What is up fellow goyim! I desperately need advice on how to deal with my fucked social anxiety/anxiety all together...

How do you not speak to anyone in 6 months, OP?

Strategic avoidance of people, rarely go into public, self check out aisle, and a general fear of judgement and failure

Why would you say you have a fear of judgement and failure, user?

On the grounds of judgement, I grew up poor in a mostly upper-middle class area. I naturally felt out of place dressing in old clothes or with anything that could make me stand out. From a young age, failure was always met with a hash punishment, even for simple mistakes. It all tries into being scared to look out of place, to be rock nestled in the sand.

I'm a recluse and I'm okay with that. People will chat shit and try to make up falsehoods but that is their own time being wasted not mine lol.

Just live. Stop thinking about it.

So user you're acknowledging that this whole thing was because of an event that happened in the past, yes good. So you're going to continue to allow punishments that happened to you in your adolescence affect your life today?

Tell me user, what was the last social interaction you had when you began this masquerade?

I began to develop feelings for a girl. We would spend hours together. Everything seemed fine. One day, I found out she was sending nudes to another guy. She basically demanded that I not even speak to other girls but she did that. I haven't spoken to anyone since.

And please, call me Sky.

its not you bro the world is fucking shit and your brain knows it. Don't be so hard on yourself. Just get out there.

I puked in my mouth a little

You were lucky to have pussy at all OP

Oddly Artificial. Do you like movies, user? Because I sure do like Anne Frank.

Anyways, user what's your current relationship with your family, haven't you communicated with them I'd all?
This girl, if real, was obviously a big psychological factor, if you could speak to her it could change you greatly, for the better perhaps.

World is a fuck OP

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Believe on Jesus Christ, then you live forever and you don’t have to worry about much of anything.
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For a simple answer right now. Think of social skills like working out. The less you do it the weaker and weaker you get until eventually your muscles get so wrak that you fan barely lift anything at all.

Some tips:
1) stop watching porn, porn fucks with your mind
2) stop jerking off, masturbation kills ambition and makes you soft
3) work out, typically a lack of social skills comes from a lack of confidence, which improving your body images does wonders for
4) Get good at something, anything. Guitar, a work skill, literally anything. Because a man with passions is a good conversationalist
5) Don’t be a coward, in the beginning it will be like ripping off a band aid, just jump right into it. The pain from the start of it is less than the pain of no interaction at all

faggot

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Not a fan of movies. I hate them actually. I can't find the strength to go and speak to them. I stay in my room all day. I have a forest in my backyard so that is the only time I leave voluntarily. I can't find the strength to talk to her. I don't want to deal with the lies and the trauma associated with it.

Why don't you have the strength sky, do you acknowledge that you're weak and forced in to the weakness?

And tell me about your family, are you still poor?

I feel ashamed of myself. I feel that I have let them down. I am no longer poor. I couldn't live like that anymore.

If you're not poor, why are you ashamed of your self, still? It doesn't correlate with your childhood trauma, user.

I don't think I will ever escape the feeling of being different. I have always wanted to join the army. I never understood why, and as I got older I realized that it was because the idea of only being a number on a sheet of paper, not having to think about anything. I feel like I will never live up to the expectations of those around me

Well yes user, you've made it quite clear you're afraid of being different.

Tell me Sky, did you feel different around your girlfriend how did your relationship with her work?

I did feel different. I felt more confident. She opened me up to so many new things. I felt free. I felt like I could breath without anything holding me back. The relationship worked like any other. She wanted to be the perfect 50s-esque housewife almost. It kinda felt like I had someone depending on me. I gave me strength in a strange way. We never had sex, we both felt we should wait for marriage. We were happy. I say we because that is what I thought. She pushed me to strive for greatness. When I found out about her infidelity it really crushed me. It made me doubt my own thoughts.

I feel different and it's good, it gives me a since of narcissism and superiority. Also what do you think about Anne Frank, should she be pregnant?

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id cum on that