Not sure if many of you remember, or even know and care. However I was a volunteer in the Yugoslavia war in the 90s. I was 16 at the time and signed up with ease as a mercenary on the Croatian side. I did horrible things to people who didn't deserve it at all.
I'm from Swedish descent. My mother Croatian and my father a regular blue collar Swede.
Leo Cruz
Ham. Sliced thin it goes with everything and on eveything.
Evan Cooper
I hope whatever shit youve done, I hope it still haunts you 20yo later. Facist cunt just kys
Julian Brown
This. Die in fire
Bentley Howard
It does.
Jacob Gutierrez
do you even know what a "mercenary" is? you're supposed to be paid for committing those atrocities. croatia was dirt-poor back then. what did you get paid, ćevapčići?
Kayden Allen
so who did you massacre? serbs? bosniaks? croats thought to be disloyal?
Mason Murphy
did you kill any albanians you faggot? cuz if you did i hope you fucking die of cancer of the eyes
Oliver Clark
Got paid nothing, you're right. As a volunteer it was what I was "labeled" as nonetheless. Did get feed!
Julian Jenkins
Actually believing this thread is any truth.
Jason Smith
How many did you rape, user?
Ian Rodriguez
careful now. i just might say something insulting (on your behalf) to your neighbors, and then you'll have to hide in a tower for the next 50 years.
Tyler Harris
im writing from a tower right now faggot so good luck, why do you go back to losing some more provinces until you are the size of a swimming pool
Ian Moore
Didn't massacre anyone. Got put in charge of extracting infromation from Serbs and Croats. Pulled, or just broke off, the teeth of a young child because her mother would say where the came from. Her milk teeth most likely, so she got new ones, but that was one the moments that has stuck with me.
Eli Powell
A lot. Wasn't really rape tho. Like making love to dead bodies. No reaction or response.
Leo Wood
^broke off, the teeth of a young child
So why havent you killed yourself yet? Your gross. Even for this place your disgusting
Hunter Russell
>Falling for the bait. >Getting triggered
Tyler Hernandez
Thought about it plenty of times. I'm a coward tho. Afraid of what awaits me
Luke Richardson
Rape story.
Camden Rogers
Was that the thing that stuck with you the most?
Henry Miller
Yes. Bar none. Might seem tame in comparison to cuttting heads off, but a child crying asking you to stop. It just doesn't compare.
Camden Campbell
Yeah I can understand that
Aiden Morgan
whats the worst thing you've done to someone?
Evan Thompson
Look up in thread. I mean it could all be up to interpretation. I've cut womens labias off, peoples noses off, raped and humilated people. Pick your poison. What I said earlier is what has stuck with me. I'm absolute human trash, but only did what was asked of me.
Blake Ward
yea I read that. but thats not really that bad. I mean its fucked up. but I feel like cutting someone's nose off is worse
Nolan Barnes
how old are you? I know you said your age when it happened but I don't know when all this went down. how have these memories changed with your age?
Matthew Evans
No. A child pleading with you, you can't help but to acknowledge unless your totally avoid of emotions.
Jace Kelly
LARPing all day every day is indeed the purest form of human trash.
William Scott
I worded that bad. how has your aging changed how you feel about what you've done?
Julian Hernandez
yea it might have been the hardest to deal with at the time. but in the end I feel like its not that bad compared to cutting off actual body parts
I'm 43 at the moment. Live a solitary life. I get benefits and stay to myself. I feel like a human trashbag, always have, and that is probably why I have stayed solitary for all this time. Enjoy "scouring" the internet, hence why I came across Yea Forums.
John Murphy
Have you heard of the book Spider Eaters? It's by a former Red Guard from China. She talks about her experiences and acknowledges her status as both a perpetrator and a victim.
Christian Taylor
Fear of taking a bodypart is what scares most people. Actually cutting something off, adrenaline will kick in and they won t feel a thing at the time, unless you show them.
Nathan Hall
I have not! I will look that up tho. Thank you!
Nathaniel Foster
How did you do loot wise?
Colton Lee
I don't know man. I've seen a lot of rekt videos of cartel cutting off peoples legs and arms and it sure as hell looks like they feel everything. but I know what you mean, especially if its quick
Charles Campbell
Shouldn't there be a surplus of single women due to the war? Any good websites to shop for them?
Aiden Morgan
As I said. I've chosen a solitary life.I carry a burden I don't want anyone to share. And now it sounds like I'm feeling sorry for myself! I never would. I'm an animal and when I die no one will mourn.
