What's kept you guys from killing yourselves through failure and sadness or whatever?

Laughing at the misery of niggers.

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The small and dwindling hope that one day I'll get revenge.

Cowardness and fear of not reincarnating.

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My cats mainly cant leave em alone

It is always consoling to think of suicide: in that way, one gets through many a bad night.

the fact that i don't want to be a bigger disappointment than i already am

If you want to kill yourself, do so. If you want to live, do so. It's really as simple as that.
Never let the world shame you into needless suffering. If life is Hell on Earth, you've no reason to put up with it. Sure, it might hurt your friends and family, but you need to take accountability for yourself.

My loving girlfriend of 10 years younger than me. She texts me every day to remind me how much she loves me while she's at work. We don't live together, but we get to see each other on the weekends. We fuck our brains out and snuggle. It's very fulfilling. I solidly recommend you find someone to do the same with.

the prospect that things might get better. I also don't want to kys cause kys is a pussy thing to do. Eric and Dylan killed themselves. Elliot Rodger killed himself! I don't want to be like those faggots

Logs

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Because if you kill yourself you go to hell. "Those who kill the body, God will destroy also"

Additionally killing yourself is just giving up. It's only a deceptive option for those who don't believe in purpose, the reason why they're alive, etc.

Last winter I had some severely depressive episodes. It was as if life threw a hail mary at me. Almost died twice, was in the hospital, had to live in my car for a little, then my car got hit, mechanic tried ripping me off, worked security and I actually did my job so most people hated me too. I eventually learned that we as people, by the spirit, don't have to live by our feelings. Yeah, you might be in pain now, but pain is only temporary unless you refuse to accept truth.

The truth freed me and it was like taking a breath of air in and living finally after years and years of stress and fear. But killing yourself, that's where you lose. You not only lose one of the greatest opportunities given to anyone, but you don't get to go back either. Sadness is good because it means you know something is wrong and can correct it, be it in your own life, or some way you can positively impact the world. Cheers.

9 times out of 10 long distance relationships end up with the girl getting too "lonely" and cheating on the bloke m8. Chances are she's getting her twat split by Jaquan to alleviate the loneliness as we speak.

Saved. Thanks anons, if I had anything to give you both I would.

Accept it all and move forwards..
It is curiosity that keeps me going. All this misery will turn me into some person send me to some place. Im curious to see where all this will lead me to.
I realize that there's more to the material plane.
OP do something for your spirit while you're still alive. As you accept that the past is gone and can't hurt you anymore, you will cry.
In the tears, you will find yourself.

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The unknown reality of whatever comes next, plus all i got is a shotgun and thats a whole other reason

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That's precisely the selfish and cucked mentality that got us to the degenerate crossroads we find ourselves in today. As a man you have a duty to live and push through the pain, no matter how bad it hurts to ensure your next of kin prospers. Anything less than that is fucking cowardly and undignified.

A sense of wonderment whenever you find something new, or obligations such as pets/loved ones.

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because i am too unmotivated to even do that.

Lazyness and memes.

Holy trinity of anime, vidya, and porn

Yea Forums, being rich and alcohol

>As a man you have a duty to live and push through the pain, no matter how bad it hurts to ensure your next of kin prospers.
Life is not nearly that important.

Read Albert Camus, user

It's important to have a goal that you struggle for. Youre going to die anyway, so theres no point in not putting your all into a dream of yours.

Depression makes that hard is shit though, but mental illness can be fought through a combination of positive habits, proper medication, and therapeutic process

m.youtube.com/watch?v=im8cMIiz0K4

Music

>As a man you have a duty to live and push through the pain
So women should kill themselves?

Good question

n word music

cars. that's pretty much it. i love cars and i would miss driving and racing. if i lost the ability to drive, i'd probably kill myself.

you owe nothing to anyone.
my only stipulation is that if you have kids and you're going to commit suicide, you should surrender the kids to an adoption agency, family member or close friend instead of leaving them to find your mangled corpse.
otherwise, go for it. there's no reason to suffer through something so hellish with no end in sight.

Yeah, probably

And that is why you and your kin will perish like dogs, and you gene pool will get whipped off the face of the earth by a more committed enemy. Might is right you cunt, everything else is bullshit.

