Tell me about your existential dread Yea Forums

Tell me about your existential dread Yea Forums.

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Nearly everyone would rather get along than stand up for anything. I don't think this is what people usually think of as ennui, but in practice it's the worst kind.

i feel like im the bad influence for my friends, my conclusion from that is that its better for them to not have anything to do with me. ifeel like im dragging them down and it kills me slowly from the inside

Losing my mind. I can feel it creeping in like I'm slowly forgetting who I am. It is quite unsettling.

Not gonna lie, I was just kind of dealing with that. I guess I'm dealing with the idea that while I'm a unique instance of the human condition that cannot be replicated (with current technology, anyway) I am not special. I'm not going to go out chasing passion as the man who went too far or too fast, and I won't get my last stand as the man who would die before he broke. The tomorrows won't just mercifully run out around 60 before things get bad. I'm going to die like a dog in the hospital down the street as a husk of the man I used to be, just like everybody else. Suicide is unappealing but I see it as inevitable, partially because I don't see my hill to die on. Faced with an unfulfilling life and my unavoidable physical decay, eventually I'll just realize that there's nothing left.

Love my girlfriend, but I think I'm dragging her down. I'm broke and incredibly irresponsible with money(spend it all on sports cars). She loves me and I know that, but I feel like she's better off with someone who's actually going to be successful.

I WILL die one day and there is absolutely no avoiding it.

There exist black holes bigger than the solar system.

My consciousness is 13 billion years old yet I have no idea what I've been doing for the past 13 billion years before my birth.

I have no idea why I was born. I just started experiencing the consciousness of this person with no context whatsoever.

Anything and everything that is made of iron or steel was once in the core of a star.

As a side note, therapy is helping (and I would highly suggest going) but I'm really just managing. It's a bandaid on a gunshot, and eventually it's going to catch up to me if something doesn't change. I'm still kind of just starting, so I'm hoping I'll find a way past this to some kind of meaningful life.

im glad therapy helps you, im 21 and i was in a childrens psychatry as a child twice and 1 ½ years ago i went to a clinic again... i dont really think anymore that it makes senseto go again, even though ill probably be going again in 2-3 weeks for another therapy
i kinda wishthat i have the strength to just, i dont know, shut off my head, not give a fuck

Everyday I imagine my past being diffrent some how... I stop playing so much video games, I start being more soical, I stand up for myself more. Everyday I feel lost, like what's the point? I feel like every move I make is the wrong move, like all I do is waste time. I will die some day and while the act if death does not scare me I constantly wonder what happens after... Sometimes I'm afraid because if I get reincarnated I'll lose everything if who I am and I kinda da like who I am right now... All these thoughts and I have trouble putting them together