If you're lonely, talk to me

Then do so. If you are having an issue doing so, however, there are several remedies to be found. Someone I know straight suggested forcing one out once by doing various yoga exercises.

Thank you for posting user

I have the biggest crush on someone and they'll never notice me. It fucking hurts guys.. I try to look cute but they'll never talk to me. I'm so lonely

I was somewhat in your position, when I was in middle school. It got so bad I pretty much stalked them, but they still never acknowledged me.
It lasted two years.
Two whole years where I fell behind in grades and had no friends, because I obsessed over this one guy so much
The only reason it faded is because I ended up going to a different highschool, where someone did end up legitimately liking me, and was a better person as well.
I doubt your crush is as obsessive as mine was, but your best bet is to try and talk to them and see if you can get anything going.
If you just can't, then you need to try and move on with your life.
There are other fish in the sea.
Other things to do with yourself.
Friends to be with.
It's not an easy thing, but it's the best thing.

Thanks user. My situation is similar to yours. I look at his pictures everyday and he don't even know I exist. It just hurts because I would love to just talk to him. He's so cute and funny and we have a lot in common but I'm so shy and I don't even know how to start taking to them. I feel like I'd be obnoxious. I'm just so sad. I feel so silly because I'm not some teenager, I'm in my mid 20's and I don't know how to initiate conversation. I feel like he would just ignore me.

Just to clarify, are you a girl or a guy?

I'm a girl

I hate gays as a group because i can't accept their oppression rhetoric no matter how truthful it is, because that would mean on some level it applies to me and im too much of a self-hating degenerate to believe my problems are anything but self-created

inb4 TITTIES

I can fully understand. I have severe anxiety, so I have a lot of trouble in social situations.
However, you have to admit, anything would be better than how you feel now, right?
Knowing for sure, imo, is better than stressing and not knowing.
So it's worth it to try and start a conversation somehow. I find some of my better attempts come from, say, having to do something for that person. Like e.g. maybe you hear something like "oh they need this thing" and you conveniently have it on hand. Then you can offer it to them and see if you notice anything to talk about. Some of the best conversation subjects come from just paying attention to your surroundings and the little details, and it can make someone want to talk to you more.
I work in fast food right now, specifically a Sonic, and I deliver food a lot. I get better tips when I say something to a customer like "oh I love your nails where did you get them done" or "you have a cool decal on your car, I love that show/game/etc" things like that.
Talking about those things helps in more than just getting better tips too of course lmao, they can apply in your situation.
I also love baking irl, so I use sweets as a way to get people to like me more and to notice me.
In the end, you just have to make a move somehow. I hope my tips help.
And I want you to know that you aren't silly and probably won't come off as obnoxious. I doubt you will actually seem that way, and honestly if they think you are then they're probably just a straight up cunt.
Everyone has these worries, no matter the age.

There’s no easy way to describe it. All I can say is that the world makes me feel lonely.

I can understand to some degree how you feel. The one thing I do know I can say about this is that a key to accepting anything and handling things in a better way is to accept yourself and not to hate yourself. I hope this applies and can help. You can elaborate more if you want to :)

Kill yourself

Kek.

i have literally no idea how to not hate myself and im not even sure id want to.

but thanks

It can legitimately be a lonely place. I've had a short lifetime to learn it, but I myself feel like I know that better than a lot of people, due to my lifestyle situations growing up.
All you can do is reach out and get out. If you find more friends, you'll feel less lonely. Deeply connecting with others can make you feel better. Busy yourself in life, and you won't be able to feel the loneliness as strongly.
Just focus and keep moving onward, no matter what happens.
Sometimes, if the feeling settles in strongly for me, I just start talking to a stranger about something completely random that's around us. I get very anxious so it affects me strongly to do that. It always kind of shocks my mind into thinking, "maybe I'm not as alone as I'm feeling."
I hope my words help a little, user.
Even if they aren't fully related to how you feel.

Thanks.

That wasn't me asking for the titties. But that's besides the point, has he shown any interest towards you?

If you ever do completely decide you don't want to then, there are lots of ways to recover. From standard professional help, to family help or help from friends, to helping yourself.
I was emotionally alone in hard times for five years, where I came home only to be told I was a demon and less than a human being.
Moving past hating myself has taken a long time, and is still in progress. But everyday I find that the more I throw myself into the things I find might really have meaning, the things that really have value, the better and more sane and okay I feel. The less I can remember the bad things and all the hurt and cruelty that made me hate myself in the first place.
Surround yourself with support, with meaning in your life. It may not be now that you decide to, but in the future, if you decide to, I would recommend doing so.

