Yea Forums, my life is shit

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daaaaamn you got dem pepperoni nipples, anyway just take your meds, take a chad move for once in your life and dump your boyfriend, cut that negative shit our of your life

but i loooooove him lol

Make a man happy and spread your pussy open

Dude I feel that way about everyone in my life sometimes too, I usually abuse the shit out of drugs then, which helps banish the dysphoria. I sort of think others have an easier time not feeling their emotions when they don't want to, so they might all just be blank screened out in their heads. How abundant is the lead in your area?

that's how i keep my bf around

lead??? like in the water?

Bitch thats MS paint. Get fucked

I'm the same age as you! I'm in no way capscitated to give advise to someone that's had it way worse than me so let me just tell you, don't give up! And if you do then just ditch everything and get a fresh start somewhere else. You're still young and who knows what life has in store for you, it can't get worse.

Are you on anything right now?

yeah im fucking lazy what about it

well my bf wants me to move in with him to his state once he gets out of his mom's basement (he's 28)

Timestamp, ffs

Ye, I dont know why I brought it up even tho. You make me feel less alone as a drug abusing schizo too. I'm guessing if you can handle lots of drugs, you've got an educatable, high income potential brain. You considered degrees for more dollars?

gonna smoke some weed soon but i wish i had some coke. bf doesnt want me to do coke so i havent in a hot minute but im proollly gonna buy more soon

FUK YES, MS PAINT SKILLZ

dont do it things get better

Tator tots in pussy with pic

i want to get a degree in horticulture but i've dropped out of community college twice now lol

no they get worse

things get better then they get worse and then i end up in the ICU lol

munch munch lol

U into hard drugs? Heroin meth LSD etc?

is that so

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How many times have you been hospitalized?

see, your dad loves you

The US will have a civil war in a few years.
Just hang on and you can shoot a shit load of people during the war and die a soldier's death if you want to

Would you like an extra large order?

WTF you are a female

priviligied genre fuck out

just play vidya and forget about the world around you

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i like coke and adderall ngl i reeeeeally wanna try meth :) but i dont have a lot of connects because im retarded

I dropped out too, now I've gotten my ass serious about a chem engineering degree. I smoke perpetually to avoid the suicidies, workload sucks, but Im keeping up. I think we feel great emptiness inside of us, because we desire real purpose.

idk, over 12? first time i was hospitalized i was 11

haha this makes me want to throw up

Take lsd out of that group.

i want to just hit up a nigger acquaintance and get a gun to shoot myself with

i can't even make any friends in my MMOs lol

i just wanna grow plants

Fake and gay

LSD sucks.

If you're not trying to find fuckbuddies, friends are hard to come by

what do u play?

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i love pussy but my first girlfriend tried to murder me in her basement over drugs lol

doesn't make it hard lol

I refuse to ERP in my game. Not like anyone ever asked me though

WolfQuest.

I want to start farms :D I'm sure there are others farmerfaggots who want to have hippie farms too. The searching is what is dildoes

it's for hippy dippy soyboys who like to think they're smart

I want to have a farm and grow culinary herbs

Been working on this baby for 3 weeks. Kalanchoe Blossfeldiana “Flaming Katy”

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It's cute. I grow herbs in my backyard. But right now they're all dead.

Cute cactus in my living room. Working on primula vulgaris (primrose) and chlorophytum comosum (spider plant) too

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Spice plants keep the gut microbes functioning, which is most of your gut health and nutrition dispersal. Might even put a dent in how much u want a gun XD all you need to grow those is soil, water, light, and some space.

i have a Philodendron hederaceum i've kept alive for like 5 years

Fractal succulent. Fun to look at stoned like looking into infinity.

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> if you can handle drugs you have a educatable, high income potential brain.
How many braincells have you lost and why are you trying to kill mine typing this downie shit?

Who fucking cares why does everyone have to cause a scene when they’re suicidal just fucking do it, get it over with, without being an attention whore

weed makes me paranoid af so i only smoke at night and never with anyone

i've tried a bunch of times lol i always wake up in a goddamn hospital so i gotta find a more efficient way. also scared of surviving and becoming a veggie or paralyzed

I guess "downie" is a pejorative of the downs syndrome? This is a schizophrenia thread, not a downie thread. Not even that Downie Soft branded detergent shot. Schizophrenia...not downie. Jeez man, get a degree, u sound not at peace

Take a wire make a snare put it around your neck go to a bridge wrap the wire around the piping glue your hands to your head and jump .

hell yeah fuck my head while im dead

Try some meth, cuck. Now that's what the nazis had boners for, the nazis were REAL PEOPLE.

not a nazi but im like 99% sure im a cuck

I think its fast and creative

I don’t care do what the fuck you want, You wanna rot in the ground that’s your choice or you can quit being retarded and do something about your shit life quit taking the easy way out, grow up

Do you take medicine?

Yes i think she does

but with schizophrenia the older you get the more retarded and psycho you become lol

Become a crazy raper, like with a costume, alter-ego, and a tool belt full of drilldoes. Come drilldoe my ass until I bleed out, fill a kiddie pool with my ass blood, then you could drown yourself in the ass blood of someone you were close to.