I know the word is way overused these days but this post is the definition of toxic.

This is a shitty Chinese message board so I'm not going to go into more detail than to say pic related, user.

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Anime, music, games, movies... I think that's it.

Honestly every time I put a gun in my mouth right when I pull the slack out of the trigger for some reason all I can think of is maybe everything will be okay. I know it probably won't but that's all that stops me, like physically it won't let me. Also memes, new Zealand gave me hope. Remember lads subscribe to pewdiepie.

I prefer the soft-reset of a good drug and alcohol bender, complete with gambling, illegal fireworks, and lots of porno. Time will eventually come for the hard-reset, but for now it turns out my stupid mammal brain is actually pretty easily entertained and can be tricked into releasing dopamine just by taking a variety of pills.

>le killing yourself is selfish meme
Expecting anyone to live in anguish just so your fat ass doesn't have to go through a fraction of the amount of sadness that person was suffering through is even more selfish.

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>And that is why you and your kin will perish like dogs, and you gene pool will get whipped off the face of the earth by a more committed enemy.
Good.
>Might is right you cunt, everything else is bullshit.
What the fuck makes you think this is a world worth surviving in?

Spite. Everyone expects me
To fail and kill myself. Not gonna let those cunts be right about me

Lifting fucking weights. Want to see 5 years from now how strong I get.

We're not wild animals. We're human beings. We've reached the top. We've peaked. This isn't about survival of the fittest anymore. There are entire populations of people who can't do more than 15 pushups. I'd say right about there is the point where you can safely say your species has succeeded in life, the universe and everything.
Now, it's nothing more than a matter of happiness.

Forming connections with the people around me. Start small and don't give up

The replies of my post in these threads serve to show just how much we've fallen as a collective m80s. Ethos are replaced by vice, duty is replaced by personal gratification, and love is replaced by perversion and deviancy. Just as your forebearers went through hell and beyond to provide you with the good times you are enjoying, it is your duty to put some work towards the betterment of your next of kin. Either that or perish like a dog and flush your millions of years of collective genes down the toillet.

paranoid thinking. your enemies don't really care about you when you're not in the immediate vicinity. they don't think about you at all.
it's retarded to eat glass in an attempt to make your opponents bleed

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Eric?

The blood of battle is thicker than the water of the womb. Never get famcucked

Depression as long as it doesn't turn chronic, is not an ailment, but a response mechanism for idleness and unfulfilment my retarded friend. The reason you're sad is because you are not striving to be what you where born to, and complete your duty as a man.

When I think of death I'm afraid. I'm afraid it won't give me the satisfaction I'm looking for. I'm afraid that romanticism will make me do stupid shit. So instead I'm a nihilist, because it's easier to believe that everything is meaningless than to believe I truly have nothing.

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the fear of death, seems really painful

>The replies of my post in these threads serve to show just how much we've fallen as a collective m80s. Ethos are replaced by vice, duty is replaced by personal gratification, and love is replaced by perversion and deviancy.
First off, you're not better than anyone for staying alive. Get off your high horse. It's a faggoty perspective to take.
Secondly, stop shaming people for feeling bad and not wanting to continue feeling bad.
Thirdly, none of this really has anything to do with perversion. What the fuck?
>Just as your forebearers went through hell and beyond to provide you with the good times you are enjoying, it is your duty to put some work towards the betterment of your next of kin.
Says who? You?
Your 'forebearers' were most likely not thinking of you. They were just trying to survive and better their own lives. You don't owe it to anyone to create any sort of future for them. You don't have to have kids. You don't have to continue living. For what purpose? Nothing is that important. There's no goal here.
>Either that or perish like a dog and flush your millions of years of collective genes down the toillet.
You're going to die either way. Suicide is just one of the many possible things that's going to get you. Flushing your millions of years of collective genes down the toilet happens literally every time you masturbate. It's not that big a deal.
Also, what the fuck is it with you and 'perishing like dogs?' That doesn't make any sense. Dogs don't really perish more than any other animal does;. Actually, dogs do pretty great all things considered. They're handed free food, they live in comfy shelters with controlled temperatures, toys and soft beds...dogs do pretty OK.