I lost my right leg at work, factory accident. Now im on Yea Forums everyday because im not brave enough to kill myself.
My wife tells me our child gets bullied cause im in a wheelchair and it takes me a few mins to drop her off at the school bus stop and all the other children makes fun of her for me being disabled and delaying the bus.

Kill yourself

How do people genuinely make any friends or close connections once their life has been cut off from people and put on hold from being a neet for the past few years

I'm struggling to trust people I meet and find myself avoiding situations to avoid any kind of ridicule but the loneliness is slowly killing me

I'm sorry to hear you lost your leg. I had a relative who, before they passed away, had to have amputations on one leg to above the knee, and the other to slightly below it. I know how they struggled before they passed. It can be hard.
And I'm sorry to hear your daughter is being bullied, especially for a reason like that. For a practical recommendation what I can say is to have a discussion with the bus driver and the school if you can, about the issue with her getting bullied. As to other things, don't kill yourself. Despite your disability, your wife and daughter must love you still. No matter what. Something you can do for your daughter is to be the best damn dad you can be to her, and be there for her. Hell, even being alive and in your family's life is better than a lot of dads can say. Having a loving family who is understanding and is trying to solve the problems that are going on can help a lot in a bullying situation, and make your child feel better.
I hope my words can help you, even a little bit, user.

Today’s my birthday. I’m turning 46, the age my lover was when he took my virginity. I was 15, the age of the kids I teach, it puts things into perspective. My son would have been 30 on the 10th. I went out for a birthday dinner and thought it over. Hope you’ve had a better day user.

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my gf is sad that she's had to cut all her shitty friends out of her life. she's lonely and we are long distance saving up to move in together. i wish i knew how to comfort her but i also don't feel bad that she had to get rid of these negative people, so my opinion is super bias when she tries to talk about how frustrated she is not having any friends.

all i could suggest was trying to find online friends or joining a community and she didn't seem to care for that. she's an anxious person so socializing in person is hard on top of being pretty and getting hit on a lot by creepy dudes.

I think I'm gonna kill myself, my car is the only thing that brings me joy. I don't feel enough emotions to justify living. I think I'm just going to fill up the tank and see how fast I can drive until I mess up. The question is how will I go, on gravel or pavement? Should I wait until the car is running perfect?

Never truly felt the touch of a woman and when I think about it, have never really had a meaningful conversation with a woman. Too much of a pusscake to approach one

i'd be in that same position if i wasn't in uni and i'm not even doing that good so really i'm just one step away from neetdom. definitely will be getting a job over the summer though. if i have nothing to do besides read and play video games, then it's gonna be a long fucking 2019.

that makes no sense nigger

I lived a neet life for almost a year.
From early to mid 2017, into early 2018.
I've spent this last year recovering from it.
In this last year, I got my GED, got my first job, left my first job as I was no longer needed, and recently started a second job. I also have looked into therapy options for my anxiety and avoidance issues. I still lack a lot of friends, but I find talking to people at work easier now that I've gotten more practice in.
It's all about taking the first step and faking it until you make it.
Even if you don't know how to interact, force it until you get down how to do it.
I find working my fast food job helps me with learning how to trust people, because I have to trust that other employees will get things done. On a more personal level, I have a lot of reason to start talking to my coworkers more, as I'm around them a lot. So I teach myself how to interact in a better way by talking with them.
Learning how to trust people more will come with time.
As to avoiding ridicule and avoiding situations because you're afraid of ridicule, the only cure is to stop and face it. If you can do that, you're on a road to recovery, and go further down that road than a lot of neets do.
The best thing to keep in mind is that ridicule is temporary, and generally doesn't have any real kind of meaning.
Learning how to face and confront that fear and learning how to act is important.
You will never stop being lonely if you don't.
Also, you reaching out just on here is progress. Talking shows that you are looking to fix your problems, and that's impressive in itself. I just want you to know that user.
I hope my words help you to some degree, and I apologise if they don't make complete sense :)

watch up on some Jordan Peterson and remember to wash your penis. you can't go bad with that advice

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I’ve been in the best relationship ever for quite some time now but I’m scared that it might be coming to an end. My girlfriend and I have been getting into some arguments about the littlest of things. I don’t want to lose the one thing that makes me happy. OP do you have any advice

I was in uni and its one of the reasons I lost friends since most didn't pursue any post-secondary education and the ones that did fucked off in the first year.
It didn't help that I studied engineering, and not trying shit on people, but man some of these guys were just social rejects and I just couldn't really jam with them. Just shitty hands dealt all around.

