head on the pillow and hump... from before I can remember, so at most two years old in the beginning.
When I got too tall I lied diagonally across the pillow. Eventually I realized my head was basically lying on the mattress despite me being diagonal, so I gave up and just lied straight across it but with only my crotch and chest on it.
I was probably 11-13 somewhere when I started regularly fapping instead of humping, though I never stopped humping completely.
I started squirting on my 14th birthday and left stains in my underwear for a while after that.
Repent sinners!
>I'd lie with my crotch, chest and head on the pillow and hump
You mean you humped in between the pillow and the mattress or the surface of the pillow?
14 seems really late to start cumming, I have a medical condition that causes me to usually not ejaculate when I orgasm, I'm 27 and still have dry orgasms often, but my boyfriend was ejaculating when he was like 11.
On the surface of the pillow.
Yeah I was late... I was like shortest in my class and skinny of my height up until 13/14.
My two brothers told me they started cumming at 9 and 13, respectively. Weird variance.
How does your dry cummings work? Just normal but no goo or does it hurt?
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Just like a regular orgasm except nothing comes out.
When i was a child (7-8) One neighbour abused me and his daughter. Started with soft spanking both of us naked, ended up watching us fucking and joining us.
>Not sure I understand what the "expansions" are.
Well, I suppose that when humping my mattress the throbbing felt a bit more like a rope being left slightly slack and then pulled tight repetitively:
you would not expect that the diameter of that rope would be changing very much, if at all.
After I started to jerk off by hand, the close contact between my penis, sensitive fingers and palm of my hand made me realise that the throbbing actually caused the girth of my penis to increase and decrease rhythmically, forming something like a ripple or wave to propagate from my anus along the perineum and thence along the length of my penis, centred around the region of the urethra. That wave like effect actually causes a periodic swelling that is moving towards the glans, in a manner that I did not perceive while I was humping the mattress - even though it must have been occurring. The hand is sensitive to it in a manner that the mattress is not, and the genitals do not have the same capacity to detect that change of thickness, hence why a blind man is usually inclined to read braille with his fingers, rather than with his cock.
Oh thats good. How do you feel it, then? It sounds like it doesnt change much but I might be missing something, and even if not that sort of thing can be sensitive.
Gratz on your bf ^^
I tried using two fairly thin pillows and hump the gap between them for a bit when I was around 10-12. Worked sometimes but I eventually gave it up.
Im sorry to hear you were abused :( *hugs*
I hope Yea Forums is not the only outlet that which you express this. I would go to a therapist. At least the police.
It feels almost the same as a regular orgasm, there's sort of more intensity than when you ejaculate like you've had the high of the orgasm but it won't go back down as quickly because it isn't done since you didn't shoot, but it's pretty much the same other than that.
Thanks for the hug
I don't talk about it often i don't want to be the poor little guy who was abused. The girl contacted me years ago when her dad died it's much better since. Never told the police or parents or pretty much anyone irl.
Oh. Hey that sounds pretty nice! And less clean up.
It would be nice to be able to choose between that and a messy cum. o.o
It's pretty nice since I'm a bottom too.
Victim blaming really sucks. Its not your or the girl's fault her dad was an asshole who used his position to satisfy his own desires despite the harm it caused you.
I recommend therapy really, bro. It has helped with my ptsd after childhood abuse and a work accident.
Oh neat :P How does it help in that sense? :3
>I have a medical condition that causes me to usually not ejaculate when I orgasm
..... that sounds like "retrograde ejaculation":
en.wikipedia.org
Dry orgasm usually refers to an orgasm that occurs before the child is mature enough to produce semen.
I was planning to speak about it with my girlfriend, nearly 10 months together and i think that could help. She was really open and nice in bed but she asked me why and when i started doing all that. I had really big issue finding girlfriend for years because i was fucked up sexually. People think porn is bad for real sex, it's nothing comparing to abuse. She can understand it and help me i think
My bf thinks it's cute when he's fucking me and I cum but don't shoot.
The thing that causes me to not ejaculate is called Kalmann's syndrome.
I work as a janitor at a number of elementary schools in my local area.
Several times a day I find an unflushed turd which I then take home. I like to jack off in my bathtub while licking it and watching CP involving anal play. I close my eyes and imagine that I'm rimming a 10/10 qt blonde 8 year old.
Oh wow. It took me 4 years from being diagnosed with PTSD before I started telling new close friends about it, 7-8 years before I was open about it with friends.
