Those who attempted suicide, what were your last thoughts? Why didn't you manage to kill yourself?

Those who attempted suicide, what were your last thoughts? Why didn't you manage to kill yourself?

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Everyone really deep down knows it's a bad idea

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Ask literally every single person who has survived jumping off a bridge and they'll ALL tell you what their first thought was when they jumped, "I really wish I wouldn't have done this."

When you are hung you hear the most glorious music, it's why most people who are hung and don't instantly have their neck snapped dance around.

Does anyone know any over the counter drugs you can mix to suicide ?

thats because they get put in a psych ward for 6-12 months and get pumped with meds for the duration of their lives

"Whoa maybe killing myself wouldn't be so great"
And then I decided that suicide was for pussies and haven't looked back since

>Tried 3 times over my life so far
>possibly going to try again soon cuz reasons that's too long for you fags to have the patience to read through.
>Hanging 2 times and gassing 1 time.
>First time was hanging.
>Choked myself out then woke up on the floor about 20 mins later (or so I can remember).
>Hanging again round 2
>rope snaps a few seconds into choking.
>round 3. Start car in garage with hose running from exhaust to driver side window
>get knocked out and wake up multiple hours later (again so as I can remember) and very violently ill for a few days afterward.
>guess I'm just a very unlucky fag
>or I'm just meant to go out with a nice quiet mass-murder suicide

“Really man?”

Had a belt around my neck and a blade against my thumb but realized I was too chicken shit to do it.

Honest last thoughts were "i am a pathetic fucking pussy for this and what the hell is this going to do to my family (mom dad etc..) i did hang myself but the belt snapped.

Ok "guy who knows everything", have fun knowing everything...

20 extra strength tylenol, 4 shots of hard liquor or equal amount of alcohol. Make sure you cant be found for 72 hours

Thank you

only tried once or twice with benzo overdose mixed with shitload of booze

not worth it, woke up and i lost 2-3 days off my memory and i only rememberd i tried to kill myself plus i had shitload of stupid stuff i did to clean up afterwards

save yourself the trouble, sooner or later you will learn depression is just a nigger you need ot kick out of your life and whenever he comes back again you need to get a whip and start going crazy on this tyrones ass

I kinda jus thought I was giving up, like quitting a halo match halfway through. Y not turn it around yourself even with shit teammates???

took a buncha advil and realized its not as toxic as tylenol

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"wtf why isnt this working?!"
(turns out i didnt do enough research, i should of let the carbon monoxide build up before i sealed myself off)

before that

"holy shit this is really it and im not going to wake up ever again"
(woke up 1 day later to puking and just the feeling of my body punishing me relentlessly for a couple days turns out eating pills and drinking alcohol wont always work well for an exit strategy)

I kept considering the fact that if I just get over the hump of actually doing it I could do it.

my last thoughts came hours before, they came down to "I hope this makes a difference." but the bleach didnt kill me

I panicked. I remember praying before I did it. When you try to kill yourself, your brain does this fun thing where you regret what you've done more than anything you've ever done in your whole life as a way to save yourself. It's a horrible feeling. That's why I lived. I'm really glad I did, though.

I drove my car over a small cliff going 160 but didn’t suffer anything fatal so I made my way to the road and ended up getting off with minor injuries.

They all said it was a miracle but I don’t want a miracle. I’ll try again another year.

Wow you’re even a failure at killing yourself. If you really wanted to do it, you’d be dead. Stop crying for attention.

The office just had opened
When an old man worned in years,
There entered, on his care-worn face
Was signs of grief and tears;
An' as the clerk approached him
With a tremblin' voice did say,
"I'm lookin' for my boy, sir.
He's comin' home today."
2. You've made a slight mistake, sir,
An' surely you must know
This is an express office, sir,
An' not the town depot.
An' if your boy is coming home
The clerk with smiles did say,
You'll find him with the passengers
At the depot over the way.

3. You do not understand me,
An' the old man shook his head,
He's not coming with the passengers
But by express instead.
He's comin' home to mother,
In a trembling voice he said,
He's comin' home in a casket, sir,
He's comin' to us dead.
4. Just then a whistle pierced the air,
The express train, some one cried,
The old man rose in breathless haste
An' quickly passed outside.
An' from the coach a long white box
Was lowered to the ground,
The scene was most heart-renderin'
To those that stood around.

5. Don't handle that box rough, boys,
For it contains our darlin' Jack,
He went away as you are now,
See how he's comin' back.
He broke his poor old mother's heart,
Her warnin' has come true,
She said he'd come back to us dead,
When he joined the boys in blue.

better take some more. its very effective and painless

Really mate. Don't even think about it. My brother took an overdose of heart drugs in a suicide pact with his girlfriend (she took a mild tranquilliser instead but didn't tell him that). Two months in a coma and ten years in and out of hospital since then and he still is not right, and he feels like the biggest fool in the world. The hurt to him and the family is still bad even now. Talk to someone.

Haha it's painless for the first 12-18 hours. Then you going to have some abdominal tenderness and pain. It ramps up til you have full blown liver failure.
also thanks for saying to take more, i meant 20 extra strength Tylenol! 20 regular tylenol will just make you feel like shit

Spilt up with my gf and I literally don't have anything now. She was more than my gf she was literally all I knew, had severe mental health before I got with her. I now have nothing, no friends, family.. nothing. I don't want to be dead but I can't see a brighter light?

He’s lived a life of failure, you really think suicide is the one thing he could do right?

See my post a few posts above. Don't fuck yourself over for a girl.

?????? ????????? Are you breathing?

People that try to kill themselves but pussy out once they feel the pain are the same peolpe that pussy out when they're tripping on acid

Genuinely laughed at this.
I don't remember having last thoughts before I tried. I woke up on the ground hallucinating a chicken running in circles around a tiny guy, I assume from lack of oxygen.

For all of you contemplating suicide or who are ready, take a second and think. If you're so ready to leave this wretched world, why not enjoy something new about it? Grab whatever you have, money, food, valuable thing that's portable, and run away. Poor, rich, doesn't matter, just run away. you're way better off disappearing for a few days, weeks, years, forever, than ending it all now. Kill your current situation, not yourself. If you have nothing, just put on a coat and start walking away, you're free.

"this probably wont hurt"

What he said

"fuck it. fuck everything."
when my jump failed to kill me i decided to "fuck that, too."

I can relate to this

walk where tho? and become a vagabond train hopping drifter?

The ultimate fool proof way is using an ied, detonate within arms reach or elbow.

Shotgun is pretty good but if you dont get the right angle you could just blow your face off and miss the brain. Missing is you not actaully wanting to die, but if you blast your face off and survive you will really want to die lol. Also shotgun suicide is the coolest way to go

fake news

Suicide by cop isn't too hard in the good old US of A. Call in a creeper on your location, have an object in your pocket, spin around fast pulling it out, they will shoot ya dead.

yes

Well, you can't really ask the ones who went back for round 2..

>this will be the one thing in life I won't fuck up
As you can see. I was wrong.

In fact you are right. But I just run it through my thoughts and there is a point: money. So if you don't have enough money thus won't work. Where to sleep? Ok, maybe a few days in a tent but it's not the best season for that atm. Selling stuff u won't need on your travel would take too much time and with a strong depression it wouldn't be fun at all. And people around you would notice, in my case my gf and she would kinda talk me out about it or would make rules like "call me once a week"
No, I want a clean cut

emedicine.medscape.com/article/820200-overview
0.5-24 hours after ingestion
Patients may be asymptomatic or report anorexia, nausea or vomiting, and malaise
18-72 h after ingestion
Patients develop right upper quadrant abdominal pain, anorexia, nausea, and vomiting
Right upper quadrant tenderness may be present
Tachycardia and hypotension may indicate volume losses
Some patients may report decreased urinary output (oliguria)
72-96 h after ingestion
Patients have continued nausea and vomiting, abdominal pain, and a tender hepatic edge
Hepatic necrosis and dysfunction may manifest as jaundice, coagulopathy, hypoglycemia, and hepatic encephalopathy
Acute renal failure develops in some critically ill patients
Death from multiorgan failure may occur

Holy kek dude..

Probably better not to listen to the fuckwits that are cracking one out right now to the thought of you topping yourself. Talk to someone

i wish i was a better mom and not a fat chum bucket who cant raise a daughter past 4 months without it dying.

Just walk away, you don't owe anyone anything. Studdy up on food sources and soup kitches and run.
The the worst that would happen, is you die, and half of you want that anyway. So there's no risk, just go be free.

hate to be that dude, but, Tits or gtfo.
Also, maybe give a pause on the crotchcreatures until you get yourself sorted?

Too bad I dont have an 11 inch black penis, maybe I would have made sheriff. *click*

"I'm allergic to pain I can't do it"
something along that line anyways I got caught up in a fantasea novel me and a friend wrote and I started to believe it..

kek

> buy grenade
> pull pin
> place against forehead
> release lever
> profit

It really isn't that hard guys.

Talk to someone. Pretty much any place other than Yea Forums would be better. Churchill said "If you're going through hell, for God's sake keep going"

Where does one buy a grenade ?

Couldn't because I dont believe my parents should have to go to their own kids funeral other than that I wouldve had no problems at all still think about it too

if you kill yourself you're a loser
I hope you kill yourself because you're a loser

i'll just pull it, dont ever think, just pull it.

I like to choke myself with a noose but it's purely a sexual thing. I like jerking off to Eugenia Cooney while doing so.

"Alright, I'm done here".
You get tired of trying to kill yourself after the 7th time. That's when you just give up and accept you're alive.

My friend hung himself last week (death isn't a bad thing in my eyes, only sucks because you miss said dead person). Still laughed my ass off at this.

Tried to OD about 5/6 years back for multiple reasons.
Last thing I remember thinking before I conked out was "please don't let anyone find me. I cant hurt anymore."

Next thing I was in hospital being forced to drink liquid charcoal and stuffed in a psych ward.
It still hurts and I hate myself more coz I failed.

A blade against your thumb? I don't follow.

Up it to 40, and a handle. You're not going to want to wake up to that hangover

i met a guy who got paralized due to a failed attempt. he told me something else

Eventually everyone dies. Whats the point in causing it whenits going to happen anway

Sometimes, some people just want it to happen sooner.

bad primer, i doubt i'm actually alive.

Apparently, YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT!

Wow. Thanks for sharing.

Yeah new life...oh wait
New job, better get a new social security job.
Still in debt? Good luck escaping that? Owe money to the IRS.
Unless you are in a third world country to start a new life nowadays, you ain't going nowhere.

I just see the want as irrelevant. Live or dont live. who gives a shit right?

Last thought- finally get to be done with this hell
Put the single shot 20 gauge to my right eye socket pulled the trigger
Gun click but no shot, release the barrel see dimple in the shell from firing pin. Heard my dad shut the door to his truck. He just got home from work. Had epiphany, this life wasn't just mine, it was everyone's that i meant anything to, everyone who i help or mean anything to in the future. What i almost did was selfish, reckless, and foolish.
Haven't tried again, but sometimes wonder

Coolest way to go is to have a noose ready around your neck and using super glue to bind your hands to each side of your head.
When they find your bloated corpse it'll look like you ripped your head off.
METAL

I tried but something literally physically stopped me. I literally could not move further foward it was the weirdest thing I could move left, right and back but not forward.

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Noose should be made with garrotte wire and a long fall.