How did you discover that you are a pedo...

How did you discover that you are a pedo ? I have an increasing urge to look at skinny girls on porn sites and today I turned around in the store to check out a probably 10 or 11 year old

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We all have that urge.

It’s okay to have those feelings. Just don’t act on them

know person jailed for the incest, thought to myslf how this attractive
>2008 google jailbait
>discover Yea Forums and pizza wednesday
never been the same

I had a stash of CP that I deleted recently. Now I sort of regret it. I don't know

I found some German site funnily enough through the google image search. It was some livestream that got me started.

Nice dubs

You can find it anywhere. Including the surface web

I haven't really found anything on the darkweb. It's always surface web. They even have top sites for lolis lmao

I never considered viewing girls like 15-17 as under aged or cp
and historically Im only attracted to thicc women
but I found a few tumblrs that were more inclined to what I like, had some traps, thicc booty, but it also had some teens that were of questionable age (didn't look underaged to me)
ended up finding a tumblr full of girls 13-15 nude/masturbating on cam, and usually my guilt would trigger but it really didn't at all probably because girls those ages could grow some really nice tiddies and fat asses.
That's a shitty rabbit hole to fall down, because they would start posting girls I would put around 11-12. I wasn't attracted to em, but they were doing some shit I still liked, solo ofcourse. Then I clicked on a tumblr that shared a girl solo on cam around like 14/15, but the rest of it was defentaly under 10, sometimes like 5 or 6, blowing guys and getting fucked. and thats when I started staying away from that shit. I hated seeing that.
the last straw for me was when I was going hard looking at better (more acceptable) stuff, when a blog i followed posted a video of a girl maybe 8/9 69ing an adult while she was in a skirt. Opposed to everything else I saw, she was really really enjoying it and new how to blow him, could fit a ton of dick. in her mouth, she even dirty talked a bit
Then she flipped over and started riding the hell out of him. just as good as any of my exes. one of the best loads i ever shot.
but the guilt/dread set in hard and i stopped it, deleted my tumblr and never went back

last time ive ever seen anything like that, deleted annnny jb bullshit onmy computer. never going back.