I think it's important to have your partner's back on it. Best of luck! Itll be scary but while there is a risk in revealing it, I think you have to if you want to keep the relationship long term.
You're really strong for going forward with it. I really hope it pans out, but I recommend you have a fall back strategy if it doesn't - like who to talk to to start to recover if needed.
Im proud of you :)
Ah :P Yeah I'm top and would find that cute too :P
It also kinda helps establishing power dynamics if you're into that... which I am but only roleplaying wise... otherwise its creepy to me >.o
First real girlfriend i had when i was 19 didn't understand when i told her. Together for like 5 or 6 months i explained to her what happend and she told me it was too much and she couldn't handle it and left. A lot of really bad relationships later during 10 years and i find someone really nice so i'm gonna try.
Ohh okay. So you know the pros and cons then! Man your woman must be a keeper if you're willing to go through that for her :)
Power dynamics are kind of weird in our relationship. I'm a bottom, and I'm really short and really small and submissive, but my cock is bigger than his.
Ah xD Yeah not what you'd expect :P
It can be a turn on too though, like "I'm getting this guy to bottom for me despite his big cock" etc.
Anyways, as long as you have fun that's what counts :P
I wish I had a partner. I've had online relationships but nothing IRL since I became adult. I struggle with letting people get close in general which isnt ideal if you want to top.
You sick faggots.
She is, i'm pretty sure it will be ok.
Awesome! :)
That sounds like it'd definitely make things difficult. I never had any issue with my bf because we've known each other since we were little kids.
Cant tell if sex or massage :s
I like how detailed your description is :P
That said, your post made me imagine a braille library where everyone borrowing books read them with their cocks o.o
Why not both?
> "... Kalmann's syndrome. " ;
Ah yes, I have read about that. I hope you have come to terms with the various difficulties that it imposes upon you, and are managing to get the best out of what life offers you.
It is always better to seek all the things you like and can achieve, rather than dwelling upon those things than are beyond you.
I wish you all the best for a satisfying and rewarding life, whatever your difficulties might be.
> the throbbing felt a bit more like a rope being left slightly slack and then pulled tight repetitively
That's some really nice imagery, very hot and surprisingly accurate.
>the throbbing actually caused the girth of my penis to increase and decrease rhythmically, forming something like a ripple or wave to propagate from my anus along the perineum and thence along the length of my penis, centred around the region of the urethra. That wave like effect actually causes a periodic swelling that is moving towards the glans
I'm not sure it's quite like a contracting "wave" or ripple moving smoothly from anus to glans. I would say the throbbing happens more in discrete "blocks" with one contraction occurring in the anus/perineum, then followed by a separate contractions in the base and elsewhere. I've noticed the girth of the penis does increase and contract while pulsing, but this happens along the entire length of the penis simultaneously. So the entire penis expands and contracts as one unit, rather than there being separate "ripples' along it.
>I'm not sure it's quite like a contracting "wave" or ripple moving smoothly from anus to glans. I would say the throbbing happens more in discrete "blocks" with one contraction occurring in the anus/perineum, then followed by a separate contractions in the base and elsewhere.
Hmm?
the difference between analogue and digital waves !
You may be right, I will take care to note the effects as best I can, next time I jerk off. I have a suspicion that placing the tips of the fingers on one hand equi-distance along the perineum, and likewise with the fingers of the other hand spaced along the ridge of the urethra, it might be possible to tell whether it is a block like digital square standing wave effect or more like a smooth analogue sinusoidal travelling wave.
On the other hand, it is probably easier to find an Anatomical Physiology text book that describes the relevant contractions precisely.
>the difference between analogue and digital waves !
Exactly what I was thinking of! I wasn't sure whether you would find that analogy useful though, so I didn't put it that way. Good thinking!
How is this thread still alive? posted a picture 9h ago before work.
Anyway, I've found this topic very hot for a while now, so I have actually done some research on the physiology of ejaculation, and I've read that ejaculatory contractions do occur separately in discrete muscle groups in the pelvic floor.
>researchgate.net
>gizmodo.com
But yeah, rather than "digital"-esque contractions, a more accurate way of describing it would perhaps be a "system of contractions of multiple discrete muscle groups".
>ywn relive your shota years knowing what you know now and wear your shortest short shorts and cutest t-shirt and look up the nearest pedo on the sex offender registry then knock on his door and ask if you can come inside so he can cum inside
You just need to get out more and do the things you enjoy! :3 You’d be surprised at the people you’d meet!