Some people may know me from the femanon threads. When I was 15 I was in a relationship with a certain ‘world leader’, he was 46 at the time. My birthday is today and I’m turning 46. I’m a school teacher and I teach 15 year olds, I see them as children, it feels weird. My son, who died years ago, would have been 30 a few days ago, I was just musing on those facts.

Gaddafi girl?

hint on the world leader?

Yeah.

Pic related.

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same here, brother. all my friends just started working and the ones that didn't went to other unis. i'm in the middle of a CS major and the people there are pretty much like you described. really, no one wants to talk to one another. they're all there to do their work and go home. i occasionally hang out with my friends but not often since we're all doing our own thing, be it working or uni. many a lonely night for me.

All I can really say is that, my thoughts go out to you, user. I don't know all of what has happened in your life, but I hope from here on out that things are better for you.
I'm sorry to hear that user, but it definitely is good that she got her shitty friends out of her life. I can understand you not feeling bad about that lol. It can be hard to comfort someone in that type of situation. The best thing you can do is just be there to support her, and keep her distracted from the lack of friends for right now. Besides, as her partner you're probably personally one of her best friends, right? I know my boyfriend is one of my best friends, even if we don't always get along or talk as often as we should, since we are also long distance.
I have some friends online that have really made a difference in my life, personally, and I met them in completely randon communities on places like Discord and etc. I also took the opportunity to get to know some estranged family members more, and get close to them. So that could be something she could do, depending on how her relatives are. I can completely understand being anxious and how hard it is, as I myself have anxiety.
But the only way to make more friends is to learn how to deal with it, and live on stronger. One of the easiest ways I found to have new friends was just straight up having a new job, and going out to new places.
I'm sorry if this isn't the best advice, but I hope you can get something out of my words, user.

kek this place has attracted the most fucked up losers of the world. interesting use of words with "world leader" tho. you could always pull a #metoo

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uhh wtf are you a sand nigger?

Im in a relationship with a girl i dont really love and now im having a baby with her...
She is about 9 weeks pregnant and she wants to keep it but im trying to figure out how to give her an abortion...oh yeah right before we found out she got me a fucking puppy so im stuck cleaning up shit and piss every day.

How do we reach heaven?

Not interested in slandering his name. I loved him dearly, he was very good to me, don’t think I’ll ever love another like him. #Metoo is just a way for regretful whores to make themselves feel better about their promiscuity.

No. I’m half Swedish half Italian. Pic related is me.

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I have been sober for 15 days today. I had been drinking everyday or everyday other day and starting to think that maybe I could be an alcoholic.
I used to say "I could quit if I wanted", but, well, that's what every alcoholic says.
It was a little boring when I went to parties where all my friends were drinking except for me. In a birthday party I went there was free beer, and they kept saying that I am much funner when I am drunk, lol, but I resisted.
On this Friday I am going out with my friends and I am going to end my little experiment. Now I can proudly say that indeed I can stop drinking whenever I want.

Also, some years ago I lost 20 pounds just to check if I could.

In my opinion every alcoholic, fat guy or drug addict is a lazy person with a lot of excuses.

you're next level pathetic. you should have been aborted if you're even considering doing such a vile thing. I suggest maning up and preparing to be a father, if you can't do that then you're worth nothing. just scum

I think you should seek help, user.
Don't kill yourself. If you can't commit to that, then commit to prolonging it for awhile. Get professional mental help first, see if there are any more things that make you happy, channel your enjoyment from your car into something more, although I'm not sure what. See if anything can help at all.
If nothing does help, and you do kill yourself, then just know that even the loneliest person in the world has someone that thinks about them, even just a little bit. You will be in my thoughts no matter what you do, user.

After my last relationship, I moved out to California. I’ve been seeing a few girls but that’s fizzled out already. I fell in love with one of them, but she “wasn’t ready for a relationship.”

So now I’ve told myself, despite some tinder success, that I wouldn’t date until I get myself more in shape and less fat. But I can’t seem to find the motivation, nor the motivation to eat better because frankly healthy food sucks dick 99% of the time. I make excuses like parking, there’s no planet fitness real close, etc.