Kill yourself please.

>Depression as long as it doesn't turn chronic, is not an ailment, but a response mechanism for idleness and unfulfilment my retarded friend.
Truly a brain-dead thing to say. You're making it quite obvious you know nothing about psychological disorders. Stop posting any time.

>dude just like stop being depressed or whatever
>go to the gym haha
>i get sad sometimes too but you don't see me pouting
>lmao just like stop being sad, be who you want to be :3
thanks i'm cured

laziness and a misplaced sense of hope

Wife and kids kept me going. Doesn't work for everyone.

Music,parrots,and guns

Eh
I am too weak to do that
And i dont really wanna hurt my closest people...
Idk what everyone found but they somewhat care

smoking weed, it changed my mindset and I sort of came to terms with what life is. I basically said it will always be shit but make it as easy and appealing as possible for myself.

We live in the same city, we just don't love together in the same apartment.

dying will be hard, but once you're dead not so much cause you won't be aware of it

what will happen to you once they inevitably leave?

Enemys? This isnt anime. Im talking about family and anyone ive been close to thinking im trash. Killing myself would mean they were right. Ill eat glass for a chance to say fuck you to them, no paranoia

We may have successfully elevated ourselves, enough to no longer be pawns in the natural selection process competing with the greater animal biom, that's true. But make no mistake, we're still competing with divergent sub-variant species of our distant kin m8. It is naive of you to think you're above it all, and tjag you don't need to justify your existence through survival, sacrifice and might. The only thing preventing us from eating each other alive is not "diplomacy" or "enlightened thinking" m8, it's bread and circus, with that gone we are no more civil than the wolves mercilessly goring a jackal.

my mom and my doggo, its like a countdown to whem im actually killing myself, maybe if i get another dog i might actually survive other 10 years at least.

I use this to push myself into new situations. Gonna be hell of a good life!

food and hentai

Smoked Dmt.

Please recite your inspirational slam poetry elsewhere. When you're ready to think about the larger overall picture, come back.

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>as long as it is not chronic in nature.
Did you even read m8, or are to weak as a man to controll your emotions and keep yourself from having a kneejerk reaction.

the best way to over come the thought of suicide is to keep yourself busy in school or your job or any hobbies you have and try to improve upon the skills you have, even if its something you're barely good at you'll get better and sooner or later you'll find a passion or an ambition that will eventually lead you to make friends or at least have a good thing to keep yourself busy. who knows maybe this passion will lead you to a femanon that will make you feel something worth motivating

Alcohol, smoking, games and the idea of letting my family down.

if it's not chronic in nature, it's not really a recognized state of depression. you're just sad.
obviously you shouldn't kill yourself if you're just sad. that's not the point, though. no one is saying that.

The poisons of nilhism have fucked you up beyond repair I'm afraid user. You seem to have lost track of what is truly important in this world, you've made your mind up long ago and I don't see you changing it no matter what I say. Enjoy dwelling on the frivolities of the flesh and earth m8, it's never gonna fill that empty bottomless pit of longing in your soul, only higher morals and duty can do that.

whether or not you kill yourself should not be attached to what others think of you, but only your current state and projected future. nothing else.

If i killed myself it'd kill my friends, coworkers, my parents, my brother, and most importantly my wife.
I don't want to leave that behind so I suck my shit up, and live.
I'll die of something someday anyways so I jut get weird with having fun in my life.

>not an argument

Getting fucked up on whatever I can get my hands on, lately I've been trying the AA way of life but even that just offers me small moments of bliss to cherish in an extremely lonely and unforgiving world. I fucking hate it here. I wanna go home.

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Realizing most of you are whining about first world problems, that Im actually dealing with real issues and am a decently strong person.

I hate to say noting how weak and pathetic others arehas kept me from killing myself but thats exactly it.

I'm pretty optimistic about the future

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If that's the case then you are weak, and deserve what you get as a consequence of your ineptitude and lack of drive.