My bf I met at an animecon, he’s like an rl legal shota (he’s 18 inb4 v&) looks younger though and he knows what I’m into and doesn’t bother him. We actually roleplay big brother/little brother occasionally and it’s fucking hawt
imagine Killua ass fucking you while using his god speed
Lurkin
Jerkin
Same
That does sound hot! I did recently move so maybe I can find someone in a boardgaming group or con or in a group for high functioning autists o.o Ill try :P
Thanks for your kind words ^^
Goku is no where close to a toddler though.
Don’t do it SOLEY to find a partner. Do it because it’s something you enjoy that’ll get you out of the house! If you can go out and do things you enjoy by yourself you’ll eventually meet someone that likes to do the same :3
I’ve had several partners rl since high school. I see all the time where people fail at meeting others by pretending to be someone they’re not and going to clubs with a certain objective and being let down. What they fail to realize there is nothing easier then just being yourself and doing what you enjoy.
The only objective you should have is to have fun when going out! If you can do that, the other things that you want will soon follow
That makes sense :P
This green eyes + green hair look is very nice, especially on the winking twunky ephebe. Is there more like this with just him?
> there is nothing easier then just being yourself and doing what you enjoy.
This is like the most banal piece of advice ever, but if I was to follow it, I won't have any friends left very soon, much less any partners.
I suppose some discipline is in order, yes o.o No molestation, abuse or cheating plz o.o
I'm just a very... unpleasant person really. Rude, lazy, selfish, super apathetic and malevolent at the same time, full of envy and frustration.
But I can pull off a pretty charming facade when I try and pretend to be someone I'm not, this way I managed to get a close friend and a few good acquaintances. Never was in any relationships tho.
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Ah :o How about empathy? Can you care about others? Put their needs ahead of yours? o.o
>How about empathy?
I can tell if someone is sad or happy. I'm not autistic (sure...), I can understand emotions.
>Can you care about others?
As long as they entertain me (buddies) or provide my life support (relatives).
>Put their needs ahead of yours?
If I am sure it will bring me some benefit in the future.
Would you put a shota's orgasm above your own? Would you delay yours for the sake of his?
Fuck...
I am... not sure? I probably won't care about his orgasm at all.
ok, then that means no empathy.
Dude you are so cringe. This is the most high schooler thing I’ve ever read in my life.
Tricky :o
I am autistic... I can feel others emptions loudly but theyre kinda weird to me because non-autistic people dont work quite like I do... and they usually have a lot of internal conflicts so its common for them to simultaneously be happy and angry about things.
I care a lot about other people and have an excessive tendency to put others needs ahead of mine, so Im kinda working on that.
But yeah sounds like you might have psychopathic or narcissistic traits o.o
That's tricky if so. Sounds like you've found a way to use it though. It can also help in some jobs though where caring too much about the impact on others might be debilitating, like deciding who gets loans for a bank.
B-but I sometimes cry when anime character dies!
I'm pretty cringeworthy irl too. But that's a part of my personality as well. I even act like your stereotypical chuuni, with arm twitching and all ;^) It's so hard being intelligent, nihilistic and with a wicked sense of humor...
I'm just a lonely fag with a really shitty personality. And I don't even have any good reasons to be this way.
I’m screencapping this for future lulz. Just mention Nietzche next and I’ll cum.
I really don't care about philosophic and religious stuff, so I'm afraid I have to leave you blue-balled ;_;
He had cool mustaches at least.
>B-but I sometimes cry when anime character dies!
Ok, that is some empathy. Weird.. empathy, but also non-empathy...
>I am autistic... I can feel others emptions loudly but theyre kinda weird to me because non-autistic people dont work quite like I do
How do you feel emotions in a way you think is different to non-autists? Also do you not have internal conflicts?
>How do you feel emotions in a way you think is different to non-autists?
Well, uh, it's sorta like speaking different languages? I feel an emotion, but it... doesn't feel quite as my emotion, and the person's reaction to that emotion can be very strange to me.
The same being true the other way of course, others don't pick up on my emotions normally, and when they do they have trouble predicting my reaction to it.
Sometimes when I know people expect a particular emotional reaction I try to imitate one... I really need to stop doing that though because it's super draining :|
>Also do you not have internal conflicts?
Good question! I do! Most of the time I can't contain that very long though, so I end up needing isolated time to work through my emotions before I feel half-decent and can do stuff again.
I worked at a home for mentally disabled and severely autistic people once. That was interesting. I think their capacity for containing internal conflict was near 0. They would just have a breakdown then and there, and then go on their merry way.
I could read their emotions fairly easily, and some of them could read mine.