Any advice on how to convince myself to stop being the absolute fucking worst piece of shit?

Thanks for sharing your perspective, means a lot especially when there's lack of them available for me at the moment.
There's a lot that you said that rings true to me and I'll be doing some inner searching for a bit to find that courage.
Congrats on achieving progress out of "the pit of NEET-hood"

Im 20 and a khv, i want to be in a relationship but i want to be alone most of the time. I want a bf for the sex and love but i cant see myself being with one person for the rest of my life. Also im fat, ugly af and i hate myself :)

thank you for the suggestions. i'm gonna keep being patient and suggest these things to her and maybe help her find places to hang out online. i know shes got family and people at work she could hang out with, she just has to reach out.

also bless ur soul for responding to all these people tonight you are a saint

kek is this you

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I know this.
Hence why i tried to kill myself on Feb 22nd.
She found me foaming at the mouth.
And saved my life.
Then got me a puppy thinking that wpuld make it better. But has just been nore stressful. Now a baby on the way. I havent wanted to die more.
I have her dick whiped tho. I might just keep her around to fuck. While I fuck around with other girls.
Just sucks cuz she was suppossed to be a one night stand and she roped me into a relationship. Pretty sure she poked a hole in the condom or something. Shit sucks. Just dont know what to do. I'm such shit ill be a shit father. I should just find a gun already anf blow my brains out for u guys

I want to move to a new country!

>i'm 46
post arm for proof of age.

>tfw cute, talkative girl wants to watch movies with me and get to know me despite me being very honest about being a lonesome nerd
I distanced myself from girls 8 years ago and haven't been in a relationship since, despite many heavily hinting at me and outright asking me
Just now I am starting to feel a bit lonely so I am happy I can manage when I need to

This is the good timeline boys

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Wasted dubs. Those are lies, Papa was nothing like that in any way. I read the first few pages of that book out of curiosity, it’s blatantly false propaganda to attempt to slander his name. For example one of the girls who claimed to have been ‘raped’ said that he had no identifiable scars or markings, which isn’t true, he had an appendectomy scar.

Even the loneliest person meets someone eventually. If you really want to meet a woman, there are always places to go. Bars seem to be a good spot. Speed dating events still go on. There are apps to meet people on, like tinder.
You still have a life to live and things to enjoy, so live your life to the fullest, even if you can't find someone right now.
The best thing to do would probably be to have a rational discussion with your girlfriend. Talk to her about these issues and your concerns. You seem like you still love her a lot, so really emphasise that you care about her and you want to fix these things. Having an adult discussion anout your issues is the best way to try and fix things. If things don't get better no matter what, then it might not be meant to be. And there are other fish in the sea for you. Just if you do split, value the good things you had in this relationship, and don't dwell on the bad or the past. I hope you can solve your relationship problems user.
Ultimately it is her decision to keep the baby. The best thing you can do, is to man up and be a father, as the other user said. And if you really don't love her, you can still split with her. But you are responsible to be a father to the child, whether you are with the girl or not.
Also, if it's a young puppy, it can't help itself. It probably still needs training. Please don't take your anger out on it or anything. Talk with your girl maybe on helping train it, and if you really can't live with the puppy, then please find it a good home or a good no kill shelter to go to.

wow you sicken me. the life of a child is in your hands. I don't want to demoralise you but you really need to change your outlook on this. fucking around and treating the mother to your children like an expendable toy is childish. I am not is enough to know from experience but I anticipate life will brighten up when you have a boy or girl to live for and provide for. good luck, but please don't make the bad decision and please live for your child is for no one else

Well, I’m laying in the bath now, but ok.

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wait are you out there in reports or are you just withholding this life story? there is nothing good about gadaffi and I'm sure you of all people are aware of the case called Stockholm syndrome. sounds like what you have, speaking in such a praising manner in regards to a deceased sand nigger dictator

