I'm forcing myself to eat some right now because I'm so depressed I'm literally starving. I haven't eaten anything since yesterday morning, at like 2AM. Almost full after two bites.
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>1 MB files can't be posted anymore. I've tried many different images over the past few hours, just above and below, and everything above gives me a connection error. If this is permanent then I will not be happy.
oh that was kind of a joke, was referring to the shooting but it has actually caused me quite a bit of extra work, they really want that shit scrubbed for some reason, I'm guessing they were threatened with fines by NZ
I'd rather not go into too much detail it hasn't been stressful, so much as just extra workload for a person in my role (which could be identified if I go into too much detail) I of course watched the whole video pretty much immediately as it dropped, graphic stuff doesn't bother me much, only thing I am disturbed by are the political/social ramifications of the aftermath. Namely the mass censorship and potential for retaliatory/copycat strikes in the near future
Yeah, I was definitely worried about what the future may hold. That video though, I was kinda horrified for a second because it's so surreal. I've avoided all kinds of shootings and violent videos and everything like that for years, so it was hard for me to watch. I try to make myself numb to everything, but deep down that kind of stuff really fucks me up, and I just can't watch it. And a lot of other stuff is going on too, so I'm just extremely overwhelmed.
Sometimes I almost feel too human. I'm so sensitive to everything, I have such intense emotions that I have to hide from it all. It hurts me to see the state of this world, even myself. I can't even force myself to be apart of the world, and just want to be away from all the sadness, depression, heartbreak, corruption, bloodshed, brainwashing. I just feel like I live in Hell itself.
Weird. Didn't see anything I wanted in the entire thread, right until I saved four images in a row. And then nothing after. Did one of you post all four of these?
I know what you mean just gotta press on sometimes
Justin Watson
I'm trying. The past six weeks have been rough for me, and last night was just... devastating. I'm trying to not have a mental breakdown, and I have a psychiatrist appointment in 9 hours too.