I think one of them even thought I was feeling weird once because I was containing an internal conflict at the time :P I doubt he identified it as that though, I think he just could tell I was "off".
I'm not the person you are speaking with, but I am autistic, and (probably) older.
Our thinking tends to be binary and literal, so no, we don't usually have internal conflicts.
The only time I am conflicted is when I am unsure how to behave.
I am wondering if any of you was eroused as i was in kindergarten.
I dont remember how i found out or who showed me this "technique", but i started to satisfy myself at age of 4 maybe 6.
What i was doing was to squirt my dick with balls by croosed-legs whole my left hand thumb was pushing down, so my dick was smashed between balls, legs and thumb. To even increase sensations, my right hand was dragging my right leg to squish my dick even more.
I had moist fluid coming out dont recall what it was but it felt so good. Best part was i could do this in front of adults while i was coming.
Till middle school didnt knew how to jerk off myself and even than i had phimosis and didnt had a proper orgasm until friend of mine didnt wanked me off properly. I mean ive known to rub my dick but didnt knew that my skin is supposed to peel off.
Interesting :o Well we're bound to have different experiences.
...if you're that confident you're older, I'm inclined to believe you xD I'm 35.
What even IS autism? I associate it with those kids who throw a fit whenever they are denied something. Do you have episodes of uncontrollable autistic rage or something?
>The only time I am conflicted is when I am unsure how to behave.
I would say for most people "being internally conflicted" correlates with "not knowing what to do", of which "not knowing how to behave" is just a subset.
People tend to adopt particular values over the course of their lives and develop an emotional investment in those values. Often people end up developing attachments to values which prescribe doing conflicting and contradictory things at certain points. Then people have to decide to break their attachments to specific values, which is painful (because those values become a part of their definitions of themselves) and people want to avoid emotional pain. That's called "being conflicted".
> and the person's reaction to that emotion can be very strange to me.
Could you give an example of an emotion to which people think your reaction is abnormal and what that reaction is?
So... are shota threads just filled with autists?
Could you guys explain what attracts you to shota stuff and how your condition affects your relationship to it? Do you think your shota fantasies/attractions are affected in any way by your autism?
Well, that's sorta a good question actually.
Like 20 years ago you had to be severely intellectually disabled to be considered autistic. Then the Asperger diagnosis sorta grew, and eventually they realized people existed on a sliding scale all the way from severely autistic to light Asperger.
I was diagnosed with Asperger, but since that's sorta an obsolete diagnosis (and the guy it's named after did some bad things) I prefer to just use autistic.
I haven't been violent in like 18 years? I can sorta get overwhelmed. It's not that rare for me to get so overwhelmed I have a hard time interacting normally, but getting so overwhelmed I'd break down is rare. It happens every few years maybe now.
And to me "breaking down" means I just run away. As a kid I'd feel like the worst person ever and start causing all kinds of havoc.
I'm perceived as "stiff" in social interaction and get tired relatively often. The most common effect is just hearing others reacting completely differently from me to things.
Like others really like it when you like their looks, and they care a LOT about what others around them think.
The things that insult them aren't necessarily the same things as insult me, which caused all kinds of troubles as a kid, because I'd say something I thought was neutral (like, "oh, hi bald guy") and people would get upset... and vice versa.
I viewed even "white lies" as major things and didn't realize people didn't have to hate me to lie to me, that sort of thing.
I did have a horrible temper as a kid, partially due to that and partially because it was difficult for me to control myself.
>autism speaks; the thread
this thread is over 14 hours old. let it go boys, let it go.
In my case, it is a structural brain difference in certain regions that change how I perceive the world around me, as well as how I process emotions.
For example, a tag in the back of a tee shirt might be annoying for you, but it can be painful for me. Too much light, too many smells, certain sounds, and so forth. Each of us is different in presentation and severity. My biggest problem is smells; I walk around all day trying not to vomit, because frankly, most people smell bad to me.
Throwing tantrums when you don't get what you want is immaturity, or bad parenting. When we melt down, particularly the young ones, we are unable to cope with some form of stimulation. What is going on around us may or may not have anything to do with that, but non-autistic people tend to assume that whatever just occurred is the cause.
When I was little, I would smell fish and freak out. If mom was having me try on a shirt, people who didn't understand me would assume that I was throwing a fit over trying on a shirt, but that has nothing to do with it.
I'm not sure how much is the autism and how much is the PTSD.
I'm generally scared of people, so one thing I like about shota is that they're non-threatening.