What a tough guy

Besides that if any of you touched tinfoils arent completely wrong SOMETHING should be happening to the earth and I dont wanna miss it

>The poisons of nilhism have fucked you up beyond repair I'm afraid user.
That's the thing about nihilism; it's completely ambiguous. It could either be empowering or crushing, depending on how you apply it to your thought process.
Nihilism doesn't influence how you think, it only forces you to confront parts of yourself never before confronted and come up with reasonable solutions.
>You seem to have lost track of what is truly important in this world
Or maybe you're just delusional and unwilling to face the idea that nothing's objectively important. Existence is subjective. This seems to be a concept beyond your comprehension.
>Enjoy dwelling on the frivolities of the flesh and earth
Thanks, I have and will.
>it's never gonna fill that empty bottomless pit of longing in your soul
There is no empty bottomless pit of longing. I'm fine. I simply suggested that if one feels as though their life should end, it should. Nothing more.
Also, you should be mature enough to have outgrown the idea of 'soul' a long, long time ago. You are a body. You are not something housed within a body, but rather are a body itself. When the body dies, so do you.
>only higher morals and duty can do that.
Again, you really need to get out of the mindset that you're somehow enlightened for feeling important due to your delusions.

This isn't a debate. Not everything I say needs to be an argument.
This is Yea Forums.

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I suddenly realized I had a big dick one day the same way. Up until then I was always worried

great, so we agree then. anyone who wants to kill themselves should do it

Any man who needs to publicly and openly remind himself that he is strong isn't strong at all.

Not an argument

that's my name don't wear it out

That's my name don't wear it out

This is actually an anonymous forum. A wonder of technology where people can express things aloud while remaining private. Dont be upset that I used it as intended

>fear of not reincarnating.
But how do you know you wont reincarnate if you skill yourself?

>be me
>get dumped at 19 after cross country move
>be single all of 19-23
>can’t even get a tinder date
>dead end job
>suck at vidya so not fun byself
>no friends so vidya not fun
>no skills or prospects
>no hobbies
>no money
>multiple deaths in family
>depressed lonely faggot
>medical debt from hip surgeries
>just drink til blackout or near blackout nearly every night
>this is life until my gun in closet starts talking to me telling me to kill myself
>call mom and dad tell them how miserable I am and I want to kill myself
>calmme down
>help with bills
>help outline plan for future
>help me put life together
>go back to school to pursue old dreams and new skills and career prospects

mom and dad only reason im alive helped me believe in myself again.

>still ended up dropping out of school, but because I got my now wife pregnant. >still have alcoholism but getting better.
>baby healthy and life looking up career wise in near future

sometimes you just have to ask for help back to the right path when you’re feeling lost

day by day

Hey good job

The consequences should never be self-inflicted ones m8. You live with your decisions, actions and lack of actions you've taken in everything you do. Achieve nothing and you feel like shit. Achieve something, and feel fulfilled. To kill yourself like a cowardly little twat is pretty fucking pathetic m8.

honestly i don't know. probably the realization that (very few) people would care if i was gone, and i cant do that. Instead of suicide i think about running away now.

not him, but that literally is an argument

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THIS IS ME HOLY SHIT

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kys

I'm not an emotional faggot who failed at life.

Not much anymore tbh. See you in a few weeks.

>Achieve nothing and you feel like shit. Achieve something, and feel fulfilled.
That's not how human emotions work. Things just aren't that simple. Even if you aren't clinically depressed, you could win an Oscar and still feel awful.

>To kill yourself like a cowardly little twat is pretty fucking pathetic m8.
No, it's just a pretty reasonable reaction to a profoundly unpleasant experience - to get as far away from that experience as possible.

What an edgy egghead. No you dont live with that decision. No depression isnt that medicine obliteratingly simple. To kill yourself is a decision you should be allowed to make without GREEDY people telling you how its going to affect everyone else. Suicide isnt a cowards action, its a desperate attempt to still perform an effective action.

People like this are why suicidal persons dont talk about it

If I off myself then (((((((they))))))) win...

success, where I can take it

Not a palidrome

Thank you for pointing out the obvious m8, your cunning observations that we are in an anonymous image board truly puts things in prespective for me, wew. It seems to me like you are trying to give off that mr.big dick tough guy persona by boasting so hard you defensive twat. Quite being so fucking insecure about yourself m8, nobody cares how "strong" and "powerful" you think you are.

