Fed up of sissy porn, got rid of all of it and went a week without it but came straight back to it...

if you want to keep it purely a fantasy thats fine, but ull keep asking questions. I know some guys that sucked a cock and went, you know what, its not for me and that was it of it. Yes for me i slipped further down the rabbit hole haha but im fine with that

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Thing is even if u don't like sucking dick you'll grow to like it just like this porn, doing it irl is pushing yourself one step further into this shit

Then go down it? Honestly if it gets you off then go get yourself off. Be a girl. Suck. Whatever.

Same, honestly seems to be the only solution, I've been coming back to it constantly for 5 years and whenever I nofap my desires become even stronger so that doesn't work either.

my personal experience was that i had been watching sisy porn for so long that i already had dildos that i sucked and fucked myself with so i wanted to try the real thing. Others that i have spoken to have not been that deep to start off with, it was that their preference of porn changed over time.

When u have a butt like this it makes this fetish 10x as hard to quit ffs, I get comments all the time even as a guy walking around

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Stop watching porn and leave /b for a while.

Yh but did u do nofap for long enough? I believe if u do it for 90 days no porn it'll go, surely?

before id actually been with another man, id get busy with life and not have time to "practice" when i wasnt horny id think why have i been doing this, but as soon as im horny, the lingerie comes on and i pull the dildos out and go for a ride.
Seriosuly once i had been with a guy i just realised it was something that i enjoyed and properly accepted it rather than shame myself over it. im a sissy that likes to be dominated by other men and im fine with that lol

I dunno, I only went for about a month and a half and it didn't work

Not long enough then

(insert dummy thicc meme)

ive no fapped for about 5 months i recon it was and it semi worked, i was really attracted to this milf at the time so started watching some milf porn... that turned to sissy porn within 20 minutes of browsing haha

So u can beat it but it can come back quickly if u start watching porn again?

tbh the 5 months i nofapped i thought about it a lot off and on, so im not sure if staying away from porn would of made it any better, it was one of those things in the back of my mind

where do you go to find more sissy/ trans porn?

so potentially if u nofapped for a very long time u can get rid of this permenantly or is it basically stuck at this point

reddit is probably the best place right now imo

you guys are looking at this the wrong way

this is something you enjoy

you can FORCE yourself not to

but you go right back to it

so WHY are you denying yourselves this part of you?

im not sure bro, i guess you could give it a try and see how it works out? i accepted what i was into and sexually opened up some great experiences so i dont regret it

these are both me bro, ive tried to deny myself but no longer do and have not regretted it. if their is anythign i regret it would be not fapping for those 5 months to the porn i enjoy

Because of the guilt, shame and disgust u feel after cumming doesn't that tell u something?

I know this fetish isn't really me otherwise after I cum I wouldn't feel that feeling

what's worse is that this fetish led me down the rabbit hole to bbc/interracial porn and now im not just a sissy, im a cuck.

nah for the first maybe three years i was like that tbh, id find id cum and then be thinking wtf am i doing. slowly over time it goes away to an extent but is still there. once i got the courage to meet up with a guy, thats when it went away alltogether. Now ill get fucked by a guy and cum all over myself and then ride him until he cums inside me. it evolves

as much as im a sissy i hate cuck porn with a passion.

yeah, i mostly use reddit, and sometimes here on /b. Was hoping for a new source. Darn

>guilt, shame and disgust u feel after cumming
I honestly feel none of that

You have very much the right attitude. I wish you well. You seem happy.

maybe this is really u then

>bbc/interracial porn
Oh nah man, that's fucking HOT when you feel all girly

i used to hate cuck porn but i've always loved interracial stuff cause i'm a closet racist (thanks Yea Forums). But i've been conditioned now.

tbh I might actually be trans idk

>normal
stop posting on the internet
delete your profile picture that's not you
get a hobby and develop a skill from it
learn to socialize at work/school
spend time off away from home

Yeah ive been really happy for a long time, i get off on pleasuring men, so when im horny ill happily suck a couple dicks or get fucked by a guy or two. Mostly on the weekends when i have more free time, save the week night to keep my asshole nice and stretched. nothing worse then finding a cock that hurts a little

i love interracial porn and bbc porn, but cuck porn just pisses me off, id hate to be cheated on tbh

how do u find men?