I can fantasize about being one of them, and bring up the emotions I'd have that situation. I guess part of it is just a sort of regression, returning to a safe time when I did feel comfortable having more emotions around people.
I really struggle with being vulnerable around people (I don't do it at all), which makes simulating doing that easier than doing it in reality.
On the bad side I do feel guilty about it, and would prefer if I didn't like shota. At least it's just cartoons.
I am pretty sure that any person who visits shota threads has some sort of mental defect.
More shota abuse like this?
To me rules made sense, so I kinda liked having clear rules. I kinda viewed rules as impartial (and still want them to be impartial), so if the teachers made a rule, I was as eager to enforce it as the teachers were.
Which caused problems for me with classmates, but also caused problems with me with teachers, because they wanted a power position or something.
Also they got super upset when I insisted they followed their own rules.
So adults often viewed me as saucy and disobedient.
Another difference is that relationships don't "decay over time" for me. If I meet a friend I haven't seen in years, I still expect us to continue where we left off. There are some who are cool with that, but most people take offense if you don't keep in touch.
Taken to its extreme, that means that as a kid, if I had a fight with someone one day, I expected us to continue that fight the next time we met, even if that was a week later. The adults did not appreciate that, and the other kid didn't either.
And I took small selfish acts, like taking my cookie, or even taking someone else's cookie, as major affronts, and could view a person as my arch enemy if they did that a lot. Which is not how others act, so they'd wonder wtf I got so upset over nothing.
Meanwhile others got upset if I said something true but unflattering, like the bald thing. Also teachers usually don't like it if you point out their flaws. I was just trying to help them learn.
Also, side thing... if teachers told us to do something I would always want to know why, so I could understand their reasoning and figure out how to do the task. Fairly frequently they took that as an insult, as if I was questioning their reasoning or leadship.
There's a new ss thread here if you prefer: >796184592
Are you bothered when people use "autist" as an insult synonymous to idiot?
Eh, a little. It's not as frequent as I expected, really.
Honestly, the whole process has been very positive for me. I liked seeing gays being hated, then begrudgingly becoming accepted, then sorta accepted but teased... at the time I was wishing me "whatever I was" would get there too, eventually. I honestly thought it would take another half century or something.
So while it's annoying to hear, I much more appreciate this than when people didn't know of autists and I had to apologize for every behavior I did that people didn't understand.
My autism takes the form of near-sociopathy. At times I feel like I'm not even real because I've watched as everyone around me interacts and stuff. Total strangers become friends almost instantly, and people don't even seem to see me.
That sounds stressful. Have you found any setting where you can interact?
I've tried to find clubs I fit into. (Mainly boardgaming/roleplaying but also some sports.) The setting helps me, we got a task to focus on, and there's a limited number of people I have to interact with, so I eventually get used to them. And many of them are introverted, which helps :P
How much bigger?
>At times I feel like I'm not even real because I've watched as everyone around me interacts and stuff. Total strangers become friends almost instantly, and people don't even seem to see me.
That doesn't mean being autist, that means being beta. We are all the same here.
It's okay, we have one for you. Your a nypical, short for neurotypical, which is a pejorative term that means you aren't smart enough to be one of us.
Clubs don't work for me because I'm far too vocally opinionated. Board games/tabletop games like DnD or Warhammer are too superficial and have too high of a time investment buy-in. It's been so long since I've actually had a real conversation with anyone that I've forgotten how to dialogue, and just end up giving a pseudo college lecture on obscure historical patterns and events. I am not fit for interpersonal relationships.
It's not even beta. Alphas are leaders, bets are followers, but I don't belong anywhere in the "group hierarchy".
Well, you do exist in the society somehow. If you are not a leader, you are automatically a follower. Unless you live in the mountains miles away from civilization or something.
Aww. Obscure historical patterns and events /could/ be fun :P Though it could get tiring eventually I suppose.
That's one thing I like about Mensa, you can discuss the obscurest topics there.
Does mensa allow for discussion of why Hitler was right though?
Haha. I haven't quite heard that, but we have had a discussion on the pros and cons of forced sterilization of people.
Generally they're more okay with taboo topics but not stretching as far as to actually having really taboo opinions.
I don't know how much (or if) it's related to my autism, but I think it's just me trying to relive my innocence
I miss when I didn't understand why my penis got hard sometimes or why it was so fascinating and special to play with
Aw :P
party time..!? :D
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now I know it's just biological programming that was meant to trick me into reproducing, so it's kinda spoiled and the novelty has worn off
my dick hasn't gotten the message though