Welcome to the club friend.
We usually meet up at like 3 am on here

feed your opponents glass then

This.
That sort of mindset isn't empowering, it's actually pretty harmful to people who are actually dealing with this sort of thing.

This...and well formed I will Survive EVERYTHING starting as a teen.

jesus man, too close

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if you unironically identify as a doomer, zoomer, bloomer, or any other meme -oomer, you should kill yourself anyway

Nobody cares about you proving how ____ I am. Not even me, the person youre trying to make care. But your opinion about what strangers do on the internet and your obligation to fix it one stranger at a time could not be more pertinent to world order, oh yes.

>quit being so confident in yourself and responding to me, it shows how insecure you are

Lol what

if i kill myself, i can't pet my catte :)

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m8 m8 m8 m8 m8 m8 m8 m8 m8 m8 m8 m8 m8 m8 m8 m8 m8 m8

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Only 2 things there don't apply to me. Wtf is this magic? (Psst it's social norms because none of us are special and it's statistically impossible for thousands of us not to run into each other considering the circumstances)

What a pathetic bunch you folks are, making excuses for your shortcomings to avoid the consequences that come from your actions. Being happy is not achieved through "winning an oscar" or "being rich and successful" you cunts, it's done through finding your purpose and living with and for that purpose. You don't need to be baby handled, cuddled and told that you are right for being a fucking pussy to not hurt your feelings m8, that shit won't help you, it'll just feed your delusion. Grow a fucking backbones you insufferable cunts, you take what you are able and willing to take in this world, life isn't fair.

The hell is a bloomer

Realistically, the only legitimate reasons not to kill yourself are (a) you genuinely enjoy life, or (b) you fear death more than you hate life.
Suicidal people rarely ever actually WANT to die. It's just that death is better than living for these people.

Ah to be young and angry again

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Nah kmnp

nah kmnp

You went into a full on retarded circle with this one cunt, kek. I know you hue cunts are prideful feral creatures that don't take no for an answer, but make an effort to at least read what I said m8.

r/iamverysmart incarnate

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i'm gonna kill myself just so i don't have to live on the same rock as you lol bye

Ayep. We've been molded into neat little individuals from the beginning

>Being happy is not achieved through "winning an oscar" or "being rich and successful" you cunts
You literally just said, "achievements." You didn't specify which ones, you just implied that any achievements at all will automatically make you happy.
Fuck, you're so stupid it's kind of amusing.

Cunt cunt, cun cunt?

Use your big boy words

I have a pretty good life, not a lot of failures nor sadness. Having been born not-a-faggot has been a tremendous advantage in life, I’m not ashamed to admit it. Being white has also helped.

Kek

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Kind of, but not the kind where you laugh. The kind where your eyebrows go all weird

>I'm gonna kill myself, because you called me a weak suicidal cunt. That'll show you stupid meanie.
>I bet you feel pretty now don't you, you stupid bully.

How pathetic.

If you die they win

started yoga, meditation (occasionally even that i didn't believe in this). and i started reading book named "Power of the Subconscious" it really did put my gears to work.

Still not an argument though.

too late already drank the bleach lol bye

nah didnt work for me

I have to fight on for my race and so do you user

>lol means something is not only serious, but super serious

Literally making me feel better about being me

Oh wow man. Be more incredibly ungraceful could you

I had to push myself to do it, like fighting against myself, and no one is more stubborn than me.

boy I hope you don't have kids. if you're going to make them feel bad about feeling bad, they'll be dead before 25.

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Are you having a stroke, do you smell toast user??

Achievements vary from person to person as they are subjective in nature. It is something that is individually tailored to each individual you autistic twat. It's not about the magnitude of what you did or accomplished, but more about how encompassed to your believes the thing that you've achieved is.

I don’t want to arrive at the pearly gates, and hear a loving God say “hey, you stupid dick tugger, you really fucked up! I’m sending you down to hell where you will choke on thick black smoke and big black cocks and be seared with fire and sprayed with demonic vomit for all eternity.”