i refuse to believe that arm is 46 yrs old

I'm tired of being pissed off at people and people pissing me off all the time

>still calls him papa
>46

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I don't know if there is an afterlife or not, or even a god. But, I do believe that in every rumour, there is a grain of truth.
Most people seem to believe that being morally good will guide you to heaven, at the most basic principles of belief.
For me, I believe in bettering myself everyday, and hopefully one day, when i pass, I will be guided to a better beyond.
I am impressed by your willpower, user. Good job on it. I am somewhat of the same belief, but I do also believe in the scientific evidence we have about addictions to things. It takes a strong person to quit an addictive thing, and work.
I can relate to it being hard to drudge up motivation to do things like get healthy. I've picked up some weight, so I'm personally working on trying to get healthy, myself.
Some things I find helpful include taking an interest in cooking, for one. If I enjoy cooking my meals up, I find I'm more likely to be willing to cook something healthy and also enjoy it.
Also, set exercise goals and etc for yourself. I try and do an extra few set of situps or etc with weights on me, per day, and I do them after I get home from work.
I've also found maintaining my weight is far more easy now that I started working a fast food job at a Sonic. I am constantly on my feet, and meet my step goal daily.
The hardest thing will be to stop making the excuses. What makes it easier, I find, is to start doing something, and then keep doing things. Don't give yourself a moment to rest and think "maybe I don't want to do this right now." Don't think. Just go and do. I love getting pumped up by listening to music and running on a treadmill, personally :) I hope my advice helps

never put it above a deranged rapee of a libyan dictator

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I’ve been withholding it. My father was a diplomat with a benzo habit, he sold me for a week under the assumption I was going to a week long seminar on ‘women’s role in the Koran’ while we were at a summit. Papa and I kept in touch for months afterwards through the Libyan consulate, the country my father was in had good relations with Libya. He was planning on sending me a Libyan passport to get me back to Libya, as our home country had a travel ban. My father found out about the affair when my papers finally came, we’d moved home by then. My father forced me to have an abortion and kept Papa’s letters from me for over a decade. He was a wonderful person, don’t believe the bs that the mainstream media spreads. And he wasn’t a sand nigger, his father was French and his mother was Italo Berber.

You flatter me user.

Yes, that’s what he asked me to call him.

He did not rape me.

It's no problem dude, I wish you the best of luck on your journey to a better you.
And thank you for the congratulations! Lol
I can understand wanting to be in a relationship. But, it also sounds like you need to seek some help and help yourself before you get too much into a relationship. Learn to love yourself, and love who you are. If you can't love yourself, you'll find loving another person will become more difficult. Don't focus on finding a boyfriend. The right person will come into your life eventually, just by getting out and going through life.
No problem man, I wish you the best of luck on this, and I wish your girlfriend well, too. And thank you! I love helping others. It soothes my own mind to do it lmao. I hope to run this thread every Wednesday/Thursday evening, in between 8-10est and later.

>15
>can't give consent
>didn't rape me btw
>papa
kek

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I try but I can never shake my racist thoughts. As soon as I see a black, I instantly think "what a fuckin nigger" and then I start thinking about murder. I don't want to be racist but it's been literally beaten into me

Now that I've seen this, I have a spot of additional input, as well.
Please don't kill yourself, user.
People care about you.
I don't know you, but I care. You're in my thoughts right now, and you mean something. And I'm sure you have family who love you. And even if you don't love this girl, she loves you.
So don't take yourself away from the people who love you.
Especially from your unborn child.
I've lived my whole life with multiple father figures. I have never had a true father figure who really loved me. At least, in anything more than a sexual way.
Having a father in your life is something a lot of people take for granted, and don't realise how much that affects someone who is growing up.
I'm sorry to hear that it was all a one night stand gone wrong.
The best way to not be a shit father is to try. You're responsible to be in the child's life. Don't off yourself. Don't run away. Life is better than you think, no matter what seems wrong. And I recommend seeking some professional mental health help.
That's awesome, user! I hope if you do move to a new country, that you live well, and do plenty of research to make sure it goes over well, too! Do you know where you want to move?
It's good that you seem to be doing pretty alright, user. I'm glad you're managing pretty well.
Distance yourself from the things in people that piss you off. If you can't handle something and you're getting angry, leave the situation. If it's a severe anger issue affecting your life, make sure you seek professional counseling for it to discuss it and see if there's anything more behind the anger.

niggers are the worst. they are firstly, ugly and ape-like, they smell like shit, their testosterone makes them chimp out and resort to swinging fists like animals. Black's are far from human

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I can understand, user. A lot of my family lives in the south US. So in particular, they tend to be pretty casually racist. I actually live with some of the most racist people in my family, and some of them try to impress racist ideals onto me.
I remember I read a story once, many years ago, when I was young, about a mom who taught her child a lesson using apples. She took her child to the store, and they picked out some different coloured apples. They took the apples home, and the mom asked the child to point out the different colours. Then, she peeled the apples, mixed them all up, and asked the child to taste them and see if they could find much of a difference. And they couldn't!
People are, at their core, mostly the same, despite the skin colour.
It took me awhile to shake my racist thoughts, but I keep that story in mind, and be kind to people, regardless of colour. It is a hard learning experience, but it can be done, no matter how strongly the racism has been impressed onto you. There are in some places counseling for these types of issues as well, and you can talk with a professional therapist on these thoughts.

