everyone always thinks that. i still think im fucking cursed like in the movie "good luck chuck" you know how many times i dated someone only for them to eventually dump me and then within 3 months be with some other guy and just got pregnant...i wound up getting a BF that wanted to be with me despite that i weigh 270lbs and look like a typical fat neckbeard. the biggest thing keeping you down is yourself right now. once you can break away from that you might finally see that you are not that bad of a guy otherwise you will just keep pushing people away and then blaming yourself.
Yeah, I know. It's just not something I have much control over. This is daily for me, I am always feeling great at one point and horrible at another at least once every day. I'm too fucked in the head to even bother. Even if I were in a relationship I would just ruin it because of this exact same shit and self hatred.
all depends on how dedicated they are. i absolutely hate how angry my bf can get at stupid little things. one of the worse times was when we went to the cassino. our gps ended up dying and we were low on gas and we got a bit lost and he ended up slamming on the dash and screaming angry shit. it was not directed at me at all and i felt like shit that it was happening and i could do nothing to change him of it but im still with him years later. he is the same way still going from happy and just fine to just being completely pissed about crap. once you get into that relationship some of that self hatred should go away just got to find the right person to be with. its never that easy but it will happen eventually.
j looks like a pretty chill dude to hang out with. he looks a little bit like a drug addict but hopefully not.
I have little hope for such. I'm obviously not going to find a partner doing nothing but getting high and posting furry porn all day, and that's all I care to do, so nothing will change. But it's nice to dream about, until it's depressing again.
well nothing will change if you dont try to change it. i used to be in the same rut about 6 years ago. once i got a job and ended up going out more i started feeling less shit.
That's easy to say, but a lot harder to do. I don't feel like any of it is worth it. And I'm just anxious about everything, even talking to people. Just the thought of doing something scares me. I'm scared of myself, of how everything would turn out if I'm not just even more miserable. I'll end up being a drug addict since that's about the only thing I enjoy, or die in a car or motorcycle crash doing stupid shit. I already know exactly the kind of person I am and I would do all that anyway. So why bother when I'm just going to kill myself one way or another?
Ive been wooing guys and getting fucking NOTHING from it. I dont have any more of that left, the one's who got it should have taken it since they used it up for everyone else after them.
Wooing people they just see you as weak and "You just a friend to me" People determine if they want sex with you within 30 seconds to 2 minutes. Might as well straight up ask people if they want to fuck or not.
I know dude. His body is so well toned and proportioned, his cock is perfect and his balls too. I just love his inviting expression to the viewer, almost like he's inviting you to enjoy his cock
agreed it is but when you do it you wonder why you had not sooner. because its the only life you live and you mind as well at least enjoy it. i am also one of those hope for the best and expect the worse. you should of seen how bad i was when i first finally met my bf, i was shaking like a fucking leaf wondering what he saw in me. i still wonder what he sees in me to this day too... i honestly thought that this guy was "going out" with me and planned to rob my house of anything he could grab and run off in the night. and honestly my GF who dumped me and sent me on a spiral where i dropped out of college, gained like 80+ lbs in a year while sitting around doing fuck all that entire year was when i, as a person, died and currently still trying to recover from said shit event and still have nightmares and cry about it from time to time. but im not going to sit and mul over shit in the past that i cant change...
Well it's good that you can get passed it and all that. But I still don't understand why people try to give me advice and help me when I've always said no and never done it, or tried and failed for the past 6 years now. It's not like I don't know all of this and how to progress. I simply don't want to, and I'm just waiting to die or something.
Him and another guy didnt respond. Guess ill just drink tonight. Probably for the best I always get rejected, not like I could fuck them without my dick working.
Heh, hopefully he won't. Yeah, that's the plus side. It'll be more fun with him after not having him. And then once he slips in it'll be like feeling an old friend
we give you advice and want to help you because we like you and want to keep you around. you are fun to talk to. like i keep saying, the only one holding you back is yourself.