I don’t want to disappoint such a loving God, is what I’m saying.

not an argument

I do believe in Higher Power i just don't name it a god or something else. I mean i call him god because that's too common and i'm Taught to think like that when i was only a child (grew up in christian family).

>so really itcould be any achievement you take pride in, except you listed a bunch of achievments it wasnt allowed to be

Seriously are you having a dick tugging seizure, should i call someone?

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>its individually tailored to individuals

Watch out we got a genius here

How exactly am I to argue against retarded talking points-tier excuses of a reply with no substance or merit to them. Your "argument" was along the line of, lel you're wrong, I'm gonna drink bleach now meanie xd, kill yourself bully. What in god's cock am I to do with that?

Not an argument

Lotta weed... smokin some penelope strain now... and thinking that when the world's being destroyed it'll be cool to watch
Oh, also, a slight, incredibly naive belief, that maybe things could get better eventually, maybe.

still not an argument

you post basically boils down to, "just start caring about stuff man"

>Copping this hard.
Wew lads. I see this convo isn't going nowhere. Have fun being a miserable cunt for the rest of your life m8. Cheers.

This is definitely me, especially the nofap part.

not an argument

because this is all you get and it may be meaningless but meaningless>nothingness

No no its much more complex and enlightened than that. People are going to hear these words and suddenly undergo a mental change where they realize if someone had only told them not to be depressed, they would have been fine. We need to thank this extremely smart, mature, compassionate person for participating inthis thread

>I see this convo isn't going nowhere.
LOL, yeah because all of your points are retarded and self-contradictory. You just tried to mask it with a fluffy display of your intro to writing vocabulary in an attempt to make yourself look smarter

Pursuits like that is basically one of my big reasons too. for me 's writin and drawin and the like.

I didn't say I was good, but they make me happy

>unable to form an argument to such an extreme degree

You sad, strange little man. You have my pity.

If that's what you got out of reading my reply you've either; not read the bloody reply, or interpret it the exact opposite way I've meant for it to come off as you retarded twat. Either way you're having a hard time my autistic friend.

>me, searching for an argument in this post

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>it isnt that I cant get laid, I choose not to have sex

Rofl

Weren't you just leaving?

Nah m8, I think I'll stick around a bit longer and see how this clusterfuck group of degenerate weak cunts justifies their pathetic excuses for idleness.

>if cunt either of you twats cant cunt take my extremely cunt simple and twat uninspired words cunt m8 and take them to cunt mean something incredibly smart cunt cunt cunt, then I am going to twat. Because I cunt am super cunt smart. i twat know it cunt, everyone is just cunt jealous

Not an argument fam

I think about the fact that there were emperors and pharaohs and kings and shit eh thought they were unquestionably superior in every way to the peasants who lived beneath them and yet every one of those people, who were the most powerful on earth at that time, were complete retards in comparison to any modern 10 year old with internet access

There are honestly a few dozen, maybe a few hundred, people in human history who have actually done something worthwhile, so if you’re a failure compared to rich people who went to your high school, just remember that they are no better than the pharaohs who thought they were gods but devoted their lives to worthless nonsense

>I dont have to narcissisticly lurk after rage quittibg twice. I DECIDED I wanted to for my twat entertainment cunt

Then what was the "Have fun being a miserable cunt for the rest of your life m8. Cheers," for? The tone of that sentence really sounds like an exit.

Reverting to personal attacks when you don't have a worthy counter-argument to prove me wrong. You sure showed me Mr. Twinkle toe suicidy.

Knowing that if I killed myself now, I'd never be able to go fast again. Or to get out of my shitbox.

t. /o/tist

No see I was just being extremely cool while I told....I mean. Cunt? No wait, I got this. I twat because my mom says its time to go to bed and I was like kys mom. Fucking showed that cunt

An exit from our convo, not from the thread. You're having a hard time today mr.suicidy.

The thought of the impact on my friends and family. Sad since I know some people don't have that. I only have my grandmother who won't be around much longer and an infant son. Baby momma hates me so whatever. Other than that I've got some great friends. Without them I'd have done it long ago.

