How do I stop being a self loathing asshole, get my shit together and generally stop being a worthless piece of shit...

How do I stop being a self loathing asshole, get my shit together and generally stop being a worthless piece of shit? I'm 27 years old, I'm still in community college and live with my parents and haven't had a girlfriend in years. I also use to have a pretty serious drinking problem. Luckily I've been able to cut it down to weekends only but I still feel guilty as fuck about it. I never get good grades and I'm barely passing the classes I'm taking right now. What do?

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What major?

computer science

go to the gym, do some extracurricular activity and meet people who make you forget the loser you are

I hate people though and I use to be fit as fuck when i was 19-20, and I felt the same except worse because i had literal faggots hit on me all the time

Do drugs

Faggots hit on any male

nah i use to smoke weed, i'm thinking about switching over to that since my state is going to make it legal soon but i dunno

Well I haven't worked out in 2 years and believe me, I don't get hit on at all anymore ever since i stopped working out