I'm 25 years old. Well really 24 but my birthday is 4 days away. I'm starting to get schizophrenia symptoms...

I'm 25 years old. Well really 24 but my birthday is 4 days away. I'm starting to get schizophrenia symptoms. I'm in the denial phase right now because I can't imagine my entire life being like this. Not only is it not fair but it's not reasonable. I didn't do anything wrong. I don't deserve this. I don't know if I could tolerate this

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Life sucks and then you die.

It's all good bro I just turned 26 and my spleen is hurting like a mother fucker, I might have some sort of "hep" virus and its slowly eating away at my liver. Life still goes on :p

newfags wait until you're 46. I'd cut my own dick off to be 34 again.

Get your thyroid checked. It's a bigger issue than you might think. I've had Schizophrenia my entire life, but just recently getting on SSI, they wanted to check all possibilities and causes, I was diagnosed at 11, so I know mine is permanent... But yours could be from your thyroid. Godspeed user, you're in for a run for your money if it's just now showing itself. Get on medication asap.

May I ask what symptoms show?

Thanks ill do that
Constant sublte audio hallucination

Not OP but I'm experiencing some odd mental behaviors myself. I've thought about seeking therapy but I know the person generally won't give two shits and is only there for a paycheck. So how do I find someone who can really help me? Also I don't receive any NEETbux but never have been able to function in society and now that I'm about to be in my 30s I'm getting more terrified.

I see. Has there been any recent drug use in your life lately? Consumption of weed? Also - any known case of mental illness within the family?

Again not OP, but I've been smoking weed on a pretty regular basis since October.

Therapy's bullshit. Be your own therapist instead. Start writing your thoughts, your dreams, document significant things that occur in your life - little as they may be. May sounds like some cliche bullshit, but it does wonders to a troubled man. Another thing that helps figuring yourself out is making a list of things from your childhood. From music, to videogames, to places you visited. You'll know yourself better and un-numb your existence quite a bit. As for a living - either find a basic job, to keep yourself sane - or apply for mental illness money and do drugs your whole life.

Life is a lot like being ITT and waiting for the 22222 get

Like what kinda audio? I hear shit, I mostly hear things like people whispering about me.. or I go def for a few seconds. I probable have a brain tumor

What if working constantly makes me a suicidal nightmare to the point where I cut myself at every job and just walk out of the door not telling anyone and never showing back up again? At my last job I sliced my wrists and arms with a boxcutter then walked home.

>then walked home
your 3rd mistake

Sounds rather familiar to my own experiences - only that those took place in the army which leaving was slightly more complicated than quitting a job. Anyhow - work's truly not suited for everyone. Society functions in a way that is the least evil - most people do not enjoy their mundane routine-esque exsitence, yet they manage to keep themselves doing whay they do, working for their masters, getting their wage and follow the herd of what is deemed the right thing to do. But not everyone can, and not everyone should. You should figure out how to receive welfare. And you should also be open about your mental issues when it comes to receiving it. You are the fellow who said he's almost 30, right? That's still rather young, really. I think you need to rest. And somehow, at some point, a contact with humans in real life.

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I hear shit, but it's more I confuse sounds with other sounds as opposed to mentally creating them

It's not necessarly schizo. Worth getting a check-up, though.

I'm trying to allow myself to understand that. Same with driving, as I don't feel like the streets would be safer with me on them. I have terrible anxiety behind the wheel and it stresses me out to the point where it really fucks with my head. I've been trying to figure out a way to receive benefits of any kind but I'm also nervous about talking with people. Trying to find out the best course of action I can take in what particular order to keep myself together. Yes, I'm the guy who's almost 30. Also what do you mean by "a contact with humans in real life"? The wording kind of confused me.

You know, I think meeting with a psychiatrist and receiving pills could do you good. They manufacture them for feelings like you feel, after all. For your own good, they may make you feel better. What I was trying to say there at the end was - talking to people in real life can do a person's mental health real good. Do you know Terry Davis, the schizo programmer? He really seemed normal when people talked to him. But finding people is difficult, I know. And loneliness might be what you are used to for years, to the point you've lost track of time. But the truth is - your feelings are very humane. 100% of the people on Yea Forums are here because they seek refugee from their realities. You don't need to be harsh on yourself. Seeking external help in the form of pills or welfare would probably be some of the hardest things you're gonna have to do - but it would be well worth it. You don't have to suffer your whole life. And you never chose to have the faults that you have.

Hey look at the bright side, at least youll never be alone!

Won't they just lock me up once I mention anything about cutting myself?
Also, you're right. I've been getting out a good bit in the last two weeks. Even found myself enjoying being around my step nieces reading to them and playing some cartoons I grew up with for them to watch. I hadn't done anything for kids since my siblings were really little.