I'm supposed to. The only thing I take is my Klonopin. Why take the medicine if it's only going to make me a different type of miserable? I'd rather feel emotions than be an abandoned hornet's nest of a human.

What’s your name?

Do you act extra extra during your period?

I like the costume and alto ego ideas, but not so much the other stuff

Is this even real???

No.796086188?

>Down's isn't schizophrenia hurrr
No shit you fucking brainlet. I guess the asperger's kicked in there and you started taking everything literally. Overdose already, useless mouthbreather.

I don't get my period. Ever. Also not pregnant

Awww...now I feel like a hornet's nest for working hard to avoid every feeling I can. Avoiding feelings can be therapeutic, especially if one's feelings might actually just be insane and not rationally tied to things outside of feeling, but my Hornets abandoned me.

You're not real.

You sound like baiting

I operate a microfarm and grow gourmet mushrooms I'm also a phlebotomist and a divorced father of 2

I refuse to acknowledge my feelings until they forcefully burst out of me and manifest as psychosis

But you could embrace the crazy

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I can't expect everyone to believe me, I don't trust a lot of people so why be hypocritical

You should take a cyanide pill if you want to larp the nazis. Nice projection with the "cuck" though. Only an advanced smoothbrain would come up with that.

Phlebotomist sounds like someone who examines a used kleenex in a lab

good pic

Why would I want to larp as a nazi? Larping is embarrassing.

How has being raped at 7 impacted your life today?

I'm a professional vampire.

Fuck yea, you aren't alone there. Do you find it more sad or funny that people get so freaked out by the psychosis explosions, they just bail on all contact? I used to get down about it, it still makes me want to die, but I guess I just think about how nothing I do will matter in even 100 years time.

Ok i trust you

I dreamed about beating the shit out of my dad in front of his wife, my sister and stepsister in his house last night. I did it in the kitchen and then robbed my dad after verbally assaulting my stepmom and stepsister. My sister just was there sitting next to my stepsister at the kitchen table

Alright I’ll jus call you Carrie, any way Carrie what is the biggest problem in your life? And is it not solvable?

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The only permanent and good change youll get is quitting drugs and improving your life through hard work and education.

Cringe

post kik

No, literally a phlebotomist draws blood. I drive a bloodmobile and stick folks with needles all day. It's highly rewarding.

Well, I don't have anyone in my life except my one friend and my boyfriend. My boyfriend has experienced a lot of stress, terror, and depression from living with me. After I moved out it was many months of him reaching back out to me and me lashing out and pushing him away. But he kept coming back, and I've recently decided to be in a LDR with him. He visits me. And after everything I've put him through, he's still with me and still tells me he loves me... It's not like how anyone else has ever treated me and I'm super in love with him.

I will put on my finest baby clothes and diaper, crawl up in a custom rhinestoned highchair, allow you to spoonfeed me cyanide and echidna feces, then you make pull your cock out of your nazi uniform after you've smoked plenty of meth, I know it is your fav, then you may rape my lifeless, foamy, dissolved mouthhole, until you yourself succumb to cyanide poisoning through your dick. Imagine your dick dissolving in my slowly degrading mouth orifice, my baby outfit stained in bodily fluid, as is your nazi uniform and meth pipe.

suicide is a pussy way out, grow up and fucking live life, everyone dies anyway.

Tell us more about your friend.

up voted

I'm always down for a new texting buddy
name the messaging apps you got and we can talk about games and shit

I'm a terror to everyone who gets close to me, and I don't allow people to be close to me. I cannot forge new relationships. I'm detestable, unlikable, unloved and suspicious due to my actions, words, and physical demeanor. I am alone by my own means, it's not anyone else's fault and I resent myself for it.

Please show us your pussy

I'm from Russia, and I think I win.

thicc_bbygrl54

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I hate the feeling of my blood gushing out my veins into those vials. That horrible slight pressure.

So what’s actually bad about your life other than your attitude and maturity? You could be stuck in Syria or Yemen right now.

um i have a boyfriend /:

I can't comprehend other people's suffering. I only know my own suffering.

Moar nipples plz

i its not like i liked you anyway

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Can I send you money?

CLASSIC! pain and pleasure are all the same.

Me money need, please send, me need, please money send me me need

Would you blow a stranger for an 8 ball of coke?

send this guy money

no

Got discord?

youtube.com/watch?v=xPfMb50dsOk

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"hey bro wanna light up"

Where does fuck the sell tistacle? I just cut off boll, money me need

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How does your mom feel about you having a 28 year old boyfriend?

She doesn't care

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This is a trap.

At least ya got a love out of it all

Have you ever been arrested?

This. Kys. This board is full of pussies

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Did she dun deads herselfs?

Well you shouldnt kill yourself because you are living the dream. You cant escape

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Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, they say. But that's horseshit for se people. Either way you shouldn't kill yourself because it's the most cowardly pussy ass way to feel sorry for yourself permanently. Unless of course you botch it just long enough to realize that you are making the worst mistake you can possibly make. Then you'd REALLY fucking feel sorry. If you do it don't make a mess for someone else to have to clean up. That's just trashy.