Thinking of killing myself, Yea Forums

suck it up faggot

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I'm 31 and this is pretty much my life but add a kid. Man shit sucks, its systemic. Enjoy the ride, all of life is ups in down like a constant rollercoaster you can't get out of. I've been down this same road a number of times and it ain't worth it. Not that it helps when your lost in the void. Void or not living is literally the reason for living. You're at your worst? Life ain't worth living? You've unlocked the key to Pandora's box. You can live however you want. Be whoever you want. The only thing people are really gonna do is bitch and complain. At that point fuck, what does it matter? You've seen the edge and sought oblivion. Use those seeds to grow my dude.

Its not the end of the world man, I promise. If welding isnt for you thats ok, find something that is for you. Its not easy and it may not come soon but theres something for you out there I promise. Please dont end it all, things will get better I promise.

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Why do people make threads like this and then not reply? Whatever, kill yourself for all I care

I'm 20, parents are practically breathing down my neck to have a career already. Granted my dad worked construction since he was like 15, and my mom's been having to work at the family business her whole life.
>inb4 "why didn't you start working then?"
They didn't let me have a job in high school. They didn't want me driving either, I had to pay someone to teach me when I was 18. Saved up enough from doing small tasks to buy a shit $700 car I've been having to constantly fix. I work at an amusement park right now to at least pay for my trade school

Sup, nigga

Those are stupid fucking reasons to want to kill yourself. You’re acting spoiled. Get over it. You’ll feel better in 3 days if you take a few deep breaths, close your eyes and say “what can I do right now that I want to do?” and then do that shit and keep doing the shit you want to do even if it’s not the way you want to do it.

There is an organization of children in syria and afghanistan who have heard about your post and they want to know where to send the check.

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You have two options, either finish trade school or drop out and go to CC. Do you still live with your parents? You're young and it may not seem like it now, but they're giving you a hard time because they want you to be sucessfuly and okay in life if and when they pass away. But if you're not happy in trade school it's only gonna get worse. The biggest thing you have to decide right now is whether you want to stick with it or go to college, but the most important thing is that you do something here. Believe me, you don't want to be in your late 20s or early 30s and still not have your life in order.

I have a close friend this sounds like and hope it isn't them. If it is you ginge, give me a call. If not, user, you are loved. You are loved so much and you can't see it right now but you have your own talents. Schools not everyone's thing, and even working isn't. Please don't.

user listen here. Shits hard, you probably won't kill yourself. Life's hard right now, and it doesn't get easier. It gets stressful to the point where that feels like an option. But you know what? Shit gets easier to deal with. Life goes on, take control of your life. Get up, eat healthy, exercise. Have toxic people in your life? Drop them. Have nobody in your life? Find them. Find friends, join groups. If you need to talk to a doctor or go to mental health groups. It feels like a sucky thing to do, but it's worth it in the end. Look st yourself in the mirror and say you are awesome and can do anything you put your mind to. Because you can. Do that for two years. Work hard for what you want and don't sit around and let life choose for you. If your asking all of us, b/ isn't a good place to ask. Get off of here there's too much toxicity here. You can do it just set your mind to it. If you still feel like killing yourself in two years, come back there. Life's a bitch, but she's too damn good to give up for something that wouldn't matter in five years time.

maybe you should just take a trip too a 3rd world tier country like thailand and do some volenteer work during the day and really whore it out on FB and instagram.
then at night go out and get a messed up hooker,take her too a secluded area and just open her the fuck up,leave her in like 4 places.
a friend of mine did this and came back a changed man

I'm not Ginge, bro
But you should probably give the homie a call if you think he needs it

Just sounded way too familar, we promised each other if we got there to give a call. I'd give you one too, but I can't, please don't, there's someone out there that would want to get that call first before anything happened to you.

elaborate, please

Idk man, seeing shit like that changes you as a person, always for the better. Reminds you that you can be happy at the littlest of things.
And smashing a hooker, well that's the obvious

>open her up
>leave her in 4 places

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OP here
Might agree that smashing a couple ladyboys in Thailand would be dope, but gotta get the dough first

You're a real nigga, man

don't cut your wrist user

I want to kill myself too!

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Shit hurts so much I'd regret it after the first slice

Stream it or GTFO

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OP probably is a 'gotta slave away or become homeless' fag. Pretty hard to stay alive when it is like that.

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Go to community college and take lots of different subjects and see if any are interesting to you. It took me three years at a CC and I found a subject I loved quite late the second year. Took another year then then off to finish at a 4-year. Find things that interest you - not your friends, parents, or others. You'll do well.

Better than being a military fag, and complaining about it on FB

Literally everyone I know that is or has been in the military fucking hates it. Kinda I got too many health complications to enlist.

college can eat a dick
your parents can eat 2 dicks
the idea of killing yourself can eat 3 dicks.
keep your head up, faggot.

my man, I hope you revisit this thread and see this but I'm literally in the exact same boat.
my hobbies are the only thing keeping me going forward paired with the hour that someway somehow it will get better.

honestly, fuck this life sometimes. I want to leave to cycle of drinking, masturbating, video games and whatever else. but every single day I make the choice to stay encouraged, to stay fucking hype and remember that if I'm going to endure death, then I'm sure as shit going to enjoy life doing the things that make me fucking happy.

eat that cake, talk to that broad, spend that cash (safely). but most importantly, do what makes you happy. and if nothing does, try something new that might. because there is something.
find that something, op. fucking find it.

A long time ago kids in my 8th grade shop class would ask the ~60-year old teacher whether there would be a test today. "Life is a test" was the answer. It has been many years and his response remains correct. It's how we deal with the test that matters.

Find something you want to see burnt to the ground and take action

Literally fucking thank you, guys.
I was a expecting a bunch of "do it, faggot" and "an hero on stream"
But you guys were actually helpful. I know I can't fix my life over night, but fucking shit it's been emotional these past few months.
This is the most support I've gotten in a long time that wasn't just "I know you can do it". I'll try college again next semester. I gotta get those GE's out of the way though, and I'm a retard at math. Wish I could reach out of this screen and thank you guys personally
I'll be back as a fucking Bloomer, I promise you guys

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