>making me look stupid by repeating my own words and showing what an immature lack of vocabulary I am is a post you arent allowed to make, yeah....yeah Im really hurt you big bully.

Lol

Absolutely seething. Kek.

Isnt he hilarious? I almost feel bad making fun of him

i once tried to end it as a younger guy
lately, i'm more interested in the possibility in society collapsing any day rather than committing sudoku
there will always be good and bad days for everyone, no matter if you're the lowliest shitheel or the lord of america
just flow with each day, realize that consciousness is actually rewarding if you use it to your advantage, and be carefree of the trivial consequences
in the meantime, you might end up fucking someone new, so there's that

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ITT: You shouldn't kill yourself because...erm...uh.....uhhhh...........

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I am glad you have friends user. I dont have that family you mentioned, but its only sad for a short time. You learn putting effort into friendships can make them just as if not closer, than family

Lol you're getting fucking bullied here m8 and trying your best to cope with it. Just roll over and show me that lovely tummy I can lick m8. The least you could do after you've been absolutely cucked beyond repair like this.

Do a spirit animal quiz
Do a personality quiz
Hit the random button
Who are you?
Do you!

hentai cousin, her ass is out of this world

God I have had anxiety for half my life. If only someone had told me to just flow

There's nothing wrong with killing yourself. You are the one who gives reason to your own life so you have to choose to die like faggot or to take "care" of others

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what the fuck

Knowing that failure is the greatest teacher

Suicide's pretty good tbh

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Get over yourself, faggot

TOPCUK

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Whoa user, just flow

I work to take care of my family. Once they're set I don't give a fuck anymore.

Fuck i just got e bullied. Can you explain how hurt my feelings are?

Weed. And currently my kitty. My family somewhat.
Lots of weed

Porn

Post pussy

I waited the feeling dissipated after a while, then i called a crisis hot line and got an asshole, hung up and the nicest person helped me though a rough patch.

I always feel like ending it, but everyday i hang in there and it feels a bit better everyday.

That black tunnel you can see is a destination to move towards not a hole. Move slowly and deliberately, Talk to friends.

You came here for a reason right?

...?
you just spent so much time writing about preserving genetics, but agree that women should kill themselves? how does that work? how do you continue your bloodline without women?

Me too, i guess its not so bad over time.

Did I stutter love? Show me that lovely tummy I can lick you pathetic nilhistic slag. I intend to splooge me fucking cummies all over the immortal physical embodied image of me utterly btfoing you through that picture m80. spunk spunk.

Fear of ending up surviving the suicide attempt and making life even worse

I'm going to sound like an edgelord when I say this, but I don't care.
I only stay alive in the hopes that I might get to see the world end. That's it. I want to see everyone die.

i sure do love nigger music
niggers are the best

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My wife.
Seriously, best thing that's ever happened to me. 6 years strong this year. She stayed with me when my mother passed when I was 1 semester into my second attempt at college and I had to drop out. She stayed that entire year that I was so defeated that I couldn't hold down a job. Now things are looking up again, on my third run at college and things are going great. Just happy to be happy.

What a wast of bullets, the dead guy is in a much better place. The guy that shoots will live with this forever.

I do.

Im NEET u fag

I want to see how miserable i can actually get

is this the gay porn thread?

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Go on?

Don't listen to the fuck wit. You're here now so make the most of it, be an asshole and live your best life.

Will you please teach everyone how to kill themselves please. you first.

Lol your wife sounds like an ungrateful cheating whore, no offense. She's only with you because she feeds off your patheticnes, this is very sad state of affair you're in user.

THIS IS WHY I HAVEN'T KILLED MYSELF HOLY SHIT

I think he is disabled. It might actually be wrong of us to make fun

>If I just ignore people calling me retarded, then I wont be retarded. Its foolproof

Stronger and more courageous people than you have tried this before user. It doesnt work

With all of life's bullshit around me, for some reason I keep room in my schedule to make music videos.
youtube.com/watch?v=sw9s-BvW1Zk

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Oh snap #rekt

No, but keep on posting anyways. It's not like this thread was going anywhere to begin with seeing the absolute state it's been reduced to. Sweet boybucy will just serve to ameliorate it if jew ask me.

