You’d be doing me a favor. I am curious as to why it triggers you so much, though.
Lame ass city junkies. William Burroughs-esque sans the shooting wife in the face to the William Tell Overture in Mexico.
We’re bored because we’re hungry and waiting for food and trying to pass he time till it gets here and then later the next shot. Once you’ve done H for as long as I have, it just becomes part of your day nodding off.
We had tried to quit multiple times to appease other people and get back on track in life financially but the withdrawal + cravings make it impossible. Even suboxone only helps physically, mentally you’ll just.want a shot as soon as the novelty of not being physically dependent wears off. The withdrawal is the absolute worse thing I have ever felt. Junkie 2 has the “traditional” wd Symptoms like the worst flu you’ve ever had, shaking, etc. however, mine are a little abnormal: Painful muscle spasms, pain throughout entire body especially joints, headache, priapism, feeling hot and cold at the same time, nausea, some vomiting, sharty diarrhea.
But that pales in comparison to the cravings. If I lose my dope or something I will literally start crying and screaming and throwing shit. Addiction is scary.
I often find myself in desperate situations. Neither of us have hooked. I have other ways of getting money in a pinch. Also, Why would a homeless man spend his money on a junkie blowjob?
Basically yeah. I’m going to ask Junkie 2 to describe how it feels for the next post so you can hear it from both of us.
Atlanta
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I started hanging out w punks but even they, being white kids, didn’t have access to H. I was the only one among them who knew how to use TOR, which impressed them, so one of them agreed to have it sent to him if I paid. The moment I did that first shot I knew I was fucked.