My life sucks and is probably going to get worse with time, I want to end it soon...

is that immediate or does it take time? do I run the risk of surviving somehow?

also how do I find a good arterie? I know some are in the neck but kinda deep I may not find them with the needle, any advice on that?

Hey, maybe don't do it. I'm sure this'll sound like your typical hopeful message but, I'd prefer if you didn't do this and I doubt I'm the only one. We might be strangers but if I don't want you to go, than I'm sure there's other. Hell, even if their isn't I'm sure you'll come to regret considering this choice. So please, do what you can to resist the urge. I actually have a friend that's the same age as you who's going through the same thing and being in this kind of situation and seeing what it's like witnessing someone feeling this way is just awful for everyone involved. It doesn't have to be this way, and you really don't have to go through with this. Think of a reason to live, I'm sure you've got one and act on it, overtime I'm sure you'll find more reasons to live overtime. I know didn't want this kind of message but much like life itself, nothing is ever completely hopeless. So please, don't do this. I don't want you to do this, I doubt you yourself want to go through with this. If you need someone to talk to, just let me know.

>Drown yourself

>O.D on literally any cheap drug that's a crystal

>Borrow a gun

There is a thousand ways OP

no eres lo suficientemehte hombre como para enfrentar la vida? El marica eres tu. No el que te va a intentar salvar si te encuentra.

buy ones with longer needles.

its about as immediate as getting choked out

Think about it, if you are determined to end it that means you don't care about anything anymore so why care about your autism? You should know that a part of being confident is not giving a fuck. Also your race needs you faggot.

There is more in life than just status QUO shit but up to you, I have most of your problems mentioned and I am not even a gram near of killing my self, and I am a wizard, 32 yrs old kissless virgin, you can replace everything, even family.

inb4 kys

thank you for trying to help, but I have my reasons, some time ago a realized I'm a pedo, I don't feel sexual attraction for young girls like to want to penetrate them but I think I kinda fell in love for a 10yo girl a while ago, she's so cute and mature, so innocent and cute, compared to most of the mean, fat girls around my age I know, pedo life sucks and I've been feeling suicidal for a while, I think I'm still alive because of my mom, I know she'll be devastated if she finds out I killed myself, so at least I want to end it without her knowing, she doesn't know any of this either, nobody does

it's not just that, I just replied to other user about my reasons, I think you may also want me to kill myself after reading them

thank you user, you're awesome

Then be a fucking man and wait for your mother to die before you end yourself.

that's what I've been doing but I'm sure even she'll want me dead if she ever finds out

I even wrote a letter to leave her before I go, telling her my reasons, I'm sure she'll be over it in a couple of days knowing the kind of person I really was

piano wire, superglue, building with industrial air-conditioners on the roof. tie wire to AC and around neck, superglue hands to head, jump off. Just jumping has too high of a survival chance unless you land head-first, and that's hard to do. Optional: Wear a sign that says "I'm sorry I'm white, I'm sorry I'm male."

Those are things you can fix though. And it seems like you're already smart, and self aware enough to know that. I'm really not that different from you. I'm a kissless virgin, who's fallen for the appeal of the more innocent appeal of younger girls but this we're meant to be this way. You have to get over it. I live knowing that I hopefully find someone that can tolerate me, and my fucked mental issues. And maybe then I might have a 10 year old girl just like that I've got the right to care for and love. Don't mistake love for pedophilia, because it doesn't make you a pedophile for realizing the way things are. A lot women are mean, just like a lot of men are, a lot more girls are nice and they grow up to be mean. Live with the idea that you'll one day have a daughter that you can make into a nice girl. In general you should just find a reason to live. You seem like you're kind enough to know what should and shouldn't be done. I trust that you can make the right decision.

You could be passive, fap to loli, keep it in a fantasy, the wilder the fantasy is the harder it will become for you to actualiy harming an infant, let me explain, lets say you like loli but you also like elves, try to only fap to loli elves, that way you will start losing interest in real girls, you will exile yourself from carnal urges because its no longer a thing for you, its the same shit that happens to the japane hikikomoris, do this if you actualy want to control yourself.

on your-own there, chemical castration is always an option.

>I don't feel sexual attraction
>I kinda fell in love
>I'm sure even she'll want me dead
You know that it's wrong and it's not a sexual deviation but a thing about purity so you shouldn't be so hard on yourself. In any case a mother is still a mother and she gave you life dumbass, don't think she will want you dead that easily.

I don't feel any urges to fuck young girls tbh, I do like how cute they are but that's it, this girl I mentioned, I never saw her nude or anything, it's her personality that I like, her innocence and how happy she always is, and well obviously her cute little body plays a role there too, but not in a sexual way, I mean the most contact I had with her was hugs, coz she really hugs a lot, and those felt soo nice, to have her so close, to feel her smell and warmth, but no I don't feel any sexual arousal because of that, not yet at least

I've heard her talk about pedos with such hate I'm sure she'd even help me kill myself if she found out

suicide talk is one thing, but this got too weird and gross for me, I'm out, good luck with the good death that you quest for!

In that case just fucking wait till she is legal and stop being melodramatic, if you dont feel any sexual attraction then you are far from being a pedo, maybe you ll be a good dad and its just your patternity instinct

Yeah, you can also have some white children! Wait, is she white?

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thank you guys tho for trying to help me here, I'm going to do it anyway one of these days now that I know of a quick method, knowing there are good people like you around makes me go in peace

yep, blonde and cute as an angel

Rope is cheap but if you're an American you could easily get a cheap Hi-point in 45acp so long as your not a felon. Just be sure you don't fuck either of those up or you'll be suffering for a long time as apposed to going out quickly.
Just be sure you've looked at all your options before An Hero-ing you're self. Sometimes the best thing you can do is just get away from everything that resembles your past life even if you have to flee the country.

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>I'm also socially retarded and still a kissless virgin, I'm really fit
Oh neat, go to a third world country and volunteer to be cannon fodder in some kind of war like Syria/Iraq to kill ISIS or some where in South America to kill commies.
Third worlders love low IQ white people joining their ranks, hell maybe you'll just decide to stay there and legitimately be happy or you'll get shot and die so it's a win win.

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>I'm going to do it anyway one of these days

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she doesn't know what I feel for her, probably wouldn't even understand, and she's 10, even if she felt the same way towards me nobody would allow such a relationship

another user already gave me a good method to do it quickly and without risks of surviving, going to try it this weekend coz I'll be alone, I think I'll go really far from home to do it so no one notices, and when my family comes back this Sunday I'd be already gone for good, thank you anyway

buy heroin

No problem fren

>buy heroin
Degenerates like you belong on a cross.

Life always sucks OP. Hope you find a way to deal with it one way or another.

before you kill yourself
try living a week completely shameless
i bet that be fun

why he asked for a cheap death