I'm giving the rest of the replies I'm getting the same amount of seriousness they deserve to have, given the absolute erosion of anything resembling an argument in this thread m8. Retarded posts get equally retarded replies really.

Vidya

Same.

The internet. Any question I could ever have and I can find the answer with a bit of research. No matter how shitty my life outside the screen is I am satisfied as long as I can learn more and experience more of what life has to offer. You are never as stuck as you think you are in life, make some changes to your situation.

Not an argument cunt

Because mom sad

ok cool, more boipucci it is

type :stopbussy: to stop my bussyposting

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Inspiring!

You know, stuff.

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Still haven't showed me that lovely puss puss and tummy though m'lady. Hmmm I can almost smell the nilhistic beta male gamer boy's farts eminating from that tush my dear, mmmm quiet pungent and musky if I may say so myself.

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:fullbussyahead:

Most of my fuckups are in school and dating and caused by video games and weed. The video games and weed help me numb it. Friends and family help, too. Sometimes it's the fact that everyone says I'm really smart, talented, good looking, whatever the fuck they're feeling that day despite my enormous fuckups.

Idk. My life isn't really that bad. Maybe you should just kill yourself.

Same here

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Youre sad.

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I want more boipussi.

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:stopbpussy:

cummin' right up!

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My retarded family still loves me somehow idk why.

MOAR

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You had better stop acting confident and strong because everyone who does that in public is a weak insecure fool. Someone really smart told me this so I know its true

Not an argument.

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Good for you, finally got one

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maybe someone will love me , not just one side of me. i have mild schizophrenia i don't know if my answers count. some time it be like that.

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I'm not going out of my way to needlessly build myself up m8. And I'm not trying artificially hype up my image for the sake of looking like mr.big dick over here. What I'm trying to do is call out your bullshit when I see it and to tell the rest of the cunts encouraging your act to stop collectively feeding your delusions of grandeur through victimhood. In shirt stop being a hopeless pussy dwelling on past grievances.

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I went back to school. Always wondered what college would be like. It's fun, and easy, and there are no real consequences to anything you try that doesnt work out. It's great!

When I graduate, I'll take a fatal dose of morphine, but for now this is a fun little bit of bonus time at the end of my life to enjoy, after all those years of mindlessly busting my ass for absolutely nothing. Eventually you discover that no one has any reason to do anything beyond their own immediate sense of entertainment. You've just bought into other peoples grandiose fantasies, but none of it actually matters in the grand scheme of things. Live while you enjoy living. Stop before you don't.

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Aside from my annoying cockroach tendency to want to survive, even on the bottom?

Maybe my cat, my computer and my relatively rich country. Or perhaps the latter two have a negative impact. But, more interestingly, it's my strange obsession with setting the world right. Sadly, everything around me seems to be doing fine, despite the doom and gloom on TV. I've planned some escapist-esque ways to do good in such extreme ways that it would end any normal life expectations, but I don't think I'll be doing those unless something horrible happens in my life that sends me astray. I'll keep it in my back-pocket for now.

I've come to love money and the trust and freedom it provides. It won't betray you, leave you or fall victim to your faults (unless you happen to be a gambler or an idiot). I guess I'm on my way to becoming a workaholic. thinking about money takes my mind off other things.

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Sometimes its a relief to stop trusting yourself, sometimes not

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:stopbussy: stopbussy

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God

family

ok!
type :postbussy: for me to continue

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Stop with this gay shit already m8.

:postbussy:

you got it, boss!

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oh, and that too. I had some aspirations that I could set up my family for success even if I stayed course and died a forever alone loser virgin in my eighties.

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Misspelled so it doesn't count.

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>nobody but me realizes everything is wrong, it is my duty to tell them because I am not upset by it, or a control freak.

Bless you Saint Asshole, which past grievance am I dwelling on? I wasnt aware that I mentioned even one. Its a goodthing you dont have some grand delusion about being the end all knowledge on things or this convo would be dumb

not gonna lie, this makes me want to do it

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Start posting more of the femine boypucy and less of the hairy manly gaping assholes though.

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oh noez! the bump limit was reached! :(

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how could this have happened? :(

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