It feels like nothing will be normal ever again...

It feels like nothing will be normal ever again... It feels like I've been left out of society and I'm left here to rot in my low-income apartment working 9-5 hours in a sterile office. I wake up tired and exhausted just to make my shitty breakfast that doesn't satisfy me go to a job I despise so i can come home and be on my computer until I go to bed. I just want to experience some life in my " life ". I want to meet people and I want to see energy but I have no one real left in my life my family long ago pushed me out of their circle and id be surprised if my sibling's children even know I exist. I have no friends as they all caught the marriage buss to happiness and obligations and have long ago left me without a goodbye and removed me from everywhere in their life.

My heart is tearing as i write this and i just wanna tell you. Whatever struggles you have in your life try your best to fix them early or you will end up like me. A human being and a real hero.

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>tfw no gf

ok beta cuck

Have you ever caught a charge?

Could always say fuck it and move to a 3rd world country with a low as fuck standard of living and fuck hookers like all the degenerates do. Probably more fulfilling tbh

got caught selling weed when i was 15 to a friend who got caught by his parents and they ratted on me to the cops. Nothing more than that though.

This country was founded by degenerates. Bible thumping fuck nut.

Welcome to hell friend. Same thing happened to me. Happens to lots of people. Do you trust our government?

hahaha implying i have money to even move out of state let alone a country.

I don't ever really comment on this site, but this hit close to home. Got no advice nor anything comforting to say, just letting you know - the words you wrote could've come out of me, too. Lonliness is a very common disease. Things can get better, though.

>This country
Which country are you talking about kiddo, be specific

Kiddo? Anyways bitch, the only one that matters.

The system has you. Once you realize that it was created for your enslavement, can you break yourself free.
Killing innocents only drives us further into the madness.
We must rise together against the corrupt "leaders" of the world.
Their idea of mass unification only serves their needs, not ours.

Peace out faggot.

hey are you trying to be me ?
hey are you trying to be me ?
to be specific USA.

bye kiddo, say hi to your nigerian mother for me

Yup. End of story. I was gonna ease him into it. But thanks user.

I could say things are going to get better. But I'm trying to be realistic in life usually.
BUT, that still doesn't mean it won't. Yeah it may be boring and fucked up right now.
Go out, meet people, you may not meet anybody in a day, or even a week, but eventually you'll get there.
Just don't do some stupid shit like ending yourself or something like that.
Godspeed user
Sincerely, a fag who cares

You're such an obvious disseminating little fuck but I would love to make fertilizer out of you.

You're inside all day. That's problem number one. Pick up a hobby that gets you out of the house, something you like to do.

Also, just because someone is married, doesn't mean they're happy. Most of them are miserable behind closed doors but act all happy for some reason. It's a really fucked up game. Being single is the best decision I've made.

Also, I got busted for rolling a joint. Got a fine of around 230 dollars. Even more, but I paid 2/3 of the fine.
Luckily possession of weed is decriminalised here, but it's still an offence and you can get a fine, but not go to jail or have it in your record for the rest of your life

I'm guessing you live in a red state huh OP? Be honest.

The government is all about taking your money. Doesn't even do anything good with it.

don't think im gonna commit an hero, to be honest, i dont really have the balls for that. but i might as well be dead since barely anyone knows me or cares for me outside my family and old childhood friends.

Yup! Keep you poor. And don't sell dope, do it. Itll make you a better slave... Slap you with a charge early... Maybe get you to think you need pharma... Next thing you know your brains melting and you can't function.

Age?

That's how they want you OP. Break your spirit. A strong spirit is troublesome. Society is going to hell very literally.

Then try to (re)connect with your old friends
Like someone said, pick up something that involves going outside, or just go for a walk every day
Basically do anything that involves you being around other people, and don't be autistic to not talk to anybody.
For example, for me it's easier to make friends/get girls if I'm drunk/stoned
So you can take that as an advice I guess

neither do I have friends but I'm also unemployed. at least you're self-sufficient you faggot. just buy shit that makes you happy.

Oh, and try to look for a job you'd think would make you happy
If anything, you can switch jobs how you see fit (implying you're qualified for them)
Just do anything to get yourself out of that rut

He's not in that position. He's being watched and if he coughs or farts he's gonna be in chains. Just you watch.

Then they deny you disability and throw you in jail for being homeless

Well, sucks to be you. You just need to find your motivation Raymond K Hessle.

Now the question is this: What, did you want to be?

Yup! Slavery didn't end it evolved. Only reason I speak out is I could give a fuck if the government hunts me down... iI was normal til the system got ahold of me. To think they don't have technology they're not telling us about is childish. The devil worshipping jew rules all.

Careful. Their internet army is watching.

First of all, get in shape and don't watch porn and stop masterbating while watching porn.
Once your body is sharp your mind will be sharp aswell. It only takes an hour to workout and no more than that.
You can't tell me anything about working out cause I've been at it for a few years so there is no excuses that you don't have time.
Also, you can not bodybuild for more than an hour or else your cortisol levels will rise and testosterone decrease.
You just need to raise your testosterone, O.P., it sounds like you have no energy.
Eat less to no poly unsaturated fats, trans fats, plastics covering any foods because there is a chemical in plastic that raises estrogen levels in your body and estrogen is the opposite of testosterone.
Testosterone burns fat and gives you more muscle which in turn burns more calories.
Just workout correctly.
Start slow and learn the fundamentals.
I can give a plan if you need one right here.

Not OP but I'm curious...

Cult level shit. Does this really work for you? Be honest.

Bro... im done.

Give me a bodybuilding plan user. I'm Trying to bulk but I'm too broke until I get a job, I'm eating at matinence.