How do I stop being a self loathing asshole, get my shit together and generally stop being a worthless piece of shit...

Not op but he's right, fags definitely hit on you if you work out and have muscles

lock yourself up in a library till you graduate, and things will instantly become better once you once you're thru with that shit

I'm in a similar, heck almost identical position as yours - got one exam left, and it's a tough one, but once I ditch that misery (hopefully by july), first order of business will be to move the fuck out of my mom's basement (not even memeing at this point)

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I never understood why they do not defend themselves from blows. Well do not do something that has to do with many people, only with few, or you could just do a little exercise and fix yourself, that will raise your self-esteem. And what about living with your parents, I do not think it's such a serious problem.

That's the thing that bothers me the most, I go to a literal shit hole school where tutoring is limited and nobody gives a fuck if you fail or not. I had to drop out of calc 2 because there was too much material I couldn't do on my own and I couldn't get help for. If I could I would go to tutoring religiously but it's just not there.

It's a problem because I'm at the age where every girl expects you to have your shit together, and I'm too old for high school chicks. I want to have sex so goddamn bad too.

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>How do I stop being a self loathing asshole

You see that, user? The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.

Also tfw Misaki will never come to your door and help you.

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How do you know what girls want if you have not been with one for "a long time"? What you need is to stop feeling sorry for yourself. focus on the now. ends in what you do. women will come by themselves (women like someone mysterious and determined) so if you stop crying because of age and your situation, you will get what you want.

One step at a time. Every day, work towards your goals, in any amount, don't do nothing. Wanna be thinner? Run a block, fuck it, run a foot, just make it not 0.

Do things for the future you. Want to stay up late playing vidya, don't, do it for the you tomorrow.

Forgive yourself, for everything you have and haven't done.

You think I haven't tried? It's always the same shit. They pass me over because I live with my parents or some other guy shows up with more money or whatever. It happens every time I don't even bother trying anymore

I mean, I get what youre saying but at this point it's almost impossible to have this mentality. I feel like a worthless pile of shit all the time and nothing changes.

If you dont like school then why the fuck are you going you retard. Do what makes you happy. Teach yourself a friggin skill and take life as a joke. Girl freinds suck they drain your life force and keep you dumber down. Instead do the 4 fs find em feel em fuck em forget em

Because no one that pays a living wage will hire you without a degree

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>How do I stop being a self loathing asshole,
enlist, pussy

Join discord 5c43gwk for e-girls, faggotry and other self loathing assholes

Teach yourself to build cars with all this free time u got wrenching is never bad for you creates character and strength mentally and physically

Create your own opportunity working for someone else is a f7cking scam... your boss makes 1000s while he pays you a few hundred a weak

Buy and sell anything and everything. You will never get rich working for someone else. Buy and sell labor even if it's your own labor. If you learn a skill even if its just cutting lawns like a beaner then you can teach that skill and "provide a oppurtunity" to other people while taking half of every single dollar they do the work for.

You basically need to put all your efforts in to college. If you do okay there then everything else should fall in to place (job>apartment>girlfriend)

Contineously try to make your life better then it was yesterday. Eventually you will start realizing youre doing great.

Learn the market value of old shit. One mans junk another mans treassure I have picked a old pre war bike out of the garbage to sell it for over 500 bucks the next day paycheck in minutes or work

Why in the fuck do you even want a job and a girl freind you really think that will make you happy. Oh how i wish I was so easily amused my life would be so easy.

College is a scam! Learn a trade dummy. Nobody gives a fuck as long as u can get the work done or it's a bullshit 6month course.

So being poor and alone is better? What are you even saying here?

You need money to build cars

Dont ask society what makes you happy. Toughen the fuck up grow some thick skin and take your life by the balls and run it. Anything is possible if you try.

So get a shitty ass job and buy some tools and some junk to work on. Be a fucking problem solver not a retard. You like living like this otherwise younwoulrent be asking 4 chan for attention. Sorry everything takes a long fucking time to do it's not instant gratification like fapping to trap porn.

I've tried to do this multiple times but I honesty hate college. I don't even care about my grades I just want to get it over with. I'm even thinking about switching majors to something easier because at this point I'm over it. I'm stick of constantly having to study and dealing with asshole professors all the time they want to fail people.