You’re assuming that the rest of the world holds the insane consent laws that the US does...I was of age in that country. Most of the world has the age of consent is between 14-16. Yes, he was my Papa, and I loved him.

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It's been interesting to hear your story on here, and it's interesting to hear your account of what that world leader was like. I just want to thank you for sharing your story here, and I hope that all these years later, your life is going well. And I am sorry for your loss of your son.

ok now you're just delusional. Pakistan has no age of consent but that means nothing. Japan's is 13 but they also sterilise trannies. it was fucked to be abused at that age and its effects are clear now. you aborted a fetus and now praise a dead dictator. you're beyond redemption and hope you don't influence the 15 yo kids.

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Thanks user, I appreciate it. He was really a kind and gentle man, it’s painful to see how poorly he’s portrayed in the West. My life isn’t great, but I’m still here, and that’s something. My son is with his father, that what I tell myself, it makes it a bit easier.

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kys degenerate

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>aborted a fetus
No user. I was forced to have an abortion in my sixth month by my father when he found out about our affair. My father had connections, he was a mason, they look out for each other. My father lured me to a doctor after hours saying it was a routine doctors appointment, he’d beaten me when he found out and knew I was concerned. They drugged me, I fought hard. My son was born alive and dried a few hours later according to my father. It was hell.

I praise him because he is worthy of it. Read the Green Book, you’ll be surprised.

All my love to you, god bless. I'm sure he is with his father somewhere, and that they are happy. Don't listen to all the negative talk on here by the way. Good or bad, you know the man you loved. And, I wish you a happy birthday.

Thank you user, you are very kind. Blessings to you as well.

interesting. I may be won't about his domestic policy. I'll read up on it, from what I see on the face of it is that he was actually a good leader who cared for his people. regardless I still think the 15 year old thing is fucked up but I may be wrong about the guy

This is the OP. I'm going to bed for the night, and just want you all to know

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>Just want to be left alone
>Can't move out because I'm a neet with no income
>What the people left in family are pretty fucked up emotionally and I'm being leaned on as sort of an emotional pillar since the others are dead
WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DEPEND ON ME FOR EMOTIONAL SUPPORT IM A USELESS SHITTY NEET BOY. IM MORE FUCKED UP THAN YOU ARE AND AM NOT IN CONTROL OF ANYTHING I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE THIS SHIT

goodnight tranny. one of the few good threads in this cesspool of a board

Not lonely but paranoid of cancer. Petechiae appearing on my feet for like two years, fatty liver, depressed and accomplished nothing plus HPV. Doctors don't take it seriously.

My last post before I really go to bed
I'm sorry to hear all of this, user.
I don't have much advice, except that, you can be strong, and keep on going, no matter what happens in your life. Everything passes with time. No matter how long it goes on or how awful something is. You're in my thoughts, and I hope things get better for you, user.
I can relate to how you feel somewhat, too. I am estranged from my mother, to the point where I moved away from her over a year ago to live first with my real dad, and then my aunt who I live with now. She still messages me regularly about everything wrong in her life. Everytime we interact for the first time in awhile, she puts her worries on me. And when I look back on my young life, I realise it has always been that way. But as I age, it gets better, since I now have physical distance between her and I.
I promise you, life will be better eventually, user. My thoughts go out to you.
God bless.

It’s a hard thing to defend from a western perspective, but relationships like ours was common in that part of the world. I’d say just read up on him and the Libya situation, for your own opinion rather than believe on the reportings of others. Take care user.

I'm sorry to hear this user. I hope a doctor sometime will take you seriously.
I have a cousin who lives in the same house with me, right now. She is a mother to one and is pregnant with another child, but early in her pregnancy she suddenly started having spots of numbness in her face and etc. It took her going to multiple doctors to get a more legitimate diagnosis than just some basic stress issues.
So if you have the money, I might recommend visiting more doctors for a better diagnosis.
As of right now, all you can do is relax, and live on. I wish you well, user.
To all other anons, I leave now. The discord invite is x53jUz7