You sound very similar to me tbh

Try imagefap

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tinder/grindr, have built up a network so dont even use those apps anymore. when you interact with people remember whos better for you or fits your fantasies. There are 6 guys that ill hands down do anything for and let them use me whenever they need. 2 are business partners and they only contact me every once in a while. the other 4 live in the same city but all a bit of a drive (30 minutes or more), they all know exactly what I want from them and I know exactly what they want from me, when we arnt behind closed doors they are always respectful and polite. just remember you might like being someones sex toy but your a human at the end of the day

when you accept what your into and who you are, you enjoy everything more, i dropped the stigma and yeah am i slut, yep, do i love cock, yep but blow me down and spit me out i enjoy my life lol

I don't think ill ever accept it

Stop jacking off to porn. Broadly you're probably into trap crap due to escalating the kink. Meaning, vanilla shit didnt ger it done after a while so you moved onto something linked and eventually ended up here. You need to reset, so that means deescalating your porn habits.

That or just go full balls to the wall and escalate until trap porn doesn't do it for you and you move onto the next fetish. No guarantee things will be better

Same. I'm a slut, I have problems with my gender, cock makes me happy.

Srs question; why not?

because as like others are saying its glorified porn addiction

how long have you been viewing sissy porn for?

around 4 years now

cock makes me happy because i know the guy im pleasuring is enjoying himself and relaxing

No.

It's a part of you that you're suppressing. You're getting addicted to the porn of it because you're not allowing it any other outlet. Just accept & love yourself for who you are instead of hating yourself for what you're not.

and how often do you jack off to it? if you dont want to accept it you gonna have to try really hard to stay away from any porn sites that push it... Yea Forums is one of them

I love going down because I know exactly how to make one feel good. When a guy cums in my mouth it feels great knowing I did that.

daily, that's why I made thjs thread im finding it impossible to quit

other ppl on here disagree

>goes to a homophobic board
>surprised people have a problem with the fact he's not straight

daily is pretty deep dude, but has a point, love yourself, im glad i gave it a try when i did. maybe try a dildo, suck on that or ride it?

already done that

sure but perhaps they have a point

yeah, when you see the look of relief on a guys face when his cock is down your throat shooting cum into you gets me so hard haha. the guys ive been with usually get hell turned on because ill lick their cock clean and have a grin on my face. i tell them why and they say i dont have to stop lol

ok, so how did you feel about it all afterwards? do you go back to the dildo for more? i found once i started using a dildo, i stopped jerking off as much and rode the didldo for pleasure, until i could hands free orgasm

I rode it, masturbated, came then felt disgust like with everything else

Oh god yes. Couple times I had guys go for round two right after because I just kept licking away at their cock.

but do you constantly go back to riding it tho?

yeah its good when they have the stamina for round 2, but its not that often that it happens like that. rare breed of men haha

Nigga I got HIV from this shit.

Well, this and meth.

You can only get HIV from someone who has the virus

I threw it away

You have a serious problem with yourself see a psychiatrist I'm not even joking

Very rare yeah, but so hot when it happens

I actually sucked a cock and found out it's not for me. Receiving in the ass is fun though, but that's all men are good for, literally everything else is better with a woman and i don't know how anyone justifies otherwise.

i did that once, it was only a cheap dildo tho, glad ik bought a new one which was bigger and better tho.

yh I think im fucked in the head :/

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>Oh god yes. Couple times I had guys go for round two right after because I just kept licking away at their cock
First time I succ dicc I swallowed 3 loads from 1 person

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ay, glad you gave it a shot brother, some people like one and not the other, just the way it can be some times, but glad you tried and formed an opinion off of your personal experiences

It's actually easy. Start having real sex with a real woman every night. It works.

a guy i fucked had high blood pressure, he knew about it, but it would cause his dick to stay hard after he came. I had playfully tied him to the bed and was riding him, I felt him cum and hoped off him for a second and just jerked him off for a second, he told me he will stay hard cos of his issue, so i hoped back on and kept riding him, watching him go from that sensitive sppasm look on his face to horny was so enjoyable haah