Wyatt Mitchell
so you regret everything you did?
Camden Torres
nice job OP
Jace Jenkins
I think I was young and naive. What I did to people can't be excused. So yes, I do regret it.
Aaron Garcia
>humilated people Things like stripping them naked or something?
Benjamin Campbell
Pain goes to a certain threshold in my experience. It won't stay 100% for long. Your body "helps you" ease it. If you're pulling on a lose nail, it'll hurt for a few minutes. After that you won't feel anything unless you change pressure or force. Variation, randomness, is key.
Elijah King
I was with the Canadian Army in Yugo during that ugly little war. Serbs, Croats, Bosnian. There no good guys anywhere, just assholes and victims.
Samuel Russell
ur fucked man.... what is this thread even??? MODS
Carson James
>There no good guys anywhere Couldn't agree more! You were a few of very few countries who got involved
Cooper Gutierrez
Do you remember where you got stationed èxactly btw
William Hughes
the UN was always 5 steps behind what was going on, most of the European troops didn't want to risk dying so they stayed in the FOBs. I still hate fucking Serbs.
are you worried about the International Criminal Court for the Former Yugoslavia?
Kevin Jenkins
>the UN I remember their blue helmets and their stand-fast positions. "Peace keepers"... They would watch children getting raped infont of them without batting an eye unless they we're told too. They're nothing more than Blackwater with gov't backing
Nathan Perry
I wouldn't answer that OP
Cameron Brooks
Good question! Thought about it when I came back to my mother in Sweden. Lived here since then. Figured that entire war was just a litany of war crimes and crossed my thumbs. If some random person out there remembers my face from 2 decades, I'll gladly face trial for her. I won't however seek out the "law" on my own behalf.
Luis Collins
not in front of me they didn't. But you're mostly right, nobody gave a shit about any of the people there. were you at the Mendak pocket?
Ian Edwards
yea I don't think they have even convicted 100 people since then. so I think you are good
Luis Cook
True and artistic
Nolan Thompson
What were de canadian army doing there?
Kevin Barnes
I don't think the international criminal court for the former Yugoslavia is even alive anymore. they shut that shit down.
Easton Jones
Not at the initial conflict. Got transferred just as the UN troops moved in. Not to discredit you, or any of your fellow soldiers, but did you ever feel an urge to stop anything you could? Like you said >no one gave a shit about anyone and I fully agree. What haunts you at night?
Thomas Torres
Mostly standing around waiting for the UN to get their thumbs out of their asses, but when ever we could we also stomped assholes into the ground. Sometimes Croats, but more often Serbs.
Mason Wood
There was a time you had fun raping or torturing?
Aiden Adams
What was the worst thing you stopped?
Ryan King
Känns det bra med alla Isis krigare som återvänder hit? :)
Mrödare som mördare tänker jag
Adrian Nelson
Sverige allt som allt är naivt. Muslimer kommer utavla er och ta över inom 20 år. Ingen stolthet, ingen heder.
Leo Reyes
Mostly I remember it being one huge cluster fuck. We almost always got the wrong info from the UN, the interpreters we got assigned to us all seemed to have some agenda, and the civilians seemed expect us to help their little group and kill everyone else on sight. Our European "allies" often simply refused any orders that might be dangerous. The thing that sticks with me the most is a hatred of the Serbs, I found them to be arrogant and vicious. I would never trust a Serb, even civilians I was protecting.
Gavin Parker
Haha vem bryr sig? Om 40 år duger hela världen kineskuk ändå. Sverige har ändå än befolkning idag med för mycket gamla människor och för lite arbetaföra unga. Nu går 40-talisterna i pension och det kommer fattas så jävla mycket arbetskraft :p
Julian Garcia
>kineskuk Du fick mig att skratta där! Du har rätt i också, vem fan bryr sig... Jag är död om 30år max. Enjoy
Isaiah Baker
we killed alot of snipers, in Sarajevo especially. Those fuckers were absolute animals. But most of the we just reported what we found up the line. The whole thing was pretty demoralizing.
Levi Price
>is a hatred of the Serbs It just fills your soul...
Joseph Sanders
I really wish I could let it go, but just thinking about Yugo and I tense up. I've heard that it's quite nice now, but I'll never go back there.
William Howard
Did you just murder people or did you rape and torture and stuff?
Are you worried about getting caught and tried? Why or why not?