Dont gotta build cars if you dont like that shit. I just think that understanding how the world worke is a skill every man should have and basic car repair is one of those things that teaches you science math all that junk u learned in school

So why the fuck do you wake up every day just to dread the way you are living your life. Who the hell is even paying for ur education.

Shut your fucking mouth nigger

Every single thing you learn in school you can teach yourself if you remain motivated. I dropped out when I was 16 because it bored me to death. I learn best doing something I enjoy doing not just because someone else told me I need it in life.

What else am i suppose to do? It's like I said, no job that pays a living wage will hire you without a degree, and at this point dropping out and getting into trades is pointless because it's gonna take the same amount of time anyway. And fuck doing that shit in my 40s or 50s. I'm fucked no matter how I look at it.

The last job I worked I went to work and missed something I really wanted to do to have a drunken polak throw a ladder at me. That was the day I decided to become a independent contractor work when I want where I want on what I want.

Clean your room.

Create your own job use your head. I have a freind who is doing web site design for people to design a website it's a 1000 dollar job about. He takes the work and farms it to punjabis in India for Penny's to the dollar. I'd be doing this myself if it wasent so fuckijg boring to make websites

Find hobbies.
>Get an interest
>Find out other people have same interest
>Become frend

If hobby has physical activity
+Physical fitness
>Working out
>Better mood, because releasing chemicals in body and brain

>repeat
>eventually get good at hobby
>if physical, get fit
>get confidence

>???

>profit

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Your friend is lying to you. Web dev does not pay anywhere near that and almost any idiot can and does do web dev for peanuts.

I can only provide you with the idea it you wanna keep being a sad sack of shit then that's fine with me I tried my best. You can only help yourself the world is a bad ass place when you get out of your parents room.

Hey OP fuck u u fucking degenerate u give melenials a bad name if ur gonna be so fucking hopeless and have a “woe is me” attitude fucking pull the trigger and do what’s on ur mind. God damn I can’t stand negative Nancy faggots like urself ur a waste of ur own time and other people’s trying to cheer u up u loathsome puss faggot.

Dosent matter the profit margin as long as theres the ability to scale. Brilliant part about that scheme is you can take all the work off your back. Dont need to lift a finger.

That fag asked me a question and I answered it, what the fuck is your problem?

Fagg weed should be smoked regardless is legal or not

LOL 1000 dollars? Try 100 dollars if that. There's an endless line of pajeets in India that are on standby to under cut any US based web developer

Ur my problem u sad nigger. For someone with ur shitty sad attitude deserves a shittier life I’m not even gonna humor trying to cheer ur faggot ass up u punk ass pussy loathesome emo ass bitch go fucking OD

are you me user? 27, chronic procrastination and anxiety, Graduation in an unreachable distance, got fired from two labs where i wanted to write my thesis, alcoholic for over a year now.

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Did your dad touch you tonight faggot? You seem extra butt blasted

what happen here?

and what did you become?

Sorry to hear that user, but life is a fucking shit show for sure. If I could offer any advice, try to cut down on your drinking if you can. Believe me, it'll only cost you huge problems down the line.

struck by lightning because he was holding a metal object above his head in a thunderstorm

so natural selection?

Nothing worse than a waste of space of humans that think their life is so miserable that their the only ones who came across hard times boo boo I can’t fucking handle it. Bitch either fucking change and get urself out of it or go buy a gun and do the inevitable at least Ull be saving peoples time and breath that way wasting it on a worthless person like urself. In fact I feel sorry for the multiple generations that had to meet their partners fuck and not die and give birth to ur ancestors hundreds of years ago just so ur worthless ass was born. TLDR fix ur shit or blow ur brains out. Idek why people here are wasting time trying to help u when ur so set on ur ways. Fuck off faggot nigger SAGE

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You seem mentally unstable, friend. You should get help.

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thanks mate. I ordered phenibut that hopefully will allow me to cut down on consumption. I needed the alcohol because I would get so fucking anxious when calling my parents or when any other potentially difficult interpersonal situation came up. I'm pretty confident I can stop drinking once my shitty circumstances have changed, but that will be one hell of a ride :(

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