Sup Yea Forums femanon here looking for advice. No I'm not showing tits, but i'm not looking for attention or gratification, just a little common sense which I've been lacking lately.
My bf and tried cucking. He wanted me to fuck other dudes in front of him and like a loyal loving girlfriend I did as such. After being passed around to other dudes I started realizing how weak my boyfriend actually is. I realized he really can't sexually satisfy me, and he's not exactly some multimillionaire who has kinks that need to be explored. He has a decent job, doesn't really do anything abusive to me, is generally a nice guy but, holy shit enough is enough. The sex with the other dudes is great, no complaints there. But this relationship is growing dull and I've been low key meeting up with one of the bulls that fuck me in front of my boyfriend, he's actually quite charming, he's funny, kind of outgoing but not to the point it's obnoxious. We're go on little dates every now and then and the sex is great. My boyfriend is similar but the fact he doesn't even try to claim me as his only partner is just really passive of a man. He's weak and mild mannered BUT THAT'S HIS ONLY FLAWS. The problem with just breaking up is that we're engaged (i don't even like calling him my fiance at this point) and our families have gotten kind of close. I want to be with the bull I've been seeing on the side. What do I do? I really don't want to be with him anymore and I really don't care to act on his fetishes anymore if I wanted to get laid I could. I wouldn't be in a relationship if I wanted to fuck random dudes all the time, it's fun but I want to settle down.
tl;dr I want to leave my cuck I'm engaged to for one of the bulls, but our families are super close and I